Actor, Search for Hope

She replies with a quiet smile instead of saying something. I could smile because I was told enough about what Sunwoo was trying to say. But I can't help wanting to look so pretty.

“Long hair is good, but it doesn't mean I don't like short hair. ”

“But doesn't the long side look better? ”

Each person has their own style. Of course, the taste varies depending on the perspective of the individual. It's common to disagree with the same person. However, at least from Sunwoo's point of view, Kim Seo Eun looked better for a long time. And Kim knew that.

“Well, that depends on the person. And short hair looks good enough. ”

“Even if Sunwoo sees it? ”

Zhongwoo did not answer. I didn't want to lie. However, in light of the flow of the conversation, it was a bit like talking about honest feelings.

But she didn't really want an answer from Chosun. It was just a question I asked to check on Sunwoo's thoughts once again. I just wanted to suit my favorite person's taste.

“But the weather is suddenly changing. ”

Looking out the window, she looks blatantly distorted and doesn't seem offended. So, fortunately, I sighed for relief and looked outside.

It's been a long time since I had lunch. The sky was full of clouds, and the sun had been hiding what it feared for a long time. So the whole city seemed to be plunged into darkness. The windblowing like breaking a window gave me a clueless feeling.

“It was fine until morning. It's going to rain soon. ”

Common conversations in everyday life, no big deal. And the silence that follows. But it's not uncomfortable or uncomfortable, it's peace. Seongwoo found stability in the silence. What was she thinking in that weather whirlwind?

The blurred eyes are something else. Sun Wu instinctively knew it, and through his ability to feel the atmosphere. But I didn't ask what it was. I don't want to break the confined space now.

‘ ……. ’

It is also a world affair, but human emotions are often difficult to cut off. Simply like and dislike. Right, wrong, etc. How convenient it would have been if everything in life could be divided into binary. But the world was too complicated.

Especially people. There was one curiosity that Sunwoo had kept in mind while experiencing the lives of others. Two things to be more specific about. But the flow was continuous. Quite the contrary.

The first was about love. That's a question we've been asking all along. But it seemed like I was going to find the right answer. Even if the destination is too far away to reach it until death. I felt like I could find my own answer, but not completely.

The question that comes from love is more intrinsic. It was about human emotions. What is emotion? Of course, they had a reference point. I also knew the general reference point, which I usually talk about.

Feelings, feelings, feelings about any phenomenon or work. To be more straightforward, it's just the inner sound that comes naturally. Various senses that arise from the mind and persist for a while, such as objects or the environment.

If you want to write down or list more, you can talk endlessly. However, it seemed to me that Sunwoo thought it was just expressive. I wanted to find more absolute, firm criteria. I wanted to know. Maybe the right answer can't be everyone's reference point. However, it could be as scaled as Sun Wu himself.

“Shall we go out? ”

“Yes?”

Suddenly Kim Seo Eun's eyes returned sharply, and Sun Woo's eyes became blurred. Until just now, it was the opposite, but time changed the situation. The coffee that Sunwoo had ordered was also cold for a long time. Obviously, it was so hot that I couldn't wait until just now.

“It's hard to get around because you don't know what it's like to be in disguise. But wouldn't it be nice in that weather? Hats and umbrellas and sunglasses, but I think the mask will be fine. ”

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Zhongwoo is momentarily embarrassed by her offer, but nods. The thin rain was pouring out as if it were drilling a hole in the sky. It could be said to be a rainstorm, but the mood, feeling, and the scientific opinion that the weather forecast were all going to continue until tomorrow morning. So it was pretty cold, and Sun Woo and Kim Seo Eun were very close. Enough to rely on an umbrella.

“What do you think?”

“Good.”

The past of the dead. Love and emotion. And a lot of what I've been through as an actor, I wonder if it was because I hit the hearts of my friends like the sails of an unknown ship. This moment I was walking with her right now felt very precious to Sun Woo.

“Really?"

“Yes, really. ”

She reads that there are some serious concerns on Sunwoo's face, and her worries are very dark. However, his expression was so clear that he only looked cheeky. Through his ability to feel the atmosphere, he was able to clearly understand that point more than anyone else.

