Actor, Search for Hope

After finishing his schedule in Korea, Chongwoo reinstated himself to an American plane. After staying in Korea again, it was almost impossible to live the life I wanted compared to the United States. It was not possible in Korea that Seonwoo was just a mediocre day that he had been thinking about recently.

Going on a bus to sleep in the noise of strangers. Walking the streets of the city, exposed to countless gazes, but no one cares. Those are the lives that Sunwoo wants these days. But it was with loneliness on the contrary.

In fact, this problem was raised when entering the modern society early. One of the most famous books that has written about poverty and solitude in abundance. In addition to David Riesman's The Lonely Crowd (1909-2002), Vance Packard (1914-1996) The Hidden Persuaders. In addition, Seung-ok Kim (1941 ~), "Seoul, Winter 1964", etc. addressed in Korea.

In fact, the story of our solitude and exclusion in modern society is abundant. It is because there is loneliness and loneliness hidden in a part of life for anyone living at this point.

That's why people don't like to be alone. I want someone to be with me. However, efforts to maintain that relationship are often annoying. I'm more comfortable alone. It's cozy and comfortable in your own space.

But I'm lonely. I'm not lonely when I'm with people, but I'm uncomfortable, I'm nervous. I want to be alone but I don't want to be alone. I want to be with you, but I want to be alone. Such contradictory emotions were the ‘ordinary’ that came to mind in the same way.

“Is there anything else you need? ”

“I'm fine.”

“Let me know if you need anything. ”

The cafe in the residence where Sunwoo is now tied up. It was with Kim Seo Eun the other day. Late lunch. Only Sunwoo and a few others are in this vast space. So the space was wide open.

Besides, I was alone today. That's why I was sitting in a well-lit window. There was a clear line of sight. The waiter spoke to Seonwoo who had spent a long time like that. I think I've been with a mojito too long. Or was it because he liked himself? It seemed to be the latter through the ability to feel the atmosphere, judging by Sunwoo.

I don't know what I like. I didn't have it planned for today. I put on my hat and put on my clothes comfortably. It doesn't matter anyway. So I turned my gaze back to the window. Seeing it from a high place, it seemed like black dots were running around. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I think that's where everyone is.

“You're here. ”

“Did you have a good time? ”

“Oh, and you've been here all morning? ”

Kang Tae Hyun, Kim Yu-ri, who had been out playing since the early hours, came back. I heard you're going on a helicopter tour. Given the time, I think there might be something more to play with. Suddenly, I was rethinking my relationship with the three people here. This is the amount of distance we're keeping. Chosun felt that it was just right. It is moderate, neither too light nor too heavy.

“Yes, what are you doing here besides a helicopter tour? ”

“I stopped by the casino in Las Vegas on the way. You went and made money on a helicopter tour today? ”

“You lost it. ”

“Oh, I haven't lost much. ”

With a big sigh, Kim Yu-ri's eyes looked tired, and she turned her head and muttered. It was probably Kim Yu-ri who won the money. In the meantime, it would have been better if I had dragged the two who were unwilling. Kim Yu-ri and Kang Tae-hyun would have been reluctant to follow their movements.

“But it was fun, right? ”

“Well, that's just it. ”

“I don't think I'll go next. But I think it's okay to go around once. Sunwoo, why don't you go back later? ”

“If I get a chance later. ”

Everyone thinks the ordinary looks different in this world. The normality that we could find in our daily lives was loneliness. Such emotions can sometimes cause wounds and bring loneliness, but on the other hand, they can also make you feel calm and at peace.

To what degree does the relationship that comforts that loneliness refer to goodness? The line is also different from the way it is drawn. But this seemed right for Sun Woo. I wish my relationship with three people hadn't changed and died like this.

“When are you going? ”

“I'll be in Las Vegas for a while, so you'll have plenty of time. ”

“That's right. The shoot starts next week. ”

I remember meeting them for the first time. For the first time, Sunwoo was comforted by the pure concern of three people. The ability to pretend like that was too warm. And it was the same today.

“Has it already happened? ”

“Yes, exactly seven days after the shoot begins. ”

It's been a long time. When was the last time I saw her? I was keeping in touch, but Kim didn't seem to have much time because he was too close to filming.

