Well, that's enough for today.
"Yes, thank you all the time"
"Still, it's really amazing... when I get here, I don't know if I can define it as illness anymore..."
"It hasn't changed your health, has it?
"Yeah. Rather, it's too good."
"Is that so...?"
I was at the hospital. [M] I came regularly to study Twilight Syndrome, and I was working with it.
There is no abnormality in this examination. Rather, it is said to be too healthy and troublesome to deal with.
"Speaking of which, this book. I'll give it back."
"Did you find anything?
"A lot. But the fundamentals are still unknown. It's been helpful, but I still have to study the tunnel."
"... is that so?"
I accept the book I used to lend. [M] This examination was over, so I'm going back to my military quarters.
That's how I prepared for my business trip tomorrow. [M]
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"Shelly, are you ready?
"Er... well..."
The usual dining room. Me and Shelley were ordered to travel yesterday, as Princess Lianne said. The main reason I know each city as a Premium vs. Mage. Shelley, on the other hand, has an auxiliary connotation for me, but on top of that, she would also like to see herself as a magician close to a premium magician. [M]
…… Something's wrong with my teeth lately... what happened?
"Beh, there's nothing wrong... I'm just a little worried... about me"
"Shelley is growing up. That's what Mr. Bell said."
Really?
"Yes, the sword suited Sherry and Belle taught me. It's because I'm working hard on it."
"I hope so..."
After all, my teeth are cut badly. Don't you feel confident? But even if I tell you to be confident here... I know there's nothing you can do about it. So I decided to offer another topic.
"How about Shelley joining the army? I haven't seen you much lately."
"There's nothing to note. I'm pretty used to fighting at dusk... but there's only one thing I care about."
"What's bothering you?
"Twilight Syndrome." It seems to be moving forward. I was diagnosed with level 5 in the hospital. "
"Oh... level 5... is everything all right?
"For now. Same as the other Premium vs. Mages. It's progressing, but there's nothing wrong."
……
I was listening to her words and thinking. What is Twilight Syndrome? Even though I am definitely eroding my body, the more I progress, the stronger I feel. [M] Maybe it's the same for Shelley...
After that, I went to my room to talk about love. [M]
"Julia, can I talk to you for a second?
"Senpai, what's wrong?
"You'll be traveling for a while from tomorrow. I need to talk to you for a second."
"I see. Here you go."
"Excuse me."
I'll let the incoming senpai in. In fact, it is forbidden to let a woman into a man's room. That said, it's a formal story, not an absolute one. Senpai sometimes visits my room like this. [M] It seems that it feels so comfortable...
"Are you ready for work?
"I'm ready."
"Just that backpack?
"Well... yes."
At the very least.
"Yes, because I don't have much to take with me."
"That's right...."
Silence. Usually earlier, today's seniors felt strangely extra to talk about what they were doing.
"Julia"
"Yes"
"Well... come home properly."
"Of course."
"I don't feel like I'm in any danger on this trip."
"You've traveled to other cities before, haven't you?
"Yeah. As soon as I became a Premium Warlock, I circled all the cities. But this time, the timing is the timing."
Is that an example?
"Yes. Julia is being targeted... I don't think so. Because you're special."
"Is it special...?"
"You know what I mean? The only survivor. It's the first time I've been in the dusk for two years. And we defeated that raid. I knew you were special."
"No... no... I..."
I wanted to deny it. I'm not special. [M] He's just a little guy. But I still... I'm sure it's not normal to think about my career. He became the youngest superior anti-magician in history and lived for two years at dusk. The Twilight Syndrome, which erodes your body, also remains a mystery. Unmeasurable It was said to be "level over", but I didn't feel like it was deforming me.
"I'd really like to follow you, but I can't do that with an order from above. Shelley seems to be working hard lately, and Bell was very complimentary, and I think it's okay... but make sure you come back. I'll be waiting."
"I understand."
Senpai said so and left my room. [M] When I saw him, I went to my usual place. [M]
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Sofia, I knew you were here.
"Well, you're going on business tomorrow, right? Shouldn't I go to bed early?
I thought I'd say hello to Sofia.
"Hahaha, that's discipline....."
An earthwork behind an army barracks. I've seen you here before, but Sofia's always here. Especially at night, he's here thinking about something. I thought you'd be here today, but I'm glad it was just the right time.
"Have you been out long?
"No, about a few weeks. Seeing other cities is your main job. In some cases, they may join the fight."
I see. Ah, good to see you. "
"Ahh... maybe I'll see you. Okay, I'll say hello."
"Yeah, well, Shelley's worth it anyway. I don't know what you're thinking."
"Useful? Meet other Premium Warriors?
"Hmm. I don't know... if you don't know. It's a good thing about Julia, and it's a bad thing."
"Really? Really?
"Yeah... that's right." []/(exp, v5r) (1) (uk) (uk) (uk) (uk) (uk) (uk) to become/to become/to become/to become
Sofia smiles while showing her teeth. When I talk like this, I have the illusion that I have been a friend for a long time. I'm sure that's because of her personality. Bright and friendly. Even though I lost my family, my will to fight the demons until I became a soldier is just as worthy of respect as Shelley.
"Hah... it's beautiful after all."
"That's right. This view doesn't change anything."
We lie down and stare at the stars shining in the sky. [M] Today there were no clouds, and the sky was full of stars.
"Have you ever felt scared of Julia?
"... at dusk?
"Does that include breaking your heart?
"That's right. When I was at dusk, I was desperate to live. That's why I was about to be crushed by fear every day. I was afraid in the past when I returned to the border city. After all that, I'm here now... but I'm still afraid of what I'm afraid of. But I want to be strong, including that fear. [M] Instead of denying fear, I want to affirm it and move on."
"... that's right, Yulia. I can be like that someday."
"I can be. I'm sure Sofia would."
"Haha, I'm a little confident when Julia says that."
"Well, I'll go."
"Yeah, when you get back, let me talk to you."
"Okay."
That being said at the end, I stand up. [M] Then he waved lightly to Sofia and went back to the dormitory.