At this time, Allston had to admit that he was far from being as noble and great as he imagined.
After Ruan Tang was rejected again and again, exhausted and finally chose to let go, even if he knew that he should not have such a narrow, obscure and gloomy mind, it was not good.
He still couldn't control the bitter, obscure, unspeakable, and unfamiliar feeling that was stuck in his heart.
He can't control the bad thoughts he should not have...
An inexplicable emotion grew in his heart and released a beast, which roared.At that moment, he almost wanted to question Ruan Tang: "Why did you choose to give up so easily? Didn't you say that you like me?"
"Madam, you are drunk." But Allston still forced his bad emotions down, and calmly put his arm through Ruan Tang's armpit to help him.
However, Ruan Tang was emotionally out of control and flicked away his hand. Suddenly his body became unbalanced and fell to the ground again. He tried to stand up, but couldn't do it. He laughed harder than crying: "I decided Let him go, let go of myself."
"Madam..." Alston couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, and he was going to help him again.
But this time, Ruan Tang did not push him away. Instead, he chose the whole person to plunge into his arms, and breathed a strong alcoholic breath in his ear: "Sette, if I divorce your lord Now, would you marry me?"
"Madam, what are you talking about?" Allston froze on the spot, and at that moment he almost thought he had heard it wrong.
Ruan Tang said on the front foot that he agreed to divorce him, and then asked a man servant on the back foot if he would marry him.
Ruan Tang fell on him and hugged him tightly. Allston wanted to push him away embarrassedly, but seeing Ruan Tang's drunk, standing unsteady and afraid He fell without any seriousness, so he had to keep adjusting the embarrassing posture of himself and Ruan Tang.
I want to stretch the distance between each other slightly.
"I said, "My lord, he doesn't want me anymore. He is so anxious to divorce me. He must be annoying me. I am afraid that I will continue to pester him." Marry someone on the back foot, so that he will never have to worry about it anymore, and no longer have to worry about me pestering him..." Ruan Tang seemed to suddenly fall in love with the warmth of his embrace, put his head on his shoulder, and looked down: "So, after I divorced him, would you want me to marry me?"
There was a whimper in his voice, and he appeared wet after drunk.
It looks like after being abandoned by your sweetheart, you are arrogant and want to find someone to do it.
"Madam, what are you talking about? How can marriage events be so trifling? How can you give yourself up and ruin yourself just because adults don't want you?" Alston pushed Ruan Tang away so hard, his tone seemed like watching His own child is not up to date, so he insists on putting a flower in cow dung, and hates the old father who cannot make steel.
Ruan Tang fixedly looked at him, but said: "I did not abandon myself or ruin myself. I was deliberate. As I told you, I don't care about a person's beauty or ugliness, because I have seen many gorgeous looks. For people who are poisonous in their hearts like snakes and scorpions, their inner kindness is the most important..."
"We have known each other for so long, and you took care of me that night when I was sick...I think you are very good." He said every word, very serious.
Since Alston insisted on having sex with him, he stayed with him to the end.
"Madam, I'm just a humble male servant, and my appearance is flawed." Alston can hardly describe his feelings, as if watching his family's hard-to-raise Chinese cabbage must die to one end. The ugly fat pig's mouth arched underneath: "Emperor Star has so many outstanding young talents. With your current status, even if you are divorced, you have a lot of alha for you to choose. Why should you rush for remarriage?"
Ruan Tang was interested in what a male servant was. Allston wanted to divorce him because he felt that he was dead soon, and wanted Ruan Tang to find a broader sky and a better lover.
If Ruan Tang divorced him and planned to find a'manservant' like this...How would Alston feel worse than himself?
"Even if there are so many young talents in Emperor Star, they are not adults, they can't be adults." Ruan Tang looked at Auston without focus, "No matter how many alhas there are in the world, no matter how good they are, my heart Only one adult can be seen."
Auston frowned, not knowing how to persuade him to stop being obsessed: "Madam, you..."
"As early as when I was infamous and spurned by thousands of people, I had already seen it through. These alhas of Emperor Star, these so-called young talents, have no true feelings in their hearts? What they care about can be seen. Only the power and interests represented by the oga are there." Ruan Tang said word by word: "In the beginning, when I had nothing, they may or may not see the truth. All the people say it, and I don’t want to listen to my argument and explore the truth. , Just because I am the least favored son of the Ruan family... And now they see me, they think I am a person who can get married, but also because I have an identity and status, and the forces behind them have something to do with them. Help..."
