Actor, Search for Hope

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Even though time repeats, the patterns of people other than petroleum rain are the same. The same is true of Choi Hyunah. It will be the same until Choi Hyunah finds a bright temple. However, the time after that will be different.

Stories that continue from the moment they are retained cannot be the same. In other words, everyone repeats the same time except for the petroleum mill, which means that it must not be related to the petroleum mill in order to maintain its uniqueness.

From the moment Choi Hyun-ah was related to Yooseong, repetitiveness lost its uniqueness. Even if Choi Hyunah loses his memory and repeats his time, if he meets Yooseok again, then ‘Choi Hyunah’ and ‘Choi Hyunah’ wouldn't be the same person.

No, in the movies, the concept of "uniqueness" given by the author is also a problem. If you lose your memory and repeat the same time and environment, is it the same person? Chongwoo resumed his initial thoughts. Something about memory. What is a unique self?

“By the way, your goal is to get out of this prison time? ”

“Yes. More accurately, I am who I am now. ”

Unlike Sungwoo's deep concerns, Yooseok Woo and Choi Hyunah were still talking, and the camera was not turning off.

“Even if I am unrelated to you and repeat the time and environment like a lost memory, I am confident that I will be different every time. ”

This was a protagonist's ability to harness the past that had become accustomed to the phenomenon of observation and new senses gained in the film. To properly thin out incoming memories and emotions that have dropped their own selves so that they are unaffected. Therefore, from the phenomenon of observation, it was possible to think without being affected by petroleum wool.

“How can you be so sure? ”

“The present self is so precious. It's not that I can't sympathize with other people's pain at all, but I am the first. ”

The petroleum rains did not understand well. After all, when you lose your memory, you never change who you are. I thought that if the same environment repeats itself, it would be the same as it is now.

‘How can Choi Hyunah be so sure? ’

Seonwoo who stopped worrying and watched Yooseok Woo and Choi Hyun-a's conversation silently smiled again. I thought I could think of myself as a meteor shower. But there was something about it that made me feel uneasy.

I couldn't say it with confidence like Choi Hyunah, but there was definitely something I felt reluctant to say. But it could also be regarded simply as sensory and emotional.

“I think it's the same. ”

“No, it's definitely different. ”

“At the same time and in the same person? ”

“But there is a phenomenon called 'Time Returns Yourself.' If you lose your memory, it doesn't go away, does it? ”

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Filming in winter is quite difficult. It's not that other seasons are easy, but the hardest part about shooting in winter is the weather. Especially if it rains like today, it will be difficult for outdoor filming.

I was wondering if you could wait an hour. However, I feel more roughened rather than reduced my eyes and feet. Looking out the window, I felt like I didn't have a good shot today. I wonder how long it's been since Sunwoo was so captivated.

“Sunwoo, it's over. ”

“I'm leaving.”

I think we're all ready to shoot in a moment of weakness. Today's shoot needed an eye. Somewhere in the mountains. An old, faded temple with snow. It would have been convenient to artificially create an environment. And with the help of science, CG processing should be enough. However, Director Yoo Gangjin wanted to use it naturally.

We all know that the heavens must help us. However, they were all silent because they had enough time to pay. But you can't wait forever. I thought that timing would come due to time relationships, but I came to find it. Director Yoo Gangjin's stubbornness won. That's why Director Yoo Gangjin's face was full of smiles.

“You're all set! ”

The whole world is white. And a thin, threaded eye blows into the wind. Sunwoo felt good on a snowy day like this. When people are told to say their favorite season, they usually say spring or fall. Summer is hot and winter is cold. And as the seasons go deeper, summer gets hotter and winter gets colder.

Rare people like it. It's normal to hate. But the winter was good. If only it were colder enough to freeze the world to the ground. Before or after the experience of death. Despite many changes in observations together, the emotions about the seasons were the same.

“Reddy!"

I still like winter when I get confused about love and happiness. Now that you have a loved one, and experience a different life in front of the camera, this moment is quite fun and somewhat happy. A lot has changed since then, but the winter is still white, white, cold, and marvelous.

“Action!”

But a lot has changed. It was just a strange, difficult, strange, and sometimes awkward observation that I was fortunate to think about. I can be confident now thanks to observation. If there had been no observation, it would be much different from the way it is now.

