Actor, Search for Hope

When I think of the bear, it was not a particularly difficult situation. But what bothers me is the expectations of people who are coming. I didn't realize it was hard to concentrate on the eyes around me because it was hard to concentrate on the lives and emotions of the characters in the play, but when I realized and looked around, I was quite overwhelmed by the eyes pouring out of the company.

“As I recall, so are the other cameras. You're amazing.”

Kang Tae-hyeon, who is too clumsy to express his emotions, is also a very impressive event. One drama, not one-sided, but quite long, never NG-one drama, occurred in a drama overseen by the rather rigid Jaegyu PD. Besides the public, there should be three letters Lee Sunwoo engraved in the ears of the industry.

“Let's go in first. I'm still a little, uh, a little overwhelmed. ”

After coming out of the hallway because the air inside seemed a bit suffocating, I felt like I would be crushed by heavier air instead of getting comfortable. The body that was sensitive to the flow of atmosphere was a little annoyed at this time. Human emotions, sometimes they sparkle like starlight, but sometimes they get nauseous because they squirm.

Fortunately, the strange times, the feeling of jealousy, were almost gone and the atmosphere of admiration was repetitive, but it was still not uncomfortable.

“Whew.”

As you enter the room, the air that did not fit into your body disappears. I've felt it a few times, but it was hard to hold it still because I had never felt such an admiration that I could feel it clearly and clearly. Something you can feel burdened with, but don't dislike, but can't like. I'd be bored with the everyday lives of geniuses if I could get this kind of attention.

“At least as a company, you're a little restrained. What if you have a fan meeting? ”

“... a fan meeting? ”

“Yes, we have a fan cafe this time. Did you know?”

Fans. So not other people, but your fans.

It's a strange ringing.

“I've never heard of it. ”

“What happened after Time Attack 2? ”

Lowena, who was working hard with her laptop comfortably on the couch, said. Then I took the laptop to Sunwoo's eyes and showed it.

“Bam! What do you think? ”

A neatly designed cafe gate. And there was the phrase "God of smoke" and a picture of Sunwoo hanging on the main.

“What is the god of acting? ”

“What's that, a fan cafe? ”

“I mean, me? ”

God. It was so embarrassing to think of such a big name.

“That's too much. ”

“Oh, it sounds like this when you look at time attacks. My eyes are not wrong, it's better than leisure. It's glass, right?”

Sunwoo felt a sudden headache that was not sticky. Well, it's because it didn't seem to change even if Sunwoo was here.

“But is that your responsibility? Why would someone bother with something like that? ”

“Raising my salary, getting company funding, makes me feel good. That's my actor right there. ”

“So you've moved up the salary increase. ”

Of course, I smiled with a slightly prettier face as I looked down at the smiling glass. However, they all smiled at the funeral because they were not as cute and disgusted as they were not old enough. Sunwoo was also happy to see that. Money. Simple, simple reason. I liked that kind of honesty more than a whirling expression.

“Yuri, do you need help too? ”

“Well, that's really annoying. ”

“I'll get you coffee and cake! ”

As often as I used to gossip, this is their everyday landscape, although it seemed like their age had changed. Even though I was used to that look, I felt a little relieved that I was full of tension until now.

“Now that the show's over, I'd like to take a break. I don't want you to schedule anything. ”

“By the way, Sunwoo. I can't do it this time, not even with a CF...”

I had a dream, but I had already forgotten it. The two minds were just remnants, as if Lee Si-hyun was a mirror shining on his shoulder. Nothing resembled the situation, situation, situation, or history of life, but the shadow of the mind that was wandering among the dizzy emotions resembled it.

You ask me what love is, and I don't get any answers.

I feel like crying again and again, but I do not change my mind. It just seems so familiar that it doesn't matter. Sadness piles up and becomes chronic, so it hurts too much, but it doesn't feel the pain.

It was similar to the past. I could feel some pain now, but I didn't know if I was depressed or sick at the time. Everything in Lee Si-hyun's life was different, but in essence it was not much different. in that the meaning of life is similar to the wind that passes through the moon.

“I'd like to take a break. There's not much of a re-contract left, and my acting skills aren't going anywhere. I'll think about CF. ”

This, observation is a kind of emotional labor. No matter how much I like it and how interesting it is, I'm tired of it. As a Sunwoo, I felt the need to relax as Kim Seo-hyun said from Time Attack. Feelings should be restocked and the consumed parts rested.

“Very well. I'll pass it on. ”

Kang Tae Hyun hesitated to say something more, but he couldn't say anything more. In my experience, I couldn't break the stubbornness of Sun Woo Kang Tae Hyun and couldn't persuade him.

