About my hopeless brother and sister

"No, I don't need a break, I don't need you to worry about me. I can handle everything, this was an accident I admit I didn't expect this test to happen today. Breeze don't say anything about it, I'm happy that you care about me, but I don't need you to worry about me about this, because I don't need to worry about it now. And also, from now on, all things about management, don't interfere with me, if you trust me."

Lin Yiran turned her face away and forced the topic to end. She looks like she's in a really bad mood, well, I'm in a really bad mood at this time too. Right now, it's as unpleasant as eating a fly, no, there's a fly inside my throat, I can't swallow it, I can't spit it out.

In short, just very uncomfortable. Lin Yiran grieves, I am even more grieving. I don't care what you do to that company, because I don't have any feelings for that company, I don't care if you tear it down. I also don't even want to interfere with what's going on in there, or maybe it's because I don't need to manage it that I'm happy. It's not that I'm unhappy with Lin Yiran's work, it's that I really and truly care about Lin Yiran, when have I ever cared about anyone else? No, no, no, I should say, it's the first time I've cared so much about a girl, but I got a scolding in return.

My anger was rare and ignited. But, how could I be angry with Lin Yiran at this time? If I got angry at a frail girl, my conscience and the chairman would strangle me. So, I could only hold my anger in silence. Lin Yiran, who was originally smiling, also had a poker face at this time. The school nurse's office that might have turned into a place where the hero and heroine brush their goodwill in the anime, instead became a place where the hero and heroine don't want to stay for a second at this time.

"Well, I guess so. Actually, Lin Yiran's reaction is considered normal."

The president said somewhat absent-mindedly after hearing me speak, stroking her hair. At this time she was like that wolf who liked to eat apples and drink. I sighed and said, "No matter from what perspective, a person can't be angry at hearing someone else give him a break, right? What's more, Lin Yiran has never been angry, no, never at me. Even when I went back on my word last time she didn't get angry, but now she's actually angry, it's not right how to think about it."

The president's hand stopped, she looked at the ceiling, thought about it, then sighed, crossed her legs, turned around, looked at me, and said, "Okay, okay, brother, I know now that you should be more in touch with people, no, you'll understand when you're in college, but for now, I'm going to tell you a life lesson as someone who's been there, not everyone Both feel like they should be resting."

"Huh? Why?"

"Let's put it this way."

The president pondered, seemingly organizing the language, and said, "Inside a Chinese conversation, the most speculative thing is the words in the words. Lin Yiran has just recently returned to China, but she must also be good at listening to the meaning in the words. Because she was a businesswoman, well, a businesswoman who hadn't grown up yet. But she can hear the meaning in other people's words."

"But there's no other meaning in my words, I just simply want to give her a break."

Heaven's conscience, but I really just wanted to give her a break, I was really not thinking of anything else.

"So that's the problem, you didn't mean anything, but it's not up to you to decide if this 'meant anything', it's Lin Yiran's own idea. But she doesn't think you're meaningless. And how could Lin Yiran be moved when you, who can't speak, suddenly came to say 'I now order you to give me rest'? Do you think she's some kind of bully? Lin Yiran's understanding was 'I now order you to resign and go home'."

The chairman rolled his eyes, and I could feel the chairman's frustration with me and mockery of my childish communication skills gradually escalate as he explained. Okay, okay, I admit that my communication skills are negative. Should I blame my communication skills for this incident? I might have made the atmosphere a little more ambiguous before, and Lin Yiran would have accepted my request?

"Moreover, it's a personal matter to rest or not, and you have to say it in a commanding tone. Isn't that just as stupid as 'I think you...'? Brother, your communication skills need to be strengthened ah, and also, if you were the absolutely rational one before, you wouldn't be in charge of this matter at all, right, well, although you have an emotional mind now, your emotional intelligence can't keep up at all ah. It's like the hardware is good, but the software isn't good at all ah."

