Actor, Search for Hope

Our lives are always a continuum of wandering. I want to stop and settle down somewhere, but the only person who can do that is the one who gave up on himself. We are also surrounded by countless people, but essentially always alone.

“It breaks my heart to see the trees. ”

“... W-why? ”

“Wouldn't it be creepy if a stranger came up to you and wiped your hair? ”

How can you talk like this? The more I talk to this woman, the more I will wrinkle with a sigh. I think you're too old for wrinkles.

The film was being filmed smoothly. It was hard to believe, but the woman in front of her eyes became a completely different person, along with the sound of a slate announcing the beginning of filming.

I could tell because I watched it on the set a few times. Even a dual personality isn't too much. It melted down completely into the role of "The Stranger."

The movie started filming and time passed. However, what is happening is in Europe. First encounter somewhere in Europe. Lee Sang-a is going to see her friend in Germany, and Man B is also in Germany.

She meets a friend and stays in Germany for a while and flows somewhere. That's the way it goes, that's the way it goes, that's the way the wind is, the sky is a blanket. I make friends with the sun and moon looking at the starlight in a strange city.

The FUSSEN is the place where you just wandered around and arrived. A city situated on the eastern shore of the Bavaria Alps, the Lehi River and various lakes are located around it. The most famous is Neuschwanstein Castle. It is the castle that we often know. It follows the design of Neuschwanstein Castle, a saint in a sleeping forest in Disneyland.

The name means new (Neu) schwan stone (stein/Schloss).

In addition, the actual filming is scheduled to be done at Fussen. Because of this, there was a change in Sunwoo's life. Quitting gym work for a while. The actor's job was also work, but the most important thing was not wanting it, so I stopped thinking about it.

This life I wanted to find something I really wanted to do. However, I do not know if I am exercising myself, but I was reluctant to guide someone. I give them advice, I tell them how to do it properly.

It's nothing I disliked about it, but I didn't think I liked it. So I quit. It was always short of money, but it seemed okay for a while because of the actor's advance this time.

Sunwoo is doing something in this life without any measures. If you don't experience something unscrupulous in the ice, you might have to spit it out again, but that's the only part you can see when you go there and think about it.

Let's start with actors. What if you don't have that experience? That's when I go.

The reason Sunwoo wanted to play actors was to experience feelings that he had never experienced, and the lives of others. So if I couldn't, I had no reason to learn. If I can't have that experience there, I won't even treat me like a good actor.

Maybe he came back from the dead once. I came back after literally experiencing death, but it is also a bit strange that my personality is intact.

In the past, my personality was strong enough to pick things up one by one. Especially when it comes to money. I need to collect at least a little bit, and in case I get fired, think about this. I was quite worried about the future and prepared for it.

However, after attempting suicide, everything changed. Such readiness and thinking about the future are such luxuries. Life is just living each day.

Perhaps it is because of such an effect, but it seems that many people have done and seen it without any measures. I wouldn't have done that before. But who knows? One way or another, this was the idea.

It was also about depression. Unlike the last one, there is a willingness to treat. But I don't want to go to the hospital. Somehow.

“I don't know how this is going to work...”

“What?”

Kim Seo Eun stared at me blankly next to me, and I felt a headache.

Now it's on a plane to Europe. And I naturally sat next to him. Get to know each other better. You said we should get to know each other better. But the eyes of others, including the director who said so, were not.

It was as if it was meant to be more difficult.

Kim and Eun talked about things, but I often had no sense of what to say because of the uncontrollable words. Everyone knows that. Nevertheless, keeping silence without answering was very burdensome to her eyes. It creates an atmosphere that requires an answer.

“No, I'm not.”

I let out a sigh.

“So why did you bring up the story of the tree? ”

“The clouds over there look like trees. ”

Kim pointed his finger out the window.

“Beautiful sky. ”

“Right?"

I feel a little lively when I hear the sky is pretty. Except when I was acting, sometimes the atmosphere changed, and one of them was when I was talking about the sky.

Other than that, I had no idea. Because there is no overlap. Sometimes I did it when I talked about acting. Or when talking about cats. Afterwards, I brought up a story about smoke or cats, but sometimes my face sank rather than turning it back to life. Zhongwoo did not know the criteria at all.

“So I feel sorry for the trees. But what's wrong with that? ”

“You feel bad that a stranger comes up to a tree and trims it, right? You don't know him from a tree point of view. ”

Is it possible for a tree to recognize a person in the first place? After all, I was able to answer because I had some tricks about what I was going to say. If I said no, I was glad the bear had thought about what it meant for a while. And Kim Seo Eun's face must have been endured until he thought of something to answer. It is still very burdensome. At the very least, I felt fortunate that this topic was a common sense ship.

