About my hopeless brother and sister

Lin Yiran looked a little embarrassed, she might be worried about me. I sighed and sat on a bench on one side and said, "It's nothing okay, I'm satisfied that my sister is conscious and able to live, there was a time when I was afraid that she would pass away, but now I'm a big relief."

Lin Yiran nodded, sat next to me, looked at the ward and whispered, "So much happened while I was away..."

"I'm sorry, Yatran."

I was beside her and interrupted her. Lin Yiran was stunned, then laughed and said, "What's wrong, why are you apologizing, dear. It doesn't matter, Qin Feng, I don't blame you dear if you're talking about what happened last time. As I said before, I don't want to tie Little Feng down with marriage, and if you feel like you don't want to marry me and walk away, I will only feel a little bit of pain oh... really... just a little bit... ...Well... But, Qin Feng, this time, since you took the initiative to talk about the engagement, I still hope, you can take responsibility ah."

Lin Yiran looked at me with a smile, then gently raised his left hand, and I saw that on the ring finger of his left hand, the engagement ring from before was reflecting a warm light as his master moved. I nodded at the smile on Lin Yiran's face. That's right, it was my own decision to marry Lin Yiran, and it had nothing to do with anyone else. I sent Qin Lan away, one night's dream could wake up, I had said I liked it enough with the woman I myself liked, it was enough, after that, me and Qin Lan, nothing would happen again.

I looked at the girl beside me and gently held her hand, Lin Yiran laughed softly, kicked his legs, raised his head, and said, "From now on, we'll take care of my sister together, I've prepared everything. If you're going outside, dear, I'll take care of my sister while she's still unable to move, and when she's almost ready to move, I'll arrange for her to get as much plastic surgery as possible to return to her previous appearance, even if she can't fully recover, so that she can go out. Then, she and I will just go find our dears and settle down outside or at home. Ah...it's so happy to think about it that way...hmm...I'll have to get a dog later! Hmmm...what would you like in a dog, dear..."

"My word...Shibby."

I answered, looking at the ward door.

"Then it's a Shiba Inu alright...although I prefer Samoyed...but let's get the dog that Honey likes so that Honey can take care of it!" Lin Yiran said with a smile, inside her eyes, filled with longing and happiness, for her, the happiness in the future, it might be like this.

"Sister's words don't worry, I heard that dear doesn't let anyone else take care of it, so let dear take care of it well. Darling doesn't have to do anything, as long as darling likes it, just stay at home all the time, as long as I'm here, darling doesn't have to worry about anything. I'll take care of everything!"

Chapter 249 about my burned out future (IX)

The rest of the day had no ups and downs.

The only difference was that Lin Yiran was by my side.

Lin Yiran was really diligent, she wore a ring and held various documents and ran up and down with a happy smile on her face. Maybe it was because Lin Yiran's outfit was more adult, so no one actually questioned Lin Yiran's status, she had been completely busy as a fiancée, no, I should say a wife. She accomplished everything in an orderly fashion, she stole everything from me and I was left to just gawk at her running up and down the stairs every day.

"It's okay it's okay honey you can just go home and get some rest, I'll take care of my sister don't worry." Whenever I offered to help, Lin Yiran smiled and refused me. She was busy going around, but she didn't look tired or bored at all on her face, instead she was always smiling happily.

So, I couldn't do anything but sit alone on the bench, calculating the next time I would be able to see my sister. It had been a month since I first saw my sister, and she had recovered somewhat, and although it was still very scary, she was already looking better, with scars forming in some of the more shallow wounds.

Like roots entrenched in a tree, they have left dense scars on my sister's body. These scars would stay with my sister for the rest of her life, only to fade, but never be removed. These are the marks left by the fire. I should be grateful that the fire only left something behind, not a life.

Today, it should be time for my sister to remove the bandages from her eyes. I sat in the doorway, Lyn still standing beside me, grabbing her chest a little nervously. She looked at me for a moment, then murmured, "Honey, is my sister...prepared this time..."

I clenched my fist, my sister hadn't told my sister about her ruined eye, just lied to her about her eye injury. I don't know if my icy-smart sister had guessed that it would be the hardest blow for her sister. Physical burns aren't even a big deal, but the fact that you can't see is the most painful thing a person can do.

From now on, no matter how beautiful the world in front of you is, how glorious the world in front of you is, you can't see anything. You can only hear other people's laughter but cannot see their happiness, and you can no longer even see your own lover's face, you can't see anything, just a darkness, in this darkness, only you, no one else, you only have memories of this world.

This darkness is the darkness after death. Those who cannot see with their eyes are the same as those who are already dead. The scenes seen are the scenes seen by the dead, leaving only the final darkness, the permanent darkness.

"No matter what, let my sister accept it." I stood up and said, "I'll be my sister's eyes from now on, and I'm sure she'll accept it. She's my sister, though."

Lin Yiran smiled, stood up, walked over to me, put his hand gently on my shoulder, and whispered in my ear, "Yeah, she's our sister after all. It's just eyes, but with our words, we can make my sister's future happy."

I looked at Lin Yiran, and for some reason, I felt the ring on her left hand so piercing that it made me avert my eyes. I averted my gaze and looked at the ward in front of me. The door of the room opened, the doctor peeked out from inside, looked at the two of us, then nodded and said: "You must stabilize the patient's emotions, ah, many people will go crazy if they untie the bandages and find that they can not see anything. Be sure to stabilize her, the patient's wounds are still very fragile, but the patient is able to speak and should be able to communicate, so be sure to talk to her."

I nodded, took a deep breath, and said, "No problem, leave it to me."

"Then you guys come in."

I walked into the hospital room, which reeked of disinfectant and decay. There were already two nurses waiting by my sister's bed, and Lin Yiran and I gently walked over to her side. Compared to before, my sister was already able to sit up, and the grooves across her body with the color of blood and medicine stung my eyes.

