* Alfine Perspective
What happened in Algren changed my life.
He cremated Finn's body in Algren, got his hair and an adventurer's badge and came back to King's Capital.
Then it started. Life in a world without Feen.
I wake up in the morning, look at Fien's Adventurer badge and despair, still hungry, so I eat dinner in my room, I'm not even familiar, I bite my nails, I remember blurry and with Fien, and I go straight to sleep.
I was doing a repetition of that.
The butler was the first one to give me words of comfort, but now he just brings in a meal and no longer exchanges words.
Finn... I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry...
I can't believe he's gone... fool, fool, fool... my fool.
I've spent all my time unaware. I was the fool.
The tears that were supposed to have been exhausted were overflowing again, and the pillow was wet again.
I've been living like this for two weeks now.
The work of the Kingsguard Knights swordsmanship guide was also asked to extend his time off because of his ill health, and he had been pulling into a cage and blocking in the mansion for a long time.
Everything was better for me now that Finn was gone.
The door was knocked as he watched Fern's Adventurer badge and bit the nail he was telling him to stop.
"Dear Alfine... Gile, the Commander of the Kingsguard Knights, is here to see you... How would you like it?
"I don't want to see anyone now. Take it for a reason."
Why do I have to deal with the one I least want to see when Finn, who was everything to me, is dead and I don't care.
This butler really doesn't understand me.
"But... he said he received orders from the King to visit Master Alfine immediately..."
"From that voice, you seem to be doing quite well. Lord Alfine."
He opened the door without my permission, the landlord, and Gile, the Commander of the Kingsguard Knights, brought in two knights in creepy full body armor with the butler.
"Sounds a little bit like he's got a nasty face, but not in serious condition. The Kingsguard knights as well as the king are worried about Lord Alfine, who has been sick for a long time. Of course, I was worried about the captain."
He stayed asleep because he lived in a cage all the time. Weaved a gown that was right around the corner.
"Lord Gyre... no matter how many lives you have from the king, you will have no trouble coming in on your own."
"If you suddenly think you've been on vacation, you've been on sick rest ever since. This depends on coming to visit the great northern city of Algren because of a bad epidemic."
Gile laughed niggly when he said so.
How... does Gill know I went to Algren?
Even before this, I knew that Feen had disappeared, and this time I can't believe he even knew what he was doing on vacation without even telling the king where he was going...
"Oh? You can't stop looking scared like that. I am on Lord Alfine's side. So, did you see Lord Feen?
"Hey, what are you talking about? I thought you said Finn was in sword training..."
All of a sudden, I was going to say something, although I was told Fien's name was out of Gile's mouth.
But there was a look on Gyre's face that seemed like a mockery.
This face...... you mean you know what happened in Algren......
I asked Algren's Adventurer Alliance staff to stop Fern's death until he could sort out my mind. What else do you know about this...
Turn your gaze to those who know the truth about the one remaining.
"I'm sorry. Dear Gile, thank you for your help before serving Master Alfine...... I was told to tell you what was going on in that land. This is also something I did on my own, worried about Master Alfine. Forgive me."
"Forgive me? Vigo, shame on you. Can you forgive a butler who divulges his employer's secrets?"
Vigo, the butler, was bowing his head sorry.
When he became Kensei and made a name for himself to the aristocracy, I felt angry when I learned that he, who hired him as a butler, was circulating everything about me and Fern to Gil as information.
My heart stood at once, knowing that my heart had not forgiven me, but had been betrayed even by those who had hired me.
I didn't even know I had eyes for people... I'm a really stupid woman...
It's natural for a woman like this, Feen, to give up her love......
"Yes, Vigo. Don't be blamed. He was worried about Lord Alfine, who became a nobleman, and he consulted with me. Yeah, a lot. I know, your habits and everything..."
With a mockery on his face, Gyre sat back on the bed and turned his hand around my shoulder.
"Rude......! of the hospital bed, so don't touch it."
It was such a cheerful attitude that I accidentally paid off the hand that was turned on my shoulder.
"This is an unconvincing attitude. I'm trying to comfort Lord Alfiene when I hear that his dear thoughts, Lord Feen, were sick and dead in the land of Algren."
Words emanating from Gyre cut my heart out, barely remaining calm.
"Phi, Phen is not dead. As I was saying, to train swords..."
"You also got Lord Feen's Adventurer badge from that body, didn't you? From the body of a young man with dark hair with the same tattoo in his neck as Lord Alfine. You said the body was in training? Are you still going to delude me with such nonsense?
"Huh!?
The person who least wanted to hear the words heard from me was the person who least wanted to be told, and the heart I endured was completely smashed apart.
The tears that were revealing were shed, exposing himself to his weakest appearance to a man who didn't want to show the weakest.
I can't believe I exposed such a weak and feminine figure to such a man...
I want to die already... he said he lived in a world without Feen...
Yes, if I die, I can get close to Finn.
I don't know why I didn't realize it was that simple... I knew I was stupid.
When I pull out the sword I impulsively put by my bedside, I try to push it against my neck muscle.
"!? This woman!! He's trying to hurt himself! Vigo, make him stop!
"I understand. Take the sword and stun it."
When Vigo said that to the creepy knight of all-body armor, the knights, who were upright immovable, snatched their swords from me in a quick move and punched each other with their fists.
And my consciousness had vanished there.