Actor, Search for Hope

The full story of the film can be summarized in one line.

Days of life after the protagonist who was sentenced to terminal cancer has retired.

A bit unusual is that he put a lot of effort into the gaze of the third party. Most proceeds to the main character's point of view, but the main character is seen with the eyes of others.

And that looks beautiful, even though it is a sad situation, coupled with the skills of a beautiful thousand directors with the intentions and films of the writer. I don't brag about being sad or annoyed directly, except for the narration that sounds like the main character's voice. Even mentioning such a heart is only in the beginning.

I don't know if it's hard to call it a commercial movie, but investors' intentions were intertwined with the price of a thousand directors' names to target the niche market in the movie market today. that a modest investment is at least the forefront and/or more profitable. And most of the films from the thousand produced more revenue.

“But the rumors are no joke. I thought Director Yoo Gangjin said that too. ”

“I've heard of your name, but do you accept it from others? ”

The main writer wondered what the thousand director said while looking at the other actors, including Sunwoo, who was playing in the filming hall.

“You said you just debuted as a writer, right? If you ever get a chance to work with him, grab him. Don't get in the way of means and means. By the way, how many NG's have you counted so far? That's a little bit of a scene. There was never an NG in the most important scene. ”

One of the most important things a thousand directors looked at when choosing actors was that they should not give up NGs. Of course, it was impossible to guide at all, so it was really difficult to find actors who could minimize the recovery.

“You never gave me an NG in Time Attack. Not if you don't give me that. ”

“I'm a writer, so I don't know. Remember those actors we did last time? ”

It is natural to improve the completeness of movies through a few NGs. It is really difficult to proceed to a long take scene. Plus, it usually takes a minute or two, but what a thousand director needs is more than five minutes. It's really great to have more than one or two minutes of shorts running without editing. And besides, it's not just one or two scenes, but it's happening all the time.

At first, I wanted to see where the limit was if it wasn't really flashing once. At first, I wasn't really going to take a five-minute shot. The protagonist did it. The problem was with the other actors.

“The problem is that the protagonist is so good, it's the second time I've filmed a movie. ”

Other actors couldn't keep up with the atmosphere and breathing, so even though they ended up filming a long take scene, it didn't take too long. That was quite a shame for the director.

“Have you been there before? An actor like that?”

“There was. Those who survived the film for over a decade will never forget that name. It was buried before it was made public. Oh, come on. There!!"

It seemed that the filming was going smoothly, so as I watched the main writer quietly behind one step, the director of the cloth who was talking with him hurriedly ran out. Something caught the director's eye.

“I think it's going well. ”

What is the difference between a writer and the eyes of a filmmaker? The main writer sighed deeply, thinking about it, and chased after the thousand directors.

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# 44 "Train"

I don't think the chief's proxy is that great.

The brief commotion ended with the announcement that it was about to disembark from the broadcast station. "Didn't the man say that he would get out of the war like he was drunk and had no idea where he was going?" It seemed silly to drop the Buriah. "

“Hmm.”

I looked up and looked at the book. From caring too much and dressing up to dealing with a drunk man, I'm quite concerned about the fact that I've been dealing with a drunk person for more than 30 minutes and haven't lost my laugh.

I did something pretty impulsive. I don't think I'd ignore a person like that if they appeared out of the blue.

“Would you like a drink? ”

I was hungry, so I stood next to him with a few cans of beer I bought for dinner and an envelope full of snacks.

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# 45 "Train"

“Where are you going? ”

“Mister?”

The protagonist and the cast. None of the names appear. They're just commonly seen titles. Uncle, sister, brother, aunt, etc. That's all you say to someone you don't know.

“Busan.”

“At this hour?

“I just wanted to see the Busan Sea. ”

I need a lot of attention. I'm in my early 20s. Did I just become 20 because I brought beer? Her appearance suddenly surprised me a little, but I wanted to see what she looked like. So was the man who was drunk and injected, and the girl who appeared suddenly. Perhaps before the deadline was declared, the drunken man would have called for a guide on the train, and the girl in front of him would have moved away lightly.

Timeline.

I didn't really feel it yet, but I felt like I had made a change of heart. I don't know about myself, but in light of this behavior, something has certainly changed.

“Then why half? ”

“Who said anything about you? ”

The main character who was described as just over 30 years old was 36 years old. Everywhere I looked, the expression 'fresh’ did not match. Moreover, he was the same age, including his appearance, but no one seemed to care. So was his name.

