Amaku Yasashii Sekai de Ikiru ni wa

Episode 149: Sanale Terapeia

A fiery spear brave man who is treated again because he moved his body by force. Master Elva and the court pharmacists have great arms and a new bandage wraps around them as they look around.

When Master Doyle told the fiery spear brave man something in it, he bowed his head deeply. And when I look up, I come back to Grey's brother without looking back at the brave men.

Clothes dirty with burnt mud are worn out, and blood seeping wounds peek through the gaps in clothes torn by spears. Even though his strength and magic will be limited, Brother Doyle nevertheless stands with a flat face and talks to Grey's brother.

Gray's brother says nothing to Master Doyle like that. Just laugh and talk as usual. If my brother says a word to me, 'Get me treated', I can move my brother, Ljeci and I, but I can't because he won't say anything. That was the dissatisfaction.

Even though my head knows that's for Brother Doyle, I have unconvincing emotions in my chest.

It was explained that the battle against the fiery spear brave man was to let many know the strength of Brother Doyle. They say the purpose is to plant fear in people by showing them that they are actually fighting, not the fur of an unspeakable demon king.

Although it was difficult to explain your brother and I wasn't sure, Doyle's fear of your brother appeases his allies and seems to be a deterrent to the hostile. That's the role that the fiery spear braves and the thunderous spear braves have assumed so far, and he said that Master Doyle will take over one end of it in this battle.

One day the other end will be succeeded by Jin's brother, who will support the reigning brother of Gray. That protects this country, and hence those of us who live in the Majesta.

Doyle, I look around, remembering the explanations I heard before your brother started fighting.

The knights and magicians dye their cheeks with excitement and raise their voices in honor of the two. Customers from other countries seem to be equally cheering, but some of them are ordering their men with a serious look.

The area was surrounded by unusual heat. That's never unpleasant air, people's faces are full of expectations.

Brother Doyle and Grey's brother have a gentle grin. Though I can't see the face of the fiery spear brave man, the look on the faces of Elva and the Virgin is not bad either. The look on the face of my brother, Ljeci, Dear Balad and Jin's brother is also unusual.

- Does this mean living for the good of the country?

It's hard, I thought.

Don't let your loved ones. I can't tell you to rest even if you know you're patient. All around you, and Brother Doyle, who had to slaughter his flesh parents.

I wonder how many emotions they hide under that face.

When I'm in Epis School, I often see people saying, 'The future wants to live for the country'. It can be noble, it can be the same civilians as us, but is it something that we're all so prepared for?

To be honest, the battle between the fiery spear brave and Doyle was horrible. Every time they wave a weapon, the ground cracks, the heat flames swirl enough to evaporate the stone, and a mass of ice flies that people seem to crush easily. I wouldn't hold a second if I went inside that thing.

But they were fighting without surprise or fear. That's natural for them.

How much time do you need to spend working out and fighting until the hell you feel that fight is natural? I can't even imagine.

I admired Si Yingjie and the brave men and virgins of Thunder Spears with Lyechi, and he said, "You want to be like them," but I just found out that that was a very difficult and hard thing to do.

Even the brave, the Virgin, and the Four Young Jays are human beings. I'm sure there must have been bloody seeping efforts and deep sorrows in their lives that would never have been portrayed in the hero Tan in the hands of people.

... I hadn't thought about it at all.

Doyle, it was said that living with your brother meant living for the good of the country. But I wasn't that serious. I had no idea what it meant to be with people who were prepared to carry the country. So now, it's so painful.

I was relieved to be with my sweet brother Doyle. I only wanted to spend so much time like this because I enjoyed my days with my brother and everyone in the pharmacy department, and Ljeci seems to enjoy it.

But that must have been just me. Everyone who stood on this occasion knew and was ready. So nobody talks about Brother Doyle's injuries, and he's trying to break the atmosphere on the ground. There would have been a lot to think about in the past spoken from the mouth of the fiery spear brave man and in conversations with Brother Doyle.

I'm sure I'm the only one who wasn't ready.

I'm so ashamed of that.

- It's far away.

I think as I look at the back of Brother Doyle and Grey's brother, dropping off the fiery spear brave man to be transported. Two people lined up with sunny faces looked so splendid. I feel once again that they are the kings of this country, His Royal Highness the Prince, and the leading Duke heirs, and that they were people on the clouds beyond our reach. I kind of don't feel like my usual brother Doyle, and I'm scared. That spreads anxiety in my chest by being able to tell my brother, Dear Balad, and Jin's brother.

I felt so out of place that I called my twin brother's name.

"... Ljeci"

Rieti and I have been together ever since we were born. My one crack that has supported sharing, whether I'm happy, surprised or anxious. I answered in an unusual manner and wanted you to laugh. Because I felt funny, too, if even Ljeci was as usual. But I didn't get back the reaction I expected.

