About my hopeless brother and sister

Xiang Zhe, said, so right.

"Don't talk nonsense."

I could only type out three words slowly to send, this don't say nonsense, do I want to keep Xiang Zhe guessing, or tell Xiang Zhe not to tell anyone?

Xiang Zhe, should understand it.

"It's nothing, like everyone, there's no right or wrong in this matter."

"But you should know that there are things that don't seem wrong, but the cumulative consequences are wrong."

"That's up to you, who does such a thing as right or wrong depend on? You actually know best, Qin Feng, but it's just that everyone else is too confused to be confused, but you're the one making yourself confused."

After typing this line, Xiang Zhe left the team and joined another team. I hadn't seen the name of that team, but it was still pretty neat, so it looked like it should be a squad. Xiang Zhe really isn't afraid of pain.

On the contrary, I'm afraid of pain, no, it's not so much that I'm afraid of pain, it's more because there's no road in front of me at all, it's completely a huge bush of thorns, and every single one of those thorns is made up of reinforced concrete, there's no possibility of me cutting through the thorns. It wasn't that I was afraid of the pain, I was afraid, giving my life and not being able to run.

I quit the game, grabbed my wallet and my phone from the table, and looked at the time, just in time. I walked out of the room, the chairman was not out in his room. I walked out the door and went to that park where my story with Oh Mohee started.

I rejected Oh Mo Hee, those seven words are already a fact. At this point, I'm in no position to regret it anymore, but I have no intention of regretting it either. Although Wu Moxie was really nice, and among all the girls I've met, Wu Moxie was considered the girl I liked. I understand that I'm not able to accept Wu Mo Xi no matter what, rather, it's because I like Wu Mo Xi too much that I'm not able to accept her.

I can't guarantee that I can always love Wu Mo Xi. As Lin Yiran said, a marriage without emotions is a kind of bondage, Wu Mo Xi likes me so much, if I don't respond enough, then Wu Mo Xi will have to suffer even more than being rejected by me. Even if Wu Mo Xi is in pain now, it's only temporary, and I'm sure Wu Mo Xi will soon adjust to it.

The person I really like will never be able to be together. But if I'm with someone who likes me, I can't reciprocate that part of her heart.

A dead end, no way out. Even if I had to think about it for the rest of my life, there was no way I could fix it.

Coming to the park, it looked like it was early. The ice on that artificial lake has not melted, but it has also been able to see the water that has been sleeping underneath for a winter, the artificial lake has been fenced off and no longer allows people to go up there to skate, in the winter, there are still many people who go up there to skate, now, this artificial lake is neither a lake nor a skating rink, its location, very awkward.

I leaned against the fence and looked at this pavilion, where I ended my first encounter with Wu Mo Xi in what I thought was the easiest way possible, I did something outrageous to Wu Mo Xi, but Wu Mo Xi didn't blame me. At that time, the rumors that Qin Lan was spreading around me hadn't spread yet, but Wu Mo Xi didn't believe them, she believed me and relied on me as always. I don't know, I don't know if the things I've done for Wu Mo Xi, is there, worthy of her relying on me.

In the future, Wu Mo Xie, will still rely on me?

How am I supposed to face Wu Mo Xi from now on?

"Yo, Qin Feng, you've come, sorry for making you wait, though I'm not late."

In front of me, there was a familiar voice, I nodded, looked at the face of Wu Moxi's brother in front of me and said, "It's okay, I just arrived. What do you want from me?"

Wu Moxie's brother laughed, patted the dirt on his seat, sat down, tossed me a bottle of Coke, and said, "Come on, Qin Feng, don't you know that I called you out because of that? You turned down my sister, didn't you? My sister plucked up the courage to confess, and you rejected it."

I looked at his face, he had a smile on his face, I didn't know the meaning of that smile. I didn't know Wu Moxie's brother, I barely interacted with him, and I didn't know, what he was really thinking at this time.

I can only guess as a younger brother.

"I'm sorry."

I apologized.

"Come on, there's no need to apologize to me, this is between the two of you. Besides, isn't it normal for something like confessions to be rejected? If you don't like it, you just don't like it, you have to have the courage to refuse, that's what you told my sister."

Wu Moxie's brother laughed cheerfully and walked over to me, patting my shoulder.

It didn't look like he was very angry? Maybe he wasn't here to raise hell and force me to be with his sister. If that's the case, there's something I can do, but instead I just made the scenario that I won't accept it no matter what. I can't be sorry for Wu Moxie's feelings, and if I said that I accepted Wu Moxie but then did something wrong to Wu Moxie, then I wouldn't be able to forgive myself.

"That's a reasonable statement."

Wu Moxie's brother suddenly struck, slamming a punch into my abdomen, and for a moment I felt like my breakfast was going to come flooding up and my eyes went blank. Then he violently grabbed my head and punched me hard in the face.

I fell to the ground on my back as the punch made my eyes black and I could barely breathe. Wu Moxie's brother came over and helped me up, sitting to the side.

"You...you..."

"I said that was a reasonable statement."

Wu Moxie's brother stood beside me, smiled, and said, "If I wasn't my sister's brother, I might have ended up just now. I know my two punches were completely unreasonable, and there's no right or wrong in the fact that you rejected Wu Moxie, and there's no law or rule that says you're not allowed to refuse a confession. But, if, when you saw your sister come home in the middle of the night, open the door and yell 'I've been dumped' in a voice that was already weeping and muffled and then lie on your chest and proceed to cry until you were almost wasted, you, as a brother, wanted to punch that guy twice."

He sat next to me, pressed my shoulder and said, "Indeed, Qin Feng, I can't control whether you like my sister or not, and I can't make you have to like my sister, but you should be able to understand the two punches, so please, as a younger brother, accept two punches from another younger brother."

He turned away with a hasty wave. I leaned against the pillar of the pavilion, covering my abdomen and breathing heavily.

Wu Moxie she, as expected, was still in pain.

But what can be done about it? Can I still call and say to Wu Moxie, "I'm sorry ah yesterday I was a little impulsive, I seriously thought about it sure enough we're still together hahahaha"? It's no longer possible, I've already rejected Wu Mo Xi, how else can I accept her?

Wu Mohee's temporary pain, though, made me feel bad, but if I made a decision to keep her in pain because of my momentary heartache, then wasn't I the same Ito Makoto?

I can understand Wu Moxie's brother's anger, and he knows about it, and neither Wu Moxie nor I are at fault. It's very normal to confess and be rejected, there's no saying that confession will always work. He didn't blame me either, just because, I made his sister suffer.

I didn't blame him for those two punches.

The pain in my body gradually disappeared, but I still didn't move, I just sat on the bench and watched everything around me.

I didn't think anything or look at anything, but rather, my whole body was as if I was dead.

To say that I knew something, I didn't know anything. I'm not sure myself, but one thing I can confirm, I know who I like. That, I've always been clear. Just like what was said to Chul, everyone else is obsessed with who they like, I have no doubts, no matter what.

But I'm going to let myself doubt. If I don't have doubts, the world is going to make me have doubts. Just as if I had a flock of sheep all white and only one black, then the black sheep would have to be lower than all the sheep in crouching and faster than anyone else in running for their lives so that this one black sheep could live.

Actually, there is a simpler way.

That is to make yourself look like the white sheep.

I'm just going to, make myself just like the white sheep.

I don't want to be the leading one, nor the one lagging behind, I want to disguise myself well as an ordinary white sheep, and hide the unusual wool on my body. That way, I can live in peace.

But I also know that even if I am disguised as a white sheep, I am still a black sheep. The color of the wool on my body doesn't change, and even if I disguise myself, I'm still a black sheep.

I like Wu Moxie.

I really like her.

But, what can I do? I liked Oh Mo Hee, accepted her confession, then looked like we were a very loving and happy couple in front of the outside world, then I came home, but I couldn't reject my sister.

I'll never be able to turn down my sister.

Because I'm a black sheep.

I used my white hair to trick Wu Mo Xi into thinking I was a white sheep, but by the time she found out I was a black sheep, it was too late. If it's fine when you're dating, what if you get married later? What about when we have children? What can I do about it? What could she do?

It's because I love her that I'm not willing to accept her. I always have another girl in my heart, and I will never give up on that girl until I go into the grave. I confirmed it during last night, when Wu Moxie confessed, all I remembered with my head was my sister.

I like Sister.

I like that pervert called Qin Yun.

I like that student council president who was so proud of himself at school.