Actor, Search for Hope

The end of October. The end of October is only a few days away. The weather is getting colder, and the trail of half-arms is hard to find.

Sunwoo's first act was the last day. I want to increase the quantity, but I can't find anything to reduce it by. I wanted to save the character ‘Kim Yi Jin’, played by Seon Woo Kim, but it was difficult to pass on the completeness of the work. You can't cut down on advertising.

About a month after the shoot. The film was scheduled to be released in the middle of next year. The novel "I believe" will be finalized by watching the timing of the film next year. The exact date was not available.

I don't know how the short shot will be edited, but they say it will save almost all of them. The time itself is short, so there is little to edit.

I don't know how I found out, but I found out because the director called me personally. You said you had to save this scene. If you ever get a chance to work together again, please take good care of him. It was as if I did not understand the treatment of unknown skilled actors and the words given to me by the director, but I was not in a position to say what Sunwoo meant. So I had nothing to say but thank you.

Sunwoo's time passed as well as everyone else's. After the filming was over, Sunwoo's life was no different from the way it looked. Life doesn't seem to change dramatically with shooting. Still working out in the morning, working out in the gym. I managed the counter because I was not yet a qualified trainer.

If there was a change, it was with Writer Kim Seol who was contacted once when he forgot.

Seong-woo Kim wanted to talk about literature and things like that. It was because he took his work seriously and told it not just because it was fun, but also in other ways. Moreover, because of the story of the abdominal repairs he put, Seong-woo Kim thought he was superior to the messy literature. So it was very difficult to keep up with the conversation.

Sunwoo said frankly. All I knew about literature was that it was just a coincidence that I knew about it. Then Seoul-ok Kim began to admire and recommend books like these. That kind of talent doesn't rot. And literary mastery will help you continue to be an actor.

Even though Seonwoo told me the truth about acting, not being a real actor, but just an amateur, he said it was his first time as well, but Kim Seol only smiled. It's because it's hard to believe even with Kim Seol. So I said:

If it's true, you must be a genius. Act as an actor. Over time, you will be able to shoulder legendary actors. He said that such talent is a gift from heaven, and that rotting is a kind of sin because people realize it. Even though he said that, Kim Seol was not a believer. I didn't ask for anything more, but it must be because there's a reason.

Sunwoo had no choice but to smile.

Is that experience really a gift? A curse if not a gift.

And will the experience recur? It'd be a lot easier if it ended up being monotonous. It was just a coincidence. But what if I could repeat that experience? Will I know when I'm back on the set as an actor?

Once, twice is a coincidence, but if it is repeated more than three times, it is called a necessity, not a coincidence.

Coincidence or inevitability. It was still unknown as a matter of preference.

One Monday, November, I finished my morning workout as usual and had dinner at the Chosun house. Then I went to a nearby cafe and started reading.

It was because the money I received as an actor along with the second salary was a luxury. A few days after the first shoot, Sungwoo's bank account received 1 million won. At first, I thought one of the zeros was wrong. Turns out it wasn't a wrong picture. So I thought it was a wrong deposit, but don't worry, the casting director is right.

It was because Seoul Kim exerted a little strength. Seongwoo asked Kim Seol several times, but he only said, ’Fairly paid amount.’ You said you'd give me more acting, but I'd protest against the film department if I was short on hostile takeovers.

Seonwoo had no choice but to say thank you for realizing that Kim Seol had used up his strength. He knew that no matter how good he was at acting, he knew that if someone didn't use their hands, they wouldn't come in. That's what society has experienced in the past, and it won't be different because it's a movie theater.

Don't even say thank you for that, and if you do your job fairly, you'll get paid for it. Although Kim Seol was favorable to Sun Woo, his personality was not going anywhere.

Chongwoo took the Americano he had ordered and returned to his seat, looking at the book he had read and thinking. It was a novel recommended by Kim Seol not long ago.

I was reading a short novel called "Birds Go to Peru and Die" and a short novel.

There is a beach about 10 kilometers north of Rama in Peru. Thousands of birds fly in there and throw themselves. And he flaps his wings and dies. There was a woman who jumped into the sea to find the beach, and a man at the beach cafe rescued her. The man was a lonely man who had no hope and was just not dead. And she becomes a beacon of hope for men. But the woman calls out to the man that she should have let him die.

