Amaku Yasashii Sekai de Ikiru ni wa

It hasn't seemed that long since I lost my mind.

What appeared in the blurry vision was Brother Zegen's back confronting Mr. Theon, who erected Hulbert, a fragment of a finely cut warcraft scattered with the ground he thought had run.

When I woke up, I coughed up at once because of the air I inhaled. As soon as Mr. Theon gave me a moment's gaze, I threw one of the bottles of medicine that Brother Zegen had pinched in his finger at those dispersed fragments of the Warcraft. But the bottle never reaches its target.

"[Sniffles]!

The bottle of medicine that was in the universe, whether it was under the wind pressure of the skills unleashed by Mr. Barking Scion, blew up, smashing into the rock that was beside Brother Zenos, and the magic medicine and thoughtful liquid stuck into the soil. It's like a nutrient or growth enhancer to see the moss growing in the shadows of the rock grow so much and spread its habitat all at once.

"I was able to get away with using the Warcraft that came back to life earlier, but the same hands don't creep. Come on yourself."

"You can only wield your weapon..."

As I breathe with a blurry view of Brother Zegen, who zeroes his tongue at Mr. Zion, who shows and tells me fragments of the scattered warcraft, the appearance of Leech and Leo's brothers floats around his head, starting to turn a little bit.

- That's right. What about Ljeci and his brother?!?

I remembered the two beings. I threw down the crawl that was loosely wrapped around my neck and stood up in a panic.

Before I lost my mind, Ljeci and my brother were running to help me. I know that this is how you helped me defeat the body of this crawl, but where the hell are you?

Looking around gleefully, there is just rough earth and trees, and the forest is not well seen because of the rain. I don't hear like I'm fighting from the woods, but my anxiety went through my chest that maybe I'm confronting a lot of warcraft as well as the warcraft that was strangling me.

The reunion with Brother Zegen, the warm days I remember, and the memory of the time I was about to be killed in the past, that it is now a hostile relationship and that it is an unavoidable situation to escape if you do not fight. Why I have never remembered Brother Zegen before now and the thought of Brother Doyle who would have known everything.

I can't successfully swallow all sorts of emotions that come to mind, and it's a mess in my head. I don't even know what I want to do or what it's right to do.

But if Ljeci's in trouble, we have to go.

I'm sorry that I was all helped and protected, and I have to complain about one crack that had so many secrets.

With my anxiety and worry about my brothers being safe, my anger and regret for myself for everything I had forgotten, and then my dissatisfaction, anger and sorrow for my brother Doyle, who was trying to protect me from one crack or another that I had tried to bear all by myself, I look for a continuation of the spreading out of the growing grass.

Ljeci remembered his brother. And I'm sure, I've known for a long time that Brother Zegen is falling for criminals, and I was prepared to fight like this.

Maybe when I was watching Brother Doyle and the Fiery Spear Brave fight, already...

What comes to mind is Ljeci's face staring somewhere far away with a serious look.

Thinking back to what happened back then, a lot of things fit together. Brother Zegen was probably the malicious pharmacist caught by Brother Doyle in an internship that was taking place before he climbed the castle for the engagement ceremony, and the mercenary regiment to which Mr. Theon belonged was involved in one of those matters. Mr. Zion said you were being used by Brother Zegen.

And that's when Brother Doyle learned about Brother Zegen's relationship with me and Ljeci and what our brothers and sisters were like.

I imagine from here on out, because Brother Zegen was a criminal that I couldn't overlook, he decided to give priority to the words of Ljeci, who even said he wanted to protect me.

So I'm sure he was trying to get rid of everything without reminding me.

Oh, my God, you're on your own. Did you think that both Brother Doyle and Ljeci, the parents and the people in the village who acted like brothers didn't exist, would decide to move on their own without asking how I felt, and would be happy with that?

Why didn't you tell me?

Why didn't you talk to me?

Didn't I rely so much?

Can't I even bother with you?

I regret that such words circled my head and I was told that I couldn't do anything because I was sad that I was perceived as someone to protect rather than fight with.