Heard from her manager that she collapsed once and was left blank to resume filming. Tum was so long that he said the filming was going on without rest. Recently, I've been annoyed by the essential kissin 'feature in romantic films.

Even though the actor was a job and a natural one, I felt bad. Knowing it's business, but seeing how I feel, I think I like her a lot. Hearing that, Chow was able to regain consciousness of his feelings.

Woohoo!

When Sunwoo is thinking about Kim Seo Eun. In the old days, even tigers would come if I told them. Sunwoo's phone vibrated. And her name was written on the notification window.

Are you sleeping now?

No, it's about 5: 00 in the afternoon.

Seoul is around nine in the morning. I thought it might have just happened. In addition to talking by email, Seo Eun and Sunwoo were occasionally chatting. Everyday stories that are really meaningless to others. But more meaningful things for two people than anything else.

Good news! I think we'll be done filming next week. A month and a half after that, when you digest the schedule? I think I'll have time in two months if I'm late... but Sunwoo will be filming a lot... right?

I hope so.

Do you mind if I go play?

Coming to play means crossing over to America. But we can't afford to spend that much time here. Of course, it's not a learning machine, it's a person, so it's not a continuum of filming every day. However, we can't spend much time together compared to when we are free.

She's learning, she's celebrity. I knew it was time to be active because of the nature of my job. It's just that it's really unusual to take a mystical strategy like yourself. It shouldn't be like that these days. It won't be any different because it's Kim Seo Eun.

Can't you? I miss you...

I've been told by her manager that I'm going to be very busy ever since, and ask Sunwoo nicely. But in the end, Chosun chatted, smiling bitterly at her message. Honestly, Sunwoo wanted to see her one way or another.

There's something I can't do. I miss you, too.

Don't worry, after the movie, I was going to cut back on my schedule and take a break. I'll get back to you with an exact date. 'Cause then I'll be on film!

Fight!

“Seo Eun? ”

“Oh, that. Yeah, what were you talking about? ”

When Sunwoo looked around in a quiet atmosphere, all three seemed to have a quiet smile on their mouth. I know why I felt that look and atmosphere, but I felt a strange feeling. It feels difficult to explain in words.

“It was about the casino. But let me ask you a question. Are you going out with Mr. Seo? ”

Everyone didn't say anything, but all three knew the relationship between Sunwoo and Seo Eun Kim. Honestly, I didn't want to know, but I couldn't. I knew it was a good relationship the other day. It's kind of creepy to think we're together. That's why Kim Yu-ri carried a gun and asked Seong-woo himself. This is the part that was discussed in advance by the three of you. That way we can be sure about the course of action.

“That……. ”

Six eyes converged on him as his mouth opened. How do I say this? While Sunwoo was picking up his words for a moment, four of his glittering eyes seemed to be trying to burst.

You can't say, "It's a secret here, with your index finger on your lip," can you? ’

“Honestly, I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon. ”

“ ……? ”

Sunwoo hesitated a lot about how to talk. If you want to talk about your emotions, you have to go back to the beginning where you started the actor. And why he has the ability. I don't know why, but it's obvious.

It's probably death. However, if you come now and say it like that, you will not believe it, no matter how much trust you have built up. And seriously recommend a psychiatrist. So Chosun omitted the context of front and back and said only the results.

“I haven't officially confessed yet. ”

“Ah.”

I feel like I regret something, like why I did it. Eyes spill out on the edge of subtle sadness and curiosity.

“And I think all the seeds will come around next month. I'll take good care of you then. ”

“Well, are you sure you're not still together? ”

“Yes, not yet. Honestly, there's no reason for me to lie here. I need the help of everyone here to keep it a secret. ”

Is it true what Sunwoo said? I looked at it with a feeling of doing. However, Sunwoo smiled with a smile that was different from the light he had built before. It was just that others seemed a bit grumpy.

“You mean it?”

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After a week of time. The date of the film "INEVITABILITY", which Sunwoo agreed to shoot this time, was bright. The poisonous air was cold, so the sky looked blue and high. Everyone suddenly looks up at the sky and spews their amazement.

“Oh, you're here? ”

“Yes, good morning. ”

It was John Twain, author of INEVITABILITY, who welcomed Sun Wu. Unlike the first impression that remained strong of what I liked so much, I was making a fluffy face.