What Sunwoo empathized with and cared about was the woman's position. Rather, there seemed to be similar hopes and expectations for men in the past, but the stands were different. For Sunwoo at Dignitas Hospital in the past, even if I met anything, it could not be a beacon of hope.

The part where the woman says, "I had to let him die." And the scenes that were saved and moved on with their lives by men were similar to those of the hospital where they woke up after their first attempt at suicide.

As I read and thought about the book, I realized that I had preached. I thought I was fine when I came back, but I'm not. Outwardly, internally, it's still fine, but it's slowly rotting away. Sunwoo's depression was currently progressive.

But I didn't want to find a hospital. I would definitely feel better if I could find a hospital, but I never wanted to. I would rather have depression deepen as before, and I would not be so bad to be swept away by the waves of emotions as if I were in the deep sea, but I want to live the life I was given again. So the obsession that we should do something. Contradictions were colliding.

For this reason, I was able to happily nod my head to the proposal to appear in the movie, which had suddenly taken place in November.

“Lee Sun-woo? ”

“Yes, hello. This is Lee Sun-woo.”

“Hi, I'm Lee Jin Kim, as you know. ”

Casting Director Kim Yi-jin, introduced by her sister. He was the same person and role he played. So I had to think again about Kim Yijin who had forgotten for a while. Over time, those feelings and memories faded, but they remained a problem for the protégé.

“I've never seen it with my own eyes. You look handsome.”

“Thank you."

“I wish Jina had told me that she was taking actors seriously. I was surprised to hear from this director. He's a good learner. He's not very good at saying that. ”

That said, I just had to smile. You've never tried to be an actor. I didn't even know the actor.

“I came here because I have just the right place. ”

That said, Kim Yi-jin came up with a script for the movie scenario.

“Life is not glorious for everyone. ”

“Yes, read it. ”

It was a story of a woman. Her name was Sang-ah, she was the daughter of a congressman. My parents were close. My mother was wise, and my father was a very clean man, unlike any other politician. I grew up loving in such a family environment. I studied well enough to get into the S Department of Literature, and had a good boyfriend.

That's how long it took for her to turn 30. There is also a beautiful daughter who continues to be married to her boyfriend. My parents were still happy, my relationship was smooth, and my daughter was delighted to see me. I think I'm talented at piano, so I'm teaching piano lessons from a famous teacher these days. It's a life everyone should be envious of.

In that life, one day she heads to Europe. It's because she told me to come visit her when I have time to tell her that her best friend who had a successful marriage with the Germans gave birth.

And I see a friend, and I come to Europe for a short trip for a few days, and I meet a man on that trip. He was a writer, a man six years younger than her. They fall in love. It's short, intense, and loving.

They fall in love and take a short trip. But I leave after that journey. It's because Sang-a couldn't give up her life in Korea. The man understands her like that and says goodbye. Their love was like a mermaid's bubble.

As time goes by, she quietly ends her life.

Don't forget, O Lord. that life is glorious "

In fact, not everyone's life is as glorious as she says. Not everyone had an environment as pliable as her, and not everyone had a husband and beautiful daughter who loved her as devotedly. Nor do I have the memories of love with a gentleman who understands her on a short trip like a one-night dream.

And death, like her, is not sleep for everyone. On her tombstone is a marvelous passage according to her will.

"Roses, oh, pure contradiction, joy... beneath the many eyelids, sleep is no one's sleep.

The last scene of the movie ends with the timepiece of the tombstone being closed up.

“That's... not funny."

Chongwoo had a lot to say about the work, but he didn't have to tell Kim, and he didn't have the authority to say Moore. So I made a short comment.

“Yes, if you're telling the truth. It's really away from trends. It's not a commercial film, it's an independent film. ”

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This is the start of a new chapter.

Don't forget, O Lord. that life is glorious "

"Roses, oh, pure contradiction, joy... beneath the many eyelids, sleep is no one's sleep.

These two sentences are Rilke's words and testament. The details are explained in the work.

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