Seeing Ruan Tang's eyes full of Duke's appearance, Auston's hand holding his chopsticks tightened unconsciously, not knowing what it was like in his heart, just feeling endless panic.
"...Just because an adult is your husband, you can do this for him? Do you try to make him happy and make him like you?" At this moment, he almost forgot his identity , Forgetting that he was still playing a male servant, just blurted out to Ruan Tang.
Ruan Tang’s husband can be him or someone else,
He was never a special case, but just appeared in Ruan Tang's life at just the right time.
"Of course it's not only because of this." Ruan Tang didn't expect that he would ask such a question. He glanced at him in surprise and replied without hesitation: "The most important thing is because I like adults."
Ruan Tang had never liked others before, and he didn't like others for the first time until he met Alston.
He didn't know when this liking began, but when he discovered it, the seed had already taken root in his heart and had grown strong.
Only then did Ruan Tang realize that it was such a happy thing to like someone and want to do something for him.
"Like? What do you like an adult? You never even see his face, and never really know him? Just because he married you and treats you well, you like him He... don't you think this is weird?" He said it as it should be, categorically, but Allston became more flustered and at a loss.
He never believed in love.
Perhaps it cannot be denied that such a thing really exists.
But watching Mrs. Judith bet desperately for a so-called love, she obsessively smashed the rest of her life to wash away the grievances of a long-dead person, years of pain and suffering, and Queen Catherine Hate for the emperor because of love, from ardent love to hate to hysteria that even hates the son of the emperor, who has the emperor’s blood on him, and makes himself no longer like the self before...
Allston felt that it was not a good thing.
If the love is not longing, Huiji will hurt...
Even if the world sings and praises its beauty, Auston has never been interested in it.
Alston didn't know if he meant that for Ruan Tang, and whether Ruan Tang really liked him, but he didn't want the relationship between him and Ruan Tang to become like that.
I don't know how to deal with Ruan Tang's pressing.
He wanted to escape, but he was not willing to see Ruan Tang again... he just felt at a loss.
"What do you mean?" Ruan Tang frowned and suddenly felt offended. He only felt that the manservant had gone too far.
Alston calmed his emotions, but his attitude was flat and said: "It's meaningless, I just think that madam, you married an adult at first, but because you have nothing to do with the situation, you also told me that there is no relationship between you. Emotional foundation."
"And now, everything is different. You have become the chairman of the OMEGA Conservation Association. The Patriarch of the Ruan family holds power. There is also a brother who is the commander of the White Tiger Legion. You are no longer the one who was slaughtered that day... listen. It is said that many young talents from aristocratic families of Emperor Star admire you very much. Why don't you want to come out? Instead of trapping yourself in such a vain marriage and so-called love?" He said every word: "If you step out, you can have more, better, and broader choices, right?"
Aston’s face expressly hinted at the emperor’s words, as well as the aristocratic family of Emperor Xing who had taken Ruan Tang, coveting the power and personal abilities Ruan Tang now sits on, and looking forward to his early death, Ruan Tang stayed the widow. The news of Ruan Tang marrying their family descendants back was calm.
But I have to say that he cares about these things in his heart.
He clearly knew that he was not the best choice for a partner for Ruan Tang, nor could he give Ruan Tang what he wanted... but he was reluctant to give up Ruan Tang completely.
When asking these words through Seth's identity, he was extremely contradictory, almost out of a self-masochistic mentality.
He wanted Ruan Tang to follow his persuasion to come out, but he was afraid that Ruan Tang followed his persuasion to come out...
"But they are not grown-ups." Ruan Tang's eyes fell a little bit by bit when he looked at him, and he said almost fiercely: "I don't know, who ordered you to come here, and for whom you are doing it. Lobbyist... But if you let me hear this a second time in the future, don't show up in front of me again."
After grasping enough power, Ruan Tang also saw a lot of things that he could not see before, such as those in power of the major families of Emperor Stars who showed respect to Auston, but secretly did not regard Auston as a person. I have seen that he is still alive, and these people can't wait to hook up with his partner because of the power they control now, and they believe that he is a mad dog who is bound to die.
And this is exactly what Ruan Tang hates most——
He wanted Alston to live and live with him forever.
Therefore, he is disgusted, even disgusting, for those so-called young talents who are devoted to him and stretch out the olive tree.
Because they didn't respect Allston and regarded Allston as a person.