- But I'm the one who made you do that.

Brother Zegen's rejection was painful and I didn't want to believe it, and my weakness, which I wished to forget, drove everyone to mouth, forcing one crack to bear everything, and placing an unnecessary burden on Brother Doyle.

I felt sorry for myself like that and I wanted to cry.

I don't think this would have happened if I had been able to pull back without being frightened of my exasperating brother Zegen then, all the more so.

If you pull the crawl you find with both hands, eating up your teeth for the regrets you recruit, and check the direction where the main body of the Warcraft is with your sumptuous eyes, you can see the trees approaching you with misplaced, greenished black hair and dark eyed blonde hair, with a grain of pollen and tears falling off.

I'm glad you two are safe.

"Sana! It's okay!?

"Do you have headaches, nausea, numbness in your hands and feet?

When I came back with Ljeci, who noticed me, I immediately started asking questions. My brother was more worn out than earlier, and I wanted to cry. But I'm not in that situation right now, and I don't deserve that, so I'm gonna thank you both for the tears and whimpers I put in.

"It's okay. There's no abnormality. Thanks for your help."

"I trust your judgment, but if you feel anything strange about the lack of acid, say it."

"Yes."

"Get ready to deal with anything. You too, Ljeci."

I nod at my brother's words and take out a few new bottles of medicine. Put an example magic pill on the nearby crawl. To recall the exchange between Mr. Theon and Brother Zegen earlier, it seems that this Warcraft can be regenerated if there are fragments of it.

I peek into my complexion like that as Ljeci peeps when she's ready as well.

"Sana. The..."

It was the guilt and worry of silence that floated to familiarity, but Ljeci says the prawns because he doesn't seem to know what to say.

My brother didn't say anything when he saw us like that. He's a sensible person, so I looked at Rieti and Brother Doyle, and no, maybe this guy knew it from the beginning, too.

I'm the only one who doesn't know.

But it's my fault when it comes to the original.

"Really, because I know. It's okay."

The words, which I told Ljeci as I stared at Brother Zegen, who confronted Mr. Zion with a bitter expression, twisting away from the place where the fragments of the Warcraft were scattered, were also directed at me.

I know it's because of affection that everyone was blaming me for. So it's alright. There's anger and sadness, but I'm not going to be self-inflicted here.

Because Ljeci, my parents, the village people, Brother Doyle, who acted to hurt me, and then Brother Zegen must have been more troubled and painful.

I followed it out of curiosity that day when I realized that Brother Zegen, with a slightly larger load, had left the house to steal the eyes of his family, neither a tool for collecting herbs nor a weapon for hunting.

What are you doing in this rain? I wonder if I'm going somewhere with Mr. Tim.

It was about that level of feeling.

But it was in the woods that my brother headed, and I couldn't help but notice the noise in my chest as he went backwards with his flimsy footsteps and said, "Brother Zegen! Where are you going?," he called out. My called-down brother looked so surprised, but when I walked out to get closer, he ran like he'd been bounced off, so I chased him.

I don't remember how long I ran through the rainy woods. My breath was painful and I tried to stop my legs many times, but I remember getting there desperately because I felt like I would never see him again if I lost him.

But already at the limit.

"Wait!

When I raised my voice several times like that, my brother accidentally stopped me on my feet.

I was glad to have a gradual clogging distance and a bigger back, and I squeezed my last force and ran over. But my turned brother's eyes were so cold that I'd never seen them.

- I'm bored! You don't know anything!

That's what I shouted for. Brother Zegen is not the kind brother I know, he's breathtaking.

And the big hand that had been stretching clenched my neck as it stood.

'Abominable. Without you, I'd have been admitted to it. If you guys hadn't been so talented in medicine, I would have needed more! And now that you're here, no one will ever see how hard I've tried! Nobody loves me as long as you're around! I think so! Why, so much...'

This was the first time I had seen a brother with zero tears.

It is painful to not be able to breathe in a strangled state.

