Actor, Search for Hope

Whether he was interested in what Sunwoo said or not, even if the extra roles came to him, he called someone else to meet him, and the first man he met noticed that he still wanted to talk. I called someone on my cell phone and continued to talk because I thought I had some authority and promised not to disturb the schedule.

To be precise, Chosun was more eager to tell someone about this frustration. If it had been his nature, he would have thought it was a complaint and stopped speaking appropriately.

Even though I don't even know the name, I felt a little comfortable just saying this. Even if that problem is not solved.

“So Sunwoo said Kim Yijin's death is an unacceptable death? ”

“I may have been satisfied, but I couldn't make sense of it. That's how you die. ”

Can you measure happiness? One of the things that people who think there are universal conditions to determine happiness is happiness index. Happiness is subjective and it is controversial about how far it can be measured objectively, but there is a happiness index.

The problem is that the countries with the highest happiness index are also selected, which are said to be very low in terms of global universalization trends.

Nowadays, Denmark and others have been selected for a change, but until just a few years ago, it was a country like Bhutan. Bhutan is a country with an average GDP of less than ₩ 200,000, but the Happiness Index remains at the top.

Why does this result? Happiness, of course, is a subjective emotion. And while money has some effect, it mostly has indirect effects, not direct relationships. I don't think so these days, but not all of us are happy because we are very rich. After all, it is only a matter of possibility.

It is because we are human beings and human beings are social animals, even though all countries that do not live well together, instead of those that do not live well. Humans look at themselves in comparison to others as they live, because that's human instinct. Comparison with others is natural, except for a few who overcome such instincts, and it is natural for us to be unhappy, and happiness comes from comparison with others.

That is why it has been said since the beginning of time. Says his stomach aches when he buys land. It is a proverb that shows very aggressive universal attributes that are inferior and unchanged in human quality throughout the ages. That's why the universal welfare policy works. A downward leveling policy, often but rarely. There is very little public opposition to this. because that's the nature of human nature.

Accepting the teachings of these teachers, Kim Yi-jin aimed to eliminate the gap between the rich and the poor. May the people of my country be a little happier. While the bad ones are downward leveling, the good ones focus on upward leveling.

His assumptions also stemmed from economic problems, which led to domestic violence. Then at least I don't want people like me to come out because of economic problems like that. I wanted the poor to be better than they are now. I hope that my actions will help them a little. With that heart, I committed to the political system.

And that heart did not change over time. I saw a lot of dirt in my political life and minimized it, but I had to do something dirty. It's self-rationalization. Nevertheless, the goal did not lose its light.

Therefore, from the standpoint of Sunwoo, the death was unacceptable.

Were you able to abandon that goal just because you were in love? He died for love, so even if he was satisfied, his dream faded.

Kim may have lost that dream in his life. Perhaps the results were too poor to have any impact.

Even if you say yes.

Even though it was a novel, his dream was beautiful, and withered without fail. It was the same for Sunwoo. And that made no sense from the standpoint of prejudice.

“Let's go to the set first. It was a little late. ”

As I walked to the scene, I continued to talk.

“Oh, it's not even about you yet. Writer Kim Seul. ”

Seongwoo nods unconsciously for a moment. I thought that was the name I read yesterday.

“I believe"? ”

“Yes. Novels and films. I wrote this film. ”

Now I understand why I was so interested. If you were just an employee, you wouldn't be this interested.

“I was a little nervous because I'd never written a screenplay this time. Your acquaintances and officials have all done well. What are you worried about? You will succeed. That's all I'm saying. So I wanted to hear something about the work, so everyone was asking me about it. I wanted to hear something... and what Sunwoo said in that way was very interesting. ”

I finally realized that his mood had changed. Kim said with a bitter smile.

“I don't know if you know, but it was a long break. The horse resting place was just a slump. Writing hasn't been easy, but this has been the first time. It happened for some reason. We needed a new breakthrough. And what I was offered was, wouldn't you write a movie? I used it to catch straws, and it was pretty good. It turns out the novel is original and the movie is later, but it's all marketing. On the contrary, the movie is original, and I just wrote a novel based on it. ”

This was a story I had never heard before. I have to make a movie based on a novel by a famous writer. It was easy for people to be interested in advertising like this.

While discussing such matters, Seoul Kim hesitated for a moment.

“Oh, dear. Please keep the restoration a secret. ”

“About the moth? ”

“Yes. Are you a literary major? ”

“I'm Higua.”

