Actor, Search for Hope

Chongwoo accepted the request rather than the request of Jaegyu Lee and Noah because he was committed to it himself. Let's not get cocky about the sound of genius we're hearing, thanks to the ability of a kind rather than talent. Talent is a gift, but I have nothing to say. But I'm determined not to do what I'm sorry for myself in the past. There was no sense of studying, but the past did not disappear. It's still a bitter past.

Apparently, Noah has been putting a lot of effort into it since he heard that he has been badly humiliated as an actor in the past. That's why people say it's a different game than back then. I've seen remarkable improvements before. However, that compliment was soon buried in Sunwoo's brother. It was a little late to notice, but Seonwoo also knew that. That's why I couldn't refuse a request, not like that.

“Where shall we go? ”

“Not nearby, but there's a regular cafe that I frequent. It's a room type, so it should be fine. I'm sorry for being so hasty earlier. ”

“No, it's possible. ”

In doing so, Noah embarks on a van in the first snowman's camp. After that, Ben, Noah's manager, drives. Kang Tae-hyeon drives in the van, and Noah and Sunwoo behind, because we have been close to each other. The van that follows is followed by a group of Noah, including Nyana and Gimyuri. At first, I was just trying to move separately, but this strange combination was completed because of Noah's strong argument.

“Well, do you like coffee? ”

“Yes, quite a bit. although I haven't been interested in it very long. ”

Effort always brings no result, no reward. J. G. Holand said: You cannot jump once and reach the sky. So he makes a ladder that rises from the low earth to the round sky, then turns around and finally reaches the top. "However, not everyone can reach the top. Some people just turn and turn, and some don't even make a ladder. Hard work is a talent. There are only a handful of people who live in low lands.

“Do you have any brands or brands that you like? I like Yegachef, Guatemala -- well, I like it to be a little less tart, but when I'm depressed, it's also a little sour. ”

Could it have been because of the pressure to tell something first? Noah said that the urgency was difficult, and the story continued without haste.

What I've just learned from the standpoint of sunbae getting to know coffee is Yegachev and Guatemala. Since it was a mid-gauge war, I did not understand the extent of the flavor that varies depending on the degree of roasting. However, focusing on the story as much as possible, I felt a little relaxed when I gave him a moderate confrontation and listened calmly.

“Oh, did I say too much? I don't have anyone I like, picking coffee and beans around me. ”

“It's okay because I'm interested. ”

As a protégé, I didn't want to act on purpose to become friends. It was especially so after returning to the past, but it was because of the past self that I talked with Noah with a smile like this. In the stories that came out of places where she wasn't, there were occasional stories of her past, but her personality was a great effort to act anyway.

“But most of the comments these days are compliments. You must have tried a lot. ”

“It's nothing compared to Sunwoo. We're not there yet.”

It was hard to imagine the sharpness at first when I saw her being a little ashamed of what Sun Woo said. People's faces, attitudes, and personalities are often different at that time. No matter how shitty his personality is, he won't sprinkle water on anyone's face anywhere.

“Coffee, you like to go to famous cafes on purpose? ”

“Yes. A lot. For example, the same brewed coffee varies a lot depending on who does it. ”

So Sunwoo asks a question about coffee, Noah answers and talks. If I did wrong, I might have been full of silence, but fortunately, I could avoid the awkward atmosphere because of the common interests.

“We're here.”

Just off the side of the road. Even in the apartment complex, the word "The Coffe of Coffe" was engraved neatly in a slightly remote building.

“Master!”

“Oh, it's been a long time. Welcome.”

When I opened the door, a gentleman of old welcomed Noah and Sunwoo in a neat appearance. I didn't feel like I was going to have coffee, but the design felt more like a cocktail bar. It's hard to tell if it's not just a glass jar of beans in the decoration behind the Master, but a coffee shop. I feel like I need alcohol to make wine or cocktails, not beans

“I'm Yekathev. What about Sunwoo?”

“I would like you to do the same with Yegacev. ”

I didn't have to face anyone about a room-shaped cafe or anything, and it was quiet that I cared a lot about sound protection.

“I know. What do you think of Yekatchev? ”

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“Why don't you have a girlfriend? Maybe it's just too much work. ”

“What a useless intervention. Between you and me, you were way ahead of me. ”

You smile lightly. After you finish your meal, you get a small piece of cake with dessert. When I asked him what cake he had for dessert at the Dongas store, he told me that dessert changed every day. It's a feature of this store.

“Not so much cake? ”

In fact, after drinking Americano a lot, I became fond of sweet cakes and fruits. He says he only likes it when he's with Americano, but he has become quite fond of it. I felt fresh smiling purely.

