About my hopeless brother and sister

I laughed bitterly, how could I possibly go back, it was already impossible for me to go back. Song Yixin this is just as much about dying on the impossible as it is about keeping the festival.

"Next time, I'll just go see her."

I said, looking at the elevator door.

"Well..."

Wu Moxi nodded, and then we fell silent. The elevator was coming and going, and Wu Moxie was beside me, never speaking again.

"Actually, Qin Feng, I also hope that you can come back. If it's possible..."

Wu Moxie looked at me, at the last floor, and suddenly spoke.

I froze, looked at the open elevator door, and said.

"There's no way I'm going back, no way...I'm, like, all alone from now on..."

Chapter 252: Everything About Me Being Hopelessly In Love (I)

After having a simple meal with Wu Mo Xi, I sent her home. Wu Moxi had been very quiet and barely looked at me. I don't know what kind of mood she's in right now. However, I didn't know what I should say, so I gently took her hand and walked the whole way.

And finished, the last of our way.

It was already evening when we returned to the hospital, and I pushed open the door to the hospital room. Lin Yiran was sitting on the bed, talking to my sister. My sister is already awake ah, I walked over, my sister who heard footsteps turned her head, smiled and said, "Brother is back ah, that's a bit wrong, leaving your fiancée to go out for dinner with another girl or something, brother, I don't remember raising you to be this kind of child who plays with women's hearts ah."

"Not really...just going out to dinner between friends."

I said as I walked over to my sister and sat down.

Sister smiled, looked at Lin Yiran's side and said, "Still, you should care about your fiancée well, brother you also need to take responsibility now, after all, you are the one who wants to marry Lin Yiran. I don't need to care too much on my side, even if you're not here, I can still live on well."

"Impossible!"

My sudden low growl seemed to scare both of them, Lin Yiran was on the bed, looking at me with some trepidation, I looked at my sister and bit my tongue, "No way! You can't leave me at all, sister, do you see the consequences of your leaving me? It's happened to you before, and there's no way you can have an accident now! No one can protect you like I can, no one! I'm the only one who can take care of you! Only me!"

My sister looked at my side, her expression was calm, her lips still had a smile on them, but her eyes looked like they were a little sad, and a little sympathetic. Was this for me, or was it something she had said to Lin Yiran before? I looked at Lin Yiran, but Lin Yiran's expression didn't change particularly much, and I was a bit stupid for trying to read Lin Yiran's thoughts.

My sister sighed all softly and said, "Brother, then what if Lin Yiran is the one to take care of me?"

I was startled and dumbfounded, staring at the two of them, Lin Yiran didn't look up, but looked at my sister with a calm expression, while my sister looked at me with that smile and continued, "Lin Yiran will be your wife from now on, which means I'm my sister-in-law, and I'm her sister, and you said you can't let anyone else take care of me, brother, so what about Lin Yiran? "

"It's not the same... "I had nothing to say, I couldn't say right, I couldn't say wrong, I couldn't even say anything when faced with this question that only had two answers, I actually had nothing to say, I wanted to say no in that moment, I couldn't let anyone go near my sister again, not even Lin Yiran, but I couldn't say it in front of Lin Yiran.

"No, it's the same thing."

My sister looked at me and said, "Brother, this idea that you call wanting to take care of me alone, you can't let anyone else take care of me. You don't trust anyone at all, right, including the experts in nursing that you hate so much when it's Yiran who brings in those experts. You're simply wrong, brother."

Lin Yiran sighed, stood up, and looked at me, and only then did I notice that Lin Yiran had tears in the corners of her eyes. She looked at me and gently touched her sister's hand and said, "Honey, I have a question for you, if it's convenient, can we come out and talk?"

I nodded and looked at my sister, who looked at Lin Yiran and said, "It's hard for you, Yiran."

"No, I'm fine."

Lin Yiran let go of my hand, looked at my sister and smiled in response. I didn't know what Lin Yiran's routine was like for a while, but I'd never seen Lin Yiran's face so tired. Was Lin Yiran feeling tired? From the moment she exited the elevator, I sensed that the excitement of happiness was gone from Lin Yiran.

I followed Lin Yiran outside the hospital room and closed the door, Lin Yiran leaned against the wall, sighed heavily and looked at me, her lips moving as if she was deliberating over words. I looked at her, I didn't know what Lin Yiran wanted to say and ask, but I just wanted her to understand the fact that I would definitely marry her.

"Darling...that today, I went out."

She looked at me and finally managed to speak. I nodded my head, indicating that I understood that you went out once today. Was it something that happened while you were out? Tell me about it, I'll help you as much as I can, but I'm even more helpless if Lin Yiran can't even handle it, right?

"I went out and met with Qin Lan."

