About my hopeless brother and sister

Song Yixin thought about it, nodded, laughed bitterly, and said, "Now that I think about it, this idea of ours is really big and scary, I feel like we're just impacting our school's current system."

"But the school has already approved it, so anyway, if this event is successful and there are no problems, then this kind of event will be held more often in the future, right? Even though we're not Japan, this kind of imitation won't be a problem, and we've held so many of them in Japan, but we haven't said anything about any particularly major accidents."

"Let's save a stall for the school cafeteria as well."

Song Yixin sighed and said, "Although I don't think a school stall can make much money...and I think it lacks competitiveness."

"But that has nothing to do with us, we're not responsible for guaranteeing that it will make money. I feel like fifteen is about right, next we're going to have to divide up the playground, plus we need large plastic films. To protect our playground, and if there's any trash, we'll just have to wrap the plastic wrap when the time comes."

"Why do I feel like using plastic wrap is even less environmentally friendly..."

Song Yixin laughed, then lowered her head and continued eating noodles. It's true that plastic film is even more environmentally unfriendly if you want to talk about it, but what does that have to do with us, our important thing is to run the event, as for what to do with the plastic film, it's not our business.

"Don't care about the environment well, the environment is not our responsibility, I don't want to end up talking about cleaning up the playground, we still need to use the playground the next day, we do this, all we need to do is remove the plastic film and it's fine." Saying that, I actually got a little excited, after all, this is the first time we have designed such a bold activity, although it is only small, very, very crude, everything is in an experimental state, but, this is indeed the biggest innovation on our school's activities, being able to bring in the community, being able to let the students move around freely, these are still left to the student council to get, this, I really think that we School is really much more enlightened.

Song Yixin suddenly reached out her hand and gently wiped my face with a tissue, then smiled and said, "Cilantro."

"Ah... oh... thank you..."

Hey hey hey we're obviously talking about business can not suddenly add so ambiguous action ah! Didn't we say we'd keep our distance to keep Wu Moxie from getting jealous?! Song Yixin laughed to herself, then lowered her head to concentrate on her portion of noodles, although I wanted to say something, but Song Yixin didn't look up, I can't say, forget it, no one will see anyway.

In fact, to be honest, we have taken great pains to select the shopkeepers, neither can it be the kind of small vendor who can't be found after running away, larger shops we still can't invite, when looking for these shops we not only asked the reviews of people around us, but also checked more people's reviews on the Internet, and to ensure safety, we also need to get the address and mobile phone number of the shopkeeper, just short of ID cards....

Security, sourcing, all of that is fine, I believe we've done our job and there should be no problems down the road. The next step is to plan the events leading up to it again. I'm sure the students who haven't experienced this will be very surprised, and it should be the same for my sister.

Our event wasn't great, let alone grand, it was just a small event at a school, just a small attempt by a student body, and even the faintest glimmer of light is a sword that breaks through the rules. As long as our experiment is successful this time, I'm sure the school will understand that there are things that can be done, even by us.

I don't know what my sister wants to see, but this is as far as we can go. I believe that on our side, we are still the first example. As long as we can do what others haven't done, what others haven't dared to do, and we dare to do it, I believe that we are heroes.

"To be honest, I really don't have much confidence in this event."

After eating, Song Yixin stood up, stretched her back, sighed, looked at me, and said.

I put my wallet away, pointed at the notebook in Song Yixin's hand, and said, "What's the matter, we've done so much work, and we still can't put your mind at ease?"

"What can I say, I do think it's just because we've made so much stuff that I'm so nervous. How can I put it, it was because I didn't have much confidence in the beginning that I fought so hard to reassure myself, however, by doing it now, my anxiety has gotten thicker as the information has increased."

Song Yixin lowered her head and looked at the book in her hand with a bitter smile, on it, was a different color, but the same juan handwriting, on it was what Song Yixin and I had worked so hard to collect over such a long period of time, and these pieces put together were what we had for this event.

"I remember the old saying that you shouldn't put all your eggs in one basket. However, we're not like that now ah, we're betting all our hopes on this one event, if we say we fail this time, we lose everything."

Song Yixin smiled bitterly, raised her head, looked up at me, and said, "Qin Feng, although in the beginning, I didn't exactly volunteer to take part in the election, but now, I really like the job of the student council president, although it's a bit harder, although some times with some bitterness, but I can see those subtle changes in this school, really, it makes me, very happy. "

"Is our President Song starting to miss the seat of power?"

I patted Song Yixin's shoulder, and Song Yixin smiled, looked at me, and said, "So, Vice Chairman Qin, what did you think? If we fail this time, you, however, will have to step down as well. After all, you're the one who came up with this idea. I'm sure I'm immune from responsibility, but so are you."

"I'm fine with that,"

I shrugged, and said, "What could the school's punishment be, stepping down from our positions, then criticizing us, and then what, and also revoking our school registration? And you can give us a major demerit? We're not betting everything on it, we're just going to do things when we can that we don't regret. It's always good to do more while we're still young, while we're still able to make mistakes."

"Oh, it's not like you would say that, Qin Feng, in the past, you who didn't want to cause trouble would never have proposed such a troublesome scheme, would you?" Song Yixin laughed lightly twice and walked out of the shop with me, the noon sun was already starting to glare, there were no students on the streets, at this time of the day, everyone was eating lunch or taking a lunch break, only the two of us, were still out running around.

"People change, after all, before, I didn't want to move because I felt like someone more capable than me was there to protect me, but now that I'm standing in a storm by myself, I'm going to have to learn to hold my own umbrella."

