A Sword Master Childhood Friend Power Harassed Me Harshly, So I Broke Off Our Relationship And Make A Fresh Start At The Frontier As A Magic Swordsman.
side: Alfine: regret and the road to adulthood
* Alfine Perspective
"No, I'm sorry. Get me on Al's carriage...... I didn't think the other Millen was gonna be sleeping."
"Wah, my fault!? That's because Dick's not coming to wake you up!
"Huh!? I've always said I'm not your caregiver, but get up yourself in the morning or so."
As we left the Adventurer Guild to head to the Demonic Forest, we saw two young adventurers rushing in who had gotten along over the past week.
Apparently the reason they were in a hurry was because they were going to miss the carriage to where they had ordered the day before.
But it seemed like we missed it brilliantly, and sometimes we were just in the same direction, and we decided to give you a ride along the way.
The two were childhood friendly who grew up in this village near Yughannotes, hearing that Millen had recently become an adventurer as a mage and Dick as a swordsman.
Watching the two of them interact like that reminded me of the first time myself and Feen became adventurers.
I guess I was sweet on Feen too, like Mirren is unconsciously sweet on Dick......
I didn't think of myself like that at all at that time, but once again when I look at two people objectively from the outside in a relationship similar to myself, I feel my selfishness poked right in front of me.
Millen was me until recently...
I don't doubt it's normal for the two worlds to go on forever, just like myself as a child.
But that world doesn't last forever, and if I don't change, it's gone.
I thought that, and I was speaking to Millen.
"Millen, when you say 'sorry' honestly in that case, I think Dick would forgive you."
"Mr. Al?
"Oh, this is advice from me. Men surprisingly like honest kids."
Mirren leaned her neck on my advice and looked at this one.
Dick said, "Exactly," and he put his arms around him and nodded.
"Oh, really? Does Mr. Al like girls like that, too?
Mirren took my hand and was looking at this one.
"I guess...... No, I don't know. But at least I think that's what Dick thinks. Right? Right, Dick?
I don't want Millen to walk through the same failures that I did, so I thought I'd take care of you, but I was mouthing.
"Huh? Oh, yeah. Right. If Millen was a little more honest, I wouldn't have to be angry."
"Oh, really?
"Why are you staring at me?"
Millen's gaze was pouring on Ji Dick.
I guess you really like him.
But maybe you haven't figured out the difference between being sweet and liking it yet.
That was something you could tell yourself.
I've already disqualified myself from liking whomever I want...
"Millen, if you like Dick, you better be honest. Otherwise..."
"Hey!? Mr. Al!? What?"
Millen turned bright red on my face and tried to block my mouth with her hands.
"Yes, yes! That's all the futile talk the three of us have. Millen and Dick say goodbye here. We'll dive into the enchanted forest for a while, so we'll see you when we get back."
When I wondered if the carriage had stopped, Meira was peeking into my face from your podium.
Apparently, the Millens have reached a branch into the suburban woods heading their way.
"Mi, Millen. Let's go. Thank you for sending me, Al, Mayla. Also, when you come back, you'll be able to enjoy your meals."
"Hey, hey Dick!? Then I'm going!
Dick, blushing, greeted us when he took Millen's hand and went off the carrier.
The dull pain spreads with relief in the back of my mind, which I missed that look.
It's so cruel to say that you can show off the time you felt happy...
Seeing Dick and Millen, I'm about to sink into a swamp of self-loathing.
You perceived such signs, and Mayla, who was in your seat, sat down before me.
"Finn, you reminded me of you, and you advised those two, didn't you?
"Well,"
"So I thought I'd be more honest with you."
My vision seeped slightly as I was looked into Mayla's eyes, who said anything was a prospect.
I wonder why I made such tears...
This, then, is like...
I was wiping desperately to hide the tears that were about to overflow.
Without Fern, until then, I was the one who broke like a lie and came out of it only had the very brittle and feminine part of a nasty woman.
"Al is an idiot. But, Feen, you're deciding to apologize properly when I see you, aren't you?
I was snorting at Meira's question in tears.
"Then the rest is your problem, Finn. I might say tough things, but from there on out, it's not what Al thinks. You know that love is something you can do because you have someone else, right?
"Yeah......"
I was going to understand how annoying it was to push my feelings to the other person on their own.
I know how convenient it is to undo the relationship we broke.
Now that I know that, I may be so weak, brittle and feminine.
If I see Feen like this, I could be even more disillusioned.
It's my way of taking responsibility for showing myself that I've grown up a little bit, meeting him, apologizing for everything I've done, and breaking up, isn't it?
Yes, I aroused myself and plucked away the tears that conveyed my cheeks.
"Meira, you don't have time to cry in here. Come on, let's go. - Why are you holding me?
"Ha, ha, I'm crying Al, if you don't cum!!
At some point Mayla held onto me, so when I regained my calm, I slammed my hand knife into her forehead.
"Agoo! It's bad because Al looks serious. Al tells me you're like your wife, Finn, so you push it down and it's a fait accompli - ahhh!
I slapped my hand knife into Mayla's forehead just one more shot.
I think that's the worst hand I've ever had myself, and it was the one I never wanted to use when I died.
"Meira, I would never use a hand like that..."
"I know. I know that Al is a serious, unscrambled, pure girl."
That said, Mayla stood up as she rubbed her forehead.
"Now, will you help Al go his way as an adult - Uh, there he is."
"... thanks. Sister Meira."
When Meira heard my crush, she waved silently, and when she returned to her seat, she began to drive the carriage again.