About my hopeless brother and sister

I shouldn't doubt a person's feelings.

I doubt Lin Yiran's feelings, rather, I'm not confident in myself.

I don't know why, but Lin Yiran, really, really likes me.

If a girl likes you for such a long time, how can you still deny the feelings, maybe for Lin Yiran, what is the reason for liking me is no longer worth thinking about, she is just simply, liking me.

I can't imagine such a girl in a foreign country silently like a person but can't meet the feelings, if it is similar to the feelings I like Qin Lan, I can feel, this girl's heart loneliness.

This is also a sense of loneliness.

Because loneliness makes her afraid, obviously now I'm around but she's still afraid, because fear makes her afraid to be angry with me, such a humble like, how can I trample on?

I can reject her with aplomb, like an untamed hero, faced with everything the elders have laid out, the hero resolutely chooses to fight on his own, and then everyone cheers for the man for his rebellion and pride of joy.

But have you ever thought about the feelings of the girl who has been assigned to him?

In all the talk about Lush, have we all forgotten that there was such an all-inclusive wife, Chuan. What was wrong with her? Do you have to put up with your husband's infidelity just because it's an arranged marriage? To be tortured because it wasn't her fault? Everyone pondered whether or not I could accept it, but never whether or not Lin Yiran could accept it.

She didn't get to choose when she was chosen to be the heir.

There was no choice when she left the country.

There was no choice when she came back.

She was just a giant doll, being held back all the time. The only thing she felt happy about was probably accepting her fate and, well, liking me.

She realizes it, she must have realized it, she was the same rebellious age as me but she had no right to be rebellious, her only rebellion was that she wanted me to like her too, so she could cheat herself that this relationship was not arranged, it was consensual.

It's a poor relationship to the end.

It's a rebellion of pity to the end.

If I left her, she'd probably be desperate for life.

"I'm sorry."

I said softly.

Either way, she suffered the pain that I should have suffered, but didn't get the only bit of happiness she had hoped for. But she still looked at me with a bright smile, a smile that was, like, so heartbreaking.

Lin Yiran's hand rubbing my face slowly stopped, she looked at me, without saying anything.

When the red light turned green, Lin Yiran looked at me, spread her hands, smiled and said, "No need to cross the road, honey, give me a hug."

"Oh...okay."

I walked up to Lin Yiran and gently hugged the young girl, the young girl gently rubbed my face, I felt the cold of winter and the warmth of the young girl's body temperature. The young girl's temperature wasn't high, but it could melt ice and snow. The scent of Lin Yiran's body gently wrapped around me, making my nose a little sore.

"Be careful crossing the road."

Gently pushing Lin Yiran away, I whispered.

"Well, so are you honey."

Lin Yi then skipped two steps, smiled and waved, and then, along the zebra crossing, ran and jumped and disappeared in the crowd. I watched her back in silence until she reached the opposite side of the street.

Seriously, if Lin Yiran continued like this, I really, would not be able to hold on.

"Toot...toot...toot..."

My phone vibrated in my pocket and I looked to see that it was the chairman calling.

"Hello."

I answered the phone and headed back along the same path to get home.

"Nah, brother brother brother brother! How about that, I heard that Qin Lan and Lin Yiran met today, how about that, wasn't the scene hot!"

There is actually a click click click click sound over there, hello hello hello what are you eating, is it chips or popcorn ah, are you watching this scene as a dog drama or some kind of relationship program ah.

"I'm very unhappy with this kind of show you're watching and I solemnly protest against you. I'm contemplating severing my sibling relationship with you."

I said with a sigh.

"Don't be like that... Well brother you also have to know that Lin Yiran is from a big family, and Qin Lan is also a rich girl, how can you tear up well, you just didn't listen to what they said, instead, this is about your future ah."

"At least I can still decide the direction of my future on my own, okay ah, can you stop flying me around as an object?"

Reasonable marriage is something like a weapon but it's usually built with women as materials, how can there be a male like me who uses it as a weapon.

"Nah nah nah, indeed indeed, the choice is yours ah dear brother, so can you dramatize how you are going to choose?"

The clicking sound over there is even more crisp, hey hey what's with this excitement of getting ready to see the climax of the story, you're just like a dead house that paints CP on a pop-up screen.

"I...I'm not sure. But...I feel now...that it's not an unacceptable choice if we get engaged."

The clicking sounds over there disappeared violently for a bit, and there was nothing in earshot of what was happening over there.

"Oh...yeah..."

Just when I was all ready to hang up, a seemingly distracted voice came from there.

"Well, yeah."

I sighed and looked at the sky, it was already dark and I couldn't see any clouds, I didn't know what the weather would be like tomorrow, but it shouldn't be snowing anymore lately.

"I'm going back."

I sighed, looking at the fog that was drifting up.

"Yeah."

There was a soft promise there, and then I hung up the phone.

I put the phone down and waited for the red light ahead of me, and then further on, it was Qin Lan's range of activity, and then further on, mine.

Across the road, I seemed to notice a white figure breathing into my hand, and I frowned to see that Qin Lan was standing on the opposite side of the road, looking this way.

She saw me, dropped her hand and looked at me.

The light was green and I looked around and walked across the street. I walked up to Qun Lan, looked at her and asked, puzzled, "What's the matter out here?"

When she looked up at me, she didn't say a word, but gently, hugged me.

"What's wrong?"

"So scared."