About my hopeless brother and sister

Now, then, is the time to know the score.

"I really am an incompetent sister, even at the end of the day, I can't let my own brother pamper me. It's obvious that my brother is already so tired, yet I still want him to take the blame."

My sister laughed bitterly, then gently touched my head and said, "But we'll still meet, and there are times when I'll come back. But when we meet, we'll be the most harmonious siblings in the world, we'll be the most compatible siblings in the world, and nothing more than that."

Yeah, yeah, I know that. And beyond that, there won't be anything. Nothing will happen, nothing will happen, and the world doesn't allow for things that shouldn't be there. All my capriciousness and discontent will not be allowed. My sister and I, that is, brother and sister, are just brother and sister, and will always be just brother and sister, and nothing else, nothing will happen.

I still can't be capricious, I'm no longer at an age where I can be capricious, and I've never believed in the chicken soup that works if you just stick with it, so I know, I understand, I know the inevitability of this ending. Even if it was, with deep despair and with, hopelessly, hatred.

"Yeah, yeah, that's it..."

I sat up on my sister's knee, braced myself, looked at the ground, took a deep breath, then looked up at the nothing sky and said, "You're the best sister in the world, ever. There is no mistaking that, and there will be no mistaking... Sister... I'm really, really happy to be your brother."

My sister smiled, she gathered her hair, looked at me, and said, "Brother, remember? Don't say like again when you're apart. So, I'm not going to say like at this time. But, I'm really, really happy and proud that I have the best brother in the world, in this world. Brother, you've really grown up, you've been able to make me, capricious."

"Well, sister, I wish you good luck with your entrance exams."

I stood up and looked back, holding out my hand, and my sister looked at me, grinning softly at the corners of her mouth, maybe to laugh, maybe to squeeze back tears, maybe the two weren't in conflict. She just looked at me and gently put her hand on mine, and I gave a little push, pulled my sister up, and then looked inside the school and said, "Now, go back, sister."

"Yeah."

My sister nodded obediently, patted herself on the dirt, and then, let go of my hand.

We were holding hands when we came in, but when we went out, we weren't holding hands. Not even in a row, neither of us said anything else, and the only thing between us was the wind that rushed by. I didn't want to be so awkward, and I wanted to say something, but I sadly found that I couldn't say anything.

The past few days have been like an unrealistic dream, one long, long dream with a twist. A dream with unrealistic fantasies and courage. And now, it's the waking dream, the princess turned back into Cinderella, the prince's hands without the shoes he picked up, the night as if it didn't exist, only the rest of the hand and the warmth in his chest.

It's cruel.

Either way over there.

It's cruel.

No matter who it is to me.

It's brutal.

No matter what time it is.

It's painful.

Whether it's the heart or the brain.

It's painful.

Whether it's the corner of a closed mouth or the corner of a constricted eye.

It's painful.

Whether it's the warmth of a hand or the eyes behind it.

Stepping underfoot over red bricks that have settled for who knows how long, over moss that has been growing for who knows how long, towards the other side filled with light and laughter as much as towards this world. I hadn't changed much, no matter when, even now, I was just cowardly hiding behind my sister, simply expressing my thoughts, but without the strength to protect them. I did want to take my sister's hand and run away handsomely, but I didn't even have the courage to take her hand.

I didn't look back.

Perhaps this was my first love, or rather my first and most failed love, and perhaps my last. Because the next thing I knew, I was falling in love like a normal person, getting married, and finally, ending my life. I don't have a history of struggle, I've never been unruly or debauched, I'm just a mediocre person who got a mediocre result.

Isn't that exactly what I wanted in the first place? But now I'm actually feeling unhappy, as the saying goes, never forget your first heart, that is to say, because I forgot my first heart, that's why I've fallen to this point? Who knows, some things are wrong from the start. From the moment I fell in love with my sister, it was all wrong.

Goodbye, both me and the chairman. In the future, we'll still be the same pair of siblings, the incorrigible brother-controlled sister and her incorrigible sister-controlled brother. Other than that, there's nothing.

"Ah, Qin Feng, so you're here, and I've been looking for you!"

As soon as I reached the promenade, I was stopped by a voice, I turned around and Wu Moxi walked up to me and looked at me with some confusion, asking, "Qin Feng what are you doing here? Student Council work?"

"No."