The president rambled on, as if he was telling me the seven deadly sins, "Lin Yiran himself has been working for you until now, you don't say a word of praise and suddenly tell someone to get lost, would you be happy if you were replaced? Even if I like you, I can't be treated that way, so I knew the ending when you said the beginning."

Okay, okay, this one thing is really my fault.

My communication skills were negative leading up to this thing, and I don't really think it's my communication skills that are the pot. The fact that my communication skills have allowed me to survive so many girls means it's still okay. It's just that my brain tricked me.

I really didn't think this much at first, and I didn't actually know it would be this bad. If I spoke to Qin Lan Wu Mo Xi Song Yixin like this, none of the three of them would have reacted this way, they would have all said yes, and Qin Lan would probably have even gotten an inch and asked to stay over.

But Lin Yiran is not them.

Once again, I neglected to mention that Lin Yiran is not an ordinary girl, Lin Yiran's childhood and young adulthood were different from ours, and for Lin Yiran, her consciousness and thinking did not follow a gradual process, but was a definitive product that took shape in an instant. Although Lin Yiran lives with us, her thinking is definitely not the same as ours. What we say and think is completely different from her, so what I say without meaning to, is taboo in her place.

Lin Yiran, and us, are not the same.

I didn't think of that, I saw Lin Yiran as a girl just like us. Treating everyone with a different situation, I, for once, just forgot about that. I completely failed at this point.

The president seemed to say that she was tired and, seeing me thinking seriously with my head down, the president guessed that she had achieved her goal. So, she picked up my milk, took a few gulps, then dashingly threw the empty box into the trash, then stood up, stretched, and walked to her bedroom, saying as she did so, "So, at this point, I think you should make a phone call and apologize, although Lin Yiran said he wouldn't hate you for more than a day, but the scars won't go away. When Lin Yiran is hurt, he won't say anything on the surface, but he'll still lick his own wounds behind his back."

I nodded and looked at the time, it was ten o'clock at this time. If I call, I don't know if Lin Yiran....

I laughed bitterly, well, once again, I thought of Lin Yiran as a normal girl. At this time, a normal girl should be getting ready to go to bed, but, if Lin Yiran is right, might as well say that her night has just started.

I gently pressed the phone number on the screen, and after ringing for two or three births, there was a call there.

"That... Lin Yiran, it's Qin Feng."

"Mm."

The voice over there carried the respect of a businessman. No, this shouldn't be respect or courtesy to me, but rather a sign of anger towards me.

"That, Lin Yiran, I want to apologize for what happened today. I was thinking too simply about today's incident, and I should have hurt your feelings when I said those words to you without giving it much thought. I'm sorry, Lin Yiran, I'm really, really sorry."

The voice there stopped, as if Lin Yiran, who was writing with his head down, suddenly lifted his head and started preparing for a serious phone call. I heard the creak of a reclining chair, but Lin Yiran didn't say anything, as if he was waiting for me to continue, and over there, there was only the sound of steady breathing.

"I won't interfere with your work, I've always had great faith in you, and I appreciate all the hard work you've been doing. I know what you've done, and I know what you've accomplished. So as you said, I will not dictate to you what you do. Not in the past, not now, and not ever."

"Hmm..."

There was a soft grunt with laughter there, the swivel chair rattled sharply, had Lin Yiran stood up?

"Actually honey you don't need to apologize, I won't be mad at you tomorrow."

"No, I think, I still need to apologize to you."

I paused and listened to the laughter there, relieved that Lin Yiran wasn't a girl who was unconditionally angry and still lasted for a long time, it was nice. Lin Yiran didn't need to be coaxed, just reasoned with her and Lin Yiran would understand, or rather, Lin Yiran wouldn't be angry at all for being unreasonable.

"However, I want you to be able to move into my house for a while, probably, a month, what do you think?"

Chapter 185 About My Life That's About to Fall Apart

Actually, to be honest, I don't really like having people live in my house. Or rather, it's a unique sense of protection of my territory because I was born an animal. My home is my territory, so I don't want to be approached by anyone. And just as much, I'm just as fearful of other people's homes, so I won't go to someone else's home if I don't have to.