Ljeci had a serious look on his face and was looking somewhere. I'm nearby, Doyle. It seemed like you were looking at someone in the audience, not your brothers, but I didn't know.

Ljeci, looking at something with a serious face, unwittingly holds that hand because she feels like she's going to leave me and go somewhere.

"Ljeci!"

"Hey, what? What's the sudden matter, Sana?

Glitch pulled his hand and called, Ljeci looked at me with his eyes black and white. I'm a little relieved that the familiar face finally turned this way.

"'What's wrong?' Cause I'm calling you earlier and Ljeci's gonna ignore you."

"Oh, I'm sorry. I was a little confused."

But while I was relieved, Ljeci's answer stunned me.

- Why, are you lying?

We've been together forever. Even though I've reported and shared some very trivial things about cutting my hands off on paper and handling medicinal herbs better than usual. Of course, I never lied, I never got lied to.

And yet, why? Doubts circle around my head.

"Ah, Doyle, looks like your brothers are leaving, too. Let's go too, Sana!

Ljeci says with the usual grin. But I wasn't at all relieved.

Don't wait for a reply, stare at the back of my twin brother walking out of my hand. Ljeci seemed completely unaware of my changes, which he would usually notice.

Maybe Ljeci is upset right now. Because they're twins, I kind of know that. That's why I wanted Ljeci to be aware of my anxiety. I could have guessed and shared and relieved myself if you were joking with me like you always do. Until now, that's what I've been doing.

But Ljeci didn't realize it, he must have seen something so disturbing that he couldn't understand my mood, he lied and deluded me.

... I'm anxious, Ljeci.

Doyle, my brothers seem like very distant people, and I'm scared.

So I wanted to ease my anxiety, but my chest made a good noise to Ljeci, who behaved differently than usual.

That night I saw the battle between Brother Doyle and the fiery spear brave man.

I had a creepy dream.

Rain of grace constantly falling down.

Darker forest scent than usual.

I feel like I'm going somewhere far away, and I'm desperate to chase that back.

"Whoa!

I scream.

Then the back I was chasing stopped.

I'm glad you stopped my leg, and I don't care if the mud jumps and runs over.

Then...

"I'm bored! You're in a habit of not knowing anything!

Big hands are reaching out and strangling me.

Painful. Scary. Why is that?

Pure fear of life's crisis and perplexity about incredible reality.

The last thing I saw was a blood-running eye, floating on a face filled with black.

"- Huh!

Wake up with Gabari.

Goosebumps appeared painfully on his arms and feet, and his back was soaked with sweat.

I think I had a very scary dream.

That's what I thought of my body trembling with chills, although I had only a vague memory. If you put your arms on, it feels bumpy on your palms. My body was surprisingly cold when it came to summer.

Her throat is also dry on the caracas, and vague fears are spreading throughout her body.

...... Ljeci.

Head to the next bed as your anxious mind asks. But he didn't look like he was asking for it.

- Where have you been?

I looked in the room to see if I was drinking in the bathroom or in the water, but I didn't see it anywhere.

Dream or manifestation, with a blurry head, I went to my room to find Ljeci.

Walk alone in the castle.

The night breeze was cooler than I thought and a little clearer on my head. Walking down the quiet hallway where the moonlight plugs in, I think back to what I've been.

Since Doyle told me, 'Will you come with me to the castle', things have been a little strange with my brother and Ljeci. My brother had more to think about, and Ljeci had a bad knoll. After graduation, Doyle, my brother, who decides to go to his brother, must have made up his mind a little bit. Maybe Ljeci was also beginning to think about being prepared to live as Brother Doyle's men. I guess that's what it was like to go to the castle as Brother Doyle's pharmacist at a time when other countries and leading domestic players gathered.

I didn't think about it, and I must have been the only one who was just happy to be in the castle for the first time. Ljeci was just shagging at me.

Reminds me of Ljeci during the day. Though sad that he was lied to, Ljeci was about to grow up properly. Maybe that's why he kept it to me and left it to his brother or brother Doyle to do something.

I can't be the one who lied to you then, because I can't be of service to anyone who hasn't decided anything. If I did, I'd be so miserable. I wasn't even aware that I was spoiled.

They're kind and strong people, so they all tried to be 'brothers'. Because I asked for it.

The younger Doyles and His Highness are working so hard, they were just sweet to it, they couldn't give anything back. Ljeci was trying to do his best.

... I can't be a child anymore.

I thought so. I have to decide what to do now, too. If we are to live as Doyle's men, we must give priority to being 'for the good of the country' over 'personal affection'. If you're not ready for that, you have to decide to leave. Otherwise, one day it will be a nuisance to the Doyles. No, you can't do that.

The time has finally come when we need to stay away from Ljeci and put into perspective the days we spend separately.