However, even with that answer, Chongwoo looked at her and said, without letting her out of his sight.

“... I'm sorry. It's hard to talk to others. ”

When she said that, she opened her eyes, expressing a slight regret. What I learned during the story was that she was surprisingly emotional. If you do not observe closely, it is hard to feel the change, but if you look closely at the pupils of your eyes, you see many changes. His expression remained almost unchanged, but his eyes were very colorful.

What I still don't understand is the sudden look at the clouds and talk about trees. I also agreed that the sky was beautiful, but I had no idea on what basis the tree was. I would have understood if the clouds were shaped like trees. The clouds that caught the snow were watering white to the horizon.

“Hey.”

... what else are you trying to say? I felt like my head was starting to hurt already. It is dumb to sigh. But you still have to say something. That's how I talked to her, but I wanted to give her an answer. It's like you're not from this world. Whew, I feel like it will disappear somewhere. I thought it would disappear if I talked to him. People are essentially alone. She did it right in front of me. That's why Sunwoo is trying hard to answer.

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Life was not glorious for everyone, and Esau's first appearance was a hiking trail. The first scene on the way up to Neuschwanstein Castle in Fussen.

And with the slate of sound to announce the beginning of filming, the consciousness of Sun Wu began to drift away. Same as then, but still not directly. It feels to some extent but is still a third party point of view.

“Are you all right?”

It was a bright day but with a beautiful atmosphere, away from the world. Seeing that, my heart starts to beat.

“It's a bit unsettling, can you help me? ”

In the unrealistic picture, a woman appeared out of nowhere. Man B feels that way and falls in love.

Excited, my heart is pounding for some reason. I feel like I need to help somehow.

I didn't believe that Sunwoo was in love at first sight. It was a cliché that would appear often in novels, and I thought reality was different. But is this love really impossible? Even if it was just by looking at one look.

In Sunwoo's view, Man B seemed to be intoxicated by her appearance and atmosphere. And it's the vibe that makes the emotion shiver. But Man B thinks it's love. Should we call this love, or is it just a momentary impulse?

Then he carefully lifts her up and starts moving.

“Cut! All right. It's very good.”

Director Kangjin smiled satisfactorily. I realized with the first scene. They're both geniuses. The act of jumping over the years. When I got on the plane, my concerns disappeared and I felt very good. This is what he saw in "I believe."

With such a satisfactory director's smile, the other staff frowned. It's not that I don't trust Director Kangjin's eyes, but I had a feeling that... That much acting is enough.

It was because Seong-woo who was so drunk seemed to be in love with the characters in the book. It seems to be a method acting by immersing himself in the role of the play. So everyone was considerate and waited quietly. So you can take care of your feelings.

Although it was a bit different from what they expected, Sunwoo's consciousness was still as mature as the faint moonlight. It wasn't a method act, it was a man B. And the consciousness was the third party's point just as it was then.

Cut, man B's consciousness began to fade with the sound, but that speed was very slow. because Sun Wu's will was not actively trying to get out of this situation. It must be because it was different from the shoot where he might have bit his tongue. Seongwoo was intoxicated by Male B's feelings.

Another love. The feeling that I felt at first glance, and just when I started dating. Excited, pounding, pounding. Every strand of hair looks like a rainbow Emerald.

Is it true that I fall in love at first sight?

What is it about love?

The first scene didn't flow into a specific life or thinking because it wasn't that long. All Sunwoo could see and feel was Man B's feelings for the idealist.

Graham Greene said:

No one really understands another person and no one can make others happy.

However, the idea of Guy B who saw Sunwoo was exactly the opposite.

First time I've seen it, first time I've seen it. This meeting, this person will understand me, and make me happy. Why on earth would Man B think that? It was hard to accept the idea that I could understand the other part.

“You're not sick, are you? ”

And the voice I heard. It is not Lee Sang-ah's voice, but Kim Seo Eun's. In front of Sunwoo, Lee Sang-a disappeared and Kim Seo appeared. And in a word, Sunwoo's consciousness completely returned.

“It's okay. It's no big deal. ”

When I looked at what Sunwoo said, I said again.

“Really, it's fine. ”

Seeing her still not clearing her suspicious eyes, she smiles slightly. It seems like it's been a long time since I've had someone's concerns so blatantly.

I don't feel bad about it.

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