After Those Years of Misery

Chapter 46-I'm Here

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"Hmph, then your good friend, don't you be a widow? She still asked me to save some energy to go back and water her!"

He smiled devilishly, got up to take a shower, changed his clothes and left.

Zillog really couldn't believe that Cher would be like this, but she heard her on the phone.

As Qiao Yushi said, she was completely indifferent to him having women outside.

She was intimidated after all, as pitiful as her.

Zillog didn't recall what Qiao Yushi had said, it was an insult to himself.Even if she thought this way, she couldn't help but think about it. Thinking of his ridicule and the pleasure he created for her, she felt like she had been left behind by him into a bottomless, painful abyss.

Damn devil, she will hate him forever!

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Early the next morning, Zillog ate and went to the bookstore as usual.

Now she can only feel that she is a pure woman only when she reads a book in a bookstore.

She didn't find Lu Xiufeng following her not far away. He was careful not to let her pay attention to him, but just looked at her.Seeing that she often came to this bookstore regularly, the more he looked at it, the less relieved he was, because she always felt that she was in a trance.

Before long, his father called him and asked him to go to work. This was his first job after returning to China.

After he left, Zillog continued to read her postgraduate entrance examination book without knowing it, and watched as he fell asleep on the desk of the bookstore.

She rarely gets sleepy so easily, think it was because she was tossed by medicine the night before, and she didn't rest well last night.

After waking up at noon, she habitually went to the "That's That" coffee shop, and also sat on the 22nd table.

I ordered the familiar beef short ribs and mango-yaki. I lowered my head and chewed slowly, and suddenly there was a person on the opposite seat.

Her heart suffocated, as if she could sense who that person was. She raised her head nervously, her eyes meeting Xiao Baiyu's in the air.

For a while, she forgot to chew, and looked at him dumbly.He was originally thin, but his face was thinner now, with sharper edges and corners.The mid-length radiate exudes an artistic atmosphere, and there is a new stubble on the chin, which looks decadent and attractive.

It seems that time has returned to two years ago, and it is also the scene of the summer meeting.

He felt a little pain, full of guilt, and looked at Keren in front of him with pity.

"Finally let me wait for you!" he said, and his voice was lower and more charming than it was two years ago.

What does he mean?Did he finally wait for her?

Why should he wait for her, she is not worthy of him.

She wished he had forgotten, forgot that there was a cruel woman named Zillog in this world, so that he could live happily.

After a brief loss of consciousness, Zillog withdrew all his surprise and continued to chew up the food in his mouth before smiling at him again.

"It's been a long time. It's a coincidence to meet you here." She tried her best to be like a friend, acting indifferently.

"Waiter!" She called a short distance, and the waiter responded.

"Order something to eat, I'll treat you." She laughed, pretending to be an old friend.

Xiao Baiyu frowned and said nothing.

"Sir, what do you eat?" the waiter asked, but he still didn't speak.

The waiter put away the menu awkwardly and smiled professionally: "If you need it, please feel free to call me." Then he left.

The waiter here actually knows Xiao Baiyu. He has been here often in the past six months and sat on the 22nd position.

He only drinks water every time he comes, and if it’s time to eat, he will order a beef short rib and a mango roast.

He might have something in the past two days, but he didn't come, but Zillog happened to come and ordered the same things as him.

In private, the waiters wondered enviously that the two might be a separated couple.They look forward to seeing the two meet again, and they really saw it today.

"You don't look as cool as it was two years ago." Zillog said jokingly.

He should have been the one who wandered around the flowers before, otherwise how could he easily capture her.

Xiao Baiyu's fiery eyes kept looking at the woman he was thinking about, and he didn't know where to fall outside.

She is beautiful, mature, and sad. Is it because of him?

She was trying to hide her miss for him, he could tell.

Maybe it's him, blame him for coming to her for so long.If she really forgot about him, why did she order these two foods, and why should she sit in this position.

"Sorry! I'm late." He stretched out his big thin hand, across the table, to touch her delicate little hand.

She was excited and stepped away.

"Xiao Baiyu, we have passed a long time ago. Two years ago have passed. I don't feel that way for you." She said coldly and found that it is a thousand times harder to say cruel things to him than to Qiao Yushi. .

Just a few nights ago, she had dreamed of him.He really appeared before her eyes, and she also longed for them to go back in time.

She also longed to be innocently in love, get married and have children.

