Actor, Search for Hope

“Well, how about a tour of the dungeon? ”

I heard that the other day. I'm new here, so I'm in prison. Is it obvious what everyone's thinking? Chongwoo refused because he thought it would be okay for such guidance.

“No, thank you. because I want to get to know it slowly. ”

“Well, it's been a year, but don't you have to know where you really need to be and where you shouldn't go? ”

“That's right. ”

Kim Jin-soo was right, and Sun Woo nodded his head because he was thinking about it. However, I felt I didn't have to do it today, but I nodded my head because I had something to reject Kim Jin-soo's words again.

“How do you do?"

As I was talking, I heard a clear voice next to me.

“Oh, hello. It's been a long time."

I turned around and saw a woman standing there with long, raw hair with a sweet feeling. I think I've seen it a lot somewhere, and I don't think so. It looked so pretty that no one could see it with a slim appearance. I had a slight frizz in my brown hair, but it fit very well because it was neatly pulled down.

“It's been a long time. ”

“It's been a while. It's the same company. It's hard to see your face like this. I mean, if you join our company, you'll see a lot of famous actors, but you won't. ”

Kim Jinsoo said with a big smile. I feel refreshed, but I really feel sorry for him.

“Oh, this guy is new to our company this time. ”

“Lee Sunwoo.”

Fortunately, the existence of Sunwoo did not forget or Kim Jin-soo's introduction followed.

“This is Kim Su-yeon. Please take good care of him.”

Kim Su-yeon greeted me with a big smile, but I only bowed my head without changing my face. I think I've heard the name somewhere, but I don't remember it well. before he died, and he still hasn't focused on culture. I didn't really watch TV or drama in the first place. For the film, I sometimes saw it, but I hardly saw it at any point, and it was the same after death and life.

“Don't you know Kim Soo-yeon? ”

Kim Jinsoo asked, with some reaction to Seongwoo's reaction. I feel like I don't really know or pretend I don't know.

“Excuse me, are you famous? ”

Sunwoo thought it would be better to be honest than to pretend to know. because I really didn't know.

“Well, maybe you don't know. You're not the new manager, are you? ”

He smiled and said that he might not know, but he shouldn't. You know, they say faces and words are fine, but you really don't know what's going on? Really?

“Yes, learn to be a rookie I just signed up for last week. ”

“Really? I wish I could see you more often. ”

Hold that thought. Well, it turned into a feeling that I don't know, but I might. After experiencing the observation phenomenon, I continued to get a strange feeling because I was able to understand the atmosphere of the person to some extent over time. I could feel it better if I was a so-called hot looking person or a strong presence, but Kim Su-yeon was like that. It feels like an inviting woman, not like my sister, but with a clear sense of existence. So the shifting atmosphere was quite interesting and felt better.

“I'm sorry, I don't remember people's names very well. I think I've seen you on TV a lot, but I can't remember. ”

I would not have said this if I was a normal person, but I said this because I felt a feeling of sagging in the end after the atmosphere changed constantly. I don't want to apologize, but I think I said it too carelessly.

“Is that so?"

Facial expressions are comfortable, but the atmosphere is not. It has been conveyed that I am happy but try to pretend to be bold. Keeping looking at it, Kim Jinsoo said.

“Are you still here for the next review? Your break is almost over... or you won't be able to see it again once you enter the next one. Anyway, I'm going to show him around the house. ”

“Well, I'll see you later."

After saying that, Kim Su-yeon disappeared with a nice step.

“Then shall we go? ”

When I turned my foot and disappeared, I saw a wide smile on the back, so I finally picked it up and laughed. People with a lot of emotional change compared to how they look. I thought there might be a bit of a difference between what you see on the outside and what you think, but that's human nature. Perhaps he would have never known about this kind of ability, even if it wasn't for the observational phenomenon.

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Days passed from that day. Since we haven't heard from the company yet, the daily life of Sun Wu has not changed much as the clouds float slowly. When you get up, you exercise, you read the right books. And I watched a lot of movies. But the problem is that I don't think much of it. It was because I saw it from an audience of one person rather than as an actor. Chosun, technically, was not an actor.

So the film critics say, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I looked for information like this to be helpful or fun, but it was only for a moment. It was hard to understand and empathize with what they were saying. In the end, I thought it was meaningless, so I just looked for interesting or inspiring works.