But more than that, I felt my heart squeeze in my brother's face full of downpouring tears and anguish.

"If you're strangers, if you're not siblings, if you don't admire me! I could have hated you easier too - please, get out of my sight. Don't come after me! I can't be your sweet brother anymore."

I don't remember anything after that.

But I remember the words Brother Zegen wanted to tell you then.

"You know that, Xenos. You can't beat me. Surrender, my lord."

"-Ha."

I grin Mr. Zion's words with my nose. I burn Brother Zegen's side in my eyes.

I don't have a brother with that look in my memory. He was a loud, tough guy, but because he was a nice, caring guy. I never thought I was envious of me or Ljeci's talent, and I had no idea until they told me I was suffering like that.

Brother Zegen knew Ljeci and I very well...

I never thought about how my brother would feel just to be sweet. I didn't doubt that my brother would be proud to say that the other adults were happy to praise us.

"I'd rather die than give in to you."

At the same time as throwing up and throwing away, the medicine bottle slammed to the ground made a loud and pungent noise and cracked, and the purple smoke spread rapidly around the area.

Poison. It's also a highly instant one.

Brother Zegen, who is at the source of this, will not be sorry. As per the dialogue, I frown on my life and other actions, while wrapping a cloth engraved with detoxification formations to ensure my breathing. It seems that both my brother and Ljeci have already taken measures, but is Mr. Scion safe?

I can't see ahead because of the purple smoke that I can get into, and I can't move because I don't know which hand it will be in so that I can give it a detoxification or something to support it. Both my brother and Ljeci seemed to agree, and I took a few steps back with the two people who were shown to be leaving a little more.

For a moment, the sound of the ground cracking sounds and the wind pressure clears the purple smoke.

Mr. Zion, who showed himself again, and Hulbert, who was waved down, from which a deep crack stretched was holding back between the fragments of the Warcraft and Brother Zegen.

"I know you're saying that the same hand is not creepy. Nah."

My brother laughs at Mr. Scion, who roared about to exhale the breath he was packing pussy.

"I don't know -" Wake up ""

Fragments of the Warcraft scattered across the ground in your brother's words swell and swell together.

Mr. Scion pulls out Hulbert, who has changed his expression to a buoyant sprawl.

And plunder your ears, sounds like mountain ringing.

"What?

Who was it that whined so?

Not only does that sound unintentionally to us and my brother, but it also gives me a surprising look in the face of Mr. Zion and Brother Zegen, who were just about to fight. And.

- Bishi, Bishi, Bishi!

The sound of cracks coming in high, and the earth cracks in the nest of spiders.

"Whew!? First off. Run!

When you hear Mr. Zion like that, it's already late.

The ground rocks violently, the earth is sucked into the deep crack created earlier by Hulbert rather than disappearing - no, it's not. It's collapsing!

It was almost at the same time that I ran out to recognize the current situation.

Soon after exhaling relief into the appearance of Mr. Zion and Brother Zegen, who plundered the edge of his sight, the hole widened, and the fleeing body leaned but the floating sensation did not come.

"" Sana!

My brother and Ljeci pulled me off, and with all the momentum, the three of them fell into the hard ground together.

Stiffness to sudden events often.

If you wake up to me hah with the groaning of your underlying brother, you can see a black hole a few centimeters on the toe, and if you accidentally pull yourself back, the stone bounced off your shoe rolls down in coronation.

And a few seconds later, Pochan and the water sound reached my ear.

"... sounds like you had an underground cavity. Come here a little more because it's dangerous."

Follow your brother's words and crawl along with Ljeci. He lost his back, just like I did.

"... you were in danger"

"... yeah. It was dangerous."

Ljeci and I looked at each other and it was like that that I came out unexpectedly.

"You picked up your life."

I'm still having a heart attack.

"Me too."

When my brother was joining me and biting each other's safety, I heard a footsteps called Gassa and Mr. Zion, so the three of us looked around, and we quickly found him.

"- Are you all right!?

"Yes."

