About my hopeless brother and sister

I gently hugged Wu Mo Xie to my side, Wu Mo Xie was a little shy but she didn't resist. I can feel the warmth of Wu Mo Xi's body in my arms gradually rising due to her shyness. She hid her head on my shoulder not daring to look around, really has Wu Mo Xi's style ah, trembling from fear and shyness, but, didn't let go of me.

"Don't break up with me okay Mohee... At least, not at this time..."

I know, I know I'm being very unreasonable, very scummy, very problematic with this proposal, so wouldn't that be admitting that I'm using Wu Mohi as a substitute for warmth? Don't break up at this point, does that mean I just need her at this point? I really like Wu Mo Xi, but why, why do I always feel guilty that I am using Wu Mo Xi as a substitute?

"...no."

Gently, Wu Moxie said in my ear, "As long as Qin Feng doesn't hate me...as long as Qin Feng still needs me...I won't leave..."

"Don't say that, then it won't seem like I'm using you as a substitute..."

Wu Moxie's body stiffened a little, but she quickly relaxed and relaxed down next to me, she didn't say anything, but she took my hand and held it tightly. Was she trying to give herself energy, or was she trying to comfort me? Or, maybe both?

"Then I'll go back first, if you want to go tomorrow, just come see me."

I touched Wu Moxie's head, then stood up and drank the coffee in one gulp. Honestly this coffee is really bad, I should say that it's not like coffee anymore, although iced coffee is also coffee, but I always feel that coffee is a hot drink just to drink it while it's hot.

Wu Moxi nodded, looked at me and smiled and waved her hand, I looked at Wu Moxi, although it's not good to let a girl go back by herself at night. But this is not far from Wu Moxie's doorstep, so it shouldn't matter. But I'd better go back early, after all, I have things to do tomorrow.

After paying the money, I walked out of the shop. It wasn't as cold outside as I thought it would be. However, I still used to exhale a breath of air, there is no longer water mist. Looks like spring has really arrived. But I feel like my life has indeed entered winter, and Wu Mo Xi is my fire, as long as the fire is still there, I won't be frozen to death.

But what if the winter is over? What if spring comes after that, what if summer comes after that, then what am I going to do with this fire? Should I put out the fire and bury it? If Wu Mohee was really that pile of fire, I'd be okay. But, Wu Mohee is the living Wu Mohee, and I still like Wu Mohee a lot.

I can't do such a thing as dumping Wu Mohee.

So, am I really done with the idea of being with Wu Mohee forever after? Why would I think that? What exactly are my feelings for Wu Mo-hee? If we were in love, I instead felt that breaking up wasn't something that I couldn't do, but right now, I couldn't say it to Wu Mo Xie.

Because, I'm feeling guilty, and I can't breathe with guilt when I think of breaking up with Wu Mo Xi. Is it more guilt or gratitude that I have for Wu Mo Xi, this fire that I approached just to live, or this fire that I burned down for the sake of this fire to burn down?

I don't know, maybe both? Am I using Wu Mo-hee? People say that feelings are meant to be pure and unadulterated. But now I'm not even sure which is the impurity, love or guilt.

I feel guilty because I love Wu Mo Xi.

Still, I like Wu Moxie because of guilt.

I don't even understand myself, I don't know what Wu Mo Xi thinks about it. I don't even understand if Wu Mohee is with me for comfort or because he likes me. Maybe it's very scummy to doubt your girlfriend's feelings for no reason, but, I really don't know now. I don't doubt Wu Moxi's sincerity towards me, but I doubt the "reason". Is this not the same as what I thought before? I just thought that as long as the result is perfect, everything else doesn't matter, but now I'm really struggling with this so-called "reason".

I don't know how I should face the future Wu Mo Xi. We are going to go to the future like this, to the wedding, to the grave? It's not a good thing that we both can't break up with each other over something like this, we wouldn't care about the breakup if we were in love with each other to that point, but now it's that we're both afraid of the breakup thing because, we're not in a relationship, we're in a struggle.

We are, we are afraid of breaking up. It's not that we're worried about how sad we'll be after the breakup, it's that we're worried about how much damage we'll do to each other after the breakup.

I don't know what we feel for each other, I can't figure out every component of this complicated relationship, and I don't even know who the person I love is right now.

However, I understand that right now, Wu Mo Xi and I are definitely not in love.

Chapter 226 - About Me... (V)

"Up...up Qin Feng, aren't you going to audit the show today? I think the time was eight-thirty, I remember, so get up quick."

I was pushed awake as hard as I could, and I pushed impatiently. It belonged to the mildest form of expression for someone with a powerful wake-up call, don't push me around while I'm sleeping, the only time that waking me up hadn't made me angry instead of making me almost cry was the time that Qin Lan was lying on top of me.

However, my hand squeezed fiercely into something warm and soft, with the touch of clothing, but in addition to this layer of sweater, it felt like there was something round and hard inside. At the same time, the rhythm of pushing me hard stopped violently, and I felt something wrong and turned my head.

Wu Moxie was sitting dumbly on my bed on her knees, her hands still keeping the motion of pushing me, but with an unbelievable look down at my hands...my hands for some reason...ghostly...pinching that um...very coincidental spot...I felt my intelligence gathering in an emergency, I should take back what I said before, this one almost made me cry too.

"Sorry sorry sorry!!! I didn't do it on purpose I didn't do it on purpose! I really just randomly that...I still have my wake-up call...so so I just randomly pushed...hmmm.... ...um...so...so...so sorry sorry sorry... ..."

