About my hopeless brother and sister

"Is that good enough? Do you really think that's good enough?"

My cousin softened her tone and slumped down to sit next to her sister, she looked at her sister and sighed and said.

"That's fine, my brother will marry someone else, and that someone will not be me, so I don't care if he marries someone else."

"But it's not someone he would want! My cousin is going to marry someone he doesn't like!"

"How do you know that your cousin doesn't like Lin Yiran?" Sister looked at her, laughed bitterly, and said, "It's not that if he doesn't like it now, he won't like it later, Lin Yiran is perfect for his brother, and his brother didn't say he hates her, as long as the two of them are together, I don't see any problem with it."

My cousin stood up and looked at my sister, she didn't say anything, but looked at her with pity as well as sympathy, my sister tilted her head, looked at my cousin, and asked, "What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"

My cousin turned around, looking mature in her dress, even though she was only a junior high student now, but grief can always grow on you. She walked to the door and spoke softly.

"The lost dog."

My sister stood up sharply and slammed the phone in her hand hard. Unfortunately, the cousin had already closed the door. The phone hit the door heavily, splintering apart.

Sister gasped for air, her anger continuously exploding out of her body, she was like an erupting volcano at the moment. She looked at the direction of her cousin's departure, her face as fierce as an evil ghost, sister has never shown such an angry expression, but at this moment, she really wanted to tear into the person who just said "dog of the dead".

The dog that lost his family.......

A lost dog?

But, myself, right now, I'm still really, a lost dog.

I really have lost everything now, lost the only pillar of my life, the brother who has always been by my side will now go to someone else, and I may never be able to be by his side. I was clearly able to stay with him before and fantasized about my future, even if it ended badly, but there was still the perfect process. But now, you have nothing left, you are, really, a dog in a funeral home.

How do you not want to see your brother, of course you want to see your brother, what you miss day and night is your brother, you also want to meet and talk to your brother, hug him, and pamper him on his chest. However, he can not do so, he and he has no future, now it is hard to separate brother can have a normal life, himself, to see his words, brother will definitely make up his mind to give up his future.

As a sister, can't be so selfish. As her sister, you have to think of your brother's future, your brother's future can't be dragged down by yourself, your brother should have a future that your brother should have.

But, but, but, she... still wanted, to see him so much....

Chapter 221 about my choice of questions that concern my sister and my future.

Do you remember the so-called trolley problem?

That is, if you move the tracks, you will run over one person, if you don't, you will run over five people, the silly but often taken out question of whether or not you will move.

If before, I would have chosen, I didn't move because, those five people deserved it, that one person followed the rules and wasn't on the track where there would be a train. Why should those five people have to bear the fault of him alone? Those five people who chose to be on a railroad track with a train passing by were ready to be run over and killed, they had to pay for their own choices, it was the justice of this world.

But if the question I'm facing is, if I move and it's Lin Yiran who crashes to death, if I move and it's Qin Lan who crashes to death, then what would I do?

This may not be a good choice of question, and the analogy isn't appropriate, because I'm sure I would have chosen to try to stop that train at that point. Let me rephrase the analogy, for example, if you were standing at a fork in the road and there was no road to the left and no road to the right, what would you choose?

Well, that analogy is very apt. I don't want to be engaged to Lin Yiran, and I don't want to be with Qin Lan. It's not that I don't like them, well that's one reason, but the other reason is that they're my friends. I couldn't let down their feelings for me. I chose Qin Lan to escape, I chose to give in and get engaged to Lin Yiran, neither of them were out of my desire to be with this person forever, and I would only hurt everyone by being with them like this.

So, what to do when faced with this one choice question that has no right answer?

That means raise your hand high and tell the teacher that there is a problem with the question. Then, cross out that question.

So, I looked across at Wu Moxie, who had turned off his phone, and put it aside. I've been wanting to turn it on a million times to soothe the awkwardness of the situation, because it's been a long time and I have nothing to do, but I definitely can't turn it on, and if I do, then I'll be inundated with exploding text messages and phone calls.

Wu Moxie looked at me, she was still in her pajamas and holding a glass of milk awkwardly. It's not my fault, I definitely can't be at home until Wu Mo Xi gets up and then run away. By that time I guess I would have been caught and sent to Lin Yiran, so I must have left as early as possible, so I arrived at Wu Mo Xi's house while her family was still eating breakfast.

I know it's a bad choice but I really don't have anywhere else to go. Xiang Chul was an option but this kid was so easily bribed that I figured the first one who wanted to find me would definitely raid Xiang Chul's place. Xiang Zhe said right from the start that he wasn't interested in my ambiguous plot, so I definitely can't trust Xiang Zhe.

Song Yixin...I think I'll be wrenched to Lin Yiran's place by her.

So, I have only, this one choice.

"So, Qin Feng, you ended up choosing to run away?"

