About my hopeless brother and sister

"What's wrong? I'll kill you if you say anything unintelligible."

She really hasn't changed at all.

It's just that I'll never, ever be able to hug her again.

"Let me hug you."

"Are you a pervert? Didn't I tell you to call the police if you dare to hug me without any reason? Qin Feng you're sexually harassing you know that?"

Despite what she said, she didn't take a step away from me, right next to me, holding my hand and leaning on my shoulder. I couldn't quite tell if she was serious or joking. I tried to reach out and put my arms around Qun Lan. Her eyes drifted up, and she looked at me, smiling slightly, but I could see murder in her eyes....

"Come to the reason, and if it's appropriate, I won't kill you."

"I... I might have to marry Lin Yiran in the future, and maybe, this will be the last time I hug you."

I said it with a hard heart. It wasn't something that I could hide from the world, though I had to tell Qin Lan, who had never asked. It wasn't an engagement or a relationship, but Lin Yiran and I, destined for a future where we would definitely get married.

There is no if this time, this time is the end, there is no way I can escape because this is the future I have chosen, I can only be with Lin Yiran and what I say will come true, I can take care of my sister. I need Lin Yiran, I don't need anyone else, I just need, Lin Yiran.

Her hand tightened violently, she looked up at me fiercely and repeated, "You want to marry Lin Yiran?!"

"Yes, I told Lin Yiran, and Lin Yiran is coming back. I need Lin Yiran, you should know that... I'm going abroad next, I'm going to follow the route my uncle gave me, so I'm going to marry Lin Yiran, I need Lin Yiran after that, I don't have a choice, because, it's my decision."

"Didn't you say... you won't leave me?"

She grabbed my hand, fiercely, her nails on my hand, leaving deep engravings, her eyes looked into mine with horrified puzzlement and despair, I shook my head, sighed, and said, "I'm sorry, Qin Lan, I can't help it... If I have any other ideas, I It won't be like this. I know it's sorry to Lin Yiran and betrayed you, but I really can't help it..."

"You've got it made! You can do without Lin Yiran! You're destroying yourself and Lin Yiran because of your sister?! And me!" She looked at me and yelled, "You don't even understand! My sister wouldn't want to see you like this! Qin Feng, think about it! Your future is not someone else's but your own! Do you want your sister to feel guilty for the rest of her life? Do you want your sister to blame herself?! You're hurting your sister instead of taking care of her!"

"I can't help it!!!"

I looked at Qin Lan yelling, I looked at Qin Lan in my arms, two tears, hitting Qin Lan's face softly.

"I really...don't...have...a way..."

Chapter 247 about my burned out future (VII)

The touch of a teenage girl's lips.

The temperature of a young girl's face.

The young girl's arms wrapped hard around my neck.

The teenage girl's slightly moaning and blush-covered face right in front of me.

I held the girl's face in my hands, closed my eyes and tasted the girl's taste. Tasting the sweetness of the earth, the girl I once loved and still love. The young girl embraced me tightly, as if she wanted to melt me into her body as hard as she could, the young girl kissed me as hard as she could, the young girl was a poor kisser, not so much kissing me, but rather rampaging inside my mouth. This kind of domineering kissing strength is something only she can do, right?

It was different from everyone else, but it was the most intoxicating to me.

"So... it's good..."

I let go of Qin Lan, who looked at me with a blush on her face, wiped her lips, then took a deep breath and lunged at me again, biting my lip once more. I regretted not catching my breath during the rare break, choosing instead to speak most stupidly. She hugged me tightly, and we lay on the couch, holding each other.

The young girl's body temperature became very high, the embrace was already moistened with sweat, the aroma of the girl's freshly showered body spread even more furiously, as if the whole house took on the smell of young hormones with the fervor of love. With my chest on top of my chest and my legs wrapped around my waist like an octopus, I was completely at a disadvantage, being held in a tight rhythm by Qin Lan. Even though I'm very sensible, I'm still considered a young boy, and being kissed by a girl like that, I'd get a blackout in front of my eyes and also want to eat the girl in front of me in one bite.

"Hey... you..."

Pouncing again, it looked like Qin Lan simply didn't want to stop, and the only thing that could make her stop was the limits of her human body. No, something might really happen if this continues. I don't want it to happen, but this will happen sooner or later, Qin Lan has done it before because she didn't know what to do next, but now it looks like she'll do it! The inside of her eyes were already full of fervor and impatience, so could they still communicate.

"Qin Lan..."

"You shut up!"

I closed my eyes in despair as Qin Lan grumpily gagged me, and I simply let Qin Lan do it. No matter what, we won't have this kind of life from now on. This is the end of my story with Qin Lan, this is the end of my story with Qin Lan, even if it's a crazy, unbelievable ending.

