After Exchanging Shadows
Chapter 56
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Chapter 56
“Okay, watch TV.” Nguyen sat up straight from the edge of the bed, curling her lips.
Yang Fei stood in the mud pool on the show and smeared the mud on his face. He exclaimed vigorously: “I didn't expect Ching Qing to be so strong, I lost, and I took it orally. ”
The rest of the team did not believe his words, how could Sister Qing Qing's weak Liu Huifeng be so powerful, so they thought he was beautiful in front of him, deliberately released water, continue to laugh.
Today's reality show looks like a bunch of stars laughing and playing freely there. This way, unlike filming, seems to be the best way for viewers to see the real face of a star in life, but it's just superficial.
In fact, the script of the reality show is already a public secret in the circle, the show team set the people of the stars at the beginning to set the position, who is responsible for selling adoration, who is responsible for IQ, who is responsible for funny, and so on all have detailed arrangements. There are also lines of interaction, accidental events, even to create stunts, and sometimes even some conflicts are scripted.
There are, of course, some that do appear to be true, but because scripts exist, mixed together, it is difficult to see what is true.
It doesn't look real. It doesn't look fake.
Min Mo knew this very well, so when she saw Shen Qing don't push Yang Fei down, Yang Fei also said that she was strong or something, including the reaction of the team members, she didn't feel anything.
This must also be a pre-set part of the show group.
Shen Qing, don't be such a selfie maniac, either enjoy the afternoon sunshine with tea, or what you ate and drank today, or read a book, sadly and autumnally read a few acid poems, all the days are quiet, like the current year, usually attending the event is also calm and elegant, step by step, this time can push the perennial fitness explosive Yang Fei to a wolf, roll into the mud pool, if there is no script arrangement, who can believe.
Nguyen Nightshade laughed: “They don't believe Yang Fei. In fact, she is very powerful. She has practiced karate. She probably choked on Yang Fei just now. ”
Mo slowly crossed her face and stared at her. “How do you know? ”
Nguyen Nightshade flashed slightly in his eyes and quickly said: “This is also heard in the gossip news, you know that gossip is usually nonsense, just listen to it. ”
The ink squeezed.
It took a while for her to look back at the TV screen.
Nguyen Nightshang also continued watching TV and stopped talking.
The duration of a reality show was not short, not long. During that period, Momo looked at the phone many times, lit up the screen and glanced at it, and immediately put it down again.
Finally, she went back to the ad. Mo went back to her cell phone, and Nguyen looked back at her: “Is it always 10: 00 this time? ”
She caught her and put her phone down. “I didn't see the time, I got back to you. ”
“Is that so?” Nguyen smiled and looked up at the watch and said, “I'll tell you, it's almost 10: 00. ”
Mo: “...”
"" In ten minutes, I'll have to keep my word, "said Nguyen Nightshan. ”
She kept her word, word for word, slowly.
Yet Mo only stared at her. Nguyen Nightingale began to smile and wait to see what kind of righteousness she was going to say. After a while, Mo didn't say anything. Instead, she gradually felt peeled away by her focus and couldn't hide anything.
“Ten minutes, that's enough for you to say.” Mo Dao.
“... what? ”
"After you came here today, you fed me fruit, chatted with me, and watched the reality show with me. You can say that you haven't stopped for a moment. But I can see what's hidden in your heart, and you're anxious to tell me, and I've been waiting for you to say it, but you haven't said it yet. ”
Nguyen Nightshade opened her eyes and after listening to her, she had to admire her observation skills.
She was happy and comfortable in the ward and during this time of night, and she was also burning.
Whatever happens during the day is still in front of her, no matter how relaxed she is at this moment, those things still follow her like shadows and nightmares, and she stands on the line between light and shadow.
Mo is her light.
But you can't forget the danger of climbing out of that shadow because you love the warmth of this light.
“I can't keep it from you.” Nguyen Nightshade laughed helplessly.
“Is it hard to say?” Mo checks her color, whispers: “If it's inconvenient, it doesn't matter, you can say it when you want. ”
“Without inconvenience, you can actually say it now.” Nguyen Nightshang was suddenly a little relieved of her burden, with the psychological qualities of Ink, even now, probably nothing.
Mo waved, indicating that she was coming.
Nguyen moved the chair a little closer and sat next to Mo. “You're right, I was anxious to tell you something when I came here. It's important. But after thinking about your high fever, you need to get some rest. I was afraid that after I told you, you would inevitably think too much, and you wouldn't be able to sleep well. I changed my mind again. I intend to tell you tomorrow when you get out of the hospital. ”
She sighed, "But now that you've asked, let me be honest with you. ”
From what Nguyen said, you can also tell that those things are really serious. “I was in a long coma during the day at the hotel, what happened during that time, right? I close my eyes, but sometimes I have a vague consciousness, and I feel like I'm being pulled by something, thrown out, pulled back, in short, I'm uncomfortable. ”
Nguyen took a moment to think about it and said: "Actually, you will have that feeling because I switched it back with you. ”
Mo: “...”
She reached out her hand and grabbed Nguyen's wrist, holding it tight. There was a few unstoppable disturbances in her breath, slowly confirming: “What are you talking about? Were we switching back? ”
Nguyen Nightshade glanced at Ink's squeezed hand. She knew that the exchange had always been Mo's wish. At this moment, she said to herself that she had changed back, but wondered how fluctuating the bottom of Mo's heart was. Otherwise, Mo would not suddenly have such direct physical contact with her.
