Actor, Search for Hope

I decided to do the work, but there was still some time left until I started filming. Hurry up until the end of next month. In fact, the shoot starts sometime in the next month. Before that, one of the issues to deal with was the university issue.

“But do I have to dress like this? ”

“Yes.”

Sunwoo was discharged and time passed. Although military holidays are said to last up to three years, they expire in a few months. He originally tried to resign because the company said he respected the opinion of good people about school, but he accepted the opinion of the company to take a long leave.

Sunwoo dresses up like this, intending to take a picture of one or two pieces of the vacation process and naturally expose it to the public.

It is because they decided that they should take a mystical strategy, but not be exposed at all like in the past. So the directionality is' strategic as you may know '.

“You know, strategy. ”

Slightly exposed, of course, as a high-stop for the company, but not directly related to the company when viewed by the public. And I think I've literally seen the whole feeling somewhere. I know, but who is it exactly? You can make them accept it. "And just out of curiosity, it's hard to find the right information. The information on the Internet is just cardholder communications going around on bulletin boards. Fortunately, there was no internet activity such as SNS, including a proactive blog, which was perfect.

“Don't be so mean. And it's a little different from dropping out and taking a vacation. ”

“I'm not complaining. It's not school, it's personal. ”

The university was not worth a damn to Sun Woo. Clouds floating in the sky are worth more to the Sun. The problem was the relationship with the family.

I was really naive about the university, so I made it easy to say dropout, but I thought of the bear. If I drop out, I will get into the ears of my family sooner or later. Then we should hit it once, but I was a little hesitant about what to do.

The past that Sunwoo felt like a bureaucrat was something that only he or she knew or didn't know at this time.

Past parents and present parents. I was concerned about whether they needed to feel the same way about things that had not happened.

“Do you mind if I take a look? ”

Zhongwoo consistently maintained an attitude that was prevalent in almost everything. If I was messed up, I said it in a cool way, and there were no secrets. However, the appearance of Sun Woo now looked more threatened than hesitant. It's as if a child has lost their parents and is wandering the streets. Therefore, Kang Tae-hyun's voice was very careful.

“Families. Well, sort of. ”

My family has no expectations or foolishness. Even though these events have not happened now, perhaps the same thing will happen again. But it hasn't happened yet, and other attitudes toward the same event remain a rare possibility.

Because it's human emotion, it's never zero percent. Is it right to trample that possibility down and ignore it? I thought that if a family leaves Stance, of course not, but I couldn't let go of my prejudice that it will. That's why I'm worried.

When I looked at myself, thinking that I really didn't care whether I was on vacation or not, I felt that it was a really worthless place. I used to be desperately hung up.

“It's no secret. But I think we need to think a little bit more. Please wait a little longer."

“Okay, and about the university, Are you sure you don't want to graduate? ”

I don't know what the problem is with the family, but I changed the topic a bit because I understood the appearance of such a fellowship.

“Yes, really. ”

“According to the Sunwoo University regulations, it is up to 2 years of long term leave. Let's start with two years of natural removal. ”

“But is that really necessary? ”

“The public is very different from dropping out. If you drop out of school incorrectly, strange rumors can spread. On the other hand, when it comes to elimination, you can say," I'm too busy to commit to actor work. "”

I thought it was because I heard it clearly from Sunwoo. I just wanted to keep it clean. However, they were all excuses, and what Sunwoo was most curious about was the family's reaction when he resigned. What am I going to say? Whether it will flow as expected in the past, or if it will change at all. There are endless possibilities for human emotions. Living as an actor, going through an observation phenomenon, it felt really frustrating.

And the past and the present are different worlds. No, I don't know if it's too soon to come to a conclusion, but I've decided. Otherwise, in the end, his own death will come at the same time in any form. I hate that. I think it's sad.

Anyway, I think so. But is it right to overlap the people of the past with the people of the present? They're the same people in another world. Maybe people are different now that the world has changed. I'm not sure.

I didn't care about the surroundings because of these thoughts, but I realized because of the ambience. that the eyes are being focused. I'm just getting out of here after the university holidays. I was overwhelmed by the eyes pouring out. The appearance after it was definitely decorated was really attractive. It's a close recession. Sunwoo's atmosphere, make-up, and clothing combined to create a peculiar charm.

The thing that strikes me the most is a mobile phone camera that tapes from a distance. Do they think they don't know? I wish I could run and erase it, but I can't.

“Hang in there. ”

Kang Taehyun said next to Sunwoo. Rather, they are welcome for the company. This much exposure was the company's intention.

“Phew.”

When I got in the car, I got a little better. You can't look inside from the outside.

“If you do that already, you'll have more trouble later. You should try to get used to it. ”

Kang Tae-hyeon was already worried about the appearance of such a patron. I'm sure there will be a lot of attention and attention at a level that doesn't bother me in the future.

