Actor, Search for Hope

.

A frightened night, where the moon hides its face, what it was so afraid of. It's been a long time since the stars are falling on a clear night sky. The lights of the city, which were always shining on the street, seemed to meet each other.

Tyroric

Basic alarm sound on the phone that still remains unchanged. It's not sunrise yet, when the distant dawn is about to break. The direction the needle is pointing at is still ambiguous to happen. It is not too early, but due to the nature of a morning person or occupation, it is time to light up the base or someone who has to go to work early.

“Hoo”

Time before you wake up completely. I feel like I'll fall asleep if I want to go back to sleep. Sunwoo closed his eyes for about five minutes and got up enjoying the luggage in the duvet and approached the living room window. I feel a familiar cold energy. Light washing, dressing up and taking the elevator.

“Good morning. ”

“Yes, good morning. ”

As soon as I left the entrance, I was waiting for a vehicle that I was used to. At first, I became accustomed to the heavy lifting. It is not that I did not thank you. It's natural to be a manager, but thanks anyway. Especially since it's not easy to come up with something like this.

“Still no word on resuming filming? ”

It's been quite a while since the shooting stopped. In the meantime, I went to the scene to shoot a few times, but I wasted my time. He left the actor behind and couldn't hear the slate for really many reasons.

“Yes, maybe it will stop completely. Although the immigration director is running around. ”

Old times.

If only it had just come back from the past. Like a white plane drawing a line in the blue sky. I should have flown to the end. I want to know one more thing about the past and the memory of my role. I want to see it. I want to feel it. I feel like I shouldn't have.

Unknown sensation.

“I see.”

“Movies are often interrupted, but I'm not sure what will happen this time. It's too complicated. It's part of the discovery. ”

The feeling of being able to see beyond the mountain that I did not expect. He reminded me that I was alive and that it was a way to find happiness. And then it just appeared out of nowhere. I was nervous about not knowing when or where it was going to disappear.

Perhaps it would have been frustrating if it had been so early in the encounter with observation. No, I'm sure he's on board. I would have been worried, but it's different now. I stopped because I didn't know what Kim Sung-min's future was, but I have room to think about it in my own way.

“Sunwoo, we're here. ”

It's not a broken vessel. You are only a third party. Even if they don't see the end of their roles. It also gives you something to think about. So, I don't mean to be a little bit upset or irritated.

“Oh, and I have something to tell you about the future. There are also some things you need to hear about the advertisement, the fan meeting, and the Black and White Cities, which are almost certainly stopped. ”

“I'll listen to it after the workout. Is that okay?"

“Yes, it's not urgent. ”

Before you start exercising. Stretching reminded me of something a few days ago The day I left the scene, but the camera didn't spin. When the actors gathered, but the filming did not take place. I was able to talk to her for a long time. And I exchanged numbers for scraps.

.

Lee Seo-yeon has been at the movies for a really long time. Standing in front of the camera was from infancy, and as I got older, I began my actor life naturally through my childhood. At first, the world that was strange and good was increasingly shitty, but still glamorous.

I liked the glamour. After experiencing things that seem to be nauseating and seeing a lot of things, it's only because of that. I'm drunk on the glamour. Like he's caught in a noose he can't escape.

There were times when the shaft was so impenetrable, but fortunately, it did not hit a major accident that it could still remain on the floor. Thanks to the past self who had a lot of minor accidents, but did not have a big accident.

“Movies, they say, can be interrupted. Did you know?”

I've met as many people as I've dipped myself in movies my whole life. Is it because I grew up meeting really diverse people from the beginning to the end of desire? A second person without this thread, with a crooked shadow hidden in glamour, like a man in a world of shit.

It's not even top class, but there's still no such thing as a lot of beauty and dirty backstory. Getting to know each other properly was easy. Lee Sunwoo did not do that. I didn't think much of it at first, but the more time went by, the more I should say. The closer you get, the thicker the invisible wall doesn't seem to be. It's getting further and further away.

“Yes, but what's going on? ”

“I just wanted to get to know you a little better. Don't you want it?”