Nguyen Nightingale's fingers moved slightly and wanted to grab her back at that moment.
But then I thought, "Mo Mo only shook her hand because she was so excited." If one day, in the case that there was no need for any reason to calm down, it would be nice if Mo could hold her just because she wanted to.
Will that be the day?
She can totally feel how different she is from the past today. Sometimes Nguyen Nightingale thinks to herself, does Mo have that kind of feelings for her?
Just a little, okay.
The world's hopes and aspirations are vast and varied, hot, twisted, humble and tender. Even the more elusive desire is a special colour on the heart for those who hold it.
The colour is too burning, it looks like it can suck away all your soul, it can be poison, it can be medicine, it can turn people upside down, it can make people do anything, it can make people lose themselves, it can make people both sweet and sour. This colour of desire, which destroys many people and redeems many others, has so many different forms, but has one thing in common.
And that is to make people look at it from a distance and want to do everything they can to get close. But one day, the closer you really get, the more cautious you get.
Is it true that people close to you start to doubt themselves?
Hallucinations or assumptions?
Are you really going to make your wish come true?
Or are you just thinking too much?
Nguyen Nightshade understands that Mo is really good to herself now, but she is not sure if this is the way Mo treats her best friends. As she understands it, she has very few friends, so this means that if a person becomes a good friend of Mimo, Mimo will inevitably show a special interest in such a good friend.
This particular concern is really easy to misunderstand. Sometimes she can't really see what Mo is thinking, so she can only try more, and most of the results of the test can make her happy, but after the test, she suffers even more.
It is said that straight girls are the best sheets, they are still careless, it is easy to misunderstand, how many people bent into mosquito incense are sheeted by straight girls, and they also mistakenly think that they like themselves. In fact, they don't mean that to women at all, which is also a common phenomenon.
Much of the time, the response was very blurry, but I could feel that blurry sweetness, so Nguyen was happy. She felt that Mu might be a little fond of her, but Mu did not clearly show anything. Nguyen Nightshank is a delicate and cautious person, if unclear, it means that it may be her own subjective selfishness, like this time Mo held her hand, just because she heard a shocking news, the more so Mo, the more uncertain she is.
But what she can be sure of is that she's a good friend now, but... she doesn't want to be just her best friend.
“What are you thinking? ”
A whisper rang in his ear, and Nguyen raised his eyes and looked at the ink.
Mo looked a little strange: “I asked you if we had changed back, why didn't you talk? ”
Nguyen Nightshade laughed: "No, because the situation was a little complicated at the time, I just wanted to organize a language to see how to describe it better with you. ”
Momo looked at her again, the color of her eyes was a bit unintelligible, but still waited for her to continue.
Nguyen Nightshang carefully hid his undulating heart and took over: “I did change it back, but I looked at it for a short time, only a few minutes. ”
Mo got a clear answer from her, knowing that she did change it back, the complexion only eased a lot, then raised her eyebrows again and said: “A few minutes is also important, at least I changed it back. With such an outcome, there must be an opportunity to produce such an outcome. ”
"'I was thinking about this, too,' said Nguyen Nightingale. ”
Mo has always been well organized, which has now completely entered into a state of calm thinking, "Both results are exchanged, so the opportunity should also have something in common. There should be commonalities in the exchange process, and if we find commonalities, we may find this opportunity. ”
She went on to say, "When we agreed on that hotel fire, something must have happened to us and caused a physical exchange, but then we were all in a coma, and we didn't know what was going on, and this time I was in a coma, and we didn't know what was going on, and if we were looking for the same thing, it was at least one coma. When a person is in a coma, she loses consciousness and the mind is in a very fragile state, that is, in this period of time, consciousness is very weak in control of the body. ”
Nguyen Nightshang knew what she meant: "Although there were no signs of burns on us when we woke up in the hospital, which means that the fire may not have burned to us, but the fire brings smoke and affects the body, maybe something else happened at that time, otherwise how could we faint, so I guess our physical condition was weak at that time, and you had a fever and your physical condition is naturally no better, so there is another point, that at least one of us is weak. So when a person's mental state and body are in a very weak state at the same time, is that a sine qua non for exchange? ”
“It's possible.” But the results were different, "Mummy exclaimed," the first time I exchanged it I felt it was very thorough, and the second time, you said it was just for a few minutes, so maybe the degree of weakness was different? ”
Nguyen Nightshade heard her say this, and what did she think? Her face changed a little: “So it may be that the mental state and physical state of weakness caused by the fever is too low, resulting in only a few minutes, unstable, and quickly restored to its original state? ”
"It's possible, even if a person is injured, then there are many different levels of injuries. The physical changes caused by cold fever, compared to many serious injuries and illnesses, are actually nothing. ”
Nguyen Nightshade lowered his head.
After a while, Nguyen Nightshade slowly said: "Mo, do you think it's possible that we almost died because of something we don't know about the hotel fire? ”
Momo's heart pounded.
Death may be very close to the patient who is sleeping with him, but for most young and healthy people, it is very far away, and very few people think about the subject of death unless they learn, work, live normally every day, are always sick, or are extremely depressed.
If one day later I realized that I might have rubbed my shoulders with death, that feeling was actually very scary. Thinking back at that moment, I felt terrified of being creepy afterwards, and even felt that the calm life at this moment had become unreal.
Mo stared at Nguyen Nightingale and said: “Are you trying to say that fever and other weaknesses are not enough for us to swap back. If we want to change back completely, at least one condition to be met is... dying? ”
Nguyen also looked at her and nodded slowly.