“Things will get better. ”

“Yes, but we're done for the day. Shall we go home?" ”

“Please go home for now. ”

For starters, Ira. I was curious, but without asking, I drove quietly to Sunwoo's house. Today's schedule was only for the university, so it was only Sun Woo and Tai Hyun in the car. The coordinator and make-up artist met in the morning and remained in the company. So it was quiet in the car.

“Hello, sis, it's me. Do you have a minute? ”

I was thinking about my family because I had been contacted again recently. Stop by the house. I don't remember Sunwoo, but I heard from him just after I got discharged. I said I was going later because I didn't want to go, but I heard from my sister yesterday that I didn't like it. Perhaps my father or mother told my sister. Otherwise, I didn't have any business, but I wasn't the one to call first.

Later? When? ”

“In about three hours? ”

“Good.”

“Then I'll see you at the cafe near your house. I'll leave you an address. ”

Sun Wu's voice sounded clear because it was quiet, and Taehyun was all listening, but focused on driving quietly. I don't think it's something I should interfere with, and Sunwoo will tell the story first if necessary.

“Please get off near the house today. I think I'll have a chance to talk to you later about family issues. ”

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Sunwoo is now looking out the window, twisting his legs in a cafe that is quite familiar. At the table in front, the coffee was soaking the atmosphere with a strong aroma. Sitting like this in a calm and cozy atmosphere, Seonwoo seemed a little bit likeable to himself. It was a bit like that when I think of the old churning outfit.

I decided to take a look at my family's reactions and decide what to do with them. If you say you're an actor, what do you say? I'm disappointed enough as it is in their position, and there's not much to look forward to. Or are we more disappointed that our slightly ambiguous expectations have completely vanished, as they were before?

I remembered a verse I learned while studying German. John Steinbeck:

Each of our souls is just one little piece, and it is meaningless if it merges with the souls of others and becomes one.

No matter how small a piece of my soul is, it's really not enough to merge with my family. Even if they merge, they quickly create dissonance and tear again. The family of the past did. I guess the family does, too.

When I watched it calmly on my own, there was no sense of wonder and curiosity. In addition, it feels classy.

“Sunwoo, right? ”

Time is running out. My sister hesitated before my eyes. I think he's right. I could feel the beautiful atmosphere.

“Yes, why are you doing that? ”

“No.”

Oh, I'm working on it. When I look in the mirror myself, my head tilts to look away, but I wonder if others will notice. I used to be a family, but it was really occasional for them to see Sunwoo.

“Coffee?"

“Anything warm. ”

“Wait a minute. ”

Today's sale was Kenya. Coffee feels like you can average it wherever you drink it. I liked it very much because it was rich and has a good balance of bitterness and sweetness. I liked it even more because it wasn't heavy, especially though it smelled intense.

One drink for you. And I just drank. Let me get you another drink. After a moment of hesitation, I finally ordered two glasses. When I hesitate about what to eat, I think of the word "eat and see."

“What happened today? ”

“No, that's not it. I mean, what if something happens? Anyway, you don't like to talk too much. I'll tell you what, did your parents call you? ”

“Well, yeah. ”

At first, I thought that if she called, she cared a little for me. It was after the suicides, but not before. I only contacted her when I really needed something or talked about me at home until I prayed to myself. It was at the end of my life that I learned this.

“I'm not going to call my parents first. The university will continue to be closed. Two years from now, we'll be expelled. And now I'm working as an actor. ”

“Actors?”

“The deal was with LU. I think I'm gonna do a play this time. Maybe in the lead?”

It was too sudden. There was no big change in his expression, but his attitude and mood changed. I panicked because it was so unnatural.

“If I don't say anything, you'll be contacted, and you'll be bothered. That's why I'm telling you. Tell him to come himself if he has anything to say. And the studio deposit will be returned soon. Oh, if you want the money you raised and fed, just ask. If I ask you to pay up, I'll pay up. ”

“Hey, Lee Sunwoo. What's wrong with you? Is something wrong? ”

Sunwoo's tone was discouraging, but the content was quite aggressive. And this was not something I would usually say to my family. Perhaps it was because of the sudden change of appearance of Sunwoo, but not because Jina's voice was angry, but because she felt embarrassed.

“... there was. Anyway, tell him that. ”

Chosun purposely said that. When you say things like this, people are called parents. How do we get out? After that, we can still call him Father, Mother. And of course, both then and now, it's still genetic. It's father and mother.

And when I looked back in time, I thought that. More pressure would have been inflicted on her by the reactions she had anticipated against me in the past. I was young, but my sister was young. And the pressure of being young would have been the same for you. It would have had an impact in some way, and the impact would not have been at least good.

Of course, it was very difficult to like my sister even though I understood it rationally. To put it nicely, it's a subject of affection.

But he's family, and I've been in touch a lot since I prayed. It was purely a matter of concern. My sister would have been the best.

I can see the wine we drank together was delicious.

Calling my sister like this and meeting her in person and talking to her was the least courtesy.

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Thank you all for taking care of my aunt.

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