Is this a hallucination?

Ren rubbed his eyeballs in an unbelievable sight.

When I get home, my younger senpai's beautiful girl is cooking a meal and waiting, which is equivalent to the embodiment of the adolescent boy's delusion.

Murina sniffed at Ren, who doubted her sanity.

"It smells like other women."

"Eh...? Ah, this is it." Ichiki gave it to me. "

"Oh, I see. Good, yes, Ren. Sit down."

Ah, yeah.

As usual, Mullina recommends a seat, but there is no fact that Ren and Mullina have resumed living together.

"Huh? How did you get in?"

"When I told the landlord, he let me in." I knew him when I was with Ren before. "

"Huh...?"

The evening meal is served in front of Ren, who is sitting in his seat without being flushed.

"Yes, dinner. Let's eat together."

"Oh, yeah. Thank you."

I started eating dinner with Murina without being able to refuse.

The soup is delicious. The impression of the dish starts with the soup. There is no reason why the food of the person who makes the delicious juice is not delicious.

Most of all, Ren likes the taste of Murina. I feel like I've had a decent meal for the first time in a long time, and my hand advances.

"Thanks for the meal. It was delicious."

"Fuhe... thank you." Ren, I'm glad you're eating it tasty. I'm going to be happy here. "

"It's because the rice that Murina makes is delicious." "," Murina "

In the air of the newlyweds, Ren puts down his dishes and asks.

Why are you here?

"To rest Ren."

The answer came back lightly.

"You didn't think I'd notice you were pushing yourself?" Eat well, sleep well. "

There's work to be done--

"Stop it."

Murina grabs Ren's hand.

"It hurts to see it." Too impossible to do. Obviously, Capa-Over. Take a break. "

Ren rolled up his face and looked at the girl who was trying to stop him.

I immediately came up with what kind of words would work for me to shake her off.

Murina, you don't work hard. Do you like me?

"I love it. I love it."

Murina's response was unambiguous.

"Really, Ren is an idiot." Did you just think I'd shut up? "

Mulina smiles gently as she tries her best to make sure that Ren pours her best into herself.

"It's so easy to be desperate." Take care of yourself first. Don't think that someone who can't take care of themselves can do something for someone. ”

"It's easy to get desperate...?"

That's not true.

It's easy to be desperate, because it's Murina. It's only natural to work hard because you're as good as she is.

I'm sure they don't know.

The fact that there are people who can't even be desperate, how many people who can't even work hard.

"I'm desperate just to do my best..."

It's a good human saying that you can do it.

Ren's hard work didn't produce the results he thought he would. I don't get results that are commensurate with my efforts. I know that I have to work hard, but I seem to be working hard. If you don't get results, you won't even be considered to be working hard, and at the end of the day, you won't even see what it means to work hard. Still, you have to do your best, and even the encouragement of "good luck" becomes a heavy shackle.

Ordinary people like Ren can scrape themselves off and leave a little something like this.

Oh, no.

I don't even have such a guarantee.

“That's why I have to do it.”

I'm always terrified that I won't even be able to leave a track record as small as a grain of sand at the end of my life. The notion that it won't happen anyway is constantly swirling around and crushing my heart.

If you're not a genius, if you're not even a mortal, if you're trying to leave something in the world, it's your duty to do it.

You may be able to whip your body, make it impossible, burn your willpower, and show it to someone for the first time with all your soul.

Even if this body breaks apart, the likelihood of not even a single realization is much greater.

With the fear that nothing can be accomplished, we have no choice but to continue scrubbing our bodies and minds.

"If I don't do that, I won't get anything."

If you don't do it, you won't go as you wish. But if you don't do it, you won't even be able to see the landscape you want.

Ren knew more than once that he might not be able to grasp anything.

Murina is good, so I don't know.

When she heard Ren's tired, muddy words, Murina straightened her gaze.

"You know, Ren, if you're gonna do this anymore, I have an idea."

What?

Point to the bed.

"I'll push you down in that bed."

……

I was scared of what I was going to do, based on my experience so far.

Unwittingly silent, Murina gave Ren an unstoppable smile.

"If you do what you do, you'll be sleepy. Do you know the three great desires of human beings? Appetite, sleep, and one more thing. I'll fill it all up, so let's go to the futon together."