In fact, even for me and Ljeci, who had two hobbies, two thoughts, and two looks, the difference is starting to make. Ljeci's height continues to grow, and her well-eaten splinter body has become muscular. Meanwhile, my height has stopped at all times, and I'm starting to look like a chest or something. No matter how much clothes you wear that are difficult to understand in shape, it will be difficult to delude the difference between men and women from now on.

Me and Ljeci can't be the same anymore.

I'm glad it's the same. My childhood is over.

... Let's go back to the room.

I thought so, I stopped my leg.

Because I thought maybe Ljeci might be with Master Doyle. We're mostly together during the day, so if Ljeci is going to do anything alone, it's only after I go to bed. If so, it would only be annoying to wander about looking for Ljeci in this way.

My chest aches when I wonder if I ever acted alone after I slept like this. Dear Doyle, on the contrary, I had a hard reality that I couldn't even shoulder to shoulder with my twin brother.

I want to stay out of Ljeci's way because I don't feel comfortable not having one crack on my side that was always with me, but I don't want to feel any more miserable. Likewise, I was trying to be careful not to be a nuisance to the Doyles, and I am reminded of my current situation - and my blood draws attention.

What if a soldier around you blames me...

Speaking of which, I didn't run into anyone so far, but if someone sees me wandering around the castle in the middle of the night like this, wouldn't it be a problem?

If you look around in a hurry, there's a line of high-end conditioners. It's the hallway where Master Doyle once showed me. Far from the rooms we are staying in.

It seems to have gotten a long way from the guest house. I don't think there's any excuse for 'wanting to get a little windy at night' if I can find it in this place.

We need to get back to a good place before someone finds us. Return cautiously while scolding yourself for not thinking. and then.

"Run, you..."

I pushed the frustration to death, there was a woman's voice.

Hide yourself in the shadow of the conditioner that was nearby and look for the Lord of the Voice. The woman was confronted by one man in a way that hid behind a large bronze statue.

"What do you think I was doing, taking great care not to find it? It was pretty tough until I got into this position, wasn't it?

She was a tall, soothing woman. The hair color is so dark red that it is likely to be mistaken for black. If the circle of angels illuminated and floating in the moonlight hadn't been red, I would have thought it was dark hair. Her eyes seem to be the same color, and whenever she moves her face slightly, her eyes look red at the man.

... Is that a person?

I don't care what you think, I'm human, but that idea comes to mind in the suspicious colors she has.

I can't see the face of the man confronting her because he's turning his back, but his hair looks the same. Maybe the color of the eyes is the same.

"No more time"

To the sound of the audible voice, Dokuri and his heart bounced.

Goosebumps, like right after a nightmare, and fear strikes.

That's not good stuff, my instincts screamed.

I think I have to run, while I feel dangerous if found, and I push my voice and lurk for signs of killing. Please, don't find me, and wait for me to hide myself in the shadows in prayer.

"Those are already out of my control, so I can't make any further changes now. I'll be there in three days. Run by then."

"Wait, wait!

The woman's suppression void, and the man disappeared when he told her so.

Without using magic props, without glowing the formation, it melted into the scenery like smoke and disappeared. Higher skill, perhaps not as a metastatic skill holder, nor as a junction stretched on the royal castle, etc. It's a very dangerous enemy.

"I'm on my own now."

When the woman says so and sighs, she closes her eyes.

It was supposed to be an unrecognizable woman. But at the next moment, its appearance changes as you look at it, turning it into the outfit of a maid you've seen.

It was dark red with black, with bright brown hair and blue eyes. Though the height was unchanged for women, the soothing shape had turned into a well-fleshed, feminine body.

That's a woman I've seen somewhere.

... Is that Edelstein's maid?

Keep an eye out for that familiar figure.

The woman's changed appearance was that of the maid herself, who was holding back behind the young man who was taught to be his brother Doyle's lover. Even though it's plain colored, my neat face looks colorful when I look closely at it with my fleshy body, and I remember envying myself as the same woman.

What did you turn into Adele's maid for? Or was it originally? Either way, Brother Doyle needs to be informed!

Various thoughts circle my head over what I have witnessed.

I can't say anything so I can't find it. It doesn't have to be Master Doyle, I need to let someone know as soon as possible. The man said three days later. So I told that woman to run away.

Three days from now, I'm in the middle of a ceremony between Lady Doyle and Princess Claire. Lady Gray said that your engagement was very important and had to end with grandeur and no problems whatsoever. Yet those people are willing to do something there.

Hurry up, I have to let you know.

At that moment when I felt that way, my maid's clothes spread in front of me.

If you raise your fearful face, a maid with a glossy grin stands before me. If I look back to my surprise, I understood that there was no such thing as a maid who had been there earlier, and that she had traveled in the present moment.

She smiles gently as she gently hands my cheeks hardened by fear.

"Did you see it? You're a troubled kid."

Blue eyes, red glow.

That was the last sight I saw in distant consciousness.