To be honest, I don't feel nervous when engaging in these activities. I felt like Song Yixin was taking away all the tension that belonged to me. Instead, I was feeling feelings that I hadn't felt in a very long time, feelings that had been so long ago that they were unfamiliar to me. Perhaps, I had been filled with this feeling before, perhaps, I had never had this feeling before. No, no, it's not so much a feeling as it is an energy.

It's a kind of, it's hard to put into words, excitement.

It's the kind of, never-ending excitement of doing what you want to do, the kind of faith that understands that you are right and fanatical about it. The fervor that I want to finish this thing, that no one can stop me no matter what happens, that I'm going to fix it no matter what happens.

Why is this, why do I have this urge, I've never burned with such a strong fighting spirit before. I had always thought that I was already ashes inside me, yet the ashes burned with a blazing light. Perhaps the me that Lin Yiran saw, the me that was still in kindergarten, that was the time when I burned like this.

I had long thought that this kind of heart of mine had died, and died long ago, but I never thought that I would burn up again. That's kind of bad, I've spent so long shaping my image, I don't want to be in charge of a lot of things, I don't want to get into trouble, but I am, now, moving progressively closer to the person I used to be.

People change, but more and more like my past self this is somehow. For so long I've thought I was taking one step further, but in reality, am I walking in an arc? Is the shell I've worked so hard to build for myself just gradually falling apart?

I raised my head and looked up at the sun in the sky. Maybe I'm not changing, I'm not degenerating, I'm just a little overwhelmed by my sister's absence and wanting desperately to find something to do, something, to stop missing my sister. I don't know why I'm like this, maybe there's too much I don't know, but maybe it's just because there are so many things that can cause this.

What am I becoming like this because of? Am I doing this because of my own nature, or because of my sister? Am I looking for something to distract myself because I'm missing my sister? Or am I really just concentrating on this thing, for the sake of my sister, and myself.

"Qin Feng, are you thinking about something?"

There was a sudden cool touch at my side, and I turned my head as Song Yixin gently touched my face with a can of Coke, then smiled and said, "Here, Qin Feng. But still, tell me, Qin Feng, what were you thinking just now? It's quite rare that Qin Feng is actually dazed and thinking about something."

"No, I do feel like I've been dazed quite a bit."

"No, it's still rare for Qin Feng to be dazed with a weird smile."

Song Yixin sat on the railing next to me, then handed me her can of drink, which I opened and returned to her. She took a sip and then said, "Are you thinking of something very happy?"

"It's not anything happy, and I can't say it's anything that makes me smile, but I'm just thinking about what it is that I'm doing all this for."

"Huh?"

Song Yixin looked at me with dissatisfaction and then said, "We're almost done and you're starting to think about life now? Qin Feng, I don't have much confidence, but you don't have to consider your own reasons, no matter what they are, we're conducting this matter from the heart. There are some things where the reason isn't important, didn't you tell me that?"

"Well, you're right."

I nodded, sighed, and said, "I, too, am really a bit sentimental now, so let's go on anyway, right?"

Chapter 232 - About Me... (xii)

"Thank you, esteemed leaders, teachers, dear students, good evening to all of you.

The white horse can't catch up with time, and the lead can't seal the years. Three years and more than a thousand days and months have left us with a smile. In fact, we are still some time from the adult, but this year's time has changed, we will be graduation party tonight, and in a few days, we will walk under the adult door. Maybe this ceremony is too humble and we don't feel much, but that doesn't matter because, this adult thing is meant to be felt through life.

Now it's graduation party, and to be honest, I'm shocked by the changes tonight, especially since President Song is giving me the time and right to speak. Now I'm just a senior student who is also buried in studying for exams and doing questions, but I have to come up to speak at the graduation party, and my feelings are really complicated, like I'm going to personally abandon my youth.

Speaking of youth, I still remember three years ago, when we were just starting school, sitting on a small stool in this playground, listening to the opening ceremony held for us by the leaders. I still remember the warmth of the autumn sun, the gusts of wind, and the light rain that came unexpectedly later. Three years ago, in this very place, we began our youth, and today during the day we officially said goodbye. What kind of youth did we experience during the three years?

I know, at this time, we are all envious of the youth in Europe, America, and Japan, where we go to class at eight o'clock in the morning, finish school at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, tune our violins, read the golden scriptures, and do whatever club activities we want, or go home and do whatever we want. To be honest, I've seen foreign students who are the same age as us, but they have the same sunshine and natural deliciousness in them.

And our youth? What kind of years have we left behind here? The early study at five or six o'clock, the late study at ten o'clock in the evening, day after day of studying, doing problems, burying our heads in the sand, the so-called club activities, but only forty-five minutes at dinner time. On our body, only the ink and the coolness of arithmetic are left.

This is our youth.

Because this is where our three years stayed.

What you are thinking about at this time, I understand, and what you are complaining about, I also understand. But the question I want to ask you all is, what is the right kind of youth? As my stupid brother often asks me, what is the right way to look at it?

Is it youthful to be free like that outside? Or are we in such a hurry to be properly youthful? Is it rightly clear that you can control the time at will? Or is it perfect to be allotted time to run around in youth?

I think you all affirm the former and deny the latter in your minds, but, unfortunately, you are all wrong. Well, no, it is not that the latter is right. The correct answer is, I don't know.

That's right, I really don't know. The world does not give a proper definition of youth. There is no one in this world who can define true youth. We do aspire to that kind of life, not that kind of life is right, but we aspire to a lot, not that that kind of youth is right.

It's not just a matter of time, but it's also a matter of time before we can get to know each other. There is no right or wrong standard for youth. Everyone's youth belongs to everyone's irreplaceable life, no matter what this youth looks like in the eyes of others, in our case, it is our youth.