"Okay, I'm going to sleep today...!" I'm going to go to bed, so please go home! "

Huh?

They made me look sorry.

Too strong. Murina understands and speaks with such force.

Ren can't hate Mulina right now. As long as she's herself, I can't dislike what Murina has done.

That's why I can't say it like this.

Well, you really need to get some rest.

Worried about Ren until the end, Murina walked away.

"Hah..."

I look at my face in the mirror to wash my face and clench.

She had a terrible face. Maybe you should really go to bed once.

Though.

Not yet, not yet.

I can do it.

As soon as Mulina's eyes were gone, her thoughts turned to you.

"I have to do it..."

When I noticed, I was out. List things to do in your head as you walk down the road.

We haven't reached our limit yet. If you're alive, you're not at your limit yet.

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

"It's okay" is repeated in Ren's mind over and over again.

There is a pile of work to be done. I don't have enough manpower. I don't have enough time. My head, my body and my strength have not kept up with the schedule. I'm anxious to see how good it would be if I could split my body.

Linley asked me if I was doing anything too much.

It is decided that I am doing it.

Murina told me to stop, seeing that I was doing what I was forced to do.

There's no way I can stop.

It finally took shape. The path has been traced. It was a fragile, thin, and dangerous path that fell a step further down the cliff, but I still saw something.

I am mortal. Perhaps you are less than ordinary and want to consider yourself a mortal.

How big are you going to do that? I can't help but feel dizzy at the size of what I'm trying to do.

What Ren was trying to do was to do nothing, not even [Hero] Whiton Barlow, not even [The Holy Maiden] Ease Ann, not even [The Emperor] Hooyurasiato Herbalia IV.

Even when this country has changed, we take what hasn't changed.

You have to make a bet to get what Ren put up for himself.

Ren's, take everything.

"-Let's..."

Suddenly, I felt nauseous.

Rush into the planting. I crouched with a momentum that pushed my face into the blister. Even though I have nausea, nothing comes out of my stomach. Only the stomach juice burns my throat. My tears are bursting with vomiting.

After a while, my breathing calmed down.

".... All right."

Still, it's okay. It's time to get up.

My knee dropped. Stampede and falls down.

This is not good.

Someday, it resembled the sensation of fainting that I experienced in front of Fane. No, it's much worse than it was then. Instead of being far away from my consciousness, I was attacked by the feeling that my soul was sucked into nothingness.

Ah.

You could die.

It was late when my instincts came to my senses.

The slave girl in the park square was starting to prepare to go home with a song.

It seemed like Ren was trying to sneak up on her, but it had nothing to do with the slave girl. Today, the slave girl who tried to leave the park to encourage the regular Sister, entered her sight and stopped her feet.

"... nh?"

A stranger was ramming his head into the plant and falling down. I tried to pull it out for confirmation, but it was a mistake.

"...... Ren's help?"

Seriously, I saw the boy's face.

I haven't seen it for a long time, but why is the tree on the bed? The current season is close to summer. You won't freeze to death, but you won't get tired of spending the night in a place like this.

He slapped me on the cheek.

But there was no sign of waking up. Rather than being obsessed, there is an atmosphere of low consciousness.

The slave girl sniffs and smells. There is no sign of alcohol in Ren's exhalation. I don't think I'm getting drunk and rolling on the streets.

”... muuuu?”

Ren seemed to be feeling sick from what he was seeing.

Even though I'm asleep, my complexion is dead. Regular bedtime breathing is disturbed. When I was living on the street, I saw many people with similar soil colors. A human face that dies in about a week.

I could take her to the temple, but she had a better way of doing it.

After confirming that this is still inside the stingy barrier, the slave girl takes off her collar. The clear silver hair turns into purple.

"Blessed be thy people."

With a small murmur, Ren's body glowed for a moment. It was a blessing of mystery by the sound of jade. Even if I was dying, my physical condition was a miraculous cry that would return.

Ren's face turns more pale and he sleeps soundly. I shake my shoulders when it's okay, but this time there's not even a slight response.

Your physical condition has led you to a deep, deep sleep. This is the problem. When I sleep with my head on the plant, I don't know how much my body hurts when I wake up.

"...... I can't help it."

The little slave girl muttered, strengthening her body with melee magic.

Pulling Ren's arm, he lifted it with one hand and carried it over his shoulder to the bench.