"What's wrong with just letting me kiss...I lost...I lost so badly...what's wrong with letting me kiss a few times...obviously...obviously, I won...obviously, I won..."

She looked up, tears streaming down her face in succession, hitting me in the face as she brought her hand back and pressed it against my chest, gripping my chest shirt so tightly that she almost crumpled it whole. Her head was down, her black hair hanging down, imprisoning me and her face behind this black curtain, and behind her tear-filled eyes was the agony that tore her heart out.

Her body was trembling violently, she gripped me tightly, clenching her teeth so tightly that it almost distorted her whole face, she looked at me with a desperation and pain that was so full of despair behind those black eyes that it almost wrapped the whole.

"Qin Lan..."

I reached out my hand and gently touched Qin Lan's face, wiping away the tears on her face... Qin Lan released her right hand and gently held my hand, she choked and trembled and said, "Qin Feng... I... I've always... liked you ah... more than anyone else... I know all about you... I like you... more than anyone else... I can guarantee this... I like you more than anyone else... I was so mean to you before... I'm sorry... and I hurt you before... I'm sorry... but now, I just want to say... I like you... I really really really really really... like you so much..."

At the end of the day, Zin had lost all her strength and was left with a barely audible cry. She was sobbing on my chest, and large tears were flowing. I didn't know what I was supposed to say, but I recoiled, and held her tightly. Before I doubted what I was liking.

Was I liking the generosity and spontaneity of Lin Yiran, who was committed to me?

Am I in love with the delicate stupidity of Wu Mohi, but with the persistence of a young girl?

Am I in love with Song Yixin's easy and virtuous, almost perfect goddess?

Am I enjoying my sister's past of being there for me, taking care of me, loving me, protecting me? Whether my feelings for my sister are pure love or a mix of affection. Either way, I can't think about my sister anymore, I can take care of her, but I can't be, no, I can't be a husband all the time anymore.

I am neither. I am envious of the girls, I am dazzled by their brilliance. I am grateful for them, they embellished my life, they made my life less grey, they gorgeous, they changed everything for me, I helped them, but all the same, they were an indelible part of my life.

But what I really love, is the girl in my arms. From the beginning to the end, from childhood to now, all I've loved is her. Qin Lan is nothing but domineering and domineering, with a strong possessiveness and a temper that is impossible to eliminate. However, it is precisely because of this that I love the purest of her.

She shines in front of me with a light of her own, and I am moved by a young girl so pure and so confident to follow in her footsteps. No matter when, no matter how the world changes, no matter what happens to me, I will always have Qin Lan by my side.

She will never leave me, even if I do something, besides complaining, getting angry, and blaming cursing and scolding me, she will bear the burden with me. No matter what happens, she will never leave me, and that's what Qinyu is. She's what keeps me going until now, and I want to see her smile, that full of energy and hope.

I'm not omnipotent, but I can become omnipotent for this smile. I can't live without Qin Lan, I've felt life without her and always felt like something was missing. The reason I became like that was because during that time, Qin Lan wasn't around, and I could do anything with only Qin Lan by my side.

"Qin Lan... I also... like you..."

"How many girls have you said that to?"

She seemed to smile, her face rubbing against my chest, and said softly.

"Later, you'll have to say it to Lin Yiran."

She raised her head right after that, reached out and cupped my face, looked at me with a radiant light inside her black eyes that had been splashed with tears, looked at me like a starry sky, like a rainbow, like everything beautiful in this world, and said softly, "Qin Feng... please, say it again... whether it's true or not... please... say it again..."

"Well...I like you...Qin Lan...really, I do."

"Say it again..."

Her head gently moved closer to my face, her lips slowly moving closer to my lips again, and I looked at her as I watched her approaching closer and closer, her beautiful face, and said softly.

"I like you... Believe me, Qin Lan, I really, really like you... If I had a choice, I'd choose you... It's just..."

"You had your chance..."

"Yeah, so it's my fault...it's my fault that my life is all messed up, and if I said I chose you I wouldn't be here now. If I hadn't run away then, I wouldn't be here now." I closed my eyes and sighed, if I had gone to Qin Lan's place, I might have been able to change my sister back. And then I wouldn't have, and wouldn't have, faced the current scene.

I really like Qin Lan, more than anyone else, and if I had to choose someone to be with at this time, I would definitely choose Qin Lan. This is the girl I like, the girl I love, the girl I really want to be with, she has accompanied my past, and I want to live out my future with her. A person's life is very short, and having Qin Lan alone with me is good enough for me.