- In a room where the toddlers fell asleep because of a tease in the eye at noon and running out of energy.
The adult group is already in deep sleep because of the alcohol in it, and only me and Refi are still awake.
"Geez... you're starting to hit good hands, too, Refi"
"Huffle, grow up."
And we were competing in a board game that was almost routine.
It's chess today.
Recently, Refi, too, has become quite a bit stronger in board games and has become more and more struggling.
Well, this is how we fight every day.
It's weirder not to be good.
"... Hmm, let's admit it. You did get stronger. I'm stronger - but I'm still stronger!
Basi, and proceeding with the pawn, she roars "Ugh".
"... well, here it is."
"Fuhahahaha, I'm sorry to hear that. Royal hand."
"Gu - Lose, lose! I thought you'd gone for a good line."
"Huffle, your odds of winning have certainly risen, but it's still not that easy to lose."
Even so, the current battle was mostly critical.
... hey, let Leila deal with you and I'll train you.
I'm sure you'll give me precise advice.
"... it's time for Nong et al to go to bed. Because if you wake up too late, you feed on a girl bomb."
"Hahaha, yeah"
Refi's "Bomb of the Girl" refers to the toddlers who fly in to wake us up at Leila's behest when we sleep.
Because it recovers in the morning and is awakened with extra vigour, it can wake up dramatically already.
We laugh and start cleaning up the chessboard.
I opened my mouth to the girl next door as I moved my hand and slammed all the toys into the shelf.
"- Nah, Refi."
"Hmm?"
"Make it even for kids"
In my words, she blushes a little and looks up at me.
"... if the Lord wants... good. If it's the Lord's son, I'll give birth to as many as I can."
Refi, who says such a rigid thing, becomes sexually loving and I scratch her head with one hand.
She also leaves her body with me without resistance, turning one arm to her torso.
Soft feeling of her body.
No longer, when I smell it, I feel relieved by the conditional reflex, her sweet scent.
"But... what kind of change of heart is that? Until now, the Lord has never... done anything like that."
I look at the sleeping toddlers and open my mouth while I snuggle with the silver-haired girl.
"- I am, Refi. I really can't help myself."
…………
To my words, she listens in silence.
"I'm self-centered, I'm only interested in what I like, and I think that's probably the furthest thing from the word" fine "among the people here. He's not the kind of man who can be a parent."
"... from Non's point of view, I think your Lord has done a fine job as Lord here."
Continue the words with a laugh to show her that I'm okay, cuddly intertwining her one-handed fingers, as if to lead us through this one.
"I love you and every day I spend joking around with everyone here, but I didn't really think I could make a child and teach you anything. It is not very, but it is unlikely that I will be able to take responsibility for the life of my own child, the 'life' of my own child.... but lately, I've been feeling a little confident."
"Hmm?"
"I recently figured out that if we really hit this one, the kids would know what it's all about. If we treat each other with love, they'll respond to it properly.... It's a little embarrassing to say it's love."
"Kaka... I know what you're trying to say."
Small, smiling refi.
"Besides. I can't be alone. But I'm not alone. You can make up for what I can't do. Where you can't, I can make it up to you. So, where we can't both be together, we just need Nell, Lew, and the rest of them to make it up to us. I have a family here who can do that."
"I see... you have the Lord, and you have the Lord. That's family."
I snort at her words.
"Oh. I kind of feel like I could do that when I think about it. Then I want a child with you. With you, I want proof that I lived this world. - How about you?
When she asks, she looks me in the eye and answers.
"... Yuki. Non loves the Lord from the bottom of his heart. If you want to live with the Lord, you can turn the world against your enemies and destroy them (...). Beyond that, there's no reason why you don't like it when the Lord tells you that. With the Lord, I can leave a testimony in this world... too happy, no words."
The silver-haired girl can smile at her mouth with tears in her eyes.
It's a very, very beautiful smile that seeps through my inner emotions.
"Uh... then I'm sorry, did I make you wait?
"Kaka, I know how worried you are about the Lord, and I'm sure it's hard to raise a child. Still... with the Lord and all of us here, we can do this now, as we have done before. With the Lord, you will overcome whatever happens. Non thinks so."
"Oh...... so am I."
Match your forehead with the tip and the refi.
Tickle my cheek, hot exhale.
Moist eyes.
I tangle my fingers in both hands and often stare at each other with a silver-haired girl.
Me and Leffi are the only worlds that exist.
I put my face close and lay my lips on her...