However, she knew that she was unworthy.She was bitter and helpless.

"Don't lie to me, I know you hate me, blame me. Sorry! I missed the appointment that day."

His words made Zilog stunned. It was her who had clearly missed the appointment. If there was any hatred, he should hate her.

"On August 17th two years ago, we made an appointment to meet here. I said to take you to see my parents, but I didn’t come. Little Luoluo, did you know? When I was about to come here that day, After receiving a call from my grandfather, my mother..." Even after two years, Xiao Baiyu still couldn't calm down, and even his soul was in pain.

When facing the woman he had longed for, he couldn't help crying.

"My mother has passed away!" He still said the words completely.

"I know my mother always wanted me to take over my grandpa's business, but my hobby is not there, so I like to be a doctor. The sudden death of my mother made me feel too self-willed and sorry for her. My grandfather died after my mother passed away. The human spirit broke down. The mother was his only child and he couldn't bear it. In order to make my mother feel at ease, I took over Grandpa's business."

His words aroused Zillog's tears, and he couldn't help but tears rolled from his eyes.

She picked up the tissue and wiped it, listening to him continue.At this moment, she wanted to hold tightly to the man who had been in love for countless nights.

But she couldn't. She couldn't do anything except cry silently.

"Little Lolo, I’m sorry, but I didn’t give up on you. I tried to contact you when I got home, but your phone went down. The time we knew each other was too short, and I couldn’t find you. I used it for a long time. Time to adapt to the new life, the most important thing is that my grandfather, the chairman of the board, fell ill, and his mother suddenly passed away as the general manager. The group was panicked. Some people took the opportunity to seek personal gain. I really can’t take you into consideration. All the crises have been resolved and everything is on the right track. I take advantage of the opportunity of investing here to come to City M. As long as I come, I will sit here for a long time. I always hope to meet you one day. "

"God pity, I really made me wait for you. You also know that I have had many women before. But I can't even remember their names. Only you, as long as I think of it, my heart hurts." He looked at her sincerely, affectionately, his eyes burning.

That kind of affection would be tempted by people, not to mention that Zillog didn't completely forget about him.

"Little Lolo, let's start again, I will love you forever." He stretched out his hand and grabbed her little hand again.

Can't go back, it's impossible to start again, she said sadly.

However, on her face, she could only smile lightly.

"It's been two years, Xiao Baiyu, what you said moved me. But I really don't hate you to blame you, I just think it's God's will. We are all gone, goodbye!" After speaking, she stood up, Gently smooth the wrinkles on the group, ready to leave.

"Then why do you want to come back here and want something you ate when you were with me?" Xiao Baiyu asked excitedly.

"Habit!" she said with a smile.

"But starting from today, I won't be here, nor will I eat these." She forced herself to be more cruel, not giving him any room for nostalgia.

She thought that he could forget only if she was cruel.She was originally wrong, but she didn't want to say sorry, she was afraid that he would find her still affectionate.

"Zillog!" She just took a step, he whispered, and stepped forward and grabbed her little hand.

She was agitated and wanted to get rid of it, but he held her tighter.

"Please respect yourself!" she scolded solemnly, her eyes like torches.

"Don't go, I really love you!" He ignored her resistance and said persistently.

Zilog felt something sour in her heart. She wasn't sure if she still loved him, but she knew that she was really reluctant to be separated from him.

But she understood that they were really impossible.

Taking a deep breath, she faced him again, and said calmly: "Xiao Baiyu, I didn't want to say anything, I didn't want to make you sad. But if you want to pester me like this, I can only tell you that I'm married. "

"Impossible!" He waited for two years, not for such a result.

There were complex expressions on his face, pain, sorrow, and helplessness, as if a child had lost his most beloved candy.

"Why is it impossible? You leave for two years, can't I get married? The world is changing, and I won't wait for a week of dreamlike love. Xiao Baiyu, let go, holding someone else's wife. Hand is very immoral."

He finally let go of her hand and touched her pocket subconsciously to find a cigarette.

In the past two years, he has suffered a lot of disdain and blows, and he has survived firmly.

Unexpectedly, she said gently about getting married, which gave him the urge to cry.

But he is a man and cannot be so weak.

"Then are you happy?" Realizing that he can't smoke, he put his hand in his pocket and paused for a while, calming down a lot.

"If you are not happy, I don't mind if you have been married. I am willing to be with you, but it is not good for me, if I had earlier..."