He paused word by word, indifferent and sober: "I have nothing to do with what kind of person I am, whether my character is good or not."
He doesn't know where Alston's inferiority comes from, but he must let him know that the alha, who is better than him, and with all four legs, is actually very unbearable in his eyes...
Aston didn't expect Ruan Tang to say this, and was immediately stunned on the spot.
Although he wanted to refute, he had to admit that Ruan Tang said it was true...It is not only the alha of Emperor Xing, unless a person loves a person deeply, or that person is a holy father, who else is Unrealistic?
Will he be selfless to another person without looking at the background conditions without complaint and regret?
"But Master Alston is different, Master Alston is different from them." Ruan Tang took a deep breath and mentioned the sonorous and powerful voice of Alston: "When I first married him, I was a failure. He, with the heart of jumping into the fire pit, was forced to step into this marriage, but he was enemies when everyone targeted me and bullied me. Even if he didn’t love me, he always stood on my side, time and time again. Pulling me out of desperation one time at a time, it gave me hope and helped me pick up the broken and trampled dignity bit by bit..."
"I can't help but love him. Although there are many people in the world who say that a person will fall in love with many people in his life, I don't think I will fall in love with anyone other than Lord Alston again in my life... …"
He must tell Auston that no matter how many or what kind of alha there are in the world, he is the best in his eyes.
If he said that Auston didn't necessarily believe it from the front, then he told him from the side.
Auston was the one who pulled him out of the quagmire, out of the abyss, and gave him hope. No matter how rejected, he could not give up on him.
"lady……"
Allston took a deep breath, staring at Ruan Tang's heart slightly.
He first helped Ruan Tang, only to see that he was unlucky and pitifully bullied too much, so he couldn’t stand it and raised his hand. After all, Ruan Tang is his nominal partner...Although he never wanted Ruan Tang to see his heart When he first saw him, he consciously tried to scare him, but he really couldn't see Ruan Tang being bullied.
I didn't want to have such a big impact on Ruan Tang.
I don't even know, Ruan Tang thinks this way about the matter between them.
"Since the adults don't want me to continue to pester him, if I remarry, I don't want to choose those so-called young talents, aristocratic children...because they are always demanding on oga, even if it is a marriage of interests, the proud children of heaven will ask for more. , Can't tolerate someone else in his oga." Ruan Tang bit his lip lightly, sober and full of drunkenness: "But I think, even if adults don't love me, I will always keep a place in my heart to love him."
From the moment he met Auston, he was destined to be a partner of others.
Allston frowned slightly, not knowing what to say for a while.
"Set, I know this might be unfair to you, but I still want to ask you to marry me." Ruan Tang said clearly: "Because you are the only friend I can show my heart now... as long as you Willing to marry me and allow me to reserve a place in my heart for adults. No matter what you ask, I will try my best to satisfy you."
The more people reach high positions, the less they have no friends, and some are just partners.
You may get along well, but you can never reach the sincerity of the people you met when you were poor and humble. It always has something to do with interests.
Allston frowned, and he was so flustered that he didn't know what to do, and his back collapsed into a club, stiff to the extreme: "Madam, I have a flawed appearance... Why are you?"
Even if Ruan Tang had to do this, he didn't have to choose such an ugly manservant, right?
It's not Mu Can, who would like his face burned by Zerg venom?
"I said, I don't care." Seeing him being so vain, Ruan Tang suddenly stretched out his hand and stroked the scar on his face as if he was drunk, and whispered vaguely: "And, I don't know why, I I always feel that you have a sense of deja vu. Many times, I feel that you are very like an adult in many ways."
His fingertips swept over Allston's facial features: "I have never noticed before. In fact, you are very handsome and your facial features are very good. Even if you have scars on your face, it seems to me that it won't affect anything."
He doesn't know where Auston's inferiority comes from, but in his eyes, the person he loves is the best in the world.
He never wanted a moment, like this moment, he wanted to engrave the appearance of a person in his heart...
Alston was shocked by him and his whole body was shocked.
"I have never seen an adult, but I don't know why. I think maybe he looks like you when he takes off his mask. Maybe I am dreaming." Ruan Tang hardly gave Alston a chance to react. As if he was really drunk, as if imagining his lover, he could not resist and kissed the valet's lips close at hand.