A Misunderstood Mentor

"Takumi hasn't gotten any stronger, either."

I feel like Ciro in me squeaked like that.

I couldn't believe it, so I snuck up on it so everyone wouldn't hear me.

"It's not even stronger at all, and I heard it, but it's your fault, isn't it?

'No, it's not my fault, Kana. Takumi is not at all......'

"Stop, okay. You don't have to tell me anymore."

(Lottery) I manage to disguise myself as calm while suppressing my mind, which is about to be frustrated.

"Hey, it's hitting the wind at night. I was wondering if I could leave it to Sasha for dinner tonight."

"Yeah, yeah, okay. You look pale, but are you okay?

"Oh, I'm fine. No problem."

It's not okay at all, though.

"I'm sure you'll be testing the mighty power of Ciro. You can go out there alone so you don't get us involved."

I don't even have the energy to say, "Well, you're right," to Leia.

Keep your back on everyone, take your hands and get out of the cave.

Yes, I admired myself for being a little stronger.

No matter how weakest fucking miscellaneous I am, I thought if I absorbed the overwhelming power of Shilo, I would be able to be strong there.

"Hey, isn't that a big deal about being totally collegiate? You're actually getting a little stronger, aren't you?

'No, it hasn't really changed at all'

"Even though my hair grew white?

"Yeah, I just got my hair white, Kana"

Silence.

To the fact that it's too ruthless, I just look at the night sky.

The full moon was so beautiful.

"... who the hell am I?

After a while, I finally ask.

"That's not even known to the eagle"

Who am I really to be told that Shilo, the transcendent being, doesn't know?

'But also what I found out when I got inside Takumi, Al. Takumi doesn't have the vessel everyone has'

"A vessel? What, is that?

"A vessel that a man, nay, every man should have. Da. But Takumi's vessel is broken."

"Broken? Am I a defect?

Being an adventurer, no matter how much I trained, I couldn't be strong.

Were you always feeling that you were running away where your powers were different because you didn't have a receptacle to take it?

"Until the eagle gets inside too, Ita thinks Takumi's vessel is broken and non-existent. I do not retain any small power myself, but instead can accept any great power of others. Then where does that power go, Noka? The answer was here, Da. '

"Huh? Where?

"I have a bowl of Omae. Dayo, Takumi. Really, in here. But that's not a substitute for what you can call a vessel anymore. Broken vessels have spread infinitely, Noda. '

I can barely understand what Shiro is saying.

Broken vessel in me, too big?

"The vessels a person has are small. It's about a glass at best. I just put in a little water called force and it fills up quickly. But if you tilt it, it will spill quickly and you can use it '

"Isn't my vessel broken and the water spilling?

'No. The vessel is just too big to see. Much bigger than this world. Right. By analogy, it's a universe that extends into this sky. You can think of them all as takumi vessels. Then you don't know where the water you put in there went, do you?

I can't even snort on too magnificent a scale.

'Even the power of eagles is like dust mustard (chiseled) there. No matter how you scratch it, it won't come true to go out on the surface as a force of takumi'

"... what the hell is this all about? Why would I have a vessel like that?

'I don't know, I guess. It is a vessel called the Holy Grail, which does not exist in this world and no one can obtain'

Let, Holy Grail!?

What's that big name?!?

"Hey, why, I have something like that?

"I don't know, yo. It can't exist in itself, Da. The reason (proverb) of this world is overshadowed from the ground up '

"Oh, yeah? Is that so awesome?

So far, I can't use it just to take full power, just the image of a big thing.

"Isn't this the only downside? What the hell use is that?

'That's not true, Kana. Right now, the eagle's power can't be completely sealed and let out. It's the same thing that was sealed. It would also be possible to seal the array in Alice'

"But you can't take them down, can you?

"Surely all you can do is seal da"

I figured I'd have to knock him down to seal it, right?

"Then I wanted to be stronger than the Holy Grail."

Who the hell gave me this power?

Even Shilo, who was playing this world as a game, has the ability not to grasp it.

I don't care what you think of that, it's in my hands.

'... well, what you don't say da. That's a vessel da that the eagles wanted and didn't get. Eventually the time will come to find out. Takumi, Omae is probably from this world...'

I couldn't believe Shilo's words that followed.

I don't know what to say, and after a while of silence, I finally answer.

"I don't know, maybe not."

I couldn't say the usual dialogue.