"" I can handle it ""

If the three of us give that back to the person who came to draw the grass, Mr. Scion exhales like a relieved breath from the bottom of his kneeling heart. Pretty much, he worried about me.

"... by the way, it looks okay when you see it, but you're not hurt, are you?

"It's okay."

If my brother answers on behalf of me after I look at him, Mr. Zion says, "Good. If you went missing because of me, seriously, I couldn't face the young man..." What a grunt, I got up and took on Hulbert again.

"Wait here. I'm gonna get Zenos back."

Me and Ljeci, who looked at Mr. Zion, who told him so with a serious eye and walked out, run away forgetting what had just been said.

"Ljeci! Sana!

"Dude!?

If you peek into the hole in Mr. Theon's back, which contains his brother's anger and confusion, you can see him barely grasping at the unseen darkness and rock shade at the bottom and reach out unexpectedly.

"" Brother Zegen!

The face slowly raised by the voice looked exhausted.

But when it shows us in those shallow green eyes, your brother's face is distorted into hatred.

"Don't be ridiculous. I won't take your hands! If you feel sorry for me, I..."

"Ma'am!

I drop my eyes there unseen ahead and call off my brother who tried to pull strength out of his hand clinging to rock skin.

Brother Zegen resents and hates us.

It was a clear refusal to be reminded of that.

But I am.

"I loved it! Even if Brother Zegen doesn't like me or Ljeci, I love him, even if he resents me! I respect you, and I appreciate you more than anyone! Because..."

It's warm and gentle memories that I remember with my voice up.

Obsessed with the changing colors from blue to purple to pink, my brother asked Ljeci and I, who drink many cups of tea, in a calm voice.

"Are you having fun?

"'Yeah!

When your brother nods happily to his powerful reply, he invites us with a slightly better face. And when I prefaced "actually," as if to tell a secret story, I spoke slowly.

"This is just a herb, but with magical plants and demonic materials we can see more amazing changes"

'Really?

"What's it gonna be like?

"It suddenly solidifies and glows along the way, along with the potency of the medicine and everything. I just changed the procedure a little bit, and the reaction is so beautiful that your eyes can glow, it can make a noise and explode like you'll lose your temper."

"'Really?'"

He looked at us suspiciously, and he said, "Is that true?," he muttered, grinning bitterly.

"Well, if you don't believe me, I'll teach you how to make it, so one day you'll have to mix it up yourself."

The brother, who told him so and stood up, turns to the shelf placed at the edge of the room and opens the door so that he can see the herbs and materials arranged inside. And when he let the same shallow green eyes shine as ours, he told me and Ljeci with a caged voice of heat.

'There are only a handful of herbs and materials here. There are a lot more medicinal ingredients in the world, and some that we haven't found yet. Of course there are combinations no one has ever tried, and there will be reactions no one has ever seen. Think of it. You study a lot, you find the ingredients and combinations you haven't seen yet before anyone else, and then you make the drugs that only you can make one day. It would be nice if that was a medicine that could help people. Wouldn't it be nice to be the first to see something no one's ever seen, help someone, and also be thankful?

"'Yeah!

I remember Brother Zegen laughing so much fun saying that, that the dreams I was asked seemed so nice that I played my heart out.

- I hated studying, but I wanted to know more if it was that much fun.

The more I remember the brilliant eyes that spoke of my dreams, the sadder the cold eyes that see us now.

It's hard to be rejected because I remember with my kind brother, and honestly, I want to run away.

But there's something I have to tell you.

"- Because it was Brother Zegen who taught me the pleasure of pharmacy. My brother said there are so many kinds of medicinal herbs and materials that I can do so many things, it would be amazing, so I and Ljeci were interested. Even the plain work was done properly and it became amazing and complimented me, so I tried to get to the end of it. My brother was there!

The first time I saw my brother's tears and heard it in his chest, I thought.

I couldn't tell you then, but I can finally tell you.

"We went down the pharmaceutical road. Your brother took my hand, so you have us now. My brother is the one who nurtured and made aware of my talent and that of Ljeci, whom everyone praised. I never thought I didn't need it. I love it. Don't go anywhere."

