About my hopeless brother and sister

The other two were fighting, and one was complaining about the one who had chosen Lightfa. Koufa was the kind of hero who seemed to be able to restrain many heroes, but in reality, he would die all kinds of deaths as well.

Xiang Zhe stood up, pulled the door open, and walked out.

As he stood in front of the screen, he was greeted by a storm of applause.

They were greeting a, albeit defeated, hero.

Doesn't it hurt?

I looked at the smile on Xiang Zhe's face and wanted to ask him that very question.

This ending should have been predetermined a long time ago, perhaps there was still a chance of winning when their original team of five was still around, but when the four of them abandoned Xiang Zhe, Xiang Zhe should have known that he was no longer going to win, even if his dream was still possible to come true in the beginning, when he was the only one standing here, that dream, it was doomed to be impossible.

Why bother to try? With the mindset of a sure loser, why? Why continue when there is no possibility of success? Why run on mud when you don't even have a track to run on?

Doesn't it hurt when you fall this time of year? This is just one more time, and later, it will fall even harder and more painful.

So why, then, smile so much?

I looked down at the black sweatshirt I was wearing.

SUF.

I didn't know what it meant, or where the name came from.

But, I had been fighting for it, for forty minutes.

"What's next for you?"

Xiang Zhe and I walked out of the internet cafe, it was already dark outside, I looked at the time, shook my head and said, "It's fine, if you want to buy dinner, then hurry up."

"No, I want to go to the beach, bring these."

To Chul took a couple of listens of beer out of his bag and smiled.

"Are you sick?"

"Stay with me all afternoon, it's not a bad time to go to the beach."

Our city is also near the sea, so I'm not really looking forward to the sea. However, the seaside of our city is all rocks, there isn't much of a beach, and this is the north, even though it's no longer a winter holiday, it's still cold, so I don't think there will be a single person on the beach at this time of the year.

An hour later, we sat on the rocks on the beach.

Me, Xiang Zhe, and Wu Mo Xi.

The cold wind rolled in the fishy smell, the sea seemed a bit manic today, roaring and crashing into the rocks on the shore, breaking into white foam. The rocks piled into the earth emitted a cold that seemed to come from the past, but holding a piece with a gentle hand, I felt the warmth of the day.

What a bizarre gathering.

As I gently pulled on my beer, I realized that we were all crazy.

We didn't speak, and even if we had an occasional exchange or two, it was drowned out in the gale. To Chul handed a can of beer to Oh Mo Hee, who didn't refuse and sat next to me, taking small sips and swallowing. I looked at the sea in front of me, which was unclear because of the darkness, but I couldn't actually see it anymore, and could only hear the crushing sound of the sea crashing and breaking, and the wild whistling from the deep sea.

"Qin Feng, do you think, my dream might come true?"

As Xiang Zhe stood up and threw his beer can at the sea for the third time, he sat down shakily, pressed my shoulder, and said, half yelling, half crying. His voice was stripped of its pain as the wind whistled through him.

"The odds are low, almost zero."

I pressed the third can against a rock, watched it turn into a flat piece of garbage, and said.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm a stupid idiot, I'm a hopelessly stupid idiot."

Lying on his back on the rock, he shouted at the sky.

"Yeah, I'm an idiot for coming out in the cold and drinking with you on the beach."

There was a sudden weight on my right shoulder, a few rates of hair gently caressing the side of my face, Wu Mo Xi pillowed on my shoulder and gently took my arm. This girl, she should have been drinking too much. I could hear, the sound of her clearly accelerated breathing.

"I've been working hard for the impossible, ever since I watched a professional match, until now, I thought I could do it, I thought I was strong, but I couldn't even win a city match!"

To Zhe cried.

The man's shrieks of pain, swept away by the wind, wondering if there would be anyone else, heard a boy, hissing in despair.

"Four people have betrayed you now, and there will be more who will betray you after that. Your dreams are completely unrealistic, it's better to come back honestly and go to college."

I said softly.

I wouldn't comfort anyone.

Xiang Zhe stretched out his hand to shield his face, and if it was dawn at this time, I could see his tears.

"Qin Feng, do you think there's any point in fighting for a dream without hope?"

"No."

I've said this many times.

"But would you, reluctantly..."

"If you don't try in the first place, you won't be unhappy."

I looked at the ocean and said, "If you saw an island across the way and you wanted to go there, you would learn to swim, and then you would swim towards it again and again and again, but each time you would be swept back by the waves, and you would be unhappy, and you would swim again and again, and you wouldn't end up swimming. You are unhappy for the simple reason that you have learned to swim, and if you had said you would have had a peace of mind not to learn to swim in the first place, you would not have had a reason not to go for common sense, you would not have, been unhappy."

"If you don't go and try, you won't be unhappy, will you?"

Xiang Zhe lowered his hand and looked at the stars in the sky. His eyes were bright as stars at night because of his tears.

"Yes."

I nodded my head to the ocean.

If I couldn't swim in the first place, I wouldn't have been upset that I didn't make it to that island.

So, I would never learn to swim.

Silence drowned us once more.

"Qin Feng..."

Wu Moxie was at my side, and this time she was the one who shattered the silence.

"What is it?"

I looked at the ocean, not caring.

"I like you."