Wu Moxie put down her glass, looked at me, and sighed.

"Sort of...I don't have anywhere else to go..."

"So I'm the backup option after no one else..."

Wu Moxie's lips grinned as if laughing at himself, then sighed and said, "Forget it, I don't care even if it's a spare tire, but is this really good? Leaving without saying a word, Lin Yiran and Qin Lan should be very sad."

"I've already made them sad many times..."

"But this time is important. Qin Feng, if you're even going to stand Lin Yiran up for the engagement ceremony, I really don't think Lin Yiran will forgive you this time. The same goes for Qin Lan, do you think Qin Lan will still be with you again after you've rejected her? Qin Feng, if you don't explain yourself properly today, really, you'll lose them."

Wu Moxi frowned and looked at me, saying somewhat reproachfully. Young lady this is your fault, isn't it you who said elopement in the beginning, why are you still worrying about those two people now. Are you saying that your so-called elopement is to be negotiated amicably and then we'll escape openly and honestly?

I sighed and said, "I thought you said you were going to elope with me at first, why are you suddenly worried about those two?"

"Because, Qin Feng you don't want to elope with me, do you, you just want to escape from me for a day, and if today is over, you'll still go back, won't you?"

Wu Moxi stretched out her hand to support her face, she who has always been shy in front of me was actually very courageous today, she looked at me and said with a bitter smile, "Qin Feng, although I am very stupid, I can still see this... So, Qin Feng, please think about it carefully, you really want to be with me! , or, just running away from me for a bit. Qin Feng, I'm very angry right now oh, maybe you didn't notice, but I'm really angry right now, Qin Feng, you're just using me as a place to escape, if you really like me and are with me, then I think Lin Yiran and Qin Lan and the others can accept it, but, if it's 'you'd rather be with me than with them' How bad do you think they'll feel?"

"Don't say that, I don't see you as a refuge either, and if you say that, don't you think you're inferior to them..."

I'm a little unreasonable, I can't argue with the truth, Wu Moxi may be gentle, may be weak, but she is not stupid, I really do not want to be with her, that is to say, I did not accept her "elopement" suggestion, just, in her runaway. Wu Moxie was right, I was running away from her.

"I'm already not as good as Mashiro and Yiran..."

Wu Mo Xi's eyes carried an anger I've never seen before, I have no words to say, I must comfort Wu Mo Xi at this time and tell her that she's not worse than those two, but I can't be unconditionally gentle, I won't be able to get rid of Wu Mo Xi if I do that. I don't want to delay Wu Mo Xi any longer.

It became an awkward silence between us, neither of us spoke, and Wu Moxi didn't look at me, but drank her own milk. I suspected that she was just deliberately stalling for time and just didn't want to talk to me.

"Yo, two people getting up early in the morning to hand out dog food."

Suddenly there was the sound of the door being rudely slammed shut, and the boy in pajamas with unruly hair came out to take a look at us and said with a teasing smile.

Wu Moxie gave him a glance and said coldly, "Get back, don't get involved."

"Whoa..."

I'm not going to be able to do anything about it, I'm not going to be able to do anything about it, I'm not going to be able to do anything about it, I'm not going to be able to do anything about it, I'm not going to be able to do anything about it. I'm not sure I can guarantee your life is safe if my sister's words... How about you comfort her as my sister's boyfriend? In that case I believe a kiss would be nice!"

I didn't have time to speak, he rubbed himself against his sister and said, "Oh sister you don't have to be angry, it's rare for Brother Qin Feng to come for once, although you were dumped before, but maybe Brother Qin Feng has changed his mind this time is not it? Although I was angry before, I don't think you care, sister, but I don't think it's good to reveal your true nature in advance by being so angry in front of the boy you like..."

"Wu Wenda I'm going to count to three if you don't get the hell back to your room I'm going to drop this carton of milk on your face!"

Wu Moxi slammed the table, scaring me and her brother to the point where we almost jumped in sync.

It turns out that Wu Mo Xi's brother's name is Wu Wen Da ah, this is the first time I know his name, but so long ago I relied on the name to communicate with him so it doesn't matter if it's something like a name, right.

Wu Wenda smiled badly then waved his hand and walked into the bathroom. I actually want him around for a bit longer now after all I'm a bit scared of angry Wu Mo Xi now, as he said, usually gentle people are really worse when they're angry. I really feel scared now that I'm in Wu Moxie.

Wu Moxie took a big deep gulp of milk, then threw the empty milk carton into the trash can on the side, then she looked at me and said with a heavy sigh, "I don't want to be angry either... it's just that Qin Feng, you're making people so angry like this... ...You're really going to lose Lan Lan and Yi Ran, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know...I don't want to accept now and I can't imagine later...anyway, I don't know what I'm supposed to do...it's just that you're the only one left with me to lean on...everyone's gone..."

I held my head and said.