About my hopeless brother and sister

Lin Yiran, released her hand, she took two steps back, leaned against the wall, barely stood straight and looked at me, laughed bitterly, and said, "I wasn't thinking wrong, I also understand that Qin Feng never loved me at all, if Qin Feng loved me, then he would have gone on with me before. In just less than a month, how did Qin Feng fall in love with me like that. I'm just deceiving myself, Qin Lan and sister are right, I'm just a substitute tool for Qin Feng."

"I'm not! I didn't think so!"

"Pop!!!"

I was just about to walk over when Lin Yiran slammed his hand. I should have said that the power of a slap after a girl gets angry is definitely not to be underestimated, unless this girl doesn't want to hit you, otherwise, this slap can definitely make you temporarily blind plus tinnitus, and all at once can make you lose all sense of direction. That's how I feel right now, Lin Yiran this is really full of malice and fire, the slap I gave.

"What do you take me for! Qin Feng! Do you think I'm the woman who has to be with you? Do you think I'm the witch who's going to steal you no matter what method I use?!"

Lin Yiran looked at me yelling as she stood up from the ground, her blue eyes rippling with the fury of the ocean as she looked at me and growled, "Am I just a doll in your heart? If I don't have fuel, I won't move?! I can live without you! I don't have to marry you! As much as I love you and I love you, I don't want to take advantage of anyone because of my sister! How many times have I said that I want to marry you who says he likes me! And that's not it! Do you think I'm only going to take care of my sister and help her and you if I marry you?! Just give me a call, just say you need help, no matter how far away, no matter where, and I'll be back! I don't need you to force yourself to marry me! Because I love you!!!"

"Yatran... I..."

"Enough!!!"

Lin Yiran yelled at me and interrupted me, I felt like the nurses were going to run out later to reprimand us. Lin Yiran looked at me and big tears rolled out, "Enough Qin Feng! I don't want your charity love! I want you to want to be with me before you marry me, I, Lin Yiran, promise you that whether you choose me or not, I'll be there to help you and help my sister, and I won't cancel anything I promised before, but I want to know if you love me or not. If you really want to be with me, then come to the school gate at five o'clock tomorrow night and I'll be waiting for you there!"

Lin Yiran said, rolled his eyes, turned around and ran away, not even using the elevator, and ran down the stairs. I stood there dumbfounded, watching the direction Lin Yiran left.

Me, I was wrong again....

I did, indeed, not love Lin Yiran that much.

But, but, I need Lin Yiran. I think that's the best way to give her back. But what Lin Yiran needed didn't seem to be me, but my love.

"Duh..."

I picked up my cell phone, which for some reason didn't usually give me any good news.

"Come to the artificial lake in the park tomorrow at five, I have something to tell you."

Text message, sender, Qin Lan.

Chapter 253 About Everything I'm Hopelessly In Love With (II)

"Brother, I've always felt like you had something on your mind since earlier."

I put the phone down and looked at my sister with a guilty conscience, she must be blind, but then how would she know that something was bothering me? I looked at my sister and she smiled as if she understood what I was thinking and said, "Brother, have you forgotten that you are reading to me now? You've paused in the middle four or five times."

I sighed and stroked my head helplessly, flipping through the pages of a book that I don't know how long ago I finished reading, there was a sound of knowing behind me, one of my sister's hands gently touched the back, her slender index finger sliding all the way down my back, my sister couldn't move now, if she was the original sister, she would have hugged me from behind at this time.

"Brother, you're not even talking to your sister about what's on your mind right now."

Sister is behind me, sighed, and said in a grieving voice, "Really worthy of being a younger brother, having a wife and forgetting your own sister, before everything said, even the legacy..."

"Don't you dare say the next word and I'll forget about the fact that you're a patient."

"Okay, okay, but if you have anything to say, come and talk to your sister, although I'm like this, but out of ideas I can still. I'm still your sister no matter what, come talk to your sister if you have anything to say."