I'll reach out as long as I can, but I can't reach it.

- If you could reach out to me too, I might be able to grab that hand.

My emotions are falling out of Brother Zegen's face at some distance, and I don't know what I think about it. I may feel painful again after being rejected. Still, I can't help reaching out.

Because he was a very important person.

"Let's go home together. Brother Zegen."

I reach out that day spinning the words I wanted to say.

A broken foot is slamming a parallax and rock skin.

If I can't do this any more, I might collapse.

But I'm not stopping Ljeci, and he's supporting my body as I ride out.

Thanks to you, I was about to reach my brother's hand grabbing rock skin in a little while.

"Don't touch me."

But the same shallow green eyes that I and Ljeci had, they refused.

"My name is Zenos Verch. I don't know if he's my brother, but he's not a man named Zegen, and I don't know about you. As Maris-sama's, I won't take your hands or anything."

"Ma'am!

I couldn't even hear my words when I saw the power coming out of my brother's fingertips and tried to stop him, and all I stretched out was the universe.

"Brother Zegen!

The shallow green eyes reflecting Ljeci, who raised his voice with me like that, are narrowed, and its mouth draws a beautiful arc.

"I don't need sympathy or pity. It's Master Maris who wins!

Screaming and kicking his rock skin, Brother Zegen threw himself into the invisible hole at the bottom and disappeared from before us.

Mr. Theon throws a bunch of magical grasshoppers into a big hole in the woods, closing his eyes and clearing his ears.

- Pochan.

And a while after I heard the ringtone.

When I slowly opened my eyes, I shook my neck sideways with a bitter face.

"It feels like we're after magic, and there's water in the underground cavity, not flowing... It hurts, but there's no sign of a warcraft, no sign of a Zenos, and it's a waste of time being here any longer."

Hiding in the shadow of Mr. Zion, who stood up with a long sigh of har, stroking his chest down.

I knew I was the one you had to catch, but honestly, I'm not the only one who was horrified that I couldn't find him, but I put my fingers on each other's lips with Ljeci with my eyes on each other. Even though we had zero sighs from our brother's mouth, he didn't say anything, and he just stirred his hair in a mess.

Neither did Mr. Zion or Ljeci call Zenos his brother and pursue him in detail regarding the matter he tried to help. I'll report where I need to go, Doyle, but since it's also convenient for your brother, he's going to talk to you first, and he said that me and Rieti won't be bad either.

That seems like a very sweet person to think of, but that doesn't seem to happen.

Not intentionally. He said it was to throw a round at Brother Doyle because he had drilled a big hole in the forest where the elves lived and it was going to be a very troublesome project. This great hole is also to blame for the brutality of the warcraft Brother Zegen brought in.

Looks like you're going to let Brother Doyle pull the poverty lottery because of me and Ljeci's behavior, so I'm going to apologize for it later. So I still don't know what's going to happen to us in the future, but if you're going to keep us on our side, I'm going to do my best.

I could do a lot of talking...

About Brother Zegen and Ljeci, what you've been thinking about watching us. I think Brother Doyle has often been willing to subordinate brothers and sisters with such a troublesome case. There would have been many ways to keep it on hand or to monitor it.

- Let go, I guess I couldn't.

I paint my brother Doyle with a soft grin behind his lid, and I think.

On the other hand, my brother is missing and horrified, and I'm sorry for your brother Doyle, and for myself being halfway there again. I still haven't been able to organize my emotions well against Brother Zegen and everyone who was mumbling, and the complaints I want to tell Brother Doyle come to mind.

But I didn't want to leave.

If we stay on the side like this, one day we might hear Brother Zegen's obituary, and it might be this hand that makes the trigger.

So I want to be stronger by then.

Not to regret it, with Ljeci and his brother.

"It's time to go. Young ladies will be waiting for you."

"" "Yes" "

Respond to Mr. Zion. We'll carry the load again.

Soon, the rain stopped.