Actor, Search for Hope

OST recording ended beautifully, although not as expected. Leave the rest of the editing and other work to the experts.

“Can you put a decent piano in the house? I think I've heard that the sound suppression was done before. ”

I heard that Sunwoo's house was originally used by another actor, and that actor's hobby was a song.

“I'll ask. It won't take long. But if you had a hobby, why didn't you say so before? ”

Kang Tae-hyun said a few moments, then I was going to say something, and then I just laughed. To be precise, this is the kind of ability that was created by filming this film, and it's going to be a hobby.

“You play really well. When did you hit him?”

“I just started as a kid and sometimes I get a hobby. ”

I didn't want to lie about this.

I never went to school as a kid.

A gift.

It's a coincidence, but I'm a little jealous of Kim Soo-il who later found out about her talents. Most of all, I envy my sweet parents. There was someone there to cheer for.

“But don't you have a talent for music? You might have to play the piano, not the actor. ”

Kim Yu-ri, who had studied music at one time, was just great in his eye-catching skills. This is what a hobby looks like, and if you were to hang on to a piano, which melody would come out?

Of course, the situation was completely different from what Kim Yu-ri imagined.

Something sweet about it. The resplendent eyes that you feel around you are the eyes of awe and desire. I knew that I was good as an actor, but I could see that my appearance was versatile elsewhere because it seemed to be a reflection of my genius.

I smiled bitterly at the atmosphere.

Would they be disappointed if I told them the truth?

Or should I say talent.

It reminds me of the description of Mask Syndrome that the director mentioned a few days ago.

I think it's just my situation.

I don't know who I am, but I expect more and more.

Now, of course, I don't think I'm going to disappoint my expectations of the surrounding community unless I lose this ability to observe.

What if this ability suddenly disappears as if it had suddenly appeared?

I'm not sure.

“What time is the shoot tomorrow? ”

“I heard it was around 6: 00. Now that you have some time, why don't you get some rest? It's going to be pretty intense tomorrow. ”

Filming is coming to an end. Which filming would it not be? It was the last time, so it was more tightly organized. Even though Sunwoo said he was paying less NGs, it wasn't like Time Attack at all, and often he was paying NGs. It was also the intended buyer for Chongwoo.

“Let's go inside today, then. It's been a long time since I slept. ”

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# 91 "Breakfast"

I wake up in the morning and I feel like I'm wasting my time. I straightened up the seat and got up, had a strong cup of coffee and drowsed out.

What do we do today?

Let's have breakfast first.

Thinking about what to do, I looked out the window and it was still dim. The world full of black will soon shine when the sun comes up. I hope that the sun will soon set completely and the creepy shadows will go away.

There is still hope and despair in my heart.

After finishing my coffee, I started preparing breakfast. Finally, I decided to prepare the miso stew. It is the menu I prepared most of the time in my daily life.

Familiarily remove the tip of the green pepper and rip it lengthwise.

The anchovies are lightly stir-fried in a pan without the inside.

I poured a cup of water because I thought it would be stir-fried properly, and put green pepper to boil.

The spicy inside of the red pepper and the saltiness of anchovies began to make a delicious noise.

Spray the right amount of salt at the right time.

One third as much sugar as salt.

A spoon of minced garlic I used to put in a few days ago.

And I had to put soy sauce in, so I searched the cupboard, but I guess I ran out of soy sauce. As a pity, I loosened the soy sauce. We can replace it with soy sauce without a soy sauce.

I took a closer look at the cupboard and noticed the missing materials.

I didn't want to pay attention to the term "deadline sentence."

The morning I heard it, I remembered that I was trying to buy some fallen things.

Let's finish cooking.

I put boiled things in the pan in the mixer and ground it.

Finish the sauce for the miso stew.

Originally, I had to put tofu in, but I decided to replace it with pumpkin, because it wasn't in the refrigerator. Plus onions and onions.

Take out the skillet, pour the water, and wait for it to boil, unfasten the miso properly, and take a look at the sauce that was finished with the mixer and put it in.

“I like the heat. ”

If there is one thing I regret, is that there is no tofu.

I don't know about the others, but as Kim Su-il, I was thinking that tofu is essential for miso stew.

“... to see my parents. ”

It was my mother who learned to boil miso stew.

Mom.

Dad.

We should go see him before he dies.

I was afraid to tell you I was on a deadline.

What will he say when he hears it from heaven?

You'll be sad.

But you don't lose hope.

He said that he was great when he wanted to play the tune of hope.

As time goes by, the faces of parents that I keep thinking about won't be erased.

Suddenly, the darkness was out and the world was bright.

A few spoonfuls of miso stew have been working for a long time, my parents thought.

Should I heat it up again or should I just eat it?

Hot or just eating.

I wish my emotions were this clear.