I wanted to narrow it down. It's an impulsive feeling, but there's no guarantee that wanting it will work. But I don't want to give up without trying. Emotions made it so before logic. If the movie really stops, I don't think we'll get a chance to meet.

Calculating the profit and loss of not being unconsciously close to one another is a habit of living in the movies. And moderately handsome. Too good-looking is a burden and this is good. After living in the industry for a long time, the handsome man insists on the price of his face. And pale, slightly different numbers, but not in a world where band-aids get married, not to the age of 12. Some of these reasons gave Lee Seo-yeon the justification to bend her pride as a woman.

A kind of self-rationalization.

“Not that I don't like it, but have a seat. ”

Sunwoo stood up and placed the chair he was sitting on in front of Lee Seo-yeon. It's been a long time since I've looked at myself openly. I think my legs are going to hurt.

“Thank you.”

Seo-yeon smiled and sat down, just as she was happy to give up her seat.

“What do you think about stopping the movie? ”

“Well, unfortunately, I'm afraid I can't help it if it stops. ”

Like turning a screw in a moment, you can't hold it if you don't turn it all the way to the end. It's okay now, just like old times. It's not a time when you can get on the subway and plug your earphones into your ears and not be able to look around you in your own world. I keep my eyes open and my eyes open.

“I'm a little, no, very sorry. because, frankly, I've put a lot of effort into this film. I wouldn't have even started if I knew it was going to be like this. And it's just a shame for me and Sunwoo, but there are a lot of people who don't. For example, the man who played the role of slapping Sunwoo said he was risking his life for this film. ”

He claimed to be the first role down after only performing an unnamed role. Other than that, it was a very important film for some staff.

“I don't know how some people just end up feeling sorry for themselves. What were they like? What do you think, Sunwoo? ”

It's a question of intent. Even though the ability to feel the atmosphere could tell something, it could not be specifically cremated. So Chongwoo answered honestly.

“I'm afraid I can't help it. If there's anything I can do, if I owe. As far as I can help, if there's any contact. It's not my fault that this movie got drifted. So I came here knowing that the shoot wasn't going to happen. Just in case, isn't that the same for Seo-yeon? ”

A brief intersection in life. I haven't had enough time to reach out to those who are just that kind of relationship. Most importantly, we still don't trust people very well. It was better than when I came back from the past, but it was still scary.

Relationships with people.

Accepting the pure favor.

And giving up your own heart.

The story of the roles I've played so far, including my relationship with my family who were confident that it would not be good for each other. Several factors influenced the values of Chosun. There's no end if you don't start. Fear comes first.

Seo-eun Kim, Seo Eun Yi Kim, Noah, Kang Tae-hyeon, Yu-ri Kim, or below.... Others you've met. Not long ago, when I visited the funeral home of Team Leader Kim Jin-soo, I was really sad about Kim Yu-ri and Below. The fact that they both shed tears affected me.

So, subconsciously or consciously, I put up a constant wall. I don't like giving too much love to too many people. I have nothing to say if I've eaten anything that hasn't woken up. Because I'm afraid of giving up and getting hurt. It's said to be mature and strong as many times as it hurts.

How much do I owe you?

Chosun hated it.

But I can't help it if the people who broke the wall come out. Let's open our minds to a few such people. That's the last thing I thought about.

“Right? So I got out, too. because if you get rid of the lead actor, the remaining possibilities will disappear. ”

So I drew a line about getting to know Lee Seo-yeon in front of me. I feel that there is a purpose in coming, not goodwill. I didn't just push it away because it didn't seem impure.

“As I said before, I want to get to know you better. You don't mind, do you? ”

“I told you before. I don't hate it. ”

I just don't feel like it.

I didn't want to become friends on purpose.

“Then exchange numbers. It looks like this, too, today. Maybe the next shoot will work. Then we don't know when we'll see each other. ”

Chosun hesitated for a moment and exchanged numbers because he had said something to himself. It was unexpected and somewhat embarrassing to be the first person to say this directly. The question is, what is the purpose? Apparently something is trying to happen. And I'm not sure what I like about his answer.

“You know what? Sunwoo's number was really hard to get. ”