Against the Gods

“All these years have been painful for you...” Yun Jiao lost his soul, all he can say is these incredibly pale words.

“Not bitter.” Chu Yuechan shook his head: “I was used to this calm as early as the Ice Cloud Fairy. Besides, there's no heart around. ”

“So... have you ever thought about leaving here one day?” Yunchuan asked.

Chu Yuechan still shook her head. She looked at her daughter, her eyes slightly complicated: “My heart grew up every day. I can't leave her with me forever. She always goes to the outside world to find her own life. But... she grew up so fast, it scared me. ”

Yunche: “…”

“When she was six years old, her body derived its own qi, so I tried to guide her to practice, and as a result, her genius grew fast and terrible, one month into Xuan, three months into Xuan, six months into Xuan, seven and a half years old into Xuan, eight and a half years old into Tian Xuan, less than ten years old into the throne... Now, it is the ninth grade of the King Xuan Realm, surpassing the Ice Cloud Immortal Palace ancestors. ”

“And every time she crossed the border, there was no sign of a bottleneck. ”

Although Yunchuan has seen the unintentional strike of the cloud, his heart is still violently shaken... and if Chu Yuechan's words fall into the ears of the Xuan people of Tian Xuan Continent, it must be every word that smells like Tian Fang Night Tan.

There is no doubt that the growth rate of the cloudless mind on the entrance is by no means normal.

“So, instead, it worries me, afraid to let her leave the place. ”

Chu Yuechan's worries are perfectly normal.

She did not know what the outside world had become, but there was no doubt that an 11-year-old throne, or a late throne, must have caused an almost shocking tremor in Gendo once the world was over, and that her life alone would be unsettled.

“Mom, I'm not going to the outside world. I'm going to stay with my mother.” Leaning beside her mother, the clouds moaned with no heart, "Dad, will you stay with us in the future? ”

Yunchuan smiled but did not speak.

Because when he could see the clouds talking without heart, the light of longing and longing deep in her eyes... she wanted to get out of here, she wanted to see the outside world, but she didn't want to leave her mother alone.

“And you?” Chu Yuechan asked: “How did you survive that time? Then why..."

Once upon a time, the young man, who was brighter than the sun, was so desolate and grey.

Yunchuan looked up slightly, his memory returned to the beginning of his life, silently thinking that his heart suddenly became calm at this moment: “In the six months of the Dragon God Trial Land, I told you countless words and told countless stories every day, but I never told you what kind of person I really am, where I come from, and told a lot of lies, lies, jokes...”

Chu Yuechan: “...”

“I've been through a lot of things in the last 12 years without finding you. I'm sure you'll feel illusory when you hear it, but... I won't fool you like I did back then. Every word I'm going to say is true...”

He spoke of the beginning not of the devastation of Skysword Hills back then, but of the turning point of his destiny - from the Cloudy Continent to the Tian Xuan Continent.

He talked about his destiny, his encounter with Jasmine, his knowledge of his true birth under the throne... to dream back to the demonic realm... to extinction and salvation... to a series of dramatic changes in the Ice Cloud Immortal Palace... to the divine realm equivalent to mythology for the Tianxuan continent...

Until he died more than a month ago in Star God Realm, and he was reborn in fantasy...

The sun shifted west and the stars swept away.

All the experiences, all the sadness, all the secrets, he said without reservation… he hated not being able to compensate them for the loss of Yuechan and the lack of heart, without any concealment, without any reservations.

And for the first time in his life, he talked so wildly.

Unconsciously, the stars are dim and the sun is flaming again. Outside the bamboo forest, Phoenix did not disturb their family reunion, but did not leave, and remained quiet there.

In Chu Yuechan's arms, the cloud did not know when she had gone to sleep. She slept very sweetly and calmly, with a slight shallow smile on her lips.

She doesn't know what a legend her father is on this continent, or what kind of power she possesses.

Looking at her quiet face, Yunche's mouth unwittingly snapped. Can't describe how this feels... this time has been wrapping around his gray, the kind of mind abyss that he thought might never be truly able to get out of for the rest of his life, in front of her smile is so overwhelming, the collapse is almost invisible.

He remembered his mother's drowning, tender enough eyes to melt everything every time she looked at herself. He finally understood that feeling and understood and suffered her shame for more than twenty years...