“We're a little further away from the hospital. There's a great sculpture cake shop not far away. Can you come with me later? ”

Honestly, I've been under a lot of stress lately. That's why I want sweeter things. I like it with Americano, but it's not bad.

“Don't you get it wrong? ”

“Who?”

“Lover.”

A man and a woman. Although it is said to be a friend, it is a very unpleasant scene for a man and a woman to talk in such a cafe.

“Oh, I'm fine. I got it wrong at first. I told you, I've been in love since I was a student. I already got the wrong idea. When word got out about the two of us being together in the hospital. It was kind of a big deal back then. But now that I've explained it all to you, you understand, and now you don't say much. ”

Well, it's what a woman's eyes look like, and what it actually looks like. If I'm in his shoes, I think I'm holding my breath.

“If that's what you're worried about, why don't you just leave it alone and go? ”

I laughed at her words like that.

Of course, her offer was accepted.

A month later.

The off blade was aligned. Sunrise, before lunch. I took the time to find that cake shop. Turns out it's run by a friend of hers. She told a half-joking, half-serious friend that she was already cheating on me and her.

“Oh, no. Same surgeon. That's the boyfriend I told you about.”

“Oh, him? ”

I think they're pretty close. Keep up the good work. The story never stops.

“Is that why you don't eat sculpture cakes? ”

“Oops. Sorry! ”

“That would be nice. I'll have an Earl Grey Chiffon, please. And Americano, just one more shot. ”

“I'm Cream Cheese! ”

Eating a cake doesn't stop chatting as if it's a side objective. My friend kept his mouth open and closed while preparing cakes and coffee.

“Why is Sudme (studio, dress, makeup) so expensive, anyway? Price difference is no joke. I have to make a decision now. ”

“You're going to hire a company? ”

Are you here to eat cake or to chat with friends? I didn't really know. It seemed really familiar to me, but I wasn't a friend I met often because I was listening to the sound of stories. Even though we're not that close, I don't know how to talk about it like we're best friends at this moment. It's very difficult for a woman to live like this.

“Did you see the movie that was released this time? That's your type. ”

“Really?"

“It's an independent film, made by a very famous director. ”

When did the story of marriage change to the story of movies? When did I see the movie? I don't remember very well.

“Ah, I want to see a movie. ”

While eating the cake, I was repenting to what she said.

“Why don't you go with your boyfriend? ”

“Well, time is good. I think I'm busier these days. I have a wedding and a honeymoon to get to. You said you wanted to go for a long time, so you're working a lot. ”

So I smiled softly, saying that I didn't want to burden him.

So I ate a few more pieces of cake and broke up at the cafe. She complained that she didn't want to see the movie alone, but didn't say to come with me. I didn't want to go, either, but I didn't want to buy any misunderstandings. And it turned out that she was, too. She had someone she loved, someone she promised to walk into the future with. We broke up laughing. I'll see you at the hospital tomorrow.

I did not fall in love. I just saw the smile of my former first love overlapping for a while. He's just a good friend. Only different genders. So there can be a misunderstanding. No one misunderstands me for doing something ridiculous. Some people have already received such misunderstandings that sometimes they feel strange.

“I thought you two were getting married. I thought it was a joke when I heard you had a separate marriage partner. ”

I try to get her out of my head. And it reminds me of a patient I've been thinking about on the one hand.

Together, we can understand the difficulties because we are both enjoyable and reasonably comfortable saying whatever we want, and because we work in the same profession and in the same field. Crying and laughing together at the life of the patient. Sometimes talking nonsense in cigarette smoke. I heard you quit smoking when you get married. It seemed like a bit of a waste.

I was just drunk on a warm dream. I've only met one good friend in my life. I'm not leaving forever, and I'll see you in the hospital. They will rejoice and mourn for the life of their patient.

But for some reason, my heart aches.

We're friends. Why is that?

It's just a misunderstanding.

Looking out the window, raindrops began to fall from the cloudy sky. Droplets of water embroidered in the air of droplets are watering my heart. Is that what this is about? It reminded me of her, who was my last and first love. The day after I first put on the white doctor's gown and showed it to her. Like the rain of the galaxy unfolded today, the sky looks like a flower of water bloomed. Her breathing, which had been hard, was heavenly and unable to smell the fragrance of spring returning.

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“Cut! OK! ”

Maybe it was because the constellations were beginning to bloom. Lee Si-hyun's heart and Seonwoo's heart were already wet. I fell in my heart like the number of sad raindrops hiding in countless raindrops.

“Salvation, stop!! ”

The waves that were embroidered in the air disappeared, but the snowman's eyes still seemed to see the umbrella.