The burden on people's gaze and compliments were similar to those of a newcomer, but there was no anxiety about what merit the newcomers would have. Ironically, I felt really strong about it. I was sure that I needed that confidence, and I didn't hide that I could go to another company at any time if I bothered myself.

“Sunwoo wants to take a break first! CF shit, right? ”

“Well, yes. ”

Below and Kim Yu-ri were also a little embarrassed because they were not familiar with such a clear demand compared to the soft and uncomfortable attitude of Sunwoo, but the actor said he didn't want to do it himself, so he couldn't find more to say. I was asked by the people above the company to help me with one thing if Sunwoo refused to do about the schedule behind the scenes, but it was not such a quartile.

“I'm going to go home and rest for a while. ”

I was curious about Kang Taehyun, Lee, and Kim Yu-ri for a while, but I couldn't ask them.

“I'll take you there. ”

It was still awkward that someone else was driving and sitting comfortably, but I nodded lightly as I got used to it from the beginning.

“Oh, but they don't? ”

The houses. Then they moved. I was obsessed with Lee Shi-hyun and drowsy, and I didn't have much to worry about because all the processing was done on behalf of the company. So I didn't even honestly remember saying that I had promised the houses. At the time of the acting, I thought I heard Lee Si-hyun's feelings and spilled it in my ears.

“Sorry, a little later.

“Yes.”

Kim Yu-ri replied with a full-blown voice.

“I would. ”

In the end, I felt a little sorry for him. It was because of the expression and atmosphere that everyone felt sorry for something. It was natural to say because I was a dedicated actor, but the atmosphere they were in was genuine. It was the same for Kang Taehyun and below. So I was thankful enough for that.

.

It was becoming known to the public, and it seemed that the company was paying as much attention as possible because the re-contract was approaching. Even if I look at auntie, it just looks expensive.

“Isn't it a bit wide? ”

24 sq.m. apartment. White meets Blue. Makes the house look tidy, spacious, but doesn't feel very slender. It is due to the proper harmony of large TV's, air conditioning, etc. including expensive looking couches.

“You'll get used to it in no time. Your password is 1234, so be sure to change it. This is the card key you'll need to enter. ”

One at the entrance before taking the elevator, and one at the end of the elevator coming in. So there were two card keys.

“Twice. It's a little cumbersome. ”

“But it's for security. So I'll be going now. Once you've packed and stacked everything inside, I've got everything you think you need, but let me know if you need anything else or if you have anything else. ”

That's what he said, and Tae Hyun went out of the house.

I think I told them to pack up the original studio's luggage and put it away. Maybe I should have just asked you to let me go because I didn't have a big burden, and I didn't have any privacy.

I guess there's still a sense of refinement about Lee Si-hyun. I don't know why, but the last memory flowed was about Lee Si-hyun's future.

Choongwoo plays, and it just ends up being broadcast in real life. Repeated surgeries and patients. Feelings about Seo-hyun Kim, who is still unable to catch a cold. And after a while, Lee Shi-hyun, who repeated her daily life as usual, stumbled upon a scene on TV.

This is a speech shot by a young Iraqi girl, Charlotte Aldebron.

This is how a girl's speech begins.

If you drop bombs on Iraq, people think of Saddam Hussein in a military uniform or a soldier with a mustache with a face or a gun. But did you know that more than half of the 24 million people in Iraq are children under the age of 15? There are 12.0 million children living in Iraq. They're kids like me. Take a look at me. Slowly, and for a very long time. Imagine me dropping a bomb on Iraq. because you're trying to kill kids like me.

And the images of the grisly sites coming out. Though it was mosaic-treated, the senses Lee Shi-hyun had been familiar with made me naturally predict the wound.

Impulsive determination.

He makes sudden decisions that may have been steeped in manism in repeated lives. He wants to go to the battlefield, and after entering Doctors Without Borders, he decides to go to a very dangerous and reluctant area. These are the places that could really die.

That was the point where Sunwoo could see. Short, quick passes through the brain. The last place I stood was actually in the middle of a battlefield where bullets rained. So I was very curious about the story behind it. What did Lee Si-hyun see and feel on the battlefield?

I wonder if I could find meaning in my life.

The answer to life is, there are no answers.

Gertrude Stein has never, ever had an answer, and he said it was the only answer.

Still.

However, I hope you find Lee Si-hyun.

I haven't seen him since my first love.

About feelings, about the meaning of life.

In the view of Sunwoo, Lee Si-hyun's life was like a machine spreading sand constantly in a whirlpool in the wandering desert. So...

I hope I haven't found the answer to my emotions or the meaning of life.

Seongwoo earnestly prayed.