Even if it's not clear, I urge you to look at my heart as if it's the sun shining brightly out the window.

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I thought it was not too long after breakfast, but it soon became lunch time. I wanted to see my parents before lunch, so I left.

Outside, there were still countless people and more vehicles running on the road.

Everyday scenery like never before.

I am looking at a busy world, regardless of individual changes. If I am looking at a busy world, my smile comes out inadvertently.

“Please go to the Dragon Cartel. ”

I handed the car to a friend not long ago. A friend who is having a difficult life. I wanted to help with something because I was afraid of my ego, but I couldn't, so I found a very reasonable excuse.

Exterior cleanliness, from the inside.

Washed the car, filled it up with gas.

“Come and play later. ”

And the free gift agreement I gave you.

It is a certificate to indicate the donor's willingness to give his/her property, such as property or shares, free of charge to the recipient and to prove that the other party will establish it by accepting it.

“It's not like I'm dying to take it. It's the last time. Smile and take it. ”

I smiled at my friend who was hesitant about not having to accept this without knowing how. It wasn't a grin, but a real smile recently.

“I just came up with a contract in case something went wrong after death. This isn't a joke. This is serious. ”

At first, I told a friend who told me not to joke and that if I was doing it because of my situation, I would be really angry later.

“Even so. Are you kidding me? ”

However, I forcefully gave the contract to a hesitant friend and broke up with him after discussing unpleasant gossip like before.

“Let's see it one more time before we die. When are you getting married, anyway? ”

“... maybe in the middle of next year or something? ”

“I really wanted to go to your wedding. Too bad.”

He smiled and said, smiling at the unknown friend who could not speak.

“I can't help it. Good job preparing for the wedding. Here we go."

With this I told all the people I had to talk to about my death.

No, you're still here.

I have to tell my parents.

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When I arrived at the Ossuary, I noticed a familiar landscape. I spoke to the waiting room and went inside. A white prominent column appeared in the building consisting of clean marble.

“Father, mother, here I am. ”

The interior of the room.

There's a whole bunch of fireworks around.

Seeing all the empty spaces filled up, there must have been more deaths in between. Last I heard was about a month ago. In the meantime, a lot of people died.

“I was sentenced to a deadline. Well, I can't help it if it's late stage cancer. ”

If there was a chance that something could happen, I would try to treat it.

I still want to live.

“I finished the retirement stage well. I say hello to my friends, I'm almost done cleaning up around them. I just wanted to see my mom and dad one more time before I died. ”

I had so much to say.

When I come here and see my parents, all I want to say is, emotions just flow out of my mouth.

“So, um, ”

The rest of my life,

“I'll do my best. ”

by any means and means you can

everywhere you can

All the time you can.

With all the will I can.

I will do my best to live the rest of my life.

I still wanted to clean up the whirlpool and spend the rest of my time well.

I came to my parents' Ossuary to pledge it.

“I don't want to be a hawk anymore. So keep an eye out. ”

Let's not wander off anymore.

Because I said it in front of my parents.

I made a commitment.

I hope that this moment in my life will once again be in my heart.

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“Are you okay, Sunwoo? ”

“Oh, yeah, I'm fine.

Are we done filming?

From the moment Kim Su-il committed to her parents in the Ossuary, her emotions poured out so brightly that she was confused, happy, and distracted.

You can do that under the circumstances.

I completely gave up the feeling of despair and was filled with hope.

And it started writing a few days later.

Scenes of composing songs for filming.

3 minutes and 40 seconds of OST complete.

That's the end of the movie.

We don't talk about the story after that.

The ending seems to be open, but it still leaves room for work.

“Are you sure? We're done filming today. Let's go home first. ”

“Are we done filming today? What about tomorrow?"

“I have a shoot tomorrow.... Are you sick? ”

“No, it's fine. Let's go home first. ”

I thought the shoot was over.

Nevertheless, the flow of memory and emotion twisted the time.

And the last song I played was like that.

The remaining four minutes of piano tunes that flowed in despite being filmed in the middle of the movie.

It wasn't emotions, but memories flowed into the future.

That's why it's a little confusing.

“Mr. Sunwoo? We're here.”

I want to be like Kim Soo-il, but it's still hard.

I'm just trying to distinguish what I can and can't do right now.

Kim Suil shared what he did and what he didn't do.

And I made up my mind and wrote down hope.

“Yes, I'm going in. Tae Hyun, please go in carefully. ”

“... and I'll walk you to the door. ”

“I'm fine.”

It is easy to distinguish between what you can and what you cannot do. I'm just doing what I can. However, it is difficult to share what you do and what you don't do. You have to decide it with your own will and judgment.

Kim Suil composed hope with his will and judgment.

I think I can do that someday.

Kim Soo-il, who composed a song filled with bright hope, looked happy.