Ruan Tang didn't know who had bought the silly and big male servant before him, who had heard what he said and ran to him and said this to him.
But he hated such words.
"They are not adults? What about you? Have you ever known a real adult? I'm afraid that if he takes off his mask and stands in front of you, you may not be able to recognize him, right?" Alston was determined to look at him. He didn't know what he wanted, but the more he talked about it, the more he became addicted: "It's not so much that you like him, it's better to say that you like an illusion of an adult you think."
He didn't think Ruan Tang liked the real him.
He just felt that what Ruan Tang liked was just a phantom. He didn't want to pierce the truth under the bubble, but he had to pierce the bubble in front of Ruan Tang.
Rather than watching Ruan Tang sink deeper and deeper into his imagination, he fell from the clouds after discovering the truth, and felt resentful, disgusted, and even regretful towards him.
It would be better to be cruel and not give him a chance to sink from the beginning.
Ruan Tang looked at Alston without speaking, only felt that the transgressive and daring male servant behaved strangely and eccentrically.
And the feeling he speaks, unconsciously overlaps with another feeling...
"The adult in the eyes of outsiders is cruel, crazy and terrifying, but in your eyes he looks like a different person... Then what is the real him?" Alston said calmly, "I would like this one. People who haven't really known, madam, you are really strange."
Ruan Tang frowned slightly, watching him deeply without speaking.
Allston said every word: "Madam regards me as a friend, and I also regards my wife as a friend. Only then did I say some heartfelt words, please don't take offense."
Ruan Tang remained silent.
But Allston didn't want to stay and continue to face him: "Sorry, ma'am, I'll go ahead if I have anything else."
When the voice fell, he immediately exited Ruan Tang's room...
He knew he was cruel to Ruan Tang, but he had to say something wrong.
In the afternoon, Alston was doing official duties in the study, but his personal servant delivered the dessert made by Ruan Tang to him: "My lord, this is made by the lady herself. You must try it."
"Go and tell him, I don't like sweets... He has done terrible things, so he won't do these boring things in the future." Alston frowned slightly and told the male servant. Tao.
The valet gave him a surprised look. He didn't know what was wrong with his adult. He treated his wife like this, but he still responded, "Yes."
"The lord...this dessert?" When the voice fell, he suddenly thought of something and asked again.
The adults said that they don’t like it, and it’s so terrible. It must mean that they don’t want to eat it. What should I do with this dessert? Should it be returned to the lady, or...
Alston frowned, waved his hand but said: "Just keep the dessert."
Recalling Ruan Tang's efforts to make these things for him and failing again and again, Auston frowned, but his heart felt warmth unconsciously.
Ever since he had an accident and watched the warmth and coldness of the world, no one sincerely did anything to make him happy, and spent much time on him.
Even if he refused Ruan Tang's wishes, he would not have to ask for this dessert.
"Do you still want to say that to your wife?" The male servant was a little hesitant, and really couldn't figure out the brain circuits of his own lunatic adult.
Alston gently took a bite of dessert and put it in his mouth. It was too sweet, but his heart was slightly bitter, but he still said, "Say it."
"Yes."
The valet answered, and immediately stepped out to spread the word.In the huge study room, there was only Alston left, and it was empty, making people panic.
As early as that year after the accident, the parents who once loved him as precious did not hesitate to abandon him, and even after deliberately increasing his injury, he has long been accustomed to the lonely life of being alone. I'm looking forward to anyone again...
The appearance of Ruan Tang was an accident for Alston. He thought Ruan Tang would only be a hurried visitor in his life, but he never thought Ruan Tang would treat him like this. It made him find it interesting, fun, and interesting. It made him want to take him as his own and became attached to him.
But even if he loves and loves it again, Alston knows he can’t continue like this anymore——
Continuing to entangle like this will only make him and Ruan Tang sink deeper and deeper, and eventually follow the old path of Mrs. Judith or Queen Catherine.
Allston didn't want this.
Now Ruan Tang has everything, he no longer needs him, and he can live a better life without him.
Therefore, Alston felt that it was time for him to say goodbye to Ruan Tang.
Silently, alone in the study, he ate the desserts that Ruan Tang had meticulously made for him one bite at a time, and ate them cleanly, with nothing left.
Aston pursed his lips, and immediately took out the divorce agreement that he had placed in his drawer for a long time, and decided that it would be better to hit the sun instead of choosing a date, so he would talk to him tonight. talk.