I quickly rolled over and sat up, looking at Wu Moxie desperately trying to explain. Wu Moxi raised his head, hands on the chest some confused look at me, reasoning how to say you are also a high school student this point you should understand what happened right. Don't make me so embarrassed ah....

"That... I did... didn't really feel anything... that... . it's not like it's the first time..."

Wu Moxie looked at me, tilted her head in embarrassment, and said with a smile, "I remember we had this kind of thing happen at the tennis court... I didn't really care... I knew Qin Feng wouldn't do it on purpose! The, and now we're still boyfriend and girlfriend no matter what, this kind of thing... I still won't particularly care."

Hey hey hey girl you're saying something wrong right I feel like if this goes on we're going to turn this into a book plot ah, obviously a story overflowing with young love school atmosphere will become 18 forbidden ah! I sighed, touched my forehead, picked up the alarm clock on one side and took a look at it, then said, "It's only 7:30 now, I think it's still not too late."

I felt Wu Moxie's eyes startle violently, she snatched the alarm clock from my hand, looked at the hands on it in disbelief, then raised her head and said, "Qin Feng are you sure your alarm clock hasn't stopped?"

"Don't you see the second hand up there is still spinning?!"

"Aaaahhhh!!! I read it wrong!!!"

Wu Moxie went limp and fell down on my bed in a big break. I sat up helplessly, picked up one side of my clothes, and said, "So, you woke me up this early because you misread the time? And you misread it by an hour? I told you, I set the alarm clock too how come I couldn't get up."

"Yeah... I'm sorry Qin Feng..."

Wu Mo Xi was lying on the bed, looking at me with a chagrined face. I touched her head, then said, "It doesn't matter, I'm about to get up at this time anyway, but it's only half an hour. It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. Well, really, it does. It doesn't have to be..."

Wu Mo Xi raised her teary eyes to look at me, and I touched her head, then said, "It's okay, didn't I accidentally touch you too, so we're even."

"Ooh... Ming Ming... this is the first time I've woken up Qin Feng... and this still happened... ...I don't deserve a girlfriend..."

"It's not that outrageous... It's just that, O Moxie, I have a question I want to ask you right now, and I hope you can answer me truthfully..."

I pressed down on Wu Moxie's shoulder, looked into her eyes, and asked a serious question. Maybe before it was because I had just woken up with my IQ not fully awakened causing me not to find this huge problem. But now I've discovered an important problem that is so serious that it threatens my personal and property safety.

"What problem?"

"Where did you get the key to my house?"

This is a very important question, the key to my room is theoretically only available to my uncle, me, sister, and Qin Lan Lin Yiran. No one else should have the key to my house, where did Wu Mo Xi get my key? The reason she picked up my key is because she made a private copy of it, but I don't remember Wu Moxie ever getting my key! And Lin Yiran only gave the key because she lived here, she left it behind when she left, so there shouldn't be anyone else who has my key.

Wu Moxie tilted her head in puzzlement, then said, "Don't you know about this problem? I thought you should know about Qin Lan giving me her key, after all, it's the key to your house, isn't it?"

"Qin Lan...?"

"Yes, and then I received a letter with this key inside. The person who sent the letter was Qin Lan, and there was nothing in it, only the key to your house." Wu Moxi sighed and said, "I didn't even know that Qin Lan left, there was only this one key for me, and I didn't understand the significance of her giving me the key, so I just used it this time."

You really don't know.

I looked at Wu Moxie, but the question wasn't asked. I looked at Wu Mo Xie's eyes, Wu Mo Xie is not stupid, I should say that Wu Mo Xie is an ordinary girl, however girls should be very sensitive to such things. Does she really not understand why Qin Lan gave her the key?

At no time, no matter who she was with, did she ever give her keys to anyone else. It represented to her that she was different from everyone else, I guess. Being able to have a key means having the freedom to enter and exit the house. It is absolutely true that she will never give away her privileges.

Wu Moxie looked at me, her eyes were a little wandering, but she still looked at me and nodded her head. I looked at her, and after a few seconds, I stood up and said, "Please go out for a moment, Mo Xi, I need to change my clothes."

Wu Mo Xi stood up and nodded, but I actually saw curiosity as well as intolerance in her eyes. Hey Hey Maiden Although I'm a boy but I'm shy when I'm changing clothes I'm seen by girls ah! Put your curiosity away for a moment and watch me change my clothes, or are you harassing me?

"You get out of here..."

I sighed weakly, Wu Mo Xi seemed to have discovered the little secret in my heart and blushed, then quickly walked out of the room and closed the door. Really, why is it that every girl around me is becoming more and more sisterly... I kind of don't understand and don't want to understand.

I don't know why Wu Moxie doesn't want to face up to this fact, but I remembered Qin Lan. No, I should say, I'm now, kind of missing Qin Lan. Qin Lan hadn't abandoned me, Qin Lan had resented me, cursed me, hated me, and was angry at me, but still, she hadn't abandoned me completely, she had given Wu Moxie her keys, that is, she wanted Wu Moxie to take care of me instead of herself.

Maybe it's a bit self-centered to think so, but I really think that's it.

Wu Moxie, must have understood why Qin Lan gave her the key. She probably doesn't want to admit it, why? Because you're worried that admitting it would be the same as admitting that you're a replacement for Qin Lan? Worried that you're just liking me instead of Qin Lan instead of yourself? I don't know, I don't get it. What are we really thinking.

Do we want to be true to each other, or are we just using each other and each other as a substitute? The feelings we have for each other are entirely those of having to be together for a variety of reasons, but in this case, there is real love. If mixed and jumbled emotions were a novel, then I think the story of the two of us would make for a novel.