48 Hours a Day

Chapter 903: Emotional Advice

Han Lu has come to Japan for a lot of holidays, and has eaten a variety of dishes, but this is the first time he has tasted such an ecological dinner, and Zhang Heng has not seen any ingredients. It tastes good.

Although there are still some smells, it is unclear whether the freshness of the seafood itself has been preserved because of the extraordinarily primitive way it is cooked.

“A friend told me that nature is like a treasure trove, wherever you are, just keep an eye out for shelter and food to fill your stomach.” Zhang Hengdao.

“Well, if the world suddenly ends now, I'm sure your friend is the last one to die.” Han Lu filled a little seafood soup with the lid of the thermos cup and blew a side road.

It is almost dusk time, the sunset is about to sink into the sea level, evening summer plated the sky with a brilliant red spot, with fishing boats returning from afar to port, it is an unspeakable emotion.

Han Lu waited for the seafood soup to cool down a little, took two sips, and then said, “I've decided, I'll come here every year for a few days. Do you want to join me? ”

“I don't know if I'll have time.” Zhang Hengzheng told the truth.

In fact, on New Year's Eve, he had realized something, and that conversation with Han Lu on the plane had only confirmed from the side that it sounded a little crazy.

He probably doesn't have any blood ties with his current mother.

Zhang Heng doesn't know how other people react to such news. Many people used to hear parents make jokes like you were picked up from the garbage can or sent with a charging fee when they were young. Then you get bored all day long and feel like something very valuable has been stolen from you.

Fortunately, it won't be long before your parents lift you up and laugh at you and tell you that your parents lied to you. At that moment, it looks like the sun is shining back into the window, and you'll be relieved of your burden.

Sometimes, however, stories don't always come with a happyending.

For example, Zhang Hengneng now clearly realizes that emotions are gradually passing through him, and his whole person becomes more and more difficult to feel the emotional changes, but even so, when he got this news, Zhang Heng felt sorry for a long time.

This sadness is not as strong, not even as ordinary people hang a section later, at best, to the extent that a shallow wound was cut, but this wound stayed there forever, how can it not be healed.

And Zhang Heng is now forced to face a new problem.

That's who he is, or... what is it?

There is no doubt that that scientific expedition on Greenland 18 years ago was clearly related to him, and that if he was indeed found in a deserted area by his parents today, it would be almost impossible for a human infant to survive given the harsh and extreme circumstances there.

Tang pretended to be an old man, or that Coronos planned his parents' encounter with him, in other words, he obviously knew what would happen later. Zhang Heng did not know whether he had been secretly handled by Kronos in his subsequent growth experience. If this were the case, wouldn't his life have been arranged as if it were Truman in Truman's World, and what was the purpose of Coronos, who played his guardian angel from beginning to end?

Zhang Hengyin had a feeling that all of this would probably be answered after his next trip to Greenland, but I'm afraid that's not what he expected.

This is also why Zhang Heng promised Han Lu to come on vacation with her, as it is most likely his last chance to enjoy the natural scenery and relax completely without any thoughts.

“Your biggest flaw is being too honest," said Han Lu, sipping out the seafood soup in the lid of the insulated cup, "and the son of my best friend. ”

“ ………… ”

“Forget it, I know that we are from both worlds, and I must admit that the mystery and the sense of danger that surrounds you is also a big reason to get close to me. No, not just me, but Shen Xixi and the girl named Fan Mei... we are all like moths of fire.” Han Lu Dao, “I'm just curious. Is there really someone in the world who understands you? ”

Zhang Heng remained silent and said, "Something happened to me. I was trying to figure it out. Until then, I couldn't handle the emotional issues. ”

“Mm-hmm.” Han Lu snorted, "Have I told you my first love story? ”

“This is the first time. ”

“If you'd like to hear it, in high school, I liked a boy in my class. He's not very tall, he's not particularly handsome, and he doesn't seem to have any particularly prominent features, but I don't know why I like him so much, for no reason whatsoever. , how he sees it, especially when he talks to me,” Han Lu closed his eyes, "his voice is like the sea breeze now, gently, warm blowing on your face.

“As a result, one day after school, I was on duty, after cleaning, I turned off the lights, checked the doors and windows, and then locked the door and left the classroom and saw him at the corner of the second floor. He stopped me, and he handed me a poem by Borges with a red face. Oh, he liked Borges a lot, although it seemed silly now, but the point wasn't the poem, it was the note in it, and I guess that's the love letter he wrote me. ”

“Did you accept the love letter? ”

“No.” Han Lu shook his head.

“Why?”

“Because I don't think I'm ready, we're all too young, because I want to see the outside world, run away from my mother's control, and I want to be... better, and then come back and accept that love letter with all due respect.” Han Luton took a break.

“At that time, I was busy planning for our future, full of vision, but I forgot that some people missed it, and honestly, even if he was still waiting for me, I didn't like him that much anymore, because now that I look back, he was quite ordinary, when I returned home, I trusted someone to ask him, he didn't have a good college entrance exam, after graduation, the family entrustment relationship entered into a national enterprise, now it's probably a small leader or something, it's not bad for ordinary people, but it really doesn't appeal to me...

“Yet I still think of him from time to time, thinking about what it would be like if I had accepted that love letter, and of course I know that when we were young, it would be hard to have a lasting relationship, and we would probably parted from the Cold War like other couples later, but I just couldn't stop thinking, if there really was an ending, that we would end up, married and had kids, and live a flat life together, as if, not bad. ”

Han Lu put his foot into the sea water and stretched his lazy waist comfortably, "Just a word of advice, you can't handle everything before talking about emotions, because emotions are like ice cream and melt without eating. ”

“Thank you.” Zhang Hengdao, he did not explain that his problems were originally related to feelings. In his current situation, whoever he chooses, his feelings will probably end up disappearing.