Actor, Search for Hope

Father.

Someone I once admired.

Someone who once wanted to be loved.

A man who once looked tall.

Not only as a child, the idea continued until the lightning bolt. And I thought it was a pretty good family until I heard the word ’the most troubled thing in psychiatry’. It's because you can't look back on your cool. Only then could I realize it after hearing it from someone else's eyes. When I think about it now, it's really bitter. No-your past is still too bitter, so you might as well roll candy in your mouth.

I wonder if such a father will come. Should I meet him in person? YiJina will deliver first. Sunwoo told me. I just don't know whether to say it literally or nicely around Sunwoo.

Well, at least there's a little bit of collateral, or at least it's a little easier to hear. Lee Jina did the same when she told Sunwoo this time. When the bear looks at it, it speaks to prevent it from damaging itself.

That's what horses are.

The deliveryman needs to be careful.

Depending on how you say it, there is a difference between how you feel and how you think, whether you speak, whether you listen or speak. Lee Jin-ah's method is a shampoo instinctively trained to survive in a different family than usual.

I don't know if it used to be, but I can see it in the eyes of the Sun Wu now.

“Sunwoo, it's time. ”

“Did your family come or not? ”

“Yes, I haven't heard from him. ”

Today is premiere day for.

I sent invitations to my family as a test just in case, too.

I did not expect it at first, and I was not surprised by the expected results. The only time before I came back to do nothing was to send an invitation because it was just a memory of Sunwoo. So I wasn't angry or sad or anything. There is no change in emotions. It's just a grave. If you look back now, what was it that hurt so much back then? I was afraid of what my father was afraid of. I was the one who said it's better to tear off wings that can't fly. I just couldn't do it because Sunwoo is his son.

“Sunwoo. ”

A voice from behind was heard by Sunwoo, who was about to walk out to the prepared stage.

He posed to raise his hand so that Kang Tae-hyun wouldn't fit in toward Sunwoo asking why he called me with his eyes.

“Good luck. ”

It would not be strange for Sun Woo's psychology to feel more familiar with Kang Tae Hyun who throws a message of support than his father who thinks he is completely inferior to others.

“It's a fight. ”

If you keep your face steady, you can't help but notice the cute pose on your cruel appearance. Thanks to you, the cruel wind seems to have disappeared a little. Over time, back in time, a past that only remembers itself is remembered like this again when forgotten. Every day I feel anxious and tears will overflow by themselves. But I could never see tears. I fell asleep after such anxiety. Repeating only that night, the morning sun rose steadily.

If I could walk away with any sadness, the past would be different. Could I have been rewarded for the effort that just felt meaningless? Assumptions that are worthless, that you don't have to think about anymore. I didn't give up on vain desires. I didn't even know what I wanted at the time.

I just wanted to be happy.

Days when you don't even realize it.

“Before proceeding with the premiere, I will play the piano of actor Lee Sun-woo. Please give it up for everyone! ”

I thought I'd gotten over it, but I haven't.

It's no fun dragging the past down.

It's time I don't remember anyone but myself.

It's far, far away now, when I was younger in time than I am now.

Put it in your finger.

Several times. Several times.

I've never been fascinated by a piano before. I didn't know what to do when I came back. If you release your emotions into the instrument, it will somewhat unravel the feelings that just clumped together.

It breaks down the negative senses that were only piled up. It was similar to why I fell in love with sports. I wanted to avoid the reality after work and emotions got tangled up so hard to catch. However, in their nature, they did not turn away completely.

When you exercise, you focus only on your body's movement.

Many thoughts vanished and only one.

That's the only thing I'm focusing on.

In that sense, the instrument seems similar. However, the difference Sunwoo is feeling is the degree to which emotions gush out. Working out is like a refuge to forget. I guess the piano feels like the heart of the barber who shouted "Donkey Ear."

‘Even if it's not perfect this time. ’

The depth of sound increases with time, but the emotion captured before and after time is different. Every day, the rhythm that flows from your fingers will gradually change as you overlap. So the only thing that can capture this moment is right now, right here.

Painting with a brush called a finger is hopeless in despair. The moment you lose all hope because you have nothing to look at. The hopes you paint in that moment are crueler and harsher than despair. But you can, because you're human.

so that he can fully accept the past that he couldn't draw a single point of light hoping for hope. When you think about it, you can see the sun rising in the sky of the past, full of sad stars. I had a drink and I did it. I was a little young, so I could talk lightly.

