4.6 Billion Year Symphony of Evolution
Chapter 1830 War Diary 2
The war ... maybe coming to an end.
This diary may be my last diary.
I was born in a small group. I ... I do n’t know why I was born, who gave birth to me, and why I was born, I do n’t even know.
I only know that from the moment I have a memory, I was forced to put on equipment, step on the battlefield, and then strive to kill the enemy.
Our enemy ... is our kind, another group, there are such groups everywhere here, all groups are constantly attacking each other.
This is a battle that will not stop. At that time, I hadn't thought of this. I just wanted to live. At that time ... it was really hard.
My group is not large, or even relatively weak, but our commander ignored this and continually directed us to rush up to fight a stronger group than us.
In an extremely fierce battle, I survived, but I was taken prisoner by the enemy group. This group did not care that I had killed their companions. They let me put on equipment and fight for them.
In this way, I embarked on the battlefield again.
I do n’t like the battlefield. If possible, I want to never fight, but that means death, so I have to fight.
again and again.
I killed a lot of alien creatures, and also killed countless others. From the beginning, I didn't know what to do, and I gradually adapted.
why?I keep thinking about this question, why should I kill so many of them?Why fight?
The only reason I found was ... to live.
The group I am in has also become larger and larger in battle, constantly absorbing prisoners, increasing the number, and sweeping all the groups around.
At this time, I finally understood how we were born. For the first time, I found out that we had sex before, so we can produce offspring.
And these descendants, like me, will be recruits to the battlefield when they first come to this world and are still confused.
But they are better than me, at least born into a strong group.
I don't want to have offspring because I don't want them to be like me ... fight as soon as you are born.
We continue to destroy those weak groups and feed on their corpses to make ourselves stronger and stronger. I have survived countless battles. I learned how to distinguish each other ’s weak individuals and kill them quickly. Dead them, and the other strong, experienced individuals like me, I will leave it to the recruits on our side.
Let them win by numbers. Maybe recruits will die a lot, but it doesn't matter, as long as they can win.
As long as you can win ... the war will end.
That's how I thought at that time, killing the enemy constantly, letting the surrounding groups disappear one by one, and finally, we could not find any weak groups around.
The war is over and we have won.
Because there are no more enemy forces, we do n’t need to fight anymore, I do n’t need to kill the enemy anymore, I can finally have offspring ...
Is peace coming ...?
Indeed, peace lasted ... a little time.
After this brief past, the dispute started again, initially because of the disappearance of the commander.
The commander was gone, I was there at the time, and it suddenly disappeared in front of me, and I was quite surprised.
However, what surprised me even more was that the commander ’s assistants were not surprised why the commander disappeared, but immediately competed for the commander ’s position on the spot.
I didn't understand what they thought at that time, and the other companions around me started to fight because they supported different adjutants.
This battle became more and more fierce, and finally led to the once huge group began to split ...
A huge group, after that battle, split into many small groups, scattered around and maintained strong hostility to each other.
Everything is back to the original point.
I also got into a small group, and the companions of this group wanted to follow me because they respected my rich fighting experience. At the same time, there were a few ... like my opposite sex.
But I don't want to fight anymore ... The reason of 'want to live' can't stop me from giving up fighting.
I aimed at myself with the weapon that accompanied me through countless battles, and I wanted to end it all.
However, I failed to make the next step. I have encountered countless dangers on the battlefield, which makes me think that I am not afraid of death, but actually the opposite is true.
The extreme fear of death made me give up the idea of suicide, but ... shall I continue to fight?
The answer is ... yes.
I want to continue fighting, not because I want to fight, but because I felt at that time ... as if there was something ... talking to me directly in my mind.
It said ... want me to continue fighting, and want me to become the commander of this divided small group and lead them to fight.
As long as you fight again to the last moment, you can usher in real peace, and after that, you can live a life away from battle forever.
At this moment, I saw my 'future', lying on a comfortable and soft bed, enjoying delicious food, and watching the descendants play and chase each other ...
This is the future I want!
I want to fight ... because of new reasons, I want that kind of future, I want to live that kind of peaceful life!
Therefore, I want to kill all the kind who dare to block in front of me ... At that time, I thought so, this emotion is quite strong, and I have no doubts.
So, I started to be a commander, directing our group to attack other groups, kill them all, and connect the surrender, just like before.
The thing in my head ... I have been helping me next, saying what I should do, how to allocate equipment, who should be the adjutant, and also told me not to communicate with the recruits beyond orders.
I ... did as I said, and at the time, I had no doubt at all ... where did our equipment come from.
I once again experienced countless battles, once again step by step from a weak group to the top.
But this time, I feel that I have become stronger and stronger, because I don't have the puzzles I had before, and I have a clear goal.
In pursuit of this goal, I almost wiped out all the same kind of people who used to be companions or not.
I became the commander of a huge group, and I saw the scene of peace again because there were no opponents, and I also knew that this did not last very long.
This time, I knew that the disappearing commander would be replaced by me. After I disappeared, the group under my command should start to quarrel as before.
Because the adjutant I picked was loyal to me, but the relationship between them was very poor.
They are going to go through a battle again, but I do n’t have to, so I do n’t care about them.
I am about to welcome a peaceful future without war ...
At that time, I felt that the surrounding scenery changed in an instant. What changed before me was not the familiar rock wasteland, but a narrow space.
The ground is made of metal, and the walls on both sides are covered with complex and dense mechanical structures.
I have never seen such a place, but I am not surprised, and I can name many things.
I moved and wandered in this place full of mechanical structures. I found it to be quite huge, but there is nothing ... I have seen it in the 'future scene'.
Although all this is special, I don't care at all. I just want to know, where is the future that I have been fighting for so long?Where is this place?
When I think so, it comes to greet me.
It's the thing that has been talking to me in my head, it represents here, but this is not to say that it is the ruler here, but ...
It is here itself.
This huge mechanical environment has a 'will', which tells me a lot of things.
It said that it made us fight like this. It has been controlling our war. Under its deliberate control, the war will never end.
Even if it ends unexpectedly, it will allow the war to start again.
I asked it why, and it didn't tell me why.
It said it would bring the group commanders who won the war here, just like I am now.
Can these commanders escape the war?
It says ... can be temporarily detached.
Then it shut me up in a small space.
This space is made of metal. Like other places, there is no soft bed and no chasing offspring. Although it will provide food regularly, it is very difficult to eat.
This is completely different from what I saw at the time ...
I don't know ... what to do.
But I did not commit suicide, but lived like that.
It is also telling me more things and telling me more about it.
This will give me the feeling of being a 'God', which has always controlled us and watched our pain.
But then I discovered that it is not a 'God', but ... something we made.
This entire mechanical environment, our combat equipment, and everything ... were made by ourselves.
This thing shocked me, but it didn't give me any time to shock because it went on to say ... it's going to fight.
My battle is not over yet, but this time I don't fight with similar kind. The object I want to fight is displayed in the stereoscopic picture in front of me.
It was ... a white, fluffy sphere, flying outside, killing my companion.
I have no chance to ask what that is, and I will also set foot on the battlefield.
Can you survive this time?