Accidentally Pregnant With The Billionaire Heir

Chapter 205 - 204 I Don’t Remember

Sponsored

( EMILY )

Shame is a highly effective alarm clock.

My eyes snap open. I stare blindly at the intricate silver patterns woven into the wallpaper of the master suite. My breathing is a harsh, rapid sequence of gasps. A cold layer of sweat coats my forehead, sticking the stray strands of my dark hair to my skin. I sit up on the narrow velvet sofa, clutching the scratchy wool blanket against my chest.

The nightmare clings to the edges of my waking mind. The images are vivid and entirely humiliating. I dreamed Alistair pinned me to this very sofa, tearing away my thick fleece clothing, forcing his heavy weight over my paralyzed limbs.

The dream was a direct, twisted continuation of the horrific reality from a few hours ago.

I press the heels of my hands against my burning eyes. I attempt to force the images out of my brain, but the memory of his mouth trailing down my neck remains painfully sharp. My body responded to his aggressive, drunken kiss. A treacherous physical heat blossomed in my core before the blinding panic finally allowed me to kick him away. The realization that my biological instincts betrayed my logical mind is a bitter, jagged pill to swallow. I am completely embarrassed by my own weakness.

The heavy, dark shadows of the room begin to fade. The pale gray light of early morning creeps through the gaps in the thick silk curtains.

A loud, painful groan breaks the absolute silence of the room.

I freeze. My hands drop to my lap. My spine goes perfectly rigid against the back of the velvet sofa.

Across the sprawling master suite, the mountain of white bedding begins to shift.

Alistair pushes the thick duvet off his broad shoulders. He rolls onto his back, dragging a large hand roughly across his face. He looks completely disoriented. He groans again, a harsh, grating sound born of pure physical agony. He presses the heels of his palms against his temples, clearly fighting a massive, blinding headache.

I hold my breath. I prepare myself for the inevitable confrontation. I prepare to defend myself. I wait for him to remember the assault, the locked bathroom door, and the violent kick that sent him tumbling across the mattress.

Alistair slowly sits up. He rubs the back of his neck, wincing as the bright morning light hits his eyes. He scans the room, his gaze sweeping over the heavy oak furniture and the marble fireplace.

His dark eyes finally land on me.

I grip the wool blanket tighter. I keep my expression locked down, offering him absolutely zero information. I wait for the apology or the accusation.

"Emily," Alistair says. His voice is incredibly hoarse. It sounds like crushed gravel. He squints at me, his brow furrowing in deep confusion. "Why exactly are you sleeping on the sofa?"

I stare at him. I process the question, turning the words over in my mind with clinical precision.

He is not angry. He is not defensive. He is completely, genuinely confused.

The intoxicating volume of vintage red wine he consumed at Bordeaux 101 successfully wiped his short-term memory. The blackout is absolute. He does not remember stumbling into the suite. He does not remember grabbing my wrists or forcing that devastating kiss upon my mouth. He has absolutely no memory of the altercation whatsoever.

A massive, staggering wave of relief washes over me. The suffocating tension in my chest dissolves instantly. I do not have to navigate the humiliating aftermath of the assault. I do not have to explain my own treacherous physical reaction. I can simply rewrite the narrative.

I construct my defense instantly.

"You returned to the estate in a state of severe intoxication," I state, keeping my voice perfectly calm and devoid of any emotional fluctuation. "Jackson practically carried you into this room. You were completely incoherent."

Alistair winces, pressing two fingers against the bridge of his nose. He closes his eyes, clearly attempting to piece together the fragmented remnants of his evening.

"I remember Warren," Alistair mutters, speaking more to himself than to me. "I remember the private dining suite. We were drinking."

"You were drinking," I correct him flatly. "And you completely lost your ability to function. Jackson hauled you onto that mattress. You were thrashing wildly. You were entirely unpredictable. I chose to sleep on the sofa to avoid your violent movements. I value an undisturbed night of rest."

Alistair opens his eyes. He looks at the king-sized bed, processing the logic of my explanation. It makes perfect, clinical sense. He knows he possesses a dangerous temper, and he knows he consumed a lethal amount of alcohol. Sleeping on the couch is a highly practical maneuver for a woman determined to avoid a belligerent drunk.

He accepts the lie without a single second of hesitation.

He shifts his weight on the mattress, swinging his long legs over the side of the bed. He looks down at his own body.

He freezes.

The confusion returns, replacing the pain of his hangover with sharp suspicion. He is currently wearing nothing but his dark boxer briefs. His tailored charcoal suit jacket, his silk tie, his white dress shirt, and his expensive wool trousers are completely gone.

I maintain my neutral expression, refusing to break eye contact. After I locked myself in the bathroom last night, I eventually emerged and stripped the remaining heavy clothing from his unconscious body to prevent him from overheating. I bundled the entire ruined outfit and shoved it deep into the bottom of my leather suitcase.

"Where are my clothes?" Alistair demands, his tone sharpening with familiar, demanding authority.

"Jackson undressed you," I lie, delivering the falsehood with flawless conviction. "You were sweating profusely. Your core temperature was entirely too high for heavy wool. Jackson removed your suit before he left the room to ensure you did not suffer from heat exhaustion in your sleep."

