About my hopeless brother and sister

The president clapped his hands and then said, "You know, for humans, blood is very important right, blood is something that we can't discard nor change, think about where I lived for ten months and you lived right after, and then our chromosome composition is also given by the same couple right, we haven't changed this. At least, humans today can't eliminate the genes, right."

The president looked at me and spared a thought.

"Say what you have to say."

I don't like to talk nonsense, or I have a lot of mental reactions but I won't be able to say a lot of things, and you must have noticed how much of my inner activity takes up words. If I said it all, I must be a talkative character, but I can tell you responsibly that if the president were to pull a question and say it all, she could totally say more than anything I want to.

"I mean, think about it, before we were high school students, before we were citizens, were we sisters and brothers?"

"Yes."

I nodded, and even though I've lived many a harsh life and had thoughts of cutting ties with this pervert, I knew it wasn't going to happen no matter what, because we were sister and brother and always would be, even if we were all buried, and people would point to our tombstones and say, "Look there's a brother and sister buried there."

I pooh-pooh! I don't want to be buried with this pervert! I'm afraid she's going to give me a chest kill in the coffin!

"So that means we were sister and brother before we were high school students, yet you think gender is still a barrier among us? Or has our previous life left us with no body secrets between us and you forget that I helped you bathe when you were little?"

"I didn't even realize our gender at that time itself! We didn't have our secondary sexual characteristics properly developed back then, did we! Now that we're developed we need to pay attention to this aspect!"

"No! That's when I developed!"

"Yeah? So you were an airfield then. And don't change the subject to that, I'm talking about now, now!"

I said as I looked at her breasts that were held between her arms, it really was something that still couldn't be easily asserted when a girl was small ah.

"It's the same now, your body is just growing, it's not like it's one more piece or less or anything, I just need to enlarge you in my brain."

"No fantasizing about my body in your yellow-filled brain!"

I shivered at the sight of her and subconsciously cringed, I felt as if I was a girl who was being stalked by a pervert and still had nowhere to go.

"But we're all sisters and brothers anyway, right, we won't have a problem eating, sleeping, bathing and such since we have blood ties together, right?"

"There's a big problem!"

"Why? It wouldn't be a problem if I was just your sister in your mind, brother, you're not thinking about doing something to me in your head."

Bad! Despite my desperate attempts to petition the chairman, I ended up getting sidetracked!

The bad smile on the captain's face rose again, as if the Roman legions had blown the horn of their pursuit of the wayward Gauls or Celts. I had a feeling that I, a Celtic warrior, was about to be hunted down and cut down by a Roman legion.

"If you say that brother you only think of me as a sister, you wouldn't react even if I got naked in front of you. But if you treat me as the same opposite sex as Qin Lan and the others, then I really can't get that close to you right. In other words, brother, you're afraid to get close to me because you think I'm the same as Qin Lan and the others, right? Does that mean we can be together?"

The president crawled over gently, peeked over a head, looked at me and said with a smile.

Hey hey hey there's a big flaw in your words you know, maybe for Song Yixin fast attack works, but not for me ah, after all I'm familiar with you ah. Although there is some truth in what you said, but I've already rehearsed this kind of problem countless times, I already have countless theories to convince you.

"The definition of the word sister is a woman older than yourself! Of course you're the opposite sex to me! According to your theory, before you were a sister, you were a woman and I was a man! So of course we have to be taboo, because we're heterosexual!"

Well, it looks like this Roman legion is the three inside of the forest of Triton, and now I, the Germanic warrior, am going to attack.

"But, even if you're of the opposite sex, you can't rut on everyone right. We still have ethics in place right, so it's okay to have some intimacy between us right."

"When did you develop the illusion that ethics and morals can completely bind people? Don't you feel that ethics and morals were made to prevent incest between siblings? In other words, if siblings are honest with each other, it's easy to have an accident, so get up and get out now."

I gave her a blank look, well, basically there's nothing to save these three legions anymore. I guess there's someone in the president's heart who's already shouting, "Qin Yun is returning my legion!"

(The story goes that during the time of Octavian, when Varus was leading three Roman legions to quell a Germanic rebellion, they were ambushed in the Black Forest and wiped out. When the news reached Octavian, he tore his clothes and banged his head against the wall, shouting "Varus give me back my legions!")

I stood up and looked at the chairman who was sitting on the bed looking remorseful, it was a pleasure to say that I rarely could argue with the chairman, rather I rarely actually argued with her. I don't like to talk, but I can spike her in minutes on this kind of issue, and I've thought about this thing about our relationship a million times.

"Nah, brother."

I was standing by the door, about to go out for a glass of milk when the chairman called out to me sharply from behind.

"What for?"

I turned back to the question.

"Why are you so eloquent on such matters, brother, and have you not, mentally, used such words to convince yourself?"

The president jumped off the bed and came up to me, whispering.

"Huh?"

I was caught off guard and looked at the chairman's face, dumbfounded, and asked.

"Did you, in your heart, have doubts about our relationship as well? Or have you always been? The countless ways you've used to enable yourself to convince yourself?"

The president looked at my face, I didn't turn on the light, the bedroom was only lit by the dim ambiguous light of the bed, the president's face didn't look clear in the dim light. I couldn't see her expression, but I could confirm that it was definitely not a bad smile.

"I, instead... um..."

"Don't be afraid, I am too, in fact, every time I have doubts, I come to you and then you calm me down with those words."

The would-be president's face was a few inches closer to mine, but she didn't hold me.

"You mean..."

My heart nervously accelerated, I was dumbfounded looking at the beautiful face in front of me, my brain was confused and I didn't know what I should do. To say that a place like a bedroom is really very scary, don't say such ambiguous things in such an ambiguous place! What about what really happened?

Here I am, fully understanding that before siblings, we were heterosexual too.

If a person of the opposite sex gets along with you day in and day out, you eat together, you take care of things together, you go out shopping together, she gets used to holding your hand and hugging you, she stays in your bed, and she always has a sunny smile in front of you, then how can you not like her?

But, she's my sister.

"Brother...you know what? How glad I am that you are my brother, I don't remember what it was like when I was little? But you're my brother, and that's something I've always been proud of. Because you're my brother, I'm incredibly proud and happy. We don't have parents anymore, but I still have you, and that's what I live by."

The would-be president gently rested his head on my shoulder and whispered.

What did I have to lose?

"Don't get all emotional all of a sudden asshole... But... But, even though you're a pervert, you're competent as a sister. So, um, I'm satisfied with the fact that you're my sister. Um, but I'm just talking about the fact that you're my sister!"

I'm a little groggy to say the least, I don't know what I'm going to say, my brain is completely confused, or rather, I'm confused every time the Chairman gets this close to me.

"But, what do you know, how much I hate the fact that you're my brother?"

The chairman's hand grabbed my back so hard that my back was in excruciating pain through the fabric of my clothes. The chairman's voice in my ear was so hard, so painful, so desperate, so sad, so angry, so disgusting, that it seemed to have added all the negative emotions in the world to the word "brother".

"If I were Qin Lan, if I were Wu Moxi, if I were Lin Yiran, if I were Song Yixin, if I were anyone else, anyone would be fine! But why do I have to be your sister! Why am I so happy, and so unlucky to be your sister! Why why why why why why!!!"

The extraordinarily angry sound of her voice, her hands tearing at my clothes in a death grip, and I gently embrace her slightly trembling body, unsure of what I should say.

"Why...why, say that..."

I whispered.