“No wonder the heart grows so amazing.” Chu Yuechan gently said, holding her sleeping daughter in her arms. She is powerless, but for the cloudless mind, she has never been the warmest and greatest reliance in the world: "Turns out she has a mythical father. ”

“Unfortunately, the myth of her father has fallen.” Yunchuan smiled and said that, surprisingly, there was no loss in her mind. He implicitly felt that the unnatural talent of the cloud should be related to himself, not only inherited his phoenix and dragon god bloodlines, but the abnormality of her bloodline, most likely... also influenced by his evil god bloodline.

Though he has lost his strength, he brings such a proud gift to his daughter that his heart is more satisfied than anything else.

Chu Yuechan reached out and gently wiped off the dirt on his forehead: “Don't you know how to face them because you haven't wanted to leave for so long? ”

In such a short period of time, he could be so old that it was conceivable what abyss his soul had sinked into.

And such an abyss, she has experienced, she understands how desperate it is. When she blew herself up, her heart was nothing but death, and the clouds pulled her back from the abyss, then miraculously saved her.

“…” Clouds closed their eyes and nodded gently.

Chu Yuechan said softly: “Although you have experienced so many waves and seen so many worlds that others cannot imagine, your nature has not changed at all. You are always accustomed to, and even superior, trying to guard and become dependent on others, but you cannot accept that you can only rely on others… especially the important ones in your heart, and that you cannot accept yourself as their burden. ”

Yunche: “…”

“Thinking back then, I was forced into desperation by those two dragons, and in order to kill them, I eventually had to blow myself up and become a cripple. ”

Speaking of which, her voice was softened in peace: "I couldn't accept being a cripple at the time, just wanting to die. Do you remember how you pulled me back from the mud of death? ”

“…” Yunchuang's lips moved gently.

“In order to protect me, and to prove your will to me even more, you took me with you into the realm of Dragon God Trial… so that not only is the trial difficult to multiply. You must also distract and protect me. Did you blame me for being a liability?” She asked.

It was also during that time that his obsessive guardian melted all the hard ice in her heart, rekindled his desire for life… and, “after his death”, was willing to betray his master's door in order to leave him with blood, without remorse.

Yunchuan shook his head without hesitation: "How can you be a burden! ”

“So, do you like to protect me and feel dependent on me?” She asked again.

Yunchuan nodded without hesitation.

“If so, why don't you rely on them?” Chu Yuechan smiles: “Your parents, your friends, your wife... they love you not because you are strong, not because you can make them depend, but because you exist, because you live in peace in their lives. Being able to depend on you is naturally a happiness, but being able to depend on you to protect you with your own strength is not another happiness for all those who love you. ”

“Just as you guard them and depend on them. ”

Yunchuan held on, something in his heart seemed to dissolve silently. He shook his head and smiled softly: “I really... am so stupid, I can't even think of such a shallow thing. ”

In fact, if it was yesterday, another person said exactly like Chu Yuechan, his heart would still be unable to get out of the gray darkness. Chu Yuechan's words only brushed off the last obstacle in his heart. If he truly changed, it was Yun Che's mood.

“There is one more sentence… I remember clearly what you said to me back then, and I never forgot a word.” Chu Yuechan looked at him and said softly: “Whatever I lose, as long as it's not life, as long as I'm still alive, there must be hope for recovery. Living is the greatest hope. Living is everything! ”

“ …… ”Yunchuan's gaze rating… This is what Chu Yuechan shouted out when he blew up his own vein and was dying.

He shook Yuechan's hand tightly, smiled, clearly crying dry tears, but somehow his orbit became blurred again... He knew what Chu Yuechan meant by these words, she not only brushed away all the haze in his heart, but also wanted him to have hope.

“Fairy,” he cried softly, "don't worry, I'll live well. Because I have you, my heart or not, my father and mother who look at me more than life, my wife is the Empress of the Wind, my fiancée is the first goddess on the mainland... and so many people who love me, why should I not live better than others. ”

“Even if I don't have the power for the rest of my life, I will try to live for a long time, a hundred years… a thousand years… I will grow up with no heart… I will make up for my losses to your mothers and daughters… a thousand times more…"

He held Chu Yuechan's hands a little tighter, this time, he would never let go.

“Okay.” Chu Yuechan glanced at his eyes, bewildered: “Remember what you just said, if you forget, I will tell you word for word...”

Her voice stopped and her face turned white.

The clouds were very steep: “Fairy, how can you...”

Pu--

Scarlet blood is sprayed on Yun Cheol, like tens of thousands of scarlet steel needles into Yun Cheol's pupils and soul.