She looked at me and spoke that name through clenched teeth. I frowned and looked at her, Seeing Qin Lan? Did Qin Lan say anything to you? Although I didn't mean to prevent the two of them from meeting, it's just that it won't end well after they do. I don't know what Qin Lan said, but I'm sure it's understandable for Lin Yiran to see Qin Lan like this now.

When I think of Qin Lan, I think of that night when I hugged Qin Lan. That night was beautiful and blissful, but the day after that night was a future with no end in sight.

If Qin Lan said it, then I had no choice but to admit it. I don't know what Lin Yiran will do to me, but this has already happened, Lin Yiran can't do anything to me, it's not like the cartoon will suddenly pull out a knife and give me four knives or something...not to mention I haven't boiled the water yet.

Lin Yiran looked at me, smiled, and said, "You don't have to be too scared, my dear... I wasn't trying to say anything about what happened between you and Qin Lan... I'm not happy about it either, but what I'm most worried about isn't this, but rather. The thing that my sister said."

"What was it?"

I looked at Lin Yiran and asked.

Lin Yiran laughed bitterly and said, "Honey, are you still going to hide it from me? Or do you really not realize that I'd be happy if it was the latter, but I'm sure you already knew what you were thinking when you called me."

"What are you talking about?" I looked at Lin Yiran and really didn't know what she was trying to ask. Or maybe I had a clue, but I didn't want to admit it.

Lin Yiran walked up to me, she looked me in the eyes and reached out to hold my face so that I couldn't look away, I could only look at her, she looked at me, her blue eyes staring at me dead in the eyes and asked, "So, Qin Feng, tell me, tell me seriously, what was the reason why you called me back?"

I looked at her and replied, "Wanting to be with you."

I didn't lie to her about that, if I didn't want to be with her then there was no need for me to bring Lin Yiran back, I called Lin Yiran with the idea of being with her. I wasn't lying about that, and Lin Yiran should be able to know that too.

She looked into my eyes, smiled bitterly, and said, "Qin Feng, you didn't lie...but it's because you didn't lie on this issue that I'm in such pain. Darling, do you really want to be with me? To be together forever, to marry, to have children, to grow old all the time, and never to desert me?"

"Yes." I nodded, Lin Yiran was a bit strange, shouldn't this be someone else asking us, why did it suddenly become Lin Yiran asking me. I will definitely stay with Lin Yiran since I chose him, and do my role as my husband, father, maybe what happened between me and Qin Lan at that time, but I will definitely not betray Lin Yiran because of this, that's for sure. It would be a bit silly if Lin Yiran was worried about that, I don't think Lin Yiran would simply be worried about whether or not I would cheat on him in the future.

"Qin Feng..."

Lin Yiran lowered her head and rubbed against my chest, her lips revealed a smile, then, she raised her head, looked at me, and said, "Then, Qin Feng, you answer my other question."

I nodded and said, "Go ahead."

"Why do you... want to be with me?"

Lin Yiran looks at me and asks the most crucial question. It was the simplest and most profound question that Lin Yiran could have asked, but it was the question I feared the most. Lin Yiran had this kind of question after his meeting with Qin Lan, what did Qin Lan say to Lin Yiran!

"Why do you... why do you ask that question."

I looked at Lin Yiran and asked.

"It just came out of nowhere, we're about to get engaged and get married after that, is it weird that I'm asking this question? We're going to be husband and wife soon, will we have anything to hide from each other?"

Lin Yiran looked at me, with urgency and nervousness in her eyes, she grabbed my chest and looked at me, her eyes were extremely close to me, so I couldn't move my eyes, she looked at me, grabbed my clothes, and said, "Qin Feng, answer me, don't change the subject, for me, I really want, to know the answer."

I looked at Lin Yiran, how should I answer, because I like you? Because I miss you? Because I want to be with you? These excuses would still work if I didn't run away at the time, but because I escaped last time, making these interfaces unusable. If I really wanted to be with Lin Yiran, then why did I run away? There was no way I could lie, no way I could cheat or hide from her.

But could I just tell the truth? I'm only with you because of my sister, I'm only with you because I need someone to help me, my feelings for you haven't changed at all, I don't have any love for you to speak of, my love was sent home by me the next day after grabbing me by the collar and kissing me before!

Can I say that? Can I say that to Lin Yiran? Can I say this to Lin Yiran who has always been there to help me with a happy smile? I'm going to tell her you're just a tool for me because I need you so I'm going to marry you? Because that's why you're willing to be around me?

I can't refuse Lin Yiran because I need Lin Yiran, but what Lin Yiran needs is a person who truly loves her but I'm not that. I can only be by Lin Yiran's side so that she can see me every day I can be by her side, although I do not love her, but she can live with the person she loves, I can only give her this.

I have nothing to say, I just stared at her eyes, my lips moving, not knowing what I should say. Lin Yiran looked at me and I saw that her confidence and courage were being eaten away by despair and pain with time, it wasn't an infinite amount of time to choose a question, but I couldn't give an answer.

"I know..."