Seong-woo's words made Kim stop for a moment.

“Are you a literary hobby? ”

“.... No. ”

Kim said, smiling as if it was a bit empty.

“I didn't think anyone would notice. It's a big world. But first, it's a secret, so please don't post anything on the Internet. ”

If Sunwoo hadn't seen it in the future, he wouldn't have any idea. It was a life far from literature in the first place. In the case of books, it was a famous novel, so sometimes I read it in a heart-warming way. Although Seoulok was also famous for his reading, it was hard to honestly have a lot of fun as a sunbae.

“Sunwoo, have you ever been in love? ”

As I was walking like that, Seoul Kim suddenly asked me a question.

“That kind of love, to be exact, would cost you your life. ”

“No, I don't think I've ever had that kind of love before. ”

“To be honest, Kim Yi Jin didn't put that much effort into the character. I don't know why you thought so deeply about this character, not someone else... but I thought the answer to that question was in the novel, and I'm still a little short. ”

“Could you be a little more specific? ”

Kim Seolseol said in Sunwoo's words, who wanted to be purely explained.

“I'll start with the premise that this is my idea. The definition of love is different for everyone. That's what real love feels like to me. A life worth dying for. Kim Yi Jin made that love, so she gave her life. And he had a dream like that, but he never considered it. That's what love is. It wasn't about persuading Lee Jin. ”

Chosun could understand that, but it was hard to empathize. Maybe that's why I never really loved her. I wonder if I can sympathize with such love.

Kim Seolseol opened his mouth, looking at the face of such a vague friend.

“Do you want to act? ”

It was more sudden and sudden than before.

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As a result, filming scenes that were not there were suddenly added.

Seol Wol Kim said, you don't have to be burdened with this kind of power. I know it's hard to feel right now, but there's a line of simple extras in the movie, and without them, there's a big difference. I thought it was still anonymous, but I heard it might help a little.

I said I'd pay you back for your story earlier. And he said he would try his best, although it was hard to be sure that this scene would be in the movie.

Seonwoo wanted to say something because he seemed to be mistaken, but he postponed correcting the mistake in Kim Seol's words.

“Apart from your career, understanding love will help you a little. You said acting is an indirect experience of other people's lives, right? Be Kim Yi-jin for a while. I don't care if it's because of love, to really do it, to throw everything away. For me, I was in love with Kim Yi Jin, but that was the kind of love. How you feel about it and how you accept it depends on Sunwoo. ”

Everyone said it was embarrassing to ask Seol Kim, but the director shorted out 'ok'. It was because there was time at the beginning of filming in the second half, and Kim Seol's request was the first.

It is also because the conditions under which the director is involved are 'If the video is not satisfactory for the director, you do not need to use it.' Thanks to these conditions, it was easy to allow me to be a supervisor. If you asked for it unconditionally, the director would refuse, but if you respect the supervisory authority like this, this request was irrelevant. Time was good, and so was the nature of this director.

I don't expect it, but it was great if a good video came out, otherwise it was enough. Risk was simply a waste of some time and staffing. It was not like that many times, and I also liked to listen to this request as a director considering the author who is firmly gaining investor trust. It wasn't hard to ask.

That's how you get the script, the makeup.

The added scene was Kim Yi-jin's death.

The protagonist asked for political funding, which caused problems with the funding. Do you think big money attracts flies? Or is it something else?

It was later discovered that NNS was the act of a rogue North Korean espionage group. It was Kim Yi Jin who had not yet caught a clue about NNS, but who was constantly being hindered, and kidnapped Kim Yi Jin to reveal about NNS.

And he kills himself in the process of being tortured. Because I'm afraid if I continue to be tortured, I'll be found out about the heroine.

If it's an indirect experience and you become Kim Yi-jin for a while.

Then maybe we can learn a little bit about love. I don't know if Kim Seol's words are right, but can I feel that feeling a little bit?

In Sunwoo's head, it was complex, but I felt excited and excited.

I heard that actors have indirect experience in other people's lives.

Is it really like that? I thought I'd get some answers soon.

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There was a slight modification in chapter four.

You don't have to read it. We fixed a slight misconfiguration.

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I felt like I had to read both of them in succession, so I did not join the party. But I didn't break every single day, [...]

It was still early, but it was really hard to write this part. Should I try the movie; I shouldn't have done it in the beginning. I think I need to be more empowered.

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