My sister was drawing circles on my back, although she said that she was going to share something for me, but in reality I think she just wanted to relieve her boredom. I sighed, this matter how to say sister can't help me, sister can come up with ideas to trap me to make up with Qin Lan, but she can't tell me what I should do, moreover, sister must be very disgusted with me because of her and Lin Yiran together, if I told her because of this reason, first not to say the idea, the first step must be to scold me.

Then shrug it off.

"Anyway it's my own business... Sis wouldn't be much help even if you knew about it, really."

I tried to stall, although I didn't know what Lin Yiran and my sister had said, but I had a feeling that my sister had figured it out... my sister had ruined her looks, but her IQ hadn't dropped in the slightest ah! Lin Yiran must have spoken to my sister when he suddenly told me these things.

I got up and walked over to the window, staring out at the neon lights. History is always amazingly similar, and this time things are exactly the same as last time, two people, which side I have to choose. The only difference was that I really had to choose one of them this time, there was no Wu Mo Xi this time, and I had my sister to consider. Rather than me going to choose this time, it's more of a game between me and myself.

I can't escape this time, I have to choose, Qin Lan, or Lin Yiran. Lin Yiran has said that she won't let this matter go, but Lin Yiran escaped last time, and this time I'm not sure that she'll actually be able to stay. Also, I can't say anything if she doesn't stay, but if I choose Qin Lan, then I might lose Lin Yiran forever. In that case, I'd have to give my sister to my uncle.

And if I choose Lin Yiran, what about Qin Lan's side, I said I loved her, I said I wanted to be with her, and I did that kind of thing with her. Qin Lan also loves me, this side should be my love, this side should be the life I want to have in the future, I can love someone who loves me, this is the greatest happiness in this world.

But I don't dare, and I can't, just because of myself, leave my sister alone. This is the only sister I have, this is the one I love dearly, this is my last family, my sister is not the sister I used to be, my sister must need someone to take care of her, and that someone has to be me. I have to choose, I have to choose someone, Qin Lan, or Lin Yiran.

Or rather, this choice, is it my happiness or my sister's future. Is it my future that will be perfect like a fairy tale, or is it giving my sister a future that is as complete as possible?

I looked at the neon outside, this question should be a no brainer for me, this question has only one answer for me, just like I had been doing for some time before, I have to live for my sister's sake, my future has been burned to the ground by a fire long ago. That's why I rejected Qin Lan, that's why I called back Lin Yiran, that's why I'm accompanying my sister now.

However, Lin Yiran already knows what I'm thinking, and if I don't think about whether I really love Lin Yiran or let myself really love Lin Yiran, Lin Yiran won't accept it. What's more, my sister should have known by now that she was my sister, and I'm sure she wouldn't let me continue to do that.

The story I was hiding was originally perfect, and I was able to give a perfect ending, as long as everyone didn't know, then it was a perfect story. There are times when ignorance is a blessing, and the story should have gone perfectly if this stall hadn't happened.

"Brother, actually, even if you don't say it, I almost understand it. What do you want me to say, brother, well... you've done something completely wrong this time, though."

Behind me, my sister should have been lying on her back, looking at the ceiling, she said. I didn't move, still looking out, and said, "Was I wrong? Sister, have I done all this wrong? Maybe I'm stupid, but I can only think of such a way to make everyone happy."

"Make everyone...happy?"

My sister chewed on that, laughed, and said, "Brother, that thought just doesn't match up with your actions, you want everyone to be happy don't you? It's a good idea, but what you're doing isn't going to make everyone happy at all."

"It will!!!"

I turned back, looked at my sister, and said, "Yes, everyone will be happy, Lin Yiran likes me, and Lin Yiran will be happy if I'm with her. I rejected Qin Lan, Qin Lan doesn't have to be bothered with what I have, she will have her own happiness, and I will be able to keep taking care of my sister, and she and I will be happy! It makes everyone happy!"

"Did you ask me?!"

My sister suddenly shouted, her vocal cords had just recently recovered and the sound made her cough violently, I ran over and held my sister to hand over the water, she waved her hand so violently that the glass flew out of her mouth and fell to the ground, shattering. I took two steps back and looked at my sister in fear. I was afraid of my sister's anger, I was afraid of her being angry, especially if she was mad at me, even though I was now taller and stronger than my sister, I was still afraid.