Sunwoo actually knew where his concerns were based. I just didn't want to see it right, so I turned my back. It was that most human emotions were consumable. I don't know what the others were thinking, but at least for Sunwoo.

Of course, there were examples that were not. In fact, there are some cases where Sunwoo has actually seen it through indirect experience, and even though I am not sure yet. The same was true of the eternal and pure love that Man B drew in Germany, and his unwavering love of Yunsik Kim and his will to change the world.

And although we are not sure over time, perhaps our love for Yu-ring's Hope for Despair. At least in Yunsik Kim's world, there will be no difference in her attitude, presumably.

The only thing that scares you is your feelings for yourself. It was from the time he handed over his hopes to Yu-ring. in case his emotions get turned on. Nature's sense of enrichment in the course of time was too sad to say it was an inevitable law.

“Thank you, and I'm sorry. ”

“What?”

At the moment I was walking, Chosun was clearly aware. I liked the time and space with her. It's hard to say that life is love, but it's more than just liking it, it's much deeper than feeling it. No matter how close you are, you can't stop the rainfall with an umbrella. Plus, it's blowing in the wind.

The wind was blowing in the heart of the Sun Wu. Warm, gentle breeze. So before I take a few steps. Thinking about that moment in the past, it was like a dream. It resembled love. I'm just chasing around. Maybe we can confidently say love as time goes on, as emotions deepen. Only fear is faith in yourself.

When you think about it, your feelings are like shadows. They hold each other's hands, and emotions accumulate over time. And at some point, they'll be covering the sky. And the eyes of Sunwoo will sound like the whole world is full of happy sounds.

“I like it, and that's pretty much it. But I'm not sure yet. ”

But can we take that feeling with us forever? I wonder if I can love her to the end no matter what. Chosun wanted that conviction. It was a kind of selfish thing, and it was pure enough to say it was stupid in some way.

Unless it is a movie or novel, the possibility of such love will converge at zero. However, there was such love when you searched history. And Sunwoo even experienced such love indirectly. Just like that, Sunwoo wanted the emotion to be able to do until the end of his life.

“I'll wait.”

In fact, if we look at the two emotions now, we can usually say "love." However, if we want to say "love," it is defined that emotions close to eternity have to be assumed. If it's not love, it's not love.

An emotion so remote that when someone hears it, they don't know the reality, but they don't know it. It's so romantic, it's unrealistic. But it was never a conclusion of escape. It may be a rather distorted value of love. It had to be that much for Sun Woo.

“But don't keep me waiting. ”

Everyone is

They find happiness in their own way.

So am I.

They think of you with a happy heart "

Paul Gauguin (1848-1903) called you "with a happy heart," as in a few poems. At some point, Seonwoo started to feel that way when he thought of her. So Chosun couldn't give up any more. The sad thing is, you can't be sure when that's going to happen. Time doesn't add confidence to emotions. Zhongwoo was well aware of that. So I felt sorry for myself, and I was stupid, and I was sorry for her.

“Yes, I'll try. Stay tuned, stay tuned. ”

That's why Chosun couldn't confess to her right away. That's why Sunwoo smiled. Especially when it's ready for Kim Seo Eun's bright smile. However, Choonwoo made a commitment to himself. I'll find my own way for a day, fast, about how I feel.

Raindrops are getting more and more toxic.

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After that day, Sunwoo and Kim Seo Eun's life flowed calmly. Days that seem the same to me. But the atmosphere changed subtly. I can't just pinch it, but, you know, the air is different.

“What happened yesterday? ”

“Not sure what to call it. I told you I knew, but you followed me and you saw the whole thing. I was just walking down the street. ”

When Sunwoo and Kim Seo were going for a walk in bad weather, everyone at first dried up. However, I couldn't help but raise my hand. If it wasn't such a day, it would have been a burden for the two of you to walk together. So I finally gave her permission and followed her behind.

“But we have to resume filming tomorrow and go back to Korea. I won't be able to see you for a while. Are we mistaken? ”