The writer said, “It doesn't really matter if you just put in the right age. There's no direct reference to age in writing. That's what it's called. ”

“So where are you going? ”

“I'm also in Busan. ”

He explained one thing while talking about the intention of this piece. You told me to take a look at acting. That explanation was common to all actors as well as Sunwoo.

“But I really have a question, can I ask you? ”

“Don't just ask if you're sorry. ”

If you travel somewhere and get on a train by yourself, you may have some experience imagining that you might encounter a beautiful woman or a wonderful man next door or near you. Of course, the imagination usually ends with an imagination.

“Why are you dressed so nicely? I thought I'd arrive late and meet someone. ”

“... I don't know. ”

I just wanted to look cool for the rest of my life. Whether it's internally or externally.

To be honest, I still have not realized it well in my heart. And then there was the hard part. I know it with my head, but I can't accept it with my heart. So I wanted to do it externally.

“I just wanted to have a wonderful life for the rest of my life. ”

There was an article in a Dutch newspaper once that said, middle-aged gecko dad, divorced, single man, cheating man, etc. These people came to the amusement store and told a woman they didn't know about their difficulties.

A man who pays a woman he's never met and then complains about it. And not just one or two, but quite a lot of men do that. Clearly, the men have parents, brothers, and friends. Even if things were different, there would be more than one of them. Why would they say that to a strange woman?

“Why are you dressed like that? ”

This psychology refers to "Stranger on a train phenomenon". This phenomenon is a term defined and described by Zick Rubin, a social psychologist and lawyer in the United States.

He published in a 1975 paper on the Psychology of wanting to reveal his secrets to a complete stranger. I want to tell my secret to someone who has no knowledge of his past or present state. Of course, there is an emotional prediction that if we move forward, we will never see each other again.

“I'm going to see my boyfriend, and I want to look pretty before I leave him. ”

It's not asking for any answers or advice, it's a kind of monologue, it's just a psychology that I want someone to hear about my situation or about some difficulty. Especially for those who are too close, this phenomenon appears more often for things that cannot be said.

“Really?"

“... aren't you going to ask me why I broke up? ”

Things that are hard to say because you don't want to burden your heart with intimacy or because my secret is embarrassing. I want to tell someone, but it's very difficult to find someone like that.

“Why, do you want me to ask? ”

“Don't you usually ask when you say something like this? ”

Meet on a time-limited, undisclosed trip.

And their own pain.

Everyone has their reasons.

“Well, why did you break up with him? ”

“I don't answer to you. ”

I can't shake my head like I'm upset and take a beer. The sound of sipping beer and trains crossing the dark road at night.

And her story continues.

“I don't know who did it wrong, but it happened. ”

It's a common lovers' quarrel.

In a nutshell, they're both exhausted from long-distance relationships.

“I think you're both wrong. ”

“At this point, even if you're lying, you're saying, 'Man did wrong.' ”

“But you said it yourself, right? ”

I didn't feel like I wanted any answers or encouragement, and I didn't want to say anything to my mouth. I was, to be honest. I really wanted to live my life honestly for a short time.

“At least someone who's drunk told me...”

“But I don't think you're that drunk.

The protagonist said, the woman muttered to herself, turning her gaze to the window.

‘I'm drunk, I'm on my way to say goodbye to a guy I've been seeing for five years. ’

“Cut!”

So the protagonist's name is Kim Soo-il.

This time, I found it against memories and emotions.

There were no three letters in the script.

I wonder where he was, too.

Or an imaginary person.

But the emotions, the past, the names, the school were too detailed to be an imaginary character. When I heard about the writer, I didn't think he'd put that much effort into it.

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“Director, why don't you let Sunwoo play the piano during your OST? ”

“What are you talking about, ditching a good pianist? ”

After filming the train scene, the sound director suddenly spoke to the thousand directors.

“I heard he plays better than you because you dropped him off with that pianist. I hate to admit it, but I don't really understand why he's learning. At that age and skill level, I don't know if it's my country, but it will be recognized enough in a foreign country. ”

Due to the nature of our country, it is difficult to be welcomed by talent that has suddenly emerged. Especially because of the conservative nature of the music industry. I don't have a mentor, or a university with a name. It is really difficult in my country to get into the music world and be recognized as a pianist as an actor who is not a musician or a technologist.

“You sure about that? ”

“Yes, so why don't you let Sunwoo play the movie piano OST himself? It's good for you. We're good for you. When promoting ”