Perhaps hearing footsteps, my sister gently turned her head in the direction we were coming from and gently asked, "Is it brother? Hey... are there two of them?"

Lin Yiran snapped and said, "It's me, Sister, Lin Yiran."

My sister's lips trembled a little and gave a smile, saying, "Well, Yiran, thank you for visiting me. However, my appearance may have scared you."

"No sister, this scar is also part of my sister's body, how could I hate something on my sister's body."

Lin Yiran said with a smile as he walked up to my sister and looked at her.

Sister laughed and then looked the other way, since I didn't say anything, Sister looked confused and didn't know where I was, so she turned the wrong way and said, "Where is my brother, where is my brother?"

"I'm here, sister."

I walked over to my sister and gently took her pinhole-filled hand, she stared at me, then smiled and said, "Ah, brother, you've come to see me again, you can take the bandage off my eye today, right?"

"Yes, you can remove the bandages today..."

I swallowed and struggled to see the bandage over my sister's eye, it was only a few layers, but for my sister it was the boundary between two worlds. It was also the boundary between her past and future, and after this layer of gauze came off, my sister would have to face a new world, a new world without vision.

Lin Yiran lightly patted my shoulder, my sister looked at me, well... should no longer be looking at me, just at me here, seems to feel something wrong, smiled and said: "Brother, it feels like there is something you can't say ah. Forget it, even I would understand something."

She paused, looked at me, and asked with ease, "Brother, tell me the truth, am I, I can't see anything anymore."

I looked at my sister, at the people around me, and they were all looking at her, too, and they looked nervous. My sister held my hand, smiled, and said, "There's no need to be so nervous, brother, this has happened, and there's nothing I can't accept. For me, half of my body has already been taken away, and it's only the loss of one more pair of eyes. I can survive, I'm already satisfied, and I can still feel my brother, I can still be held by my brother's hand, I can still hear my brother, I'm already, I'm satisfied. Really, very satisfied."

I look at my sister, does she still cry? I suppose I still will, but for now, instead of tears, my sister says to me, with ease and cheerfulness.

I held my sister's hand tightly and said with difficulty, "Yes, sister, both your eyes are burned... Actually, the effect of removing the bandages is the same, sister, after that, you won't be able to see anything, but don't worry, I will always take care of you, and I will, after that, be your eyes. "

My sister nodded and said with a smile, "Then, I'll have to rely on my younger brother to tell me about the beauty of this world and the world I'll encounter in the future. In the future, it's better to let my brother take care of ah... I really, can't leave my brother."

I let go, and the nurse went to my sister's side, unwrapping her gauze, a circle of gauze slipped off, and the scar on the left side of my sister's face came out hideously, looking at me with open teeth and claws, and inside her burned left eye, was an artificial eyeball. The light that took on a distinctly artificial sheen, or rather, a light that I only noticed because I was particularly going to care, made it a little hard for me.

The right eye, on the other hand, was completely dull. My sister's right eye was moving, and she might have been expecting to see some of it, but she couldn't see anything with that moving right eye. Nothing would be reflected out of that dull eye, the light would only struggle futilely in it, all of which the river would never convey to the sister's brain.

My sister's right eye, stayed with me, but I knew she couldn't see me. My sister was silent, I was a little scared, my sister just said she could accept it, and now, this is really happening to her, can she accept it or not, will she be in pain now?

"Can you come closer to me, brother?"

My sister held out her hand to me and said. I bent down and gently took my sister's hand, but she broke away, tentatively, and touched my face. The familiar warmth and touch, gently moving over my face, she was slow and careful, as if she wanted every nerve in every finger to remember the look of my face, and my sister looked up with a happy smile and gently stroked my face, earnest and patient.

Little by little, little by little, from bottom to top, from left to right, carefully, earnestly caressing, my sister's slender fingers, the unburned, still with the original delicate skin of the hand, little by little, caressing me. I closed my eyes and took her hand.

"That's the first time I've... touched my brother's face so seriously..."

My sister smiled and said softly.

"My brother's face is so kind and warm, and although I can't see it, I can imagine and recall my brother's face. From now on, I can't see how my brother has changed, so I'll have to rely on my sense of touch." My sister gently withdrew her hand, looking at her palm with hollow eyes, smiling, "Brother is really a boy hey, the skeleton is really big, unlike me, brother's chin, also with stubble spines hey, brother's eyes seem to be the same as mine ah, brother's nose is very handsome, brother's mouth is very thin. Brother, really handsome boy."

"No...sister...I..."

"My brother's hands are so big and warm too. Why did I realize now that my brother has grown up? The hand I once held in my hand is now able to hold my hand tight."

My sister looked up, looked at me, reached out again, touched my shoulder, and said, "My brother is tall enough, my brother is really, grown up. I'm touched and satisfied. It's so good that my younger brother won't need me to protect him from now on, otherwise I wouldn't be able to protect him now... It's good that my younger brother has grown up."

"Sister...sister...you're the best sister in the world...really...you're the best sister..."

"That's nice...I did what my sister was supposed to do..."

My sister looked at me with a smile and gently touched my cheek, where her fingertips had touched, I felt a fizzing coldness, did I cry? Or, simply weeping?

"Are you crying, brother? Don't cry, my sister won't be able to take care of you anymore, you'll have to live on your own, but my sister is satisfied, even though the fire destroyed me, the fire gave me enough time to raise you up, and now, even without me, my brother will be able to live on."

"Sister...I will take care of you...I will take care of you as I have in the past...I will always be there for you, always Won't leave... Sister, leave your future to me... I won't leave and I won't get tired of it... I'll always be there for you, take care of you, be your eyes."