Actor, Search for Hope

The first time Sunwoo opened his eyes like that again, it was a blue sky just before he died. The difference is that there were a lot of clouds everywhere, unlike the sky when there was no cloud. What do they call those rolling clouds? I don't remember well.

“Ah…”

I was embarrassed when I woke up and looked around. The memory of walking towards death on my own was alive.

Is this the afterlife?

I didn't think so. The landscape that you see now is in a room that used to be quite familiar with.

I was embarrassed. That's exactly how Sunwoo felt right now.

“... ”

A studio room where he tried to kill himself after being discharged from the military and was admitted to the hospital. And it was hard to think that the earnest senses were after death. It was even more so that he reflected himself in the corner mirror that he met while looking away.

How many days have passed?

First, I had to admit to the reality. It was not a dream. It was such a vivid reality that a fleeting dream passed before death.

‘Enjoy if you can't avoid it. ’

A motto before attempted suicide. Chongwoo mutters to the mirror what was once his motto. This motto was a phrase I used to live on when I was in my 20s when I was running on a rail. Of course it is at this point. Anyway, he was a 34-year-old man who had just taken off the military. I thought a lot differently. However, I felt a bit different from my near-death state because I woke up after one death. That's probably why he came up with that phrase.

It was unbelievable, but I had to admit it, and I couldn't stand for long. There's already been an irrational extreme. What do you mean, suicide will take time? If anyone hears me, they'll ask me if I'm crazy.

It was quick for Sunwoo to admit everything and accept the reality. Meeting with people or families who only had vague memories, I could feel confident that this was not a dream. Even more so was the appearance of Father and Mother that had not changed in the past or now.

To be honest, it wasn't easy to accept this nonsense, but it wasn't particularly important for one yard. If this is a fleeting dream now faced with death, as time goes on, it will be scattered. I was relieved to think so.

When I acknowledged everything and looked at the reality, I was surrounded. Right after the Army. I'm holding out for a few bucks at home right now, but I'm going to run out of money if I stay like this. I had to do something.

.

Just because Sunwoo remembered his previous life, nothing changed his life immediately. A family that is outstanding and a genius. Self compared to him. He was still a degenerate in the house.

At home, he said it was good enough to pay tuition. All the rest were for Chosun, except for tuition fees. including rent, transportation, cell phone, etc. Fortunately, when I was looking for a studio, I made a deposit at home, but that was it.

The former elector did what he had to do after he got rid of the army. Because I needed the money right away. It was the same now, but I didn't want to do anything. Such an experience was enough in the past.

I wanted to do what I liked to do So what I started out with was workouts. Okay, it wasn't crazy, but I thought I loved it, and I think I quite liked it now. I had some experience teaching, and my body was made to some extent because I also exercise regularly in the military. I didn't remember, but after checking, I also had a certificate. National Accredited Physical Life Leadership Certificate and two other private certifications. Given the date, it's not long since I acquired it. I remember spending the last year in the army preparing for my license.

It wasn't that hard to find a job thanks to my credentials. It was just a difficult choice. The first start was to be in a kind of byte format. It was a moderately sized gym nearby, and it was responsible for managing the counter and cleaning, as well as providing simple advice when guests asked for it. I agreed to have a kind of internship period that I had no experience hiring as a trainer right away, and it was difficult to hire as a certification only. And I watched for a month or two and agreed to be promoted to Trainer, if that's okay.

Other gyms wouldn't be so tricky. I would have been able to get into training with the right test for a day or two. They are quite lax if they have a license, and if they are incompetent or have a bad attitude, they complain first. I listened to the reputation of my customers and if it was bad, I would have cut it at that time.

However, the choice of a few military gyms was quite prestigious compared to other gyms. But it wasn't a tricky, expensive gym for the membership system. Such a prestigious gym would not be able to interview itself without connections and experience.

The unexpected call came about a month later.

