About my hopeless brother and sister

I kept my head down, exhaustion and sleepiness constantly tormenting me. But I couldn't sleep comfortably in the position I was in, so I could only come and go in confusion and wakefulness.

"Nah..."

There was a sudden coldness to my cheeks and I opened my eyes, beside me was a red plaid dress, I sighed and took the blue can of Coke.

"Wow, how long has it been since you've changed out of that outfit, but your hair hasn't been washed in a while. You're an ugly mess now."

I tilted my head up and gulped down the cold Coke, listening to the sarcasm of the girl beside me, and for some reason, I actually felt a sense of affection. Without looking up, I said, "Whatever you do, just leave if there's nothing going on, there's nothing going on over here."

"Is that what you said when you were reunited with the girl you hurt so badly?"

A can gently tapped me on the head. At the same time, a teasing smile appeared in front of me, that beautiful, arrogant, confident, perfect smile, the smile that had appeared so many times in my mind, this time in front of me. Passing through time and space, once again, it appeared in front of me.

"Poof!!!"

"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! What do you mean! You are so disgusting!!! Qin Feng!!!"

She jumped back a step screaming and desperately wiped the Coke off her face with her hands, then without fail a can of Coke came at me. The sweet smell of Coke and the hiss of escaping bubbles came over my head. But now I was completely unmotivated by this, and I stood up, staring at her, not knowing what I should say.

"I said I was kind enough to come and see you! I can't believe you did this to me!"

She took out a paper towel to wipe the Coke off her face and looked at me and said angrily, "What do you have against me! Seeing me as far as...ah!!!"

I hugged her fiercely and tightly, holding the young girl I missed so much, holding her close, a faint sweetness of coke and the familiar scent of her around my nose. She was helplessly held in my arms and legs, staring at me.

"What... what are you doing... that... Qin Feng... I... I'm... that... a little embarrassed..."

"I...missed you so much!"

Chapter 246 about my burned out future (VI)

"Finished the shower ah...although it's kind of gross to let you use my bath water, it's even grosser for me to use your bath water. So I'll use it first, but you need a good bath too, even if it's not from me splashing coke on you. Really, you're so dirty, do you think your sister wants to wake up and see you like this?"

She was wearing simple white half-sleeves, sitting on the sofa with her legs crossed and looking at me askance. She was just wearing a sister's hot pants underneath, two just out of the bath still with a red haze of long legs innocently on the coffee table, the sitting posture as domineering as her sister, complete is to make this their own home.

The actual actual time you'll be able to get a good deal more than just a few of these, you'll be able to get a good deal more than just a few of these. My sister won't see it, even if she wakes up, she won't see me. She will never see me again because, well, she doesn't have eyes anymore.

When she looked at me, she left her mouth and said, "You don't even have an apology, you just met me and you sprayed me with coke, don't you think it's very rude to me? It's not good enough for me to pour you Coke, but you're in the wrong!"

I sighed and sat next to Qin Lan and said, "I'm sorry."

Lan moved to one side, looking at me a little warily, and said, "What do you want, so close to me, and you want to raid me? I'll tell you what, if you keep hugging me for no reason I'm going to call the cops."

"I've missed you, isn't that reason enough?" I looked at Qin Lan, paused and said, "Qin Lan, where the hell have you been all this time, you've suddenly come back now, of course I..."

Turning her face sideways, perhaps to block out the redness on her face, she stretched out her fingers and strangled her hair, swallowing and saying, "It's nothing...I didn't leave just yet...it's just that you idiot never noticed me...well...I didn't want to leave just yet...I was happy to hear you say that you missed me or something...rather, I've been waiting for you to find me or something..."

I sighed and said, "Don't run around if you're fine... I thought I hurt two people."

"You are hurting two people ah... Forget about Lin Yiran's side, but you're hurting me on my side. You clearly said you wouldn't leave me before, but you didn't come looking for me... I thought you were engaged to Lin Yiran you know? Really, what the hell were you thinking when you ran away at such a critical time."

Lan glared at me, quite dissatisfied with what I had done before. I also knew that I was biased in what I did before, but I couldn't make up for it now. I sighed and said, "I can't help it, the only way I could think of at the time was to run away, but now that I think about it..."

"Now that I think about it...will you come over for my birthday?"

Qin Lan suddenly leaned in and looked me in the eyes and asked a serious question. She was just looking straight at me, and Qin Lan's eyes were so big and very serious at the moment that I had the illusion of being censored.

"It's... it's hard to say... after all, I don't know... that... I forget how I thought about it at the time, anyway..."

"It's always that if it happens again you're still going to run away, right?"

She sighed and shrank back, she closed her legs and buried her face between her knees and whispered, "How on earth can you take us more seriously... even now, why don't you understand..."

I'm speechless, but I'm just not in the mood to face Qin Lan and Lin Yiran, I look forward to Qin Lan's return, but when Qin Lan returns, there's nothing I can say to Qin Lan. I don't have anything to look forward to with regards to Qin Lan, and there won't be any stories between me and Qin Lan. Just like me and my sister, from now on, we'll just be childhood sweethearts, and possibly, a worse relationship.

"How far have you and Wu Moxie progressed?"

She looked over her shoulder at me and asked.

"Broken up, I guess."

