"I'm really sorry." Her attitude was serious and solemn.
But not what he wanted.
The light in his eyes gradually faded, and some returned to his original indifferent appearance. He frowned and looked at her: "Except for sorry?"
Su Xingchen didn't understand it for a while, "Huh?"
Zhao Moqin suddenly laughed, with a faint smile on the corners of his lips, a little like self-deprecating. He turned his head and looked up at the distant sky.
The sky in City H rarely has such a clean blue color, and most of the time it is gray.
"During this time, someone is always telling me that Su Xingchen from Class 16 likes you, Su Xingchen from Class 16 is jealous for you, fighting with others, and Su Xingchen from Class 16 starts doing good for you. Study, enter the competition class for you, take the first place for you..." He frowned, he lowered his head and looked at her.
Su Xingchen was dumbfounded: "No... right?" With these words, she was actually a little guilty.
Think about it carefully, what can't it?She has heard a lot of these things, just like Manana and Yan Fenghua have said before in Class 16. Almost everyone thinks that her sudden change and improvement is for him.
It's all around her, let alone his side?
Are there more voices like this around him?
"Really sorry……"
"I said it, it's too late." Zhao Moqin looked straight into her eyes: "After you completely disrupted my peaceful life, did you say sorry that nothing happened?"
Su Xingchen was dazed, because this was something she hadn't experienced in her first life.
So after the journey back, although she thought that it might cause trouble to Zhao Moqin, she didn't think too much about it. She thought she would be the same as the first life, but still has nothing to do with him.
As for the subsequent tuition at Teacher Zhao’s house, entering the competition class, and entering the first class, it was all wrong, but I did not expect that the wings of the butterfly had already flapped, and the wrongs of each other caused the first life. Completely different results.
In this life, she can say with certainty that her study and her efforts are not for him, but for herself, but she in the first life can't really say so sure.
She thought about it seriously, as if she didn't know where to hear it, and said Zhao Moqin said that he didn't like killing Matt.
She just started to change?
She had forgotten that feeling, but she clearly remembered that she did have a crush on him in her first life.
She suddenly realized that her past inappropriate behaviors might have really troubled him, and it was troubled to the point that this boy, who had always been cold and indifferent, came to a showdown with her.
If she doesn't handle it well, she may really hurt the innocent teenager who has been troubled by her.
She stood up, bowed her head very solemnly to him, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I know I said it's useless, but I think I do owe you an apology and an explanation, and I also want to Say thank you to you, maybe you did bring some positive changes to me when you were inadvertently."
She thought for a while and said, "I was rebellious in the past, you know, but..." She smiled, "I was not born to be rebellious."
"It's true that I went to elementary school in the country. When I was in the first grade, I passed the third place in our town. We have eight elementary schools in one town. Perhaps this score is not comparable to that of children in the city, but in my place, This result is enough to make my family proud of me." She said that, in fact, she knew that I was a student with very good grades, but because of some reasons, I became a student when the second term came. Non-mainstream killing Matt is not born like this.
In the second grade, the description is really accurate. Didn't she kill Matt since the second grade of junior high school.
But she didn't think there was anything bad about killing Matt, it was all an experience in her life.
"In the three years that I became a non-mainstream gangster of Killing Matt, I have been very confused, very upset, and even guilty..." She recalled her own psychology and feelings: "All of this has negatively affected my family. My teaching."
"After entering high school, perhaps it was the reason for growing up. I suddenly realized that whether it is rebellious or secondary, it is always my own life that is wasted, so..." She smiled and looked at him.
The smile faded from his eyes unconsciously, Zhao Moqin's fingers holding the book turned white, and his eyes returned to his usual indifference at some point: "I know."
He nodded at her, then left without looking back.
Back from the National Day holiday, the class should still be in class. The competition results in the district have not yet come out. The school does not know who has passed and who has not. However, the districts of foreign language high schools in previous years are all those who have passed. The ratio is higher than that of other schools. No. 2 Middle School, Military City, and No. 14 Middle School are not in the same district. Foreign language high schools in their district are considered the best high schools. If foreign language high schools have to be extensively recruited, then this district Let alone other schools in China.
But generally the second year of high school will basically be discounted here. The high school group will only be swiped down in a large area in the city-level competition. Therefore, when you are not sure who has not passed, the competition class will continue as usual, and the class will also continue as usual. The main reason is that the current sophomore students who may be eliminated will also be the main force in the third year of next year.
