About my hopeless brother and sister

Well, I'm really quite tired. I've said before that something like sleep is a state, I guess. But for now, I'm lacking that state, but it's something that can't actually be stored, which means that my daily intake is starting to be insufficient.

But that's normal, I'm now responsible for the food and shelter of three people, and I used to be responsible for just one. Now it's suddenly three, and whatever it is, it's going to be triple. Three times as much cooking, three times as much laundry, and three times as much grocery shopping to be considered. I can still take care of one sister, but having a high school student take care of three people at the same time after school is a little overwhelming. It's only been three days, but I'm already feeling near crushing exhaustion, the kind of exhaustion that seems to suck the marrow out of my bones by others.

So, I fell asleep...well....

"Awake, why, lately, have you been so tired?"

I just opened my eyes and there was a fog in front of me. I blinked my eyes and moved my body, my back and lower back, already a little sore, made a crunching sound.Song Yixin sat down beside me and handed me a cup of tea.Xton tea bags were dangling gently over the side of the ceramic cup.

A cup of hot tea, ah, really has Song Yixin's style. I took the cup and gently took a sip, the aroma of the black tea reverberated in my mouth as well as in my brain, clearing me up a bit, although it was a synthetic feeling, it still made me feel a natural serenity.

"Lately, it's been quite tiring... Here's your cup."

I looked at it, such a plain white ceramic mug, it also had Song Yixin's style.

Song Yixin smiled, stood up, walked over to the window, looked out at the sunset which no longer had much light, and said, "It's my mug, what's wrong? Dislike me?"

"No, as long as you don't dislike me."

I sipped gently again, feeling, as if I tasted something sweet other than the tea bag.

It should be an illusion.

"Can you tell me what you've been up to lately? Although you're lazy, Qin Feng, I feel that if it were you, you wouldn't be too busy with ordinary things."

Song Yixin turned back and leaned against the window sill, hugging her arms and looking at me, she asked with a smile.

"Nothing, it's just that I'm a little tired from taking care of the two guests that came to the house."

I thought about it, but I still wasn't going to tell Song Yixin the truth, Song Yixin had confessed to me after all, and although it wasn't a delay, I still felt a little awkward discussing girls in front of Song Yixin. Maybe it's not to Song Yixin, but also to Wu Mo Xi. By the way, it's been a long time since I've dated Wu Mohee?

"Hey, hey, hey, don't wander off during the conversation."

Song Yixin walked up to me and stretched out her index finger to gently poke my forehead, and said angrily, "Obviously I'm still worried about you, but as a result you don't seem to care about my concern ah, at this time, are you still thinking about other girls!"

I'm sorry, no, I don't think our focus should be on that, I'm sorry I shouldn't have had a second thought when I was talking to you.

When I bowed my head and admitted my mistake, Song Yixin helplessly left her mouth, hugged her arms and said, "A guest in the house, then it's really a bit tiring. Well, I can understand that I would feel so tired of laughing when I have a guest at home for a meal, there are really too many things to think about when you're dealing with a guest, and it's even more to worry about when your guest, Qin Feng, is still staying. That's why you're so tired."

I nodded, deeply impressed, Song Yixin should be very familiar with this kind of thing, and Song Yixin is also a very polite person, this kind of person will definitely consider a lot of things when facing a guest, as long as the guest frowns slightly, I guess Song Yixin will quickly find out why the guest is unhappy and then immediately solve it, right?

The most important thing is to check and balance these two people, so that one of them doesn't feel dissatisfied or jealous. I used to think it was so nice to have girls like that, but now, I find it so troublesome.

I guess that's the usual thinking, it's like rich people will always think they are too rich to be bothered, successful people will say they are missing something important, I remember if whoever wrote a poem"

In Rome, there are pavilions, and in the countryside, there are few pavilions."

Simply put, it's cheap.

I took a sip of hot tea and said, "Song Yixin also understands ah, then, can also understand why I am so tired." Of course Song Yixin was only half right, but in order to not let Song Yixin doubt it, let's admit it all.