I feel like I'm on a pedal right now.

Even if it is not possible at one time, gradually like this.

May the sun of tomorrow rise in the night sky that will never rest.

The end is invisible, yet too subtle.

Nevertheless, the road is now walking.

But I think I can say it now.

A little more than that.

It's like a warmer breeze.

.

The premiere of ended in the same way as all the other premieres Sunwoo had participated in. There was nothing more to do, nothing less to do. What's different about Sunwoo is that he's a little more familiar with camera flash baptism than he was in the first place.

“You seem busy all of a sudden. ”

After the fall of the sad echo, the white season came again.

The day of the first shooting of Zombie Flight.

And the first snowfall of the year.

No, the first eye was literally when we shot the "ripples" music video the other day. Even if the eyes are made by human hands. If it's purely nature, it's today.

Before, he would have been happy to see snow coming in winter. But somehow I miss it more than fun. I want to see the snow of time. That's why snowflakes falling from the sky look like leaves that have not been seen this year.

“This is usually the schedule. ”

“Is that so?"

“Actually, it's not. But if you're a top actor in a 1,2-year car, you're much busier. It's common to miss even time spent in shops. ”

There is an essential time for celebrities to appear on TV, whether they are actors, singers or talent. A spot where any celebrity would drop by before the camera.

Salon.

It is often referred to as a ‘shop’.

Usually a girl learns an hour and a half, and a boy learns an hour. If the skin is good, the time it takes for male actors is reduced by half. Of course, on the contrary, there are occasional cases where the celebrity does not want to be managed. In that case, there is an atmosphere that somehow makes you grow up and feel relieved.

“Thank God for Sunwoo's skin tone. ”

Kim Yu-ri, who was standing next to me, received Kang Tae-hyeon's word.

“The disc is important in order to look as natural as possible for trends these days. ”

“I don't think so when I look at her makeup. ”

However, we can not stop correcting the skin.

Essential, not an option.

No matter how good skin is, the power of science is a time of need.

“If you look at kids who do idols, it's a two- or three-hour story. Did you decide to go live with him next time? Ask Noah once. How long is it going to take to get to the Sunflower Kids' Shop? ”

Honestly, he was bored for an hour.

I'm taking it because I have to. If you don't like what others call a luxury, you don't like it. In the case of Chosun, it was not something I disliked, but something I did not want.

“You said you decided after the next piece? ”

“Yeah, it'll be over soon anyway, right? ”

Even though it was something you could see, it didn't take long to postpone the appearance or the amount that was occupied.

“Let's focus on the film. It's a little hard to do a lot of work because of your personality. ”

Moreover, the amount of Sunwoo in the film was not very large, so it did not matter if it was small. As Kang Tae-hyun said, if you were a famous new actor, you would have picked other works quickly. If there are more than one observation phenomenon due to the postponement of the Sun Wu.

Perhaps there's some confusion in the line of emotion, something almost catchy.

Chosun didn't want to do that. Maybe I'll get used to it and need a new stimulus. So far, the emotions and memories flowing from one person are not enough.

“I had a really good drama proposal this time, and I'm sorry. Both writers and directors want Sunwoo very badly, and the conditions are very good. ”

“You learn a lot other than me. There must be another actor for that role. ”

.

An unidentified virus is spreading and an emergency distress alert is being issued. What I could see in imaginary media, such as movies and novels, happened in reality. The full story of the film depicts the survivors of the trains connecting Busan and Seoul in this situation.

Exactly from Busan to Seoul.

“What?”

“I'm sorry."

Sunwoo's role in Zombie Flight is layman A. But the nameless layman A plays a fairly important role. This is because the supervisor has established a position that shows the reactions of ordinary people when they encounter these situations. It was a good name for an extra.

“Be careful.”

A short while after the train departed from Busan to Seoul. I had to pee, so I ran like a train and bumped into someone else. I bowed my head just because it was a mistake over here, and fortunately, it passed me by. There are times when such small things can cause big fights. I feel lucky that I'm not unlucky.

“ ……? ”

In the bathroom right in front of him was a man on both sides. I thought about it, but then I took another step to the next car. And while I was just entering the bathroom, I noticed a strange scene behind the window.

I think he was human.

A little, no, it's a lot weird.

It doesn't change if you rub your eyes because you think you saw it wrong.

“Rrrrgh!”

I went into the bathroom in a mess.

What the hell did I see...?

“Cut!”