Zhao Moqin is completely the same as in the past, cold and indifferent, and there is a sense of distance that no one else should enter. Apart from studying, he seems to be uninterested in everything around him. Before, he would occasionally look in the direction of Su Xingchen. Now It's just not squinting.
His deskmate also noticed his changes and was a little confused, and patted him on the shoulder, "Mochin, are you okay?"
Zhao Moqin took his hand and suddenly said, "It's been a long time since I played basketball. Go?"
Zhang Runtao was a little surprised. He and Zhao Moqin's five-year classmates in junior and high school, plus six years this year, are very familiar. Zhao Moqin's condition is obviously wrong, so he had to give his life to accompany the gentleman and gritted his teeth: "Go!"
Then he was abused by Zhao Moqin!
After being dunked by Zhao Moqin for the last time and slammed into the basket from above his head, the whole person was lying on the floor and couldn't get up. "No, no, no, why are you excited? So cruel? I blocked nineteen blocks, what are you looking for to play with me? You just..."
Speaking of the back, he couldn't go on anymore, and sat up: "Hey, are you really okay?"
Zhao Moqin was also sitting on the ground, slapping the basketball with his hands, and suddenly tossed the basketball into the hoop. The basketball bounced duangduang twice on the hoop and fell into the box.
"Don't talk about Su Xingchen in front of me in the future."
Zhang Runtao is a little bit ridiculous, but he is not a fool.
At first I used Su Xingchen to ridicule Zhao Moqin. It was not without a bit of malicious ridicule. I thought that Su Xingchen was a toad and wanted to eat swan meat. A non-mainstream killer Matt actually liked Zhao Moqin. Announce criticism.
He also knew that Zhao Moqin would not take this matter seriously, and would occasionally tease.
Later, he was really moved by Su Xingchen, fucking, what kind of spirit is that, it must be true love.
Besides, Su Xingchen was able to get the first place in the test, and Wu Neng shot a two hundred jin desk. He was long and beautiful, and so affectionate. As a bystander, he was moved by her and wanted to help her , I'm joking too, I just mentioned a little bit in Zhao Moqin's ear.
Later... he realized that Zhao Moqin did not reject him to mention her.
Now it's like this... He almost jumped up from the ground, widened his eyes and shouted in surprise, "Isn't it? You really like her?"
The answer to him was the sound of a basketball hitting the ground.
Zhang Runtao is somewhat inexplicable.
She likes him, and he likes her too. Isn't this a joy for everyone?Why are you so atmospheric?
An inspiration flashed in his mind: "Is it because of the killing of Emperor Matt? Or did you confess to her and you were rejected? No? Hey, hey, don't go!"
He picked up the basketball and immediately caught up. He really understood Zhao Moqin. With only a word, Zhao Moqin would guess what he had guessed in his heart, but he still guessed wrong. He was not because of Cheng Kangyao. It was Su Xingchen's remarks that had already clearly told him that he was passionate about himself.
Although Su Xingchen's words didn't mean that, it was no different from rejection in his ears.
Su Xingchen breathed a sigh of relief for Zhao Moqin's indifference. She had no intention of changing the lives of others. It would be the best if she could return to the original track.
Next came the exam, the class quiz. Su Xingchen, Su Xingyang, and Zhao Minzhi were all attending classes because of the intensity of the competition class. They missed two of the evening self-study exams. Fortunately, they were all quizzes, and the results were not recorded in the file. , Just take the time to make two papers.
Because it will be the municipal league soon, the main energy of the competition class is now on the competition, and the school quizzes are temporarily placed behind.
One week after the exam, the notice from the school finally came down. Both Su Xingyang and Su Xingchen passed. At the same time, Zhao Moqin, Shen Jinghong, Zhao Minzhi, Zhong Zizhao and others passed.
As soon as the results of the competition in the district came out, some people who participated in the competition this time were eliminated. The eliminated students in the third year of high school are no longer used in the competition class. Next, they have to put all their energy on the college entrance examination. Those who continue to go to class will go, but the main force of the teachers is not on them, but on the remaining ten people who are about to participate in the city-level competition.
Among the ten or so individuals, the main learning targets of the teachers are Zhao Moqin and Zhang Runtao, the top students in the third year of high school. For the second-year group of Shen Jinghong and Su Xingchen, they will stop in the city if there is basically no surprise. Level competition.
On the first Sunday in October, Su Xingchen and the others embarked on the race again.