‘You wouldn't even be an actor. You said you were worried about love or happiness.... ’

I still worry about love, about happiness, about all kinds of emotions, but without observation, that direction would have been very different. Was it because of the sudden swirling eyes? It looks like it's wintering. The snowflakes that were dancing in the wind above my shoulders looked poisonous. And the sky has a pitiful face that will make those troubles go away.

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Choi Hyuna smiled. It seems very enjoyable and fun. And at the end of his gaze was a meteor shower.

“How are you feeling? ”

“Well, uh, well. ”

Obviously, the shooting site was the "section" in question. Now it looks like an underground vault somewhere. Something was very different from usual observations. By the way, the first ones are from the set. And other memories, emotions had to flow in. But it was different from the beginning.

And here's the weird thing. It seemed closer to the petroleum rain than ever before. Despite clearing the streets in the first place. What's even weirder is that the distance was still there. So it was contradictory, but far away, and close.

“I want to know what happens when you die. ”

This memory is not a meteor shower from the movie script. One of the events that occurred in other time and space. The scene where Choi Hyunah abducts and kills Yooseok to escape his time in prison. And this story is only mentioned lightly in the movie.

“Y-yeah, is that you, Hyun? ”

“Yes, wow! You remember me. Oh, you didn't have a bad memory. ”

Ignoring space-time and starting from the beginning, the sense of distance and sensation of being unconscious of the scene, unlike usual. But he's conscious. I thought it was like hiding on the side of the head of a hailstorm.

Anyway, the subject was petroleum rain. And he was really embarrassed. The meteor shower was abducted and his whole body was tied up. I didn't even hold a grudge enough to be kidnapped. Plus, I felt like I was in danger of dying.

“Time is repeating. But I think there's a pretty good chance that if you die, you'll get out of here. ”

And the story of Choi Hyun-ah continues to make him crazy. Like in a cheap movie. Choi Hyun-ah, who wants to kill himself, is single. I couldn't feel it.

“Oh, you know what? I think I really like you. I'm not sure if it's love or not. I was really happy when I found you. Wow! Awesome! Huff! I heard this amazement came out of me! I've had it for years. ”

“Well, I'm sorry. Isn't this some kind of stealth camera? Or a surprise event? ”

“But you're right! So the more I saw, the more my heart trembled, the more it thumped, and the more the chicken flew. ”

While chewing the words of Yooseong, Choi Hyuna trembled all over.

“Oh, but I'll kill you painlessly, so don't worry. I'm the sweetest person I've ever met. It would be unfair to die, but even if it hurts, how much would it hurt? ”

Choi Hyuna skillfully removed the syringe from the bag lying flat on the floor as if she had already prepared it. Then the needle was cooked into a bottle of medicine and sucked something up.

“Oh, this is the carfentanil I saved. The drugs are being distributed domestically? ”

“Wait! No, really? This is real molasses, right? ”

Most likely a hidden camera.

That's how the meteor rains began to struggle. Secret cameras in mind and rationally! I was sure of this, but Tae-yeon Choi Hyun-ah's eyes were so uncomfortable. But all I could do was wriggle how tightly they tied me up.

Sunwoo was feeling that feeling more than ever. To be precise, it seemed to be closer than when the observation was triggered and the distance was intentionally narrowed. But if he does, his identity will have to be driven out. Not at all this time. Rather, his ego and values were unclean and clean.

“Oh, don't worry too much. Well, I haven't done it myself, but, um... I'm gonna give you a hard time with this, Hook! It wasn't pain. It was good. He died. 50 times more powerful than heroin, 80 times more powerful than morphine. ”

Cook and put an injection in his forearm, Choi Hyunah said as if he had forgotten.

“Oh, this is heroin. Well, whatever. I'll take a shot of heroin and I'll help you with the capentanil. ”

“Well, what. ”

When the syringe is actually inserted, the meteor shower moves like crazy to get out of here somehow. But then suddenly, I fell asleep. It's like when I fell asleep in bed a few days later.

But the difference is you don't lose your mind. The world revolved around me, but I managed to stay sane. I'm freaking out, but I'm getting better. Seongwoo felt like he was going to feel that way.

Biceps.

I can see your heart beating. And the blood flows rapidly. My senses, including my vision, became faster and slower. And the moment I thought I wanted to be okay, my back was tingling and ringing. The world is slippery as if it had been gelled all over. I was shocked and moved to be alive. How did I finally realize this excitement?

‘Drugs.’

I accidentally thought about it. I knew for sure that once I got addicted, I couldn't break up. It's like an insect in a fly cage. I can feel the senses. But at the same time, he realizes that it is not his senses.