"Sister..."

"Did you...did you ask me...about the so-called happiness and all that..."

My sister gasped violently, she opened her eyes, her horrifying fake eyes staring at me, her other sightless eye still flowing with the flames of fury, I had never seen my sister so angry, she looked over at me and hissed over her own throat, "You're being selfish! You're being selfish, you know that, brother! I...I...I'm your sister...I'm your sister...you're my brother.... ...my...my only brother..."

She looked at my side, she didn't see which side I was on, but still, she looked at me, dead, her hoarse vocal cords like a cuckoo crying blood, her eyes, a few tears slowly flowing down, like blood sticky and sad. She was angry, angry, because the stupid decision made by her stupid brother made her angry, made her feel bad....

"I'm...I'm a hopelessly sibling-controlled ah...that's right...I'm a hopelessly sibling-controlled sister ...I love my younger brother, I love my younger brother deeply, both as a sister and as a girl. So ah...brother your happiness...is my happiness...only brother you happy...only There is my happiness ah...brother...what you call happiness, there is no happiness for you ah...what you are doing, you are not getting happiness for yourself ah.... ...If my brother can't be happy, then how can I, my younger sister, be happy? If I'm the reason my brother can't be happy, then I might as well die."

I didn't turn on the light, and the broken glass glinted sporadically on the floor in the moonlight, my sister's face, glittering and dense with dots of stars. She cried at me, at her one and only beloved brother, and held out her hands. Helpless as a child, it was heartbreaking.

I stepped over the remains of the broken glass, gently, and hugged my sister. I knelt beside the bed, wanting to push but afraid of hurting my sister, and I embraced as carefully as I could but with all my might, holding this sister I loved so much. She is the only sister I have ever known, the direction I longed for, the harbor I felt helpless in, and the one I could not let go of for the rest of my life. We are brother and sister, we are unbreakable blood and bone marrow, fate let us early taste of suffering, but gave us the most precious each other.

What I should have known long ago, what I should have known at the very beginning, at the very beginning, at the very beginning, my sister, she's an incorrigible sibling control ah, my whole life is about my incorrigible sibling control sister, my whole past present and future revolves around this perverted sibling control ah!

But who am I to talk about my sister? Myself, I'm an incorrigible Sister Control ah.

"Sister...I know...I know all about it... ...you pervert...rascal...perverted sibling control who sexually harasses me all day long..." my sister hugged my head I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I think I'm going to be able to do it. All the beautiful things in this world together, not as splendid as a sister's smile. Rather than my world being gorgeous by my sister's smile, my sister's smile is my entire world.

"But...but...I'm also a...hopelessly Sister-controlled ah...", I hugged my sister and choked out, "I want my sister to be happy ah...I want my sister to have a perfect future ah...it was possible...I thought it was possible...but my sister became like this...my sister can't live without me...my sister is like this...it's really...too painful for me ah...I don't want...I don't want...to make my sister miserable again..."

"Brother...as long as you were there, I never felt that I was unlucky...At first, I was afraid that I would never see you again...Now, though I I can't see you, but I can touch you, I can feel your warmth, I can breathe the familiar smell, I'm already very happy... Brother, to my sister, the happiest thing in the world is nothing less than seeing my brother happy, as long as my brother is happy.... ...Sister will be satisfied, the happiness of my brother is the greatest happiness of my sister. However not the flip side, brother... if you want to give me a perfect future, then... please, be good, for yourself, make yourself, happy.... "

My happiness? My happiness is just to be around my sister. As long as I can hold my sister like this, as long as I can see my sister and touch my sister, I don't care what my sister is like, my sister is just as warm now, I will do my best to take care of my sister, as long as I take care of my sister, I can be happy.

My sister's happiness is that I am able to be happy, and my happiness is that my sister is able to be happy. It's a dead end, if we go on like this, neither of us can be happy. But we still want to make each other happy, my sister gently embraces me and I gently embrace my sister, we both know how we feel about each other, but neither of us can budge on this issue.

Because, we both love each other deeply.