Alistair frowns. He clearly does not like the idea of his personal assistant stripping him down like a helpless patient, but the medical logic is entirely sound. He rubs a hand over his bare chest, letting out a long, weary breath.

"Fine," Alistair says, pushing himself off the mattress.

He stands up. His balance is steady. The heavy, uncoordinated clumsiness from the previous night is gone, leaving only the sharp edge of a brutal headache. He turns his back to me and walks directly toward the master bathroom.

The heavy oak door clicks shut behind him.

I drop my head into my hands, exhaling a massive, shaky breath. The crisis is officially averted. He remembers nothing. The embarrassing, terrifying incident is completely erased from the timeline. I am safe from his questions, and I am safe from my own shame.

The sound of running water echoes from the bathroom a few minutes later.

I push the wool blanket aside and stand up. My joints pop in protest. The velvet sofa is incredibly firm, and my spine aches from the awkward sleeping position. I walk over to my large wooden dresser, pulling out a fresh set of clothes for the day. I select a sharp, tailored black skirt and a crisp, pale blue button-down blouse. I need to project absolute professional competence today. I need to focus entirely on the bubble tea shop renovation and my upcoming medical courses.

"Emily."

The deep, resonant voice cuts clearly through the heavy wooden door of the bathroom, carrying over the sound of the running shower.

I stop in the center of the room, clutching my clean clothes against my chest.

"Yes?" I call back, keeping my tone carefully neutral.

"Wait for me to finish getting dressed," Alistair commands. The authority in his voice leaves absolutely no room for negotiation. "We are going downstairs together."

I stare at the closed bathroom door. Total confusion replaces my previous relief.

Why does he want me to escort him down the stairs? We established a brutal, silent cold war over the past three days. He leaves the bedroom before I even wake up. He returns only after I barricade myself with foam earplugs and silk eye masks. We actively avoid crossing paths in the hallways.

Now, he wants to present a united front for the morning descent.

I process the tactical angles. Perhaps the matriarch, Celia Wolfe, demanded a display of marital harmony. Perhaps he needs to prove to the estate staff that our relationship is perfectly stable. Whatever his motivation, arguing with a hungover CEO is a massive waste of my limited energy.

"I will be ready in ten minutes," I reply clearly.

I walk into the adjacent dressing room. I change into my tailored skirt and pale blue blouse. I apply a very light, natural layer of makeup, strictly to hide the shadows of exhaustion under my eyes. I pull my dark hair back into a sleek, functional ponytail, securing it tightly at the nape of my neck. I look at my reflection in the mirror. The angry red mark on my neck is very faint, easily hidden by the stiff collar of my blouse. The swelling in my lips has completely subsided.

I look perfectly normal. I look like a woman entirely in control of her own destiny.

I step back into the main bedroom just as the bathroom door opens.

Alistair walks out. He wears a fresh, perfectly tailored navy blue suit. A crisp white dress shirt sits flawlessly against his broad chest. His dark hair is styled with precise, immaculate discipline, combed neatly away from his forehead.

I look at his face.

The transformation is absolutely staggering.

Just yesterday, he looked like a walking corpse. He carried a heavy, toxic cloud of gloom and exhaustion. His cheekbones looked sharp and skeletal. He radiated a dangerous, volatile menace that terrified his corporate executives and filled this room with suffocating tension.

Today, the dark, bruising circles under his eyes are noticeably lighter. The sharp, haggard edge of his jawline looks relaxed. He still carries the faint, tight strain of a hangover, but the profound, bone-deep exhaustion is completely gone. He looks energized. He looks incredibly sharp, focused, and alive.

The alcohol forced him into a state of deep, uninterrupted sleep. The massive dose of vintage red wine successfully bypassed his chronic insomnia, giving his overactive brain the rest it desperately required.

Alistair walks over to his mahogany nightstand. He picks up his expensive silver wristwatch, strapping the heavy metal band around his left wrist. He checks the time, his movements smooth and perfectly coordinated.

He looks up, catching my observant gaze.

"Are you prepared?" Alistair asks.

"I am ready," I answer, grabbing my leather purse from the nearby armchair.

Alistair turns and walks toward the heavy oak doors of the master suite. He reaches out and pulls the heavy wood inward, stepping aside slightly to clear the path. He does not walk out immediately. He waits, his posture rigid and commanding.

I walk across the room, stepping through the doorway. Alistair follows closely behind me, pulling the doors shut with a solid, satisfying click.

We walk down the wide, carpeted hallway of the second floor. The Wolfe Estate is quiet, filled with the scent of fresh lemon polish and expensive floral arrangements. We move in perfect tandem, our footsteps falling into a synchronized rhythm.

My mind turns over a dozen different theories. I glance at him from the corner of my eye. His profile is sharp and unreadable. He looks straight ahead, projecting the aura of a man entirely in command of his empire.

I have absolutely no idea what kind of game he is playing today. He does not remember the kiss. He does not remember the altercation. Yet, the cold war seems to have evaporated overnight, replaced by this strange, calculated proximity. I grip the leather strap of my purse tightly, preparing myself to navigate whatever ambush waits for us at the bottom of the grand staircase.