It is a very ordinary and peaceful day to be seen. It was only for a few days, but the problem was inside of the Sun Wu. I still haven't found anything for Sunwoo like the man who found the lamp of hope in Peru. It was fun to see other people's lives now, but it was hard to say hope. Sun Wu felt that his depression had slowed him down, but he was still progressing. As a sunbae, I thought life as an actor is fun and what I want to do, but that's the only story, so I did. After all, these are the lives of others. It's not my life.

Like them, can I find apple trees like Spinoza, Baruch De? Spinoza said: "Even if the world perishes tomorrow, I will plant an apple tree." High.

What did he say he was going to plant an apple tree for? Now I suddenly recall the memory of the last man, B, who was almost gone and like a pale rainbow. Maybe one of his favorite philosophers was Spinoza. If Men B had a clear memory, he would have been able to think more about Spinoza, and maybe he could have put all these reasons together. But all I can think about now is that famous phrase. It was vague whether it was Men B's memory or a phrase I saw myself somewhere. Nietzsche is definitely Men B's memory. I only knew the name of Nietzsche, and I had no knowledge of his philosophy. This is clear.

Thinking about Man B like this made me feel a little scary. Watching so many lives as an actor, I thought I would change myself. However, in the end, there is a vague wind that I want to be okay because I felt something had to change on my own. He didn't want to kill himself again. I don't know later. What should I do if I become helpless again like that? If he kills himself, we'll go back to Dignitas. If you're feeling helpless, donating organs and ending your life is a good way to ring a bell.

Can I meet someone I love? And can I love him? And be happy. The future is unknown and all possibilities are open, but it was hard to paint a picture of her loving like the people she had seen.

Love. Maybe Nietzsche said this. There's always a little madness in love. But there is always some reason in madness. It wasn't wrong, but it didn't always seem right. I think there might be a little unreasonable love. What kind of love is that? The love of Kim Yi Jin, the love of Man B, the love of the poor man. There was reason for everything. Then, can love without reason be possible? I don't know. Maybe. There are many forms of love.

Sunwoo was immersed in such thoughts. You know, his condition, his thoughts. The lives of others who have seen and remembered so far. Eventually, it was a form of happiness to think around.

People lived to be happy, and I was sure that Sunwoo was a common hope and aspiration for everyone. So I wanted to be happy, but it didn't seem to be a requirement for happiness, but it seemed to be a big part of love for most people. This is not a judgment on its own, but it is concluded in light of the lives of others who have been kept.

“Foot.”

It turned out that when I returned from Germany, Kim and Seo Eun talked about it. What would I do the day before the end of the world? Spinoza's story. That's when she did it.

“I want to eat a pile of Meron. looking up at the sky, and I hate apples. ”

Like the apple tree Spinoza told me, it was a question that asked me if I could find such a tree, but I remember giggling and laughing at the answer. She said, "I hate apples so much," and I remembered the look of her with fat eyes, and laughed.

For now, it's not like we're drowning in the sea of nothingness. I'm living what I want to do, so I'm going to live. In this life, I wanted to try love on my own, and I wanted to find something I really wanted more than actors. I don't know if that's gonna happen, or if we're gonna find it. We should give it a try.

The car that was trying to think bright in that way, the phone started ringing. I don't know. Should I get it or not? It wasn't that kind of call because he didn't order the courier, but everyone who could have called was stored.

I had all the numbers I didn't know in the past, but since I started living in the past, I haven't felt comfortable with the numbers I don't know. So I texted after I unsubscribed. Excuse me, who are you? And then I heard a reply right away. Kim Jin-soo from LU.

So I got your business card, but you didn't put it on your phone.

“Hello?"

“Hello, I'm sorry. I forgot to save the number. ”

“Oh, I'm fine. I just wanted to let you know that I've decided on a piece for you to perform. Of course, it's not compulsory, so you can see the role and say no if you don't like it. This is for real, because my first appearance at the company cares a lot about eunuchs. ”

It was hard to tell if the speech was true or not. I can feel the atmosphere in front of my eyes. I used to feel like I lived well without this ability, but nowadays I feel a little awkward unless it is a face-to-face conversation. Human beings are adaptive animals, crooked animals. A slight bitter smile was made.

“First, you have to know what the role is. ”

“Email me and I'll send you a script. If you're going to play, you have to play a role called Yeon-woo Kim. ”

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