This time, I didn't lie to her. Wu Moxi nodded her head to show her understanding, and was about to open her mouth to continue asking something when her eyes fiercely saw the chairman behind her, and she froze and greeted, "Ah, Chairman Qin Yun..."

"Oh, Murthy, good evening. Did you find this evening interesting?"

The president looked at Wu Moxie and gave a smile, then tilted his head and said.

"Well, it's fun, it's the first time I've ever seen such an event. The stuff is delicious and fun. The scene of a senior class singing up there just now is still pretty shocking."

A class, ah, that would be no tunes at all, it's all about the loudness, I guess. But this kind of thing doesn't require any artistic appreciation either, as long as it's loud, it's powerful. There seems to be people singing there now, and although it's hard to hear, it's not easy to ring out this playground without relying on a mic.

"Yeah, I'm feeling very trusting of Yixin's abilities now. I really didn't expect the school to pass on such a bold idea. Maybe it's because it was so well prepared, but honestly, I'm happy to be able to see such a graduation party before I leave."

The president stretched out his hand and touched Wu Moxi's head, Wu Moxi was a bit scared, backed up a bit and shrank down, the president revealed a wisp of a bad smile and said, "What's wrong, Moxi, I usually don't get close to others, it's because you're my brother's girlfriend that I have to get closer, you don't have to hide."

"That... I always feel... I always feel... a little scared..."

Wu Moxie you really don't have to be afraid...it's not like she's going to rip your head off....

"I'm a little shocked."

The president sighed, then straightened up and looked at Wu Moxie with a different, very serious smile than usual, as if entrusting himself with the most important thing at the same time, and even with an earnest smile, he said, "Not much else to say... After I heard that my brother was dating you, I was jealous and It's a bit of a blessing to be angry. Qin Feng is a very clumsy kid, even though he seems smart, he's clumsy, he'll annoy you, he's not that romantic, he'll even keep relationships with other girls to not hurt anyone, but you have to believe him, you have to believe that he seriously likes you. Really, seriously likes you. So, I hope that you, can, treat Qin Feng well and tolerate him... really, Mo Xi, please... take care of, Qin Feng... for me... ..."

I stared dumbly at the chairman, who bent down to his own senior sister, who was two years younger.

But, at this time, Wu Moxie didn't flinch, but, looking at her sister, she gently helped her up.

"Good."

She replied, very seriously.

Chapter 235 about my accident that was locked up again (I)

"It's over, ah, I just thought it was pretty funny."

Song Yixin stood beside me, dragging a large bag of plastic sheeting with great effort, looking at me with some grudging interest. I lowered my head and didn't say anything, bending over to fold up a large piece of plastic sheeting. Song Yixin can indeed look at me with such a look, because after I finished talking to the chairman, I went to play with Wu Mo Xi, we eat all the way around in passing to talk show love, completely forget Song Yixin. Although nothing happened, but because nothing happened, that's why Song Yixin looked at me so grudgingly, I completely forgot to take her place, and poor Chairman Song was on standby in the background for one night.

"I'm sorry sorry...um...I can't explain...because it's completely my fault..."

I did have so much fun with Wu Moxi that I completely forgot about it, and with the magnificent "See woman, this is the country I have built for you" feeling in my heart, I even forgot that there was a brave general by my side, Song Yixin....

Okay, I got it backwards....

Song Yixin snorted, then retaliated by stomping on the plastic sheeting beneath his own feet a few times and said, "Yeah, yeah I know, it's fun to accompany your girlfriend to skate around an event you've planned. Of course I understand ah, I would have wanted to hang out with Sigi if it was possible, but the idiot probably had a high too and didn't pay any attention to me, I'm really pathetic."

"Uh...well...I'm very sorry..."

I can't do anything but apologize, and the thing itself is my fault... I dumped all the work on Song Yixin, and although I forgot, forgetting is not a reason, but rather, forgetting itself is a mistake. Forgetting is not a reason but a mistake, so in the future, when you forget something, you must think that you have done something wrong.

Song Yixin looked at me, then stepped on the plastic sheeting hard, sighed tiredly, sat back and sat on the pile of plastic sheeting that was piled into a small mountain, and said, "Ah, I'm so tired, I'm so tired, even though the event was still a success and nothing happened, I still feel so tired."

"After all, it's just the two of us so far."