“What are you doing? ”

“... Sis? ”

If I didn't call first, I didn't hear back, but there were times when I suddenly called like this. When I was old in my past life or when I was young now. Habits don't seem to change that easily.

“Yeah. You got a job? ”

“Yeah, I work at the gym. Trainer.”

“Really? Do you have time next Monday? ”

If I wanted to talk to you in person, I would have just come to you. It's a flattering story.

“I have a break every Monday. Why?”

“You asked me to look for a job. I have a good time. One day, but it's going to be pretty slow for a day. I don't know exactly, but I'll give you ten grand an hour. The table's separate. And if you make a good impression this time, you'll be in constant contact. ”

Maybe he asked after the army. Was he in such a hurry after he was discharged? I tried to catch a faint memory, but I felt like I was trying to catch a cloud.

“Someone I know is shooting a movie and he needs an extra. Well, it's a pretty good condition, and a lot of this goes through people I know. The hair should be reasonably neat, the black suit, the white t-shirt and... oh, the shoes should be black, too. ”

I worked around the clock after I was in the military, and it appeared in the movie extras for a while. He was just on his knees. I'm sure it's been a long time. Maybe it was through you. I didn't remember this part.

“I'll be there when it's time. Thank you."

“Then I'll text you the contact information. We can contact them and get there. ”

Seeing that the telephone style hasn't changed in the past or now, my sister was my sister. After attempting suicide, I tried to call quite often and for a long time, but before that, it was a really simple motto.

Two days from Monday, by the way. It's almost past midnight on Friday, so there are actually two days left.

Casting Director, Lee Jin Kim 016545XXX. Be contacted as soon as you receive the text "

I'll have to call you in the morning, "I just got a text. One of the deadlines was to keep it like a sword, but it was always a close call. What's curious is that we keep the deadline unless there's an accident. With abilities, it was abilities.It must have been the same again.

However, it was quite late, so Chosun decided to send a text. It was an excuse to call so suddenly.

"This is Lee Sun-woo, Lee Jin-ah. I texted you because of the movie extras. Please let me know when you have a moment.

I sent the text right away because I didn't have anything to worry about. And as soon as I texted, I got a call.

“Hello?"

“Hello, I'm Lee Jin Kim. Lee Sun-woo?”

It was an unsaved number, but I felt like I knew who it was right away. He was the one who just texted me.

“Yes, I'm Lee Sunwoo. ”

“Have you heard of clothing? ”

Choongwoo answered yes, but once again stated the time and place.

“Lunch on Monday and be here by 2: 00. We'll text you the location. Be sure to cut off your receipts for transportation costs. If you don't have a receipt, you won't be able to pay, so be sure to bring it. ”

In Lee Jin's tone, I felt quite busy. It was because I could feel the rush to hang up after just saying what I wanted to say. I think it was for recruitment. Suddenly, I remembered that moment.

It was a fairly exciting movie because it was the original novel and the best salary. But the problem was that the novel was quite large. Five or six. But thanks to the veteran director and the renowned actors, the results would have been fairly successful.

I compressed the novel, but everything that came out came out. The sad thing is that all of Jo's mediocrity in the novel was cut off. There was a criticism that proceeded to be thoroughly protagonist. The director did a good job, said a lot of things, but otherwise neither would I. So they gathered their mouths and said, "I can't help it, but it was made well."

Sunwoo was able to recall this memory because he read the original novel after appearing as an Extra at the time. Though he left without much thought, he heard that his role in the filming scene appeared quite significant in the novel. even though he was really the only one in the movie who had a background role.

“... a movie. ”

The scene that Sunwoo saw was pretty intense to remember. Kneeling on my knees for a long time was quite painful as time went by, and I had to keep my face steady. The only thing I could enjoy was the performance of the performances in front of my eyes, which was why I had a clear memory at the time.

What other people might have put a life flag on.

It brings back memories from the time he killed himself.

Other people, other people.

I heard that actors have indirect experience in other people's lives.

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