I nodded, Qin Lan ended up asking this question, I knew that Qin Lan would ask this question, and since Qin Lan had been watching me the whole time, I knew that she must have seen me and Wu Mo Xie. There was no point in hiding this matter, since I had just dumped Wu Mo Xi a few days ago.

"You just talked yourself out of dumping Wu Moxie like that? Do you know how long she cried in the hospital that day? Or I couldn't see it and went to pick her up." She sighed, looked at the ceiling, and said, "I was really angry when I saw you with her, but when I saw Wu Mo Xi's face in such pain, I still couldn't hate her. Don't you feel that you're too much for Wu Mo Xi?"

"I thought you'd leave Wu Mo Xi alone."

"Who do you think I am, Wu Mo Xi is my friend no matter what. Although she took advantage of the danger, but I can't hate a girl like Wu Moxie." She looked at me and then continued to ask, "You really don't think that you yourself think that breaking up with her isn't like that for Wu Mo Xi?"

I shook my head and said, "Wu Mo Xi wouldn't be so stupid, I've made it that far and she would still follow me to death? Is that possible? Wu Mo Xi should be disheartened and then just accept the ending, I don't hate Wu Mo Xi, it's just that I can't accept anyone else. My sister needs me to take care of her, and I don't have time to take care of anyone else."

When she looked at me, her eyes were a bit strange, she paused and then said, "You really don't plan to do that later? Do you think my sister would like that? I don't think my sister would approve of leaving you without a future life or anything because of her! You and your later..."

"You don't understand."

I interrupted Qin Lan and said, "It's all my fault for making my sister like this, how do I have the right to be happy in front of her? What else am I entitled to in my own life? I've made my sister like this, I've left her without a future, so it's my responsibility to take care of her in the future!"

"How could you think that! It's not your fault! You're not responsible for what happened to your sister, it was an accident!" She looked at me and frowned, "Sister still has a future, you as a brother just need to go and take care of it, why do you need to ride on your own future, do you want to put your future on the line because of such an accident? It's your future, and you're not even responsible for anything yet, and you're going to lose your future like this?!"

"Of course! It's my responsibility! I'm the one who gave up on my sister, I'm the one who made her this way. If it hadn't been me, my sister wouldn't have been taken away! My sister wouldn't be like this!"

How is this not my fault? If I hadn't confessed to my sister, this whole incident was caused by my wilfulness, without me my sister's future wouldn't have turned out that way, it was me who took it away from her, it was my mistake I was responsible for, and it was only right that I should pay for it!

Instead of backing down, I looked at Qin Lan, I can back down on anything but this matter will never give in. Sister can not be given to someone else must be taken care of by me, no matter who stops who says I can not, sister's future was taken away by me then I have to give back a future to my sister, sister for me to pay for youth and childhood I for sister to pay for future life this does not conflict!

After a long time, Qin Lan retreated, she withdrew her gaze, looked at the ceiling and said, "You can do what you want from now on, I don't care what you do. It's been like this since I was a kid, I've never been able to control you, it's all about what you do and what I do behind you. Later, I wanted to make you regret it, I wanted to be good, but you didn't even look at me. Now too, I couldn't persuade you. I can only watch you from behind you."

There was a bit of loneliness and isolation in her eyes, Qin Lan and I had always been together, even though very unpleasant things had happened among us, but I always had her inside my sight. We hadn't been apart, and then after the relationship eased, I had always thought we could go back to the old days, but too much had happened, and it was only now that we could sit down and talk properly.

"I've been looking at you, but you wouldn't let me look at you." I said honestly, I still remembered that I had said that I liked Qin Lan when I first started school.

With a grin on her lips, she said, "It wasn't because you went back on your word, that time with Lin Yiran."

"If it wasn't for my sister, would we still be not speaking to each other now?"

When she heard my question, she was silent for a moment, then she withdrew her gaze, looked at me, and asked, "Qin Feng, don't you, if there was no sister, wouldn't you want to reconcile with me at all? But I've been waiting for you, and I'll forgive you if you say sorry to me, but you were, why didn't you say so?"

"If an apology was that easy to say, the world wouldn't be a much better place." I said, looking at Qun Lan. Qin Lan paused and smiled helplessly, her hand moved gently and then pressed on mine, and I felt the warmth of a young girl and a familiar, intoxicating fragrance.

With the shower gel and the sweetness of a girl's own scent.

She gently took my hand and slowly rested her head on my shoulder. I didn't move, I just sat still. Qin Lan didn't do anything, but I could feel at ease when she was beside me. Maybe this is a habit, Qin Lan is easily jealous, Qin Lan is easily angry, Qin Lan is lazy, Qin Lan often instructs me to do this and that, Qin Lan will pour Coke on my head, Qin Lan is not as important to me as Lin Yiran, Qin Lan is not as gentle as Wu Moxi, Qin Lan is not as virtuous as Song Yixin. However, as long as she is by my side, I can settle down.

It's like a jigsaw puzzle where the most crucial piece is finally put together.

It was probably because she was Qin Lan. I still remembered that night Song Yixin and I spent together, the girl in my dream, the girl in the white dress, the girl who was the only glow in the darkness, the girl I always wanted to hold, and when she looked back, that smile, it was the girl beside me.

"Qin Lan."