About my hopeless brother and sister

I looked at Wu Moxie and lowered my head deeply.

I couldn't see Wu Moxie's eyes because I'm not very good at looking into someone's eyes to apologize the way I do over there in Japan, so I couldn't see her eyes, and I thought it would be better to bow my head and apologize with sincerity.

I wasn't going to explain, if I did something wrong, then apologize, no need to explain. There is no point in explaining, you even if you have a reason things happened, instead of explaining it would be useful to apologize. After apologizing how to compensate how to compensate, how to be punished how to be punished, a mistake is a mistake, you shouldn't avoid punishment because of the reason.

Wu Moxie's body stiffened for a moment, her hands tightly gripping the edge of her skirt, trembling slightly. Wu Moxie had also devoted herself to dressing up for her visit to Qin Lan, right? Wu Moxie, is really valued Qin Lan as a friend right, she truly sees us as friends right, however, her own best friend did not come with her, even refused her own invitation, but she came. The feeling of being alone with two people, it's like being abandoned by two people.

It's a feeling of being betrayed, isn't it.

The feeling of being betrayed by me and Qin Lan.

"Why... why... why do you see that Qin Lan is still avoiding me... why... shouldn't we... shouldn't we be friends..."

A furry, heavy, heavy thing hit me on the shoulder.

Wu Moxie hit my shoulder heavily, sobbing on my shoulder. She didn't hold my arms, or touch any other part of my body.

I straightened up and didn't move, so I just let Wu Mo Xi cry on my shoulder. Should I apologize or comfort at this point? An apology then I've apologized before, so it's supposed to be comforting?

However, I'm really bad at consoling people, and words of comfort I think are lies, or if one can apologize properly and tell the truth to someone else, the person can just leave everyone else alone. Because he's already said everything he needs to and can redeem himself with just that, and words of comfort don't mean much which is bullshit.

"Qin Lan and I were childhood sweethearts who knew each other since we were little, but for some reason even I'm not sure we cared very badly, so that kind of thing happened at school. But...well...you probably won't believe it if I tell you, I was made to come here by the President, and as a result we can now say we've reconciled, right...well, even though I unilaterally felt it was Reconciliation, but we've had a bit of a reprieve. That's why this happened."

"Was it... was it... Qin Feng and Qin Lan's problem?"

Wu Moxie was on my shoulder, asking gently.

"Well, it's a problem between the two of us, so... there's no point in you guys knowing about it... the problem between us needs to be solved by us. Before, I really didn't expect to come here to see Qin Lan, I was made to come here by the President. So, we, we didn't leave you behind."

I said, looking at the voice-activated lights that went out and came on overhead.

"That's the problem, for all the reasons I need to say, I'm done. I may have misunderstood something, and I apologize. I'm sorry."

Wu Moxie didn't say anything, and her grip on her skirt gently loosened and grabbed my arm.

Wu Mo Xi sucked hard on my shoulder, some angry some capriciously wiped tears heavily on my shoulder. Took a deep breath and lifted my head.

She pushed me, then looked me in the eyes and smiled a little. There were still wet tears on her long lashes, and her face was still etched with tears, but on her lips, there was a small smile.

"So, we're... still friends, right."

Wu Moxie looked at me and said softly.

"Mm."

Wu Moxie is a friend who is very reassuring to come to, but this friend, looking at her back as she tries her best, will also give you a happy and reassuring feeling.

Ten minutes later....

"Phew... Qin Feng's cooking is really delicious."

"Yeah, Qin Feng likes cooking a lot."

Qin Lan and Wu Moxie sat across the dining table with two cups of hot coffee in front of them, laughing and chatting with each other. Qin Lan's mood could clearly feel a lot more restored, her eyes also regained their former radiance, and she was not so dependent on me anymore. Perhaps it was because, this house hadn't had this kind of anger for a long time. I stood in the kitchen and silently washed the dishes, not participating in the two girls' conversation.

Though the target of their talk was me.

"I'm really sorry for suddenly running out just now."

Wu Moxie smiled and apologized apologetically to Qin Lan.

Qin Lan blushed with embarrassment, then said, "No...it's nothing, why don't, as compensation, stay overnight tonight. Tomorrow is Sunday, no problem, right."

"Well...in that case, I'll have to call home and ask...but I'd rather not bother...after all, you're not fully recovered from your illness, so rest well"

Wu Moxie had a hard time smiling and wanted to refuse. Well, if you're a high school student here, it's still not a good idea to stay at someone else's house, right?

"Well, just ask then, I'm just having a cold, it's nothing serious."

She smiled and pushed Wu Moxie, Wu Moxie laughed awkwardly, but still picked up her phone, stood up and walked to the door. It seemed like he really went to make a call.

"So, can I go back tonight?"

I wiped my plate and walked over to the seated Qin Lan and asked.

Since I have company, I'm not here anymore, it's a bit inconvenient to live with two girls, I guess.

"No."

Lan Lan lowered her head, held her coffee cup, took a sip, and on her face, a warm smile rippled out.

"Stay with me for the next two days, oh."

Chapter 40 about my night of indistinguishable dreams

When I lived with Qin Lan before, that must have been a long time ago.

Lying on the couch, looking up at the gaudy chandelier overhead, the living room curtains were drawn, but I couldn't reach the window, so I couldn't close it, but even though the temperature outside wasn't high, the living room didn't feel cold either. The moonlight can't get through, only the red indicator light from the socket waits lonely in the night for tomorrow. I'm tired today, but right now I'm staring at the chandelier, counting the glass globes that reflect the light from the chandelier.

The two girls didn't know what they would say when they returned to Qin Lan's room with Wu Mo Xi.

I'm not sure what to say. In any case, I know that Qin Lan is still not very good at taking care of others.

The last time I lived with Qun Lan, I remember it was almost ten years ago, I was only five years old, and Qun Lan was still able to cuddle me to sleep, pillowing my arm and not wanting to leave, making my arm numb for a long time the next day.

At that time, Qin Lan's parents and my parents were very busy, and occasionally, they would put us together and take care of us. At that time, I remember that Qin Lan was almost like a sister to me, sticking to me all day long. We had the same last name again, and we were mistaken for family when we were in school.

We were together every day, together at meal times, together at bed times, and some times at bath times. I understand all the things that I am used to Qin Lan, and I understand all my habits Qin Lan, in that case, shouldn't we be family?

Qin Lan prefers to be with me than my sister and Qin Lan, who has nightmares, will run to my room and hug me instead of hugging my sister.

Maybe it's because she was a little afraid of her sister in the beginning.

Well, come to think of it, my sister and Qin Lan used to have a very delicate relationship.

Then, my parents were in a plane accident, well, the plane crashed, and over two hundred people were unharmed, and I became an orphan overnight, being near struggling not to have to be separated from my sister, and moved away with the help of one of my parents' co-workers.

From then on, my entire middle school, I could only see Qin Lan at school. And from that time, Qin Lan, already, didn't want to talk to me.

Maybe it's because, she feels betrayed.

It's like, today's Wu Mo Xi. The person who was always by her side, disappeared with little warning, and even, didn't even say a goodbye.

There seems to be something else in between, but some can't remember it.

Well, since I can't remember it, I don't want to. Tomorrow, I'll take care of Qin Lan again and then I'll be ready to go.

The reason why Qin Lan and I became like this, I still don't quite understand, what is this reason I believe only Qin Lan herself understands, but now is not the right time to ask. Can I be considered reconciled with Qin Lan in this state? But if this is a reconciliation, whose fault is it of ours? Who should apologize to whom for this? In Qin Lan's heart, have we really made up now?