Song Yixin nodded and sat down lightly beside me, then propped up her face and looked at me, she didn't say anything, she just looked at me and watched me drink a little bit of hot tea. Although I said I was a little concerned, but I couldn't ask directly, so we kept this strange silence.

"Well, what are you looking at me like that for?"

Well I can't hold on any longer, Song Yixin is also a very pretty girl, being stared at by such a girl would be a bit too much for normal people, okay! Not to mention the fact that this girl has confessed to you before, which makes me not even able to look up, I think my face is hotter than this tea.

"It's nothing, it's just that I was wondering how I could make it easier for my Vice President when he's so tired."

Song Yixin laughed, leaned back in her chair, and said, "Now you don't have much time to get out on the weekends, do you, well I have even less time on Saturdays, so playing tennis will only make you more tired. It's not like I can live at your house and help you."

Please! Don't ever think that! You can't stay here! If you live here, my house will be covered in blood! No, no, no, there's no telling how many people will bleed this time, and I reckon if you live in here too, the chairman will cut me down too, and maybe she'll be the one to do the first stab!

I sighed and said, "It's nothing, don't worry too much about me, I don't think it's a problem yet."

"Here we go again, Qin Feng's characteristic arrogance, or is this Qin Feng's characteristic bravado?"

Song Yixin laughed and said, "If it were possible, you definitely wouldn't be sleeping here, right, you're so tired, what are you trying to cover up? Anxiety, it's not like I'm going to disrupt your routine much, and I don't have that much time to take care of you, so that's the only thing I can do right now."

Song Yixin suddenly reached out, and before I could react, fiercely pressed my head down on my thighs as hard as she could.

"Hey hey!!!"

"What's the matter, my knee pillow, you got a problem with that?"

I shrieked and reflexively tried to raise my head, but Song Yixin fiercely reached out and held my head down, stopping me. I looked up at Song Yixin, looking terrified. But Song Yixin was fine with it, holding my head gently with a smile and placing my head on her lap.

Although Song Yixin was still wearing thick clothes, I could still feel the amazing elasticity of Song Yixin's legs, as well as the warmth of Song Yixin, and also, the fragrance that I rarely smelled.

I looked up at Song Yixin, I had never seen Song Yixin from this angle before, and from this angle it looked like Song Yixin's smile, kind of with a downward angle, was like, about to cry.

Obviously from the front, it should be a bright smile.

"Good boy, good boy, you've worked hard."

Song Yixin's hand gently slid over my head and my face, I sighed, gave up struggling and said, "Don't treat me like a child."

"Oh, but, this kind of action really makes you motherly ah. Obviously, it feels like the Qin Feng from before was so reassuring and trustworthy, and like this, it feels like, it's just a child ah."

"If you're going to say that the first year of high school is also a child, you're right."

"As a first year of high school, Qin Feng, you've really endured so many things that normal people can't bear."

Song Yixin sighed leisurely, touched my head and said, "I know all about it, I know all about it, Qin Feng, everything you've done, you've really, worked hard."

My throat, fiercely tightened.

There seemed to be something that was desperately roaring to be released.

Was it fatigue?

Is it a complaint?

Or is it tears?

I don't know, I don't know, I just have to grit my teeth to keep this stuff from releasing. I can't let this emotion blow up, and once it does, I might not have the strength to go on. I have to keep the me that I am now, I'm okay, I'm not tired, I can still hold on. I clench my teeth until I'm shaking all over. I don't know how wronged I am, how much pain I'm in, I feel like my life is still good, I feel like I'm happy, but why, being treated so gently by Song Yixin makes me, so sad?

"Hard work."

I thought, hearing that.

"Good boy..."

Song Yixin gently stroked me, as if she was petting a puppy kitten. But, this puppy kitten seemed, a little scared.

"I don't know how to help Qin Feng, because, I don't know Qin Feng, I don't know how much Qin Feng has put in, how much effort he's put in, but, if Qin Feng is feeling tired and bored. No matter what time it is, I'll be able to give you a break. Qin Feng, be gentle with yourself."

"Song... Song Yixin..."