About my hopeless brother and sister

Because she's about to face her entrance exams.

During that holiday, I think I still have to do what I want to do. Even though it was my sister's summer vacation, it wouldn't be awkward if I did that kind of thing after which she would have to leave the city, and I wouldn't have many chances to see her in the future, so I could avoid mentioning it again very effectively.

Looking at the overcast sky outside, it was just like my life that didn't have much motivation. Now, the chairman's college entrance exam vacation is the biggest motivation in my life.

After failing, I'll be able to face Qin Lan and the others' feelings, although I'm sorry for Wu Mo Xi, but there's nothing I can do about it.

At that time, let's talk about it.

Chapter 156 about my sad sister and starting over again

"What for..."

I looked at my sister, who was standing in my doorway, holding a pillow, and sighed. Sitting up on the bed, I moved closer to the bed and said, "Together?"

"Well..."

My sister rounded the corner and lay down on the other side of the bed, the rich aroma of her freshly showered body surrounding me for a moment. It made me want to sneeze. After visiting my parents in the morning, I had expected this ending, and now my sister wasn't annoying, but rather, pitiful.

I rolled over and gently grabbed my sister and held her in my arms, she shivered and wrapped her arms around me as well. My sister and I embraced quietly, not saying anything. I could feel my sister's warmth, just like when I was small, she hugged me. But now, I was able to hug my sister.

"Go to sleep."

I whispered.

"Um..."

My sister rubbed against my chest and nodded her head.

I turned off the bedside lamp and hugged my sister, breathing in the air I knew so well, but not so well. My sister was on my chest, breathing steadily. But I felt it, a coldness.

"Sis?"

I gently touched my sister's face, a wetness. I held her face in my hands and watched her tears glisten like diamonds in the darkness. Was this moonlight or tears? I couldn't quite tell the difference either, perhaps it was the moonlight that illuminated my sister's tears and rendered her sadness.

"Brother...I...I miss my mom and dad...I miss them...I think of them all the time now..."

My sister's sobbing was particularly heart-wrenching, as if the sound she made was not because of the vibration of her vocal cords, but because it tugged at my heart. I don't know what to respond to, because I can't respond to what, can I comfort my sister, "People die like a lamp goes out, don't be too sad"? My sister understands all of this, my sister understands that there is no use in being sad, but if only humans knew the reason why they wouldn't be sad, then there would be no tears in the world.

I couldn't fix what didn't have a cause, or the cause of this thing.

I could only hug my sister harder, I didn't say a word, once upon a time my sister held me so tightly.

"Brother...brother...brother...brother...brother..."

My sister's hand holding me was slowly pushing harder, along with the intensity of the crying gradually increasing, and I could feel the pain of being gripped tightly through my clothes, but it was my sister's tears that hurt even more.

"Don't cry in front of me, pervert... I'll... it hurts..."

I hugged my sister hard so I couldn't see her tears.

"Brother...you're the only one I...have left...you're my only...my only brother..."

My sister's voice had become largely incoherent because of her tears and sadness, but I was her brother and could understand. I know how much I mean to my sister, and I know how much she means to me. Once I relied on my sister, one of the things I'm most proud of now is that I was able to take care of her.

"Sister, I won't leave you..."

"Brother...we...we'll always be together..."

Yes, ethically and morally, we can always be together, but we can only guard each other as sisters and brothers. But, this simple guardianship cannot even be done, later on, there will surely be a man to love her instead of me, later on, there will surely be a girl to love me instead of her. We will never be able to guard each other until the grave, our blood is a bond and a shackle, I don't have the courage, to break it.

I closed my eyes, and perhaps, I cried too....

Three days of vacation went by quickly, it was the closest I've ever been with my sister, we didn't talk much, but we stuck together. My sister because she missed her parents, and me because I liked my sister, and although it's sorry to say this to my parents, I only have one reason.

As long as that reason is there, it's enough. Sister has always joked that it's to have younger brother energy, rather I'm the one who needs sister energy, after these three days, my originally gloomy mood instantly improved, my originally tired body also feels like it's back to its usual energy, ah, what a relief.

Even if I don't care about the rumors, being talked about all day long will affect my mood, and I can still survive at least a month with this rest. I think this event will be forgotten soon, gossip is a powerful thing, but things that last are not destined to last long, no one wants to turn over something that happened a long time ago.

Maybe I'll be able to see Song Yixin afterwards. There was so much I wanted to say, I still thought we were friends, and I wanted to meet Song Yixin. I wanted to solve this problem, full of confidence I wanted to end this time early, and the strong urge in my heart was like bursting lava, keeping my brain up early.

As soon as I hugged my sister, I felt that I could end it all.

So, I got up early this time too.

So, I hear it again, that rhythmic sound.

I turned the corner and the dazzling sun poured out for a moment, the girl's flexible body stretched long by the sun, leaving a black silhouette in the sun.

She turned back, her ponytail tied up and trembling slightly.

Looking at me.

The yellow-green tennis ball bounced a few times and rolled to my feet.

I stared at the yippie in front of me, her sweatshirt-clad body faintly still steamy in the sunlight, her slightly panting face showing sadness. I looked at her, it wasn't that I had anything against her or didn't want to talk, it was exactly the opposite, I had a lot of things I wanted to say to her, just, I didn't know how to start.

Song Yixin and I, saved up a lot of words I wanted to say.

However, we didn't know how to start.

Song Yixin looked at me, lowered her head, looked at the ball on the ground, paused, trembled a few times, and then, with an unnatural voice, said to the ground, "That... that... can you help me, pick up the ball? "

"Ah...oh...um."

I was stunned, and quickly bent down to pick up the ball, extending my hand to her. Song Yixin raised her head and looked at my hand with some fear, there's actually nothing to be afraid of right, it's not like I'm going to backhand a ball and throw it at her face. I'm just angry, I can't do this kind of thing.

"Xie... Xie..."

I carefully handed the ball over and placed it in her hand. Song Yixin squeezed the ball hard and whispered.

I nodded and didn't leave, but looked at her and said, "I'm sorry, Song Yixin..."

Song Yixin was trembling as she looked up at me in shock, just like the Wu Mo Xi I had just met, I felt that the Song Yixin at this time was perfectly capable of portraying the Wu Mo Xi of that time, because, the way they were trembling was too similar.

"No... no... it's not... Qin Feng's fault... that... that..."

"I mean, I should, like, ask you."

I walked up to Song Yixin, sighed, touched my head, and said, "I took action too much on my own, what happened last time, when it was clearly our business. And it was a very negative action that hurt you and many others. I'm sorry, Song Yixin, originally, I should have discussed what to do with you. I'm very sorry for causing you trouble..."

I bent down and bowed in apology, I felt that apologizing for something like this was still sincere in what our ancestors had taught us. Song Yixin's body was in front of me, blocking the sun. I don't have the Japanese ability to bow and apologize and still look people in the eye, I just looked down and looked at Song Yixin's feet.

Song Yixin's voice was gone, she didn't cry, she didn't panic, she didn't say anything, she didn't even tremble anymore. It was as if someone had found the ON/OFF switch on Song Yixin's back and turned her off.

I don't know how much time passed, was it about a few seconds, or a minute?

Song Yixin sucked in a sharp breath, my hair was grabbed roughly, Song Yixin grabbed my hair and then fiercely raised her hand....