About my hopeless brother and sister

I'm currently very gentle with them, no matter who it is, right, I've used almost all my patience on these girls. Being scolded so painfully by Qin Lan, I didn't even rebel against her in anger, and I didn't resent the fact that Wu Mo Xi was so dependent on me, but I did everything I could. I didn't resent anything about Song Yixin and Li Siqi, was there anything I did wrong?

I think it's time for you to change the way you think.]

I don't know...

Can you, at some point, turn your rational mind into an emotional one?

What do you mean?

Somehow irritated. What rational thinking, what emotional thinking, what does this mean to me now? I'm after answers now, and not a lecture or a solution, I just want to know why.

[Because, O brother, there are some things that are not egalitarian. In this relationship, what you do to everyone is not wrong, you are very gentle with everyone, then, what you do to everyone is wrong, you are, very cruel to everyone].

What does this mean? I did the right thing, why did it turn out to be wrong? Is there such a thing, if you're reasonable? This sort of thing doesn't fit with socialist core values, does it!

What do you mean, I don't understand?

[Ah, of course you don't understand, if you did, you wouldn't be in love with your sister right now.]

Even if I didn't understand, I wouldn't be able to fall in love with you.]

Without saying goodnight or anything, I pressed out my phone, tossing it aside with some boredom, and looked at the ceiling above my head. Is being gentle to everyone the same as being cruel to an individual? I don't understand why I think it's gentle if I'm only gentle with another person and not with another. Under equal treatment, why do I still feel that I am cruel to anyone? Is it because I wasn't tender enough for one of them....

Not really bar, I didn't do anything to Qin Lan because of her previous actions, I was now, really concerned about Qin Lan.

"How does it compare to Wu Moxie?"

No way...could it be that a few people like me and then I'm like a slow-witted hero who's gentle with everyone and makes everyone else feel hurt? Hahahaha no way, where did I get such a high charm value, I'm not very good at provoking girls, my skill points are all on avoiding trouble and how not to get in touch with others, from the way Qin Lan treated me in the beginning, I'm not a popular person.

Take Song Yixin for example, a normal boy that day should have gone to comfort her instead of saying discouraging things like I did. That's the kind of guy who can have a girlfriend, isn't it? A guy like me, who doesn't have a mood, how could so many girls like me? Also, my character is not going to give everyone a chance, even if it's a harem line, I'll forcefully reverse it to a single line.

How could that kind of thing happen to me?

I laughed inwardly at my woozy self and rolled over, just in time to see my phone.

Hesitantly, I picked up the phone again and sent one to the window where there was no response.

【Goodnight.]

【Goodnight.]

Another second back....

Why are you so skilled?

Chapter 63 About My Incorrigible Childhood Sweetheart (I)

December 22nd.

Well, don't ask me why I suddenly thought of this time. I'm not very sensitive to dates and such, and for me, when I'm in school I'm clocked in weeks because for me it's all about figuring out when the weekend will arrive. When I'm on vacation, I time in months, so I just have to remember what month school starts.

This is the purpose of the calendar. Back then, people invented the calendar to remember what to do and when to do it. In other words, even if you don't remember the date, it doesn't matter how you divide the time, as long as you don't get delayed in doing what you're doing.

But this time, by dividing the time into dates, I am stating that the date is important to me.

I sat at the edge of the table, knife and fork in hand, and looked across the table at the man who was gracefully cutting the steak. Tall and lean, with metallic, thin-framed glasses on his face and a white shirt that was expensive at a glance, he sat across the table with the grace and ease of a successful male, eating the steak in front of him in slow motion.

The pressure....

Very heavy pressure, the kind of adult who is usually very serious, even if you're not doing anything to relate to him, but you're very nervous just sitting next to him.

My cousin sat next to him, eating his cut of beef, and winked at me.

He ate the last piece of beef, picked up the side of his napkin to wipe his hands, then set his knife and fork down, looked up at me.

"It's been hard taking care of Anna for a while."

His voice was somewhat like it came through a metal plate, cold and completely devoid of emotion. I didn't see any feelings of gratitude in his eyes either. No, it should be, he might have feelings, but it wouldn't be seen by anyone else just yet.

It's a businessman after all.

"No, no, no, that... Cousin was obedient, it didn't take much effort..."

I looked at my cousin and organized my language. I'm really bad at this kind of communication, normally, this kind of work shouldn't be done by me, it should be done by that pervert, the chairman... However, at this time, the chairman is already gone, away for the Olympiad, and it's a real joy for me not to see this pervert for almost a week.

Today was also the day when my uncle returned home and returned my cousin.

"Rhyme went out for the competition."

"Yes."

I nodded, my uncle looked at me and then said, "Anna I'll take her home, you'll be fine if you're home alone."

"It's fine..."

I nodded my head, the conversation between uncle and I would be very simple as we both got straight to the point and said what we were going to do, and then ended by negotiating and deciding on terms that were acceptable to both parties.

"That's it then, right, Qin Feng, one more thing, after New Year's Day, your Uncle Lin's family will be back. You'll pick them up at the airport then."

Uncle picked up his wine glass and took a sip alone, looking like he had no intention of clinking glasses with me, a juice drinker.

I froze, Uncle Lin's house? He was my father's roommate in college, and had been working hard after my father started his business. He didn't see my father very often, but he was very close to him, and after my parents died, he was the one who pushed for me and the chairman to move out and live together.

At first, my uncle refused, but he was the beneficiary of the inheritance, so he couldn't say anything. So he couldn't say anything.

Besides, I remember Uncle Lin's daughter....

My brain flashes to a beautiful and gentle face.

"Why am I going?"

I looked at my uncle, puzzled.

To be reasonable, I didn't know Uncle Lin very well because I was still very young when he helped us, and then he went to America for my father's business and lived there permanently, so I didn't see him anymore. The only time we crossed paths was probably between the sixth grade and the first year of school.

"Because Lin Yiran wanted to see you, Yiran asked most of the time in front of me. Choosing to be in this city this time back home is also because of you."

Lin Yiran ah....

I do know that....

Hmmm....

Sort of my first love, I remember it was in sixth grade to first year, dated for a while, then Lin Yiran disagreed and left the country, no contact since then, if my uncle hadn't mentioned it today I would have forgotten about it.

I'm not even very clear of her appearance now, at that time our feelings simply can't count, right, all children, at that time also just play, simply don't know what to do. Well, it was also a pretty good childhood romance....

It's slightly more mature than Qin Lan....