But now, I've invited Lin Yiran to our home.

"What? What? You want me to live with you?"

The voice on Lin Yiran's side became a bit strange all of a sudden, as if a pianist's hand had cramped up, and the vocal line became very strange, well, it sounded like a chaotic mess. Maybe it was that one sentence that made Lin Yiran a little excited, though I don't think it should be that excited, or maybe I said another unintentional thing that was misunderstood by Lin Yiran, so Lin Yiran was a little angry at this point.

"I'm sorry, I don't know if you'd like that, I just meant it superficially, I'd like to invite you to come live in my house for a while. I know you won't be able to rest, but at least I want to take care of your life, nothing more."

"Ah, no, I didn't think much of it, um, it was just a little sudden...um, I wasn't prepared for it...hmmm ...I'm fine with it, I'm down, and I don't think my dad will be either. But in that case, um...well...I need to clean up a bit."

Lin Yiran's thoughts seemed to go so far away that maybe Lin Yiran wasn't pondering the same things as me. Well, I don't know at all, I don't understand at all, because starting this time, from now on, I'm going to completely write "this person is different from us" into my brain, speak more carefully and listen more attentively.

I don't think it's going to happen, but it's always okay to be safe.

"Well, okay, no problem, yes. I'll move there as soon as I'm ready, no problem...umm...umm.... "

"No need to prepare anything special, just grab your change of clothes and you're almost done. The necessities are all there, no need to rush. And it's just for a month, so no need to be specially prepared."

"No...it's not like that...um...well...I'll go get ready...and do some shopping..."

Lin Yiran's voice was very soft and he seemed to have thrown the phone away. I sighed and after saying goodbye, I hung up the phone.

I sighed, tossed the phone aside, and rubbed my head. After what happened with Chairman Song, I don't think there's much going on anymore. So, I've also had a lot of time off recently, well, it's actually just a return to what I thought was a normal life for me in the first place, this part of my life was supposed to be a positive flight two or three months ago, but now, it's actually turned into a rare break for me.

So, I still have time and energy, and I really can't afford to let Lin Yiran rest. Lin Yiran is not going to take a break, and maybe for Lin Yiran, a break is the same as being fired. Although it's very much like changing Lin Yiran's mind, I don't feel like how I should change it. To be honest, there's something strange about Lin Yiran's thoughts, but I can't say.

Lin Yiran, does he take his job too seriously? For me, work is not a happy thing, or life is not just work for me, so I look forward to the world outside of work. But, maybe for Lin Yiran, work is all Lin Yiran is, and Lin Yiran grew up to work now. So, Lin Yiran's life is work, and if I don't let Lin Yiran work, Lin Yiran will feel like his life is being destroyed?

I don't know, I don't know Lin Yiran very well, I have very little dealings with Lin Yiran. Because we hadn't met before and so we didn't have any dealings with each other, I knew very little about Lin Yiran. I didn't understand Lin Yiran's thoughts at all, so I couldn't judge Lin Yiran's behavior.

Human behaviorists are all about observing human behavior, so Lin Yiran behaviorists need to observe Lin Yiran's life. But I think that Lin Yiran is completely hiding himself. Lin Yiran is not easy to observe. I feel that if you want to observe Lin Yiran, then you need to be with Lin Yiran for several years.

Well, I can't imagine being with Lin Yiran for several years. If I had been seeing Lin Yiran for a few years, what would it be like now? In that case, Lin Yiran should have never gone to a foreign country, and Lin Yiran would have been by my side until now, just like Qin Lan, in that case, would Lin Yiran and I still be lovers? Or, in that case, would the relationship I had with Lin Yiran in elementary school last?

Will my relationship with Qin Lan turn sour? Can Qin Lan and I get back together?

Can I meet Wu Mo-hee? Can I meet Song Yixin? Is my life the same as it is now? No, no, no, if Lin Yiran's parents had gotten on that plane, my parents would have lived, and the one who passed away his parents